Butterfly Wings
BUTTERFLY WINGS!
Walking through the garden of hope and feeling under the weather. Not knowing where I'll find the strength to go on another day.
Feeling amiss in such a beautiful place. Seeing the flowers of all different colors illuminating the day. I just wanted to end this day.
Turning to leave. I spotted the splendor of the day. Such a tiny butterfly in all of it's glory. OH! So beautiful are the wings! Going from flower to flower, then flying up towards the sky.
So delicate are the wings but yet so strong to soar into the wind. Pondering this vision I just seen. Where is the strength in such delicate wings?
Quietly my Lord speaks to me. "For the strength you see in such a delicate vessel is within the soul of every living creature."
"For I live within you. Call upon me everyday. And the joy of the Lord is your
" STRENGTH!"
And you are my precious tiny butterfly!
DELICATE BUT YET SO STRONG AS THE BUTTERFLY WINGS!
Nehemiah 8:10 (New International Version)
10 Nehemiah said, "Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is sacred to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength."
"God gave this one to me in 1993"
I was very depressed and wanted to die. I was sitting out on my back porch one night and pray to God to let me die.
I have TMJ and just had my 5th surgery and the pain was worst then ever before an my Dr.'s were not listening to me.
When God quicken my heart and told me to look at that butterfly!
What butterfly! It's midnight here and it's May there is no butterfly on my porch! He told me look up so I did, there was the butterfly by daughter made for me that day! She had cut it out and colored it and hung it out on the back porch! That is when God showed me the vision of the butterfly flying into the wind! That tiny little butterfly changed my life! God used what my daughter made for me to help me get through this time of suffering. Sheila was my reason to live.
The depression left and God gave me the faith and hope in him that I will have the strength through him to make it through all the surgeries. I have had 21 jaw surgeries through the years and the last one was July 21, 2003. I have been pain free since then. Other then when I am under a lot stress then my jaw will hurt. I am to avoid stress at all cost so I have to really watch out when I am under stress. When my Doctor first told me this, I asked him to rise my daughter for me! of course I was just joking, I do not know what I would have done to myself if God had not brought this precious little girl into my life, she gave me a reason to live when I wanted to die!
Had I taken my life I would have never known the plan God had for my life let alone see my wonderful daughter grow up and see my grandson Vincent.
And you are my precious tiny butterfly!
DELICATE BUT YET SO STRONG AS THE BUTTERFLY WINGS!
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