FOG OF CONFUSION!
FOG OF CONFUSION!
Lost in a fog of confusion. I've tried the alcohol and the drugs. Only adds to the fog of despair. The bar scene is way out for me. There is no one around to love me!
Then one day underneath the dust, the Bible my Mama left for me. And on her bookmaker were the words: "Deut, 31:6." I had to find the message my Mama left for me!
"Be strong and of good courage, fear not nor be afraid of them. For the Lord thy God, He is with you; He will not fail thee! Nor forsake you!"
Nor forsake me!
I had to know this man Jesus! Who promised not to forsake me! I was so hungry to know him, feeding on His Word day and night.
I could not put my Mama's Bible down.
Suddenly the fog of confusion and the fog of despair were lifted up off of me. I can clearly see His love now I cried out to my Lord my God forgive me! Save me and He did!
All of my past life was forgiven and forgotten, in an instance I was set free a born-again believer! I am now new creation in Christ. My life will never be the same. I found someone I can turn to. Someone I can trust my life with and someone I can live for everyday.
And someone who loves me!
With His life he gave so freely, I gracefully give Him mine. During our daily walks together.
I sometimes the fog up ahead. I then look to my new found friend and He points to my Mama's Bible.
BE STRONG AND OF GOOD COURAGE. For I AM WITH YOU!
"God gave this to me 1991"
God woke me up one night and told me to look out the window so I did. But I could not see anything it was so foggy out! I told God what are you want me to see? He told me to get my pen and paper so I did.
The he reminded me how he came to me for the first time back in 1981 when all hope was lost and I had no one to turn to but him. I was living in a fog of confusion.
I needed surgery on my jaw, the TMJ joint that opens and close your jaw. The cartilage that cushions the joint had been torn and was moving toward my right eye. I needed surgery right away, but I had no insurance the hospital would not take me without at least $10,000 down!
I could not get welfare I was working as a waitress and I could not quit my job, I had to get fired from job in order for welfare to help me. My boss would not fire me even though I would get mad and walk out. My boss told me that I had covered myself so someone else took my place and I was the only one he trusted to work third shift alone, because the cash register was never short!
I was in the Dr.'s office one day, I heard the nurse talking to my doctor out in the hall. She was asking him if it was necessary for me to have this operation. He said it was if I don't get it I could lose my eye! I was up the creek without a paddle!
He then came in told me he did not know what else to do to get the hospital to take me, he was doing the surgery for free of charged and still they would not take me. He told me to go home and if he came up with something then he would call me.
I went home crying, then I heard a still small voice telling me not to worry that it was all taken care of. That was my first that I had ever heard God talking to me! Yes God does talk to us! We are not crazy! We just need to stop and listen to him to guide us.
I went into my room for some reason for the first time in years I picked up my mother's bible and seen the cross bookmaker written on the back was the words:
DEUT, 31:6
"Be strong and of good courage, fear not nor be afraid of them. For the Lord thy God, He is with you; He will not fail thee! Nor forsake you!"
I looked it up crying and knew every thing was going to be all right.
Then I had a phone call and it was my doctor he had a told me of a teaching hospital 25 miles from me downtown Cleveland that would take me if I was willing to travel that far at least 3 times a week. I said yes and with in two weeks I had the operation.
God had worked this all out and he took care of me.
He never left me nor forsake me!
He did not fail me!
Are you living in a fog of CONFUSION!
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Are you hearing God in your life?
And have you accepted Jesus into your heart?
If not all you need to do is ask God to forgive you of all your sins and say:
Jesus I know you are real and I believe that you died on the cross for me, you redeemed me by your Blood. I want to live for you! I confess all my sins known and unknown. I am sorry for them all. I Renounce them all I forgive all others, and I want you to forgive me. Forgive me now, and cleanse me with your blood. I thank you for the blood of Jesus Christ which cleanses me now forever from sin, I come to you now as my deliverer you know my special needs the thing that binds, that torments, that defiles, that evil spirit. That unclean spirit. I claim the promises of your word. "Who so ever that calleth on the Lord shall be delivered," I call upon you now in Jesus Christ name. Deliver me and set me free. Satan, I renounce you and all your works. I loose myself from your works. I loose myself from you now in Jesus name. I command you to leave me right now in Jesus name! I have a confession to make my ancestors and I have sought super natural experiences apart from you. We have disobeyed your word. I ask for you’re forgiveness. I renounce witch craft and magic both black & white. I renounce witch craft and all occult games etc. I renounce hypnoses. I break any hold placed on me. I command it right back where it came from in Jesus name. I thank you Lord for all your doing in through and for me right now! By the Blood of Jesus Christ amen.
