Time goes on!
TIME GOES ON!
Time goes on when we can not move on it never stops. Love drains out and bitterness comes in. When the bitterness starts in then frustration and anger that lashes out to all that try to help. Not wanting to forgive them I was unable to see the truth that brought up all that pain. Life GOES on without me.
Going through the motions of living but not living life. All I do is complained how bad life has treated me nothing goes right. I am pain every day my bills are left unpaid!
Alone and afraid to go on and being told that no one can love you but your own mother. A mother loves is unconditionally no matter where you stand in life. But not having a mother to love me is not knowing love at all. So I can never go on in my own life. Without love there is no power to go on to do what I am called to do in this life.
Then one day a friend tells me of the love of God and how he sent His Son Jesus to die for me! That he love me before I was even born! But also warned me of what I sow I reap, what I reap I sow! I have sowed bitterness, anger and un-forgiveness!
Out of my mouth I sowed all the bad things. So I reap nothing in return but the bad! That is where I went wrong! No wonder I am in pain all the time and never could go on in life! I was not sowing Love! All I did was complain what was going wrong and saying it out of anger not love! No wonder no one loved me!
Reading God’s word and allowing the Holy Spirit to dwell in me. Then one day to my surprise, out of my spirit came the love that springs forth like a waterfall that splashes all around to those near me. The love of God knows no time!
He has waited on me to come to him and ask for the power of God’s love to move me in his direction with love! Now I can go on in time with God’s love flowing through me! All I had to do was ask him! And he gave me love unconditionally!
Finding God who loves unconditionally just as a mother loves her child. God is a loving God who will guide you into all truths so you can go on in life with him at your side. With the Holy Spirit that dwells in you then you can do all things through Christ who first love you!
With the love of Christ dwelling in you all the bitterness and frustration and anger that had you under control will no longer live inside of you with Jesus in your heart!
All people will see is the love of God pouring out of you like a springs moves forth a waterfall that splashes all around to those near you. The love of God knows no time and they will love you as Christ first loved you! Time goes on and will not leave you behind!
And you can go on to do all that Christ has planed for you! For He has given you life full of love unconditionally! "God had given this to me on Sept. 20, 2008"There are two versions of this. This is the long one and the short is called TIME MOVES ON.I like them both one more in depth then the other I just could not leave out the short version. SO the next poem below this is the short version.I was in my car driving down a county road when the Lord was showing me how love springs forth like a water fall, I knew he was trying to teach me something here. I still could not understand what it was at this time.
Getting home he pointed out to me what we say is what we get in life. I knew this for a long time. I knew if you talked about being in pain you will have the pain. Or speak out about not having enough money to pay your bills they ended up going unpaid.
We sow what we reap.
Still not quite understand where God was taking me on this, I called my cousin Chris.
We got to talking about how much pain we feel when a love one passes on, and yet time moves on when we can't. The love of God moves us when we can't move.
That is when God quicken to my heart as to what 2 different people in different states said to me the same thing! That no one could love me but my mother! The first time I heard that was when I was working as waitress in Pa. I was to check over the work another waitress was doing so she can leave. I was being really hard on her. I did not have love in me at all. I was still hurting over my losing my mom. This was back in 1977.
When she said that to me I just started to cry, she had forgotten that I had lost mom a few years back. That pain in me had never left.
I had moved to Ohio in 1979 and in 1981 and was head waitress and was trying to get these new waitress trained as to what their cleanup was before they could leave and they had not done it. So I started to yell at them how to do it and they needed to get moving and get it done so we all could leave. When another waitress blurted out to me No one can love you but your own mother! That pierced my heart. I ran out crying and quit that job.
That girl had no idea I had lost my mother let alone know how I lost her!
Now I know what God was trying to teach me. I must guard my words and let nothing come out of my mouth that is not of God that is anger. I must do it in Love! I will reap what I sow!
I also must be careful on how I deal with my grandson who is 2 1/2 years old and into everything! At times I find my self yelling at him to leave something alone, not speaking to him in love and let him know what he can not touch! I am braking his spirit and out of spite this little one is now getting frustrated and just does it again to see if he can get away with it or he just spits at me. All he is looking for is my love. That is all he knows to get my attention is to get into things!
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Jesus I know you are real and I believe that you died on the cross for me, you redeemed me by your Blood. I want to live for you! I confess all my sins known and unknown. I am sorry for them all. I Renounce them all I forgive all others, and I want you to forgive me. Forgive me now, and cleanse me with your blood. I thank you for the blood of Jesus Christ which cleanses me now forever from sin, I come to you now as my deliverer you know my special needs the thing that binds, that torments, that defiles, that evil spirit. That unclean spirit. I claim the promises of your word. "Who so ever that calleth on the Lord shall be delivered," I call upon you now in Jesus Christ name. Deliver me and set me free. Satan, I renounce you and all your works. I loose myself from your works. I loose myself from you now in Jesus name. I command you to leave me right now in Jesus name! I have a confession to make my ancestors and I have sought super natural experiences apart from you. We have disobeyed your word. I ask for you’re forgiveness. I renounce witch craft and magic both black & white. I renounce witch craft and all occult games etc. I renounce hypnoses. I break any hold placed on me. I command it right back where it came from in Jesus name. I thank you Lord for all your doing in through and for me right now! By the Blood of Jesus Christ amen.
