HIDDEN PORTIONS!
HIDDEN PORTIONS!
Suddenly my life seemed to take a spiral direction away from my Creator! Not understanding how I could lose all realization of what was the center of my life!
Alone, confused and afraid, losing all peace and rest in Jesus Christ! Taking what little seed of faith I had left and crying out to my Creator, “Jesus!” Please show what’s wrong with my Life?
Showing me in His word, realizing I had not done what God Commanded me to do. I held back hidden portions of what belong to God. Holding back of myself and the first fruits of what God had provided for me. By doing this my fruits were becoming rotten! I had also hidden dark ugly secrets of my past and never allowing the Holy Spirit to heal them. Those ugly things and offenses of my past were now surfacing out of my heart!
By not following the word of God, I open the door for the accuser of the brethren “Satan” to step-in and invade my life! Being an Ambassador for Christ I am part of the body of the Christ! When one part of the body hurts the whole body is affected! With sin in our lives, it will spread like a disease to the rest of the body of Christ. Like one bad apple will spoil the whole bunch!
Just as Achan took and his portion of what belongs to the Lord. It caused Joshua’s camp trouble. When Ananias and Sapphia lied to the Holy Spirit of the hidden portion of what belong to the Lord. God struck them dead! Becoming spiritually dead. We lose power to be Ambassadors for Christ! That’s what Satan wants. The power lost to the body of Christ! Just as a fruit tree needs pruning to bare an abundance of good fruit. The disease branch is cut off so rotten fruit doesn’t produce. We must allow the Holy Spirit to do the same with us!
The accuser of the brethren will send out wolves in sheep’s clothing to keep us from trusting the Holy Spirit! That is why Jesus warns us. “You’ll know them by their fruits.” He also tells us, if we don’t check out the fruit. “We can become like them.”
By not trusting the one in authority over us, to exposed the disease branch. We are lying to the Holy Spirit. And the accuser of the brethren will cause trouble in the Body of Christ!
By allowing Godly counsel and wisdom of the Holy Spirit the disease branch can be cut off at the root. By the Grace of God, we are set free by the Blood of Jesus Christ! By confessing our sin and repenting to the Holy Spirit. We are restored back to the body of Christ. Having God back in the center ring, we have full power of Christ. Now the body of Christ as full Victory to produce the abundance of good Fruit!
WE ARE AMBASSADORS FOR CHRIST!
WHAT HIDDEN PORTIONS ARE YOU HOLDING
BACK THAT BELONG TO THE LORD?
"God had given this to me in 1995"
God had shown be what happen when we hold back from God and sheep in wolves clothing come in and deceive you and take away what God has given you! I wrote who was the sheep in wolves clothing on Special Dreams and what this man had done to us.
But I also prayed and asked God to show me what I had held back from God and I had not come to him for forgiveness on things I had done in the past before I came to Christ and also was sinning at that time and justified myself that it was ok. In the past before I came to Christ. I had sex outside of marriage, I had also gone to bars and picked up men for sex, how many that were married I had no idea. I was also sleeping with a man from my church, which at the time I thought he was divorce, he had lied to me, and I did not know that! I also talked about that as well as why I had left the church In 1996.
Also by my doing this I was not setting an example for my daughter! Even though most of the time she was not home when I had this man over, she was still old enough to know what was going on.
It was wrong for me to sleep with any man unless they were my husband, and when I was married I was faithful unto them, even though they were not faithful unto me.
I was not married at the time let alone how many men I had sleep with that were married. I had to repent of my sin. But I also held back my tithe as well.
Even though I still have not really found a church for me to attend as of yet and God will show what Church, for now the Holy Spirit teaches me and I admit it is hard for me to get up on Sunday morning and go into a church by myself and not sure if I would know anyone there or not. I still tithe my time to others, I tithe what is given to me, by that I mean, I have things and clothes given to me all the time. I do not hoard what is given to me, I take out what I need not what I want, and find people who is need of what is given to me. I have done this for years now, my Aunt and Uncle are always given me carloads of stuff at least 2 - 3 times a month, and God shows me who needs it. The things I don't know what to do with goes in my attic or basement until God shows me who needs it.
Even now it is Nov 26, 2008 I had been apart from God since 1996. Back on track with him now since 2007.
Even in that time being alone apart from God I was searching for love, I dated quite a few men and slept with some of them I had sin again. I had to repent again from that sin. That is something that you just can not hid from God. I have not been with any man now since Aug of 2007. Sounds like a long time, but not really, I found God again and the love I have for God is more then I can receive from any man. I have taken out all my personal adds online, God showed me I did not need to go out an look for a man, that in his time he would send that man to me. If God never sends a man to me to be my husband, that is ok, I am happy just being alone, but I am not alone, I have God the father, the Son and the Holy Spirit to guide me and teach me. That is all I really need in my life right now. God keeps me busy doing other things for him and watching my grandson as well. So I stay busy all the time. To be honest with this. I have been so busy, I have not really had the time to date or even bothered looking for anyone! It has been easy with God on my side I can not lose!
Please read the verses below to understand what I am talking about with hidden portions.
Joshua 7:10-20
Achan's Sin
10 The LORD said to Joshua, "Stand up! What are you doing down on your face? 11 Israel has sinned; they have violated my covenant, which I commanded them to keep. They have taken some of the devoted things; they have stolen, they have lied, they have put them with their own possessions. 12 That is why the Israelites cannot stand against their enemies; they turn their backs and run because they have been made liable to destruction. I will not be with you anymore unless you destroy whatever among you is devoted to destruction.
13 "Go, consecrate the people. Tell them, 'Consecrate yourselves in preparation for tomorrow; for this is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: That which is devoted is among you, O Israel. You cannot stand against your enemies until you remove it.
14 " 'In the morning, present yourselves tribe by tribe. The tribe that the LORD takes shall come forward clan by clan; the clan that the LORD takes shall come forward family by family; and the family that the LORD takes shall come forward man by man. 15 He who is caught with the devoted things shall be destroyed by fire, along with all that belongs to him. He has violated the covenant of the LORD and has done a disgraceful thing in Israel!' "
16 Early the next morning Joshua had Israel come forward by tribes, and Judah was taken. 17 The clans of Judah came forward, and he took the Zerahites. He had the clan of the Zerahites come forward by families, and Zimri was taken. 18 Joshua had his family come forward man by man, and Achan son of Carmi, the son of Zimri, the son of Zerah, of the tribe of Judah, was taken.
19 Then Joshua said to Achan, "My son, give glory to the LORD, the God of Israel, and give him the praise. Tell me what you have done; do not hide it from me."
20 Achan replied, "It is true! I have sinned against the LORD, the God of Israel. This is what I have done:
Acts 5:1-10
Ananias and Sapphira
1 Now a man named Ananias, together with his wife Sapphira, also sold a piece of property. 2 With his wife's full knowledge he kept back part of the money for himself, but brought the rest and put it at the apostles' feet.
3 Then Peter said, "Ananias, how is it that Satan has so filled your heart that you have lied to the Holy Spirit and have kept for yourself some of the money you received for the land? 4 Didn't it belong to you before it was sold? And after it was sold, wasn't the money at your disposal? What made you think of doing such a thing? You have not lied to men but to God."
5 When Ananias heard this, he fell down and died. And great fear seized all who heard what had happened. 6 Then the young men came forward, wrapped up his body, and carried him out and buried him.
7 About three hours later his wife came in, not knowing what had happened. 8 Peter asked her, "Tell me, is this the price you and Ananias got for the land?"
"Yes," she said, "that is the price."
9 Peter said to her, "How could you agree to test the Spirit of the Lord? Look! The feet of the men who buried your husband are at the door, and they will carry you out also."
10 At that moment she fell down at his feet and died. Then the young men came in and, finding her dead, carried her out and buried her beside her husband.
Galatians 5:16-25
Life by the Spirit
16 So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17 For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.
20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.
Luke 6: 43-45
A Tree and Its Fruit
43 "No good tree bears bad fruit, nor does a bad tree bear good fruit. 44 Each tree is recognized by its own fruit. People do not pick figs from thornbushes, or grapes from briers. 45 The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks.
Matthew 7:15-23
A Tree and Its Fruit
15 "Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 16 By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? 17 Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18 A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 19 Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20 Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.
21 "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22 Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' 23 Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
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