LIFE’S LESSONS! ~ GOD IN ME!

Please understand something these Life's Lesson is what the Holy Spirit show to me! What was wrong in my life, and what the Holy Spirit told me to do for my own life! If it has hit a cord with you, then perhaps you need to seek God for yourself and see what God Is saying to you, because these lessons are Life Changing!

I am not pointing fingers at anyone and telling them they are in sin! This is just what the Holy Spirit showed me for myself. But by the words of my testimony others can be set free!

Galatians 5:5-26 NIV But by faith we eagerly await through the Spirit the righteousness for which we hope. For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor un-circumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.

You were running a good race. Who cut in on you and kept you from obeying the truth? That kind of persuasion does not come from the one who calls you. "A little yeast works through the whole batch of dough." I am confident in the Lord that you will take no other view. The one who is throwing you into confusion will pay the penalty, whoever he may be. Brothers, if I am still preaching circumcision, why am I still being persecuted? In that case the offense of the cross has been abolished. As for those agitators, I wish they would go the whole way and emasculate themselves!

You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature; rather, serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: "Love your neighbor as yourself." If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other.

Life by the Spirit

So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.

The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.

Doing Good to All

Galatians 6:1-10 NIV 1 Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. 2 Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. 3 If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself. 4 Each one should test his own actions. Then he can take pride in himself, without comparing himself to somebody else, 5 f or each one should carry his own load.

6 Anyone who receives instruction in the word must share all good things with his instructor. 7 Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. 9 Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. 10 Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.

Matthew 22:14 KJ Many are called but few are chosen.

Matthew 7:21-23 NIV "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'

How can that be My Lord God I asked? Why so many who think they are following after you will not see the kingdom of heaven? Many think they are doing your will? That is the problem my child they think they are following after me they think they are doing my will. They have not heard me nor received correction from me! They run ahead of me thinking I have called them to go there, or do this, when all I have asked from them is to wait on me and allow the Holy Spirit to burn out of them what is not of me! Then can I use them in the Kingdom of Heaven!

Matthew 18:2-6 He called a little child and had him stand among them. And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

"And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me. But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a large millstone hung around his neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.

Hebrews 13:4 (New International Version)

Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral.

My God that is so harsh! How can you do that to your Children?

I am the same today, yesterday and for ever more! I do not change!

All I ask of my children is to follow AFTER ME! Obey my commands for I have created you in my image! I have made man and women to fit together and women and man to fit together to be married as one in one body in one soul! I did not create man to lay with man or women to lay with women! Or any other sins sexually against the body! Let alone being with a man or women your not married to! Or being paid to have sex with anyone goes against my word.

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 NIV Instead, you yourselves cheat and do wrong, and you do this to your brothers. Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.

My Lord many say this is not for them because Jesus did not speak on it!

My Child he did not need to speak on it. I gave Moses the tablets or letters and now we do not need the tablets or letters, You now have the Holy Spirit to write it into your hearts! That is why I spoke to Paul to say it. In 2 Corinthians 3 you are not under the law but you are convicted by the Holy Spirit.

2 Corinthians 3 NIV

1 Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Or do we need, like some people, letters of recommendation to you or from you? 2 You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, known and read by everybody. 3 You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.

4 Such confidence as this is ours through Christ before God. 5Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God. 6 He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.

The Glory of the New Covenant

7 Now if the ministry that brought death, which was engraved in letters on stone, came with glory, so that the Israelites could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of its glory, fading though it was, 8 will not the ministry of the Spirit be even more glorious? 9 If the ministry that condemns men is glorious, how much more glorious is the ministry that brings righteousness! 10 For what was glorious has no glory now in comparison with the surpassing glory. 11 And if what was fading away came with glory, how much greater is the glory of that which lasts!

12 Therefore, since we have such a hope, we are very bold. 13 We are not like Moses, who would put a veil over his face to keep the Israelites from gazing at it while the radiance was fading away. 14 But their minds were made dull, for to this day the same veil remains when the old covenant is read. It has not been removed, because only in Christ is it taken away. 15 Even to this day when Moses is read, a veil covers their hearts. 16 But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 18 And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.

How can I use someone who refuses to learn LIFE’S LESSONS that I have put before them? They refused to see the truth of my word and repent of the sin they are in. They will not allow the Holy Spirit to lift the veil off their hard hearts!

1 Corinthians 6:18-19 NIV Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body. Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.

Romans 1:18-20 NIV The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.

Romans 1:32 NIV Although they know God's righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.

God's Righteous Judgment

Romans 2 NIV 1 You, therefore, have no excuse, you who pass judgment on someone else, for at whatever point you judge the other, you are condemning yourself, because you who pass judgment do the same things. 2 Now we know that God's judgment against those who do such things is based on truth. 3 So when you, a mere man, pass judgment on them and yet do the same things, do you think you will escape God's judgment? 4 Or do you show contempt for the riches of his kindness, tolerance and patience, not realizing that God's kindness leads you toward repentance?

5 But because of your stubbornness and your unrepentant heart, you are storing up wrath against yourself for the day of God's wrath, when his righteous judgment will be revealed. 6 God "will give to each person according to what he has done." 7 To those who by persistence in doing good seek glory, honor and immortality, he will give eternal life. 8 But for those who are self-seeking and who reject the truth and follow evil, there will be wrath and anger. 9 There will be trouble and distress for every human being who does evil: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile; 10 but glory, honor and peace for everyone who does good: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. 11 For God does not show favoritism.

12 All who sin apart from the law will also perish apart from the law, and all who sin under the law will be judged by the law. 13 For it is not those who hear the law who are righteous in God's sight, but it is those who obey the law who will be declared righteous. 14 (Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for themselves, even though they do not have the law, 15 since they show that the requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them.) 16 This will take place on the day when God will judge men's secrets through Jesus Christ, as my gospel declares.

The Jews and the Law

17 Now you, if you call yourself a Jew; if you rely on the law and brag about your relationship to God; 18 if you know his will and approve of what is superior because you are instructed by the law; 19 if you are convinced that you are a guide for the blind, a light for those who are in the dark, 20 an instructor of the foolish, a teacher of infants, because you have in the law the embodiment of knowledge and truth— 21 you, then, who teach others, do you not teach yourself? You who preach against stealing, do you steal? 22 You who say that people should not commit adultery, do you commit adultery? You who abhor idols, do you rob temples? 23 You who brag about the law, do you dishonor God by breaking the law? 24 As it is written: "God's name is blasphemed among the Gentiles because of you."

25 Circumcision has value if you observe the law, but if you break the law, you have become as though you had not been circumcised. 26 If those who are not circumcised keep the law's requirements, will they not be regarded as though they were circumcised? 27 The one who is not circumcised physically and yet obeys the law will condemn you who, even though you have the written code and circumcision, are a lawbreaker.

28 A man is not a Jew if he is only one outwardly, nor is circumcision merely outward and physical. 29 No, a man is a Jew if he is one inwardly; and circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the written code. Such a man's praise is not from men, but from God.

2 Corinthians 4:3-4 NIV And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.

Lord you say this is for the unbelievers who do not believe in Jesus I asked? It is for those who do not believe I am Lord of Lords and that I can not deliver them out of the sin they are in! They refused to believe all that is written in the bible! They take what they want to believe and leave what they do not think apply to them or they do not want to believe that it is all for them!

They take my word out of context to justify them self’s that they are not in sin and they claim they are called to be teachers, when they themselves are still drinking the milk! For they can not received the meat of the truth that I have laid out before them!

2 Timothy 3: 10-17

Paul’s Charge to Timothy

10 You, however, know all about my teaching, my way of life, my purpose, faith, patience, love, endurance, 11 persecutions, sufferings—what kinds of things happened to me in Antioch, Iconium and Lystra, the persecutions I endured. Yet the Lord rescued me from all of them.

12 In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, 13 while evil men and impostors will go from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived. 14 But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have become convinced of, because you know those from whom you learned it, 15 and how from infancy you have known the holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. 16 All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, 17 so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.

Malachi 2:7-9 NIV "For the lips of a priest ought to preserve knowledge, and from his mouth men should seek instruction—because he is the messenger of the LORD Almighty. But you have turned from the way and by your teaching have caused many to stumble; you have violated the covenant with Levi," says the LORD Almighty. "So I have caused you to be despised and humiliated before all the people, because you have not followed my ways but have shown partiality in matters of the law."

Hebrews 5:11-14 NIV We have much to say about this, but it is hard to explain because you are slow to learn. In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food! Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.

Titus 1:10-16 NIV For there are many rebellious people, mere talkers and deceivers, especially those of the circumcision group. They must be silenced, because they are ruining whole households by teaching things they ought not to teach—and that for the sake of dishonest gain. Even one of their own prophets has said, "Cretans are always liars, evil brutes, lazy gluttons." This testimony is true. Therefore, rebuke them sharply, so that they will be sound in the faith and will pay no attention to Jewish myths or to the commands of those who reject the truth. To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted. They claim to know God, but by their actions they deny him. They are detestable, disobedient and unfit for doing anything good.

By their fruit you will know them! Look at their lives! Does their life's or life style line up with the word of God? If it does they are bearing good fruit, If it is does not line up with the word of God then they are bearing bad fruit! You can judge them by their fruit they bear! Or by their action do they walk the walk or just talk the talk?

But do not judge them by the motives of their heart! For only God knows the heart!

Proverbs 6:23 For these commands are a lamp, this teaching is a light, and the corrections of discipline are the way to life!

So my child be careful who is teaching you! Not all that come into your life or pathway are teachers in my Kingdom, for they refuse my correction of discipline to make themselves pure of sin outside the body as well as those who sins sexually sins against his own body.

Is it possible to be a gay Christian?

A question I put in on. http://gotquestions.org/ This is what I got.

If the phrase “gay Christian” refers to a person who struggles against homosexual desires and temptations – yes, a “gay Christian” is possible. However, the description “gay Christian” is not accurate for such a person, since he/she does not desire to be gay, and is struggling against the temptations. Such a person is not a “gay Christian,” but rather is simply a struggling Christian, just as there are Christians who struggle with fornication, lying, and stealing. If the phrase “gay Christian” refers to a person who actively, perpetually, and unrepentantly lives a homosexual lifestyle – no, it is not possible for such a person to truly be a Christian.

1 Timothy 4:6-10 NIV If you point these things out to the brothers, you will be a good minister of Christ Jesus, brought up in the truths of the faith and of the good teaching that you have followed. Have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives' tales; rather, train yourself to be godly. For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come.

This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance (and for this we labor and strive), that we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially of those who believe.

2 Thessalonians 2:5-13 NIV Don't you remember that when I was with you I used to tell you these things? And now you know what is holding him back, so that he may be revealed at the proper time. For the secret power of lawlessness is already at work; but the one who now holds it back will continue to do so till he is taken out of the way. And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will overthrow with the breath of his mouth and destroy by the splendor of his coming. The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with the work of Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders, and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness.

Stand Firm

But we ought always to thank God for you, brothers loved by the Lord, because from the beginning God chose you to be saved through the sanctifying work of the Spirit and through belief in the truth.

When the harvest is ready is when Jesus will pick out the thorns among the wheat! And the harvest is about ready, time is short for I am sending my Son back to earth soon! My wrath is coming, you already have seen more fires upon the earth the floods, the tornado's and the blizzards. More disasters from the sky! But you have seen nothing yet! These days are in the end times!

And you are in the end times my children! What are you doing for me? Are you listening to what I have to say? Are you doing what I have called you to do? Or are you sitting around doing what you want to do! Open up your hearts to me, cry out to me! I will listen come to me as a little child and I will show you my love and what you are to do for me! You can not escape what is about to come unless my hand is in there to pull you to safety

Making One's Calling and Election Sure

2 Peter 1:3-11 NIV His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires.

For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.

For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But if anyone does not have them, he is nearsighted and blind, and has forgotten that he has been cleansed from his past sins.

Therefore, my brothers, be all the more eager to make your calling and election sure. For if you do these things, you will never fall, and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Jesus Is Coming

Revelation 22:7-20 NIV "Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book."

I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things. And when I had heard and seen them, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been showing them to me. But he said to me, "Do not do it! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers the prophets and of all who keep the words of this book. Worship God!"

Then he told me, "Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, because the time is near. Let him who does wrong continue to do wrong; let him who is vile continue to be vile; let him who does right continue to do right; and let him who is holy continue to be holy."

"Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

"Blessed are those who wash their robes, that they may have the right to the tree of life and may go through the gates into the city. Outside are the dogs, those who practice magic arts, the sexually immoral, the murderers, the idolaters and everyone who loves and practices falsehood.

"I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star."

The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life.

I warn everyone who hears the words of the prophecy of this book: If anyone adds anything to them, God will add to him the plagues described in this book. And if anyone takes words away from this book of prophecy, God will take away from him his share in the tree of life and in the holy city, which are described in this book.

He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon."

Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.

Got question on being saved?

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God forgiving big sins!

"Is it possible to be a gay Christian?"

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My Lesson,

February 1 2009, God Gave this to me. When he woke me up at 3 am again, and told me to write, I thought he was given me another poem to write but this time on Life's Lesson. Well its not a poem but it is part of Life's lessons that God is wanting for every believer of Jesus Christ to learn! For those who Love Jesus and what to do his will for their life will lay down self and pick up the cross and fellow him!

When I seen which way the Holy Spirit was leading me, I did not want to put in my life lesson that I had learn in here! I wanted to keep it hid, I was ashamed for others to know I was in that sin, so why should I bring that out? God showed me I had repented from that sin now it is out of the darkness and into the light! By my testimony it will can and will lead others out as well. I am no better then anyone else! Sin is sin. By Gods grace and mercy I am saved!

Please understand something these Life's Lesson is what the Holy Spirit show to me! What was wrong in my life, and what the Holy Spirit told me to do for my own life! If it has hit a cord with you, then perhaps you need to seek God for yourself and see what God Is saying to you, because these lessons are Life Changing!

I am not pointing fingers at anyone and telling them they are in sin! This is just what the Holy Spirit showed me for myself. But by the words of my testimony others can be set free!

These Life’s Lessons are not an easy thing to learn from the Lord, For we all have sin! There is not one person who is sinless or spotless! No not one! This is why God sent Jesus Christ on the Cross to shed his Blood for all of us! Not just for me or my family but all of us that live on this planet!

By believing ALL the truth that is in Bible and accepting Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior and repenting of our sins, we are set free and washed in Jesus Christ’s Blood and are made pure!

Why did I write about sexually immoral? Or Sins Is because the Holy Spirit has reviled to me to do so.

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 NIV Instead, you yourselves cheat and do wrong, and you do this to your brothers. Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.

Because they will not inherit the kingdom of God! God's word says Many are called but few are chosen! This breaks my heart to think not everyone will inherit the kingdom of God! Well You say I am not an idolaters nor am I not adulterer, nor am I am not a male prostitutes or female prostitute nor am I homosexual offenders nor am I not a thieves, nor am I greedy nor am I drunk nor am I slandering others nor am I a swindlers so why will I not inherit the kingdom of God?

But are you single and sleeping with any man that is not your husband or any women that is not you wife? That too is part of sexual immorality. Just as a man with a man or women with a women, That is un-natural and goes against God’s word. Anything that is un-holy to the body. For the body is a temple of God!

Yes I have sin in this myself! Being away from God for 10 years and sleeping with any man that I went out with! Thinking they would fell in love with me, that is what is called stinking thinking. And in that time, I could not hear what the spirit was saying to me! I was led by my feelings thinking they came from God! I did not hear from him. But thinking Ok I got this feeling so this must be God, It sounds good, It looks good, I will be helping out a lot of people and bring them into the Lord!

But at the same time I was living in sin, by my life style is my action, and by my actions is my fruit and that fruit was sexually immoral! So what was I teaching others by, what I was doing! Hey its ok to have sex with any man as long as they are single! Or hey its ok to do what I am doing, I hear God! Not by a voice but he leads me by my feelings! We can not go by our feelings or emotions that is not being led by God! God also showed me why I was not married as well. Why I slept with any man I went out with! I had a curse place on me by 2 different people in 2 different states! They told me or rather yelled it at me saying no one can love me but my mother! I then took the lie and believe it!

My marriage failed because my husband no longer love me! The curse was in action! My ungodly belief believed if I sleep with these men, then they will love me! WRONG! I had to bind up that curse! The tongue is a 2 edge sword! We must be very careful what we say to others! At the bottom of this page is a the URL for deliverance and a Warfare prayers! Please if you need deliverance then go read them! God also showed me that those that are gay they are gay because something happen to them in there childhood and they are bound by a spirit that keeps them in that lifestyle and they can be set free with deliverance! But we can not change them, they must want to be set free from that sin or any sin for the matter!

Some get the rising up in their Spirit that they know that they know it from God! Others here a small quite voice leading the way. That is what I now hear a small still quite voice. Telling me what to write, where to go. At time I feel the anointing all over me and I know that I know what God is telling me! Other times God will show me something through a book or just watching T.V. Or he will send someone to me to tell me I was wrong and through God's word I can see the truth! He will use any way or means he has to use to get you or anyone to Hear what God is saying He even used a

donkey in the Bible!

What I was doing was I was teaching my daughter to go out and do what I do! That broke my heart! I knew I was wrong but now she refuse to hear the truth, she seen that I had men stay over so she seen it was ok to go live with a man and not be married to him. Not only mom was doing it, her friends were as well. And finding out their friends mothers and fathers had boyfriends and girlfriends that were living together as well!

At one time I seen on my daughters My Space, that she was bio-sexual! My God how can that be! I asked her about that and all she said she thought she was but not any more, But I don't know why I did that, I did tell her it was wrong to sleep with another women and its in the bible, she took it out, on her own. Then told me she was not gay! Praise God for that one! She did hear me on that! That was one sin she did not see me in nor will I ever be in. But she does thinks it ok to live with this man who is her son's father! They do not see any reason to get married! She don't want to be divorce like I was!

April 2009 Up-date on that, this week she moved out, and got her own apartment!

She now realizes the way he treated her was not right, he was yelling at her for anything that went wrong and not his way, this man used her to watch his kids so he can work third shift as well he did not drive! She had to do all the driving.

But for me to tell her that she needs Jesus in her life, well I am her mom, and I can’t tell her what to do with her life, but she can see the changes I made in my life and know they are from God. I am so proud of her that she took the first step to move out. I had to let go of her and Let God be in control of her.

Our lives do affect our children or our friends. Which led her away from God not towards him! All I can do is pray for her and have God put Godly people around her! He is doing that slowly and he is working on her heart. At times I thought I was doing the will of God when in fact I was far from God! Just by our lifestyle can led others away from God when they see a Christian in sin! Because those un-believers they know that sexually immoral is against God's word! Just by seeing you in sin can keep them from coming to Christ, They think we are hypocrites and why follow after them! Look at them in church they put on the mask and hid there sins from all church goers! Then once out of church they can sin and sin and sin!

Can we hear the Holy Spirit and be in that sin? Yes we can, but God who loves us so much, will convict you from that sin! He will show you in any means to show you that it is wrong! He will lead you to the verses in the Bible, he will send others in your path God will do what he has to do to get you to see the truth! But if you refused to see the truth as sin and refused to turn away and repent of that sin, Yes God will blind your eyes to the truth!

And then there are those times I felt will I know this is God he answered my prayer! Yea and so can Satan who has deceived you into believing a lie! As long as you remained in that sin and leading others into it by your fruit or you actions or you saying it is not a sin, then your on the road to hell!

I do know now that if I ever go into that sin again, I can not say I am a Christian not even a struggling Christian, sin is sin and God will blind me from the truth as well! I do know that I know If I was still in that sin I would not be able to write this or write the poems that God has given to me. For once your so far into the sin and refuse to repent, sooner or later you will not hear what the Holy Spirit is saying to you. Will I ever struggle not to go back into that sin? Yes I will, but through the Holy Spirit I can over come it!

And Satan comes in like a angle of light and lets you believe that God is answering your prayer when it is him. Satan will give out the good gifts just to keep us on the road of sin! God did say he will blind our eyes from the truth to believe delusions!

2 Thessalonians 2:5-13 NIV Don't you remember that when I was with you I used to tell you these things? And now you know what is holding him back, so that he may be revealed at the proper time. For the secret power of lawlessness is already at work; but the one who now holds it back will continue to do so till he is taken out of the way. And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will overthrow with the breath of his mouth and destroy by the splendor of his coming. The coming of the lawless one will be in accordance with the work of :

Satan displayed in all kinds of counterfeit miracles, signs and wonders, and in every sort of evil that deceives those who are perishing. They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness.

I know for myself if I continued in the sin I was living and sleeping with men who were not my husband God will blind my eyes to the truth as well. He showed me in so many ways that I now have removed that sin from me and repented. If I go back into that sin, then I know that I know, I will not see the kingdom of heaven, God will blind my eyes and send powerful delusion so that I can believe that lie!

That sums it up for me! I do not want to be so deceived that God blinds my eyes! I love the Lord My God so much, I want to do his Will For my Life and that is to OBEY HIM! God will punish us! Who so ever says that God does not punish is a liar! When we refuse his corrections God will punish you!

Who says God is all about Love is a liar as well! Yes we have a Loving God! Who sent his Son to die for us! But when we know the truth and turn from the truth of Gods Word yes he will Punish us!

John 3: 16-21 16 NIV "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.

19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. 21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.

I was praying for something to changed in my life and Lord: let me be where I was before back in the 1990's so I can hear your voice!

Then the man I was seeing I realized was not the man for me! I told him to leave. And yet I was still looking for a man in my life, I had personal adds up on the internet. But yet I did not have the desire to meet anyone!

Then I started to hear God again! I knew that I knew that my sexual immorality was holding me back to receive all the truth that the Lord had for me! I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to remove all my adds off the internet! That he had the man that I was to marry come to me! I was not to go out looking for a man! Any desire to be with a man went away! The more I seek God the more fulfilled I am! I do not need a man in life! God provides all of my needs!

It has been over a year and half now since I have stayed away from any sex. God has washed me clean when I went to him in repentance!

My sin kept me from hearing what the spirit was telling me! This was back in the summer 2007! I got rid of that sin, but I wanted more of God.

I wanted to be where I was with God back in the 1990’s! Where God corrected me and gave me the poem that went with the lesson I had learned! He did tell me to put then on the internet back in 1998, but I had only gotten a few up and got sidetracked. So in Aug, 2009 I went back to the last time I know that I heard God telling me what to do, So I finally did it, I got all my poems up on line, then the doors started to open for me again I started to hear God talking to me again. And he was teaching me again and giving me more poems to the lessons that I had learned. IF you feel you are not hearing God go back and do what he told you to do when you did hear him!

Do I want a man in my life? Yes I do! So now I am waiting on the Lord to bring that man into my life! If that never happens that is ok, I am doing what I know God has called me to do and that is to write what he tells me to write!

One thing God has shown me this is not an easy thing to do is, When a friend you know is living in sin and we see that sin, we must gently tell them the truth. But if they receive it not and want to continue living in that sin or the lie they believe, we as believers must leave them. Least we become like them. The people you hang out with the more you are around them you will start to become like them. You cover for them, you lie for them, because they are your friend and you love them so much you want to protect them. I know I have been there several times myself.

That is hardest thing to do! I had a friend I had known for 19 years! She had a manipulating spirit she would put me up on a guilt trip just to do what she wanted me to do, she refused to take my no as answer. She refused to believe what I was telling her. I had to leave that friendship and move on. The stress she was causing me I could not handle it, I had 21 jaw surgeries and I was to avoid stress at all cost. I had no choice but to end that friendship. She was not hearing what I was trying to tell her. All she seen was that I had the surgery and I looked fine. She could not understand if I was in so much pain to do things for myself how could I help her?

I had another friend that not only had the manipulating spirit she also had a spirit of depression and well as lies. I had known her for 4 years. I had picked up an attached spirit from receiving a hug from her. On Dec 19, 2008 at my Dads memorial service. But before that happen. I had to break our friendship, when she tried to manipulated a situation with my other neighbor to stay mad at me, when I call him to talk to him and straighten out the misunderstanding, she got upset with me for calling him!

This lady lives across the street from me! So I see her all the time outside. But God told me to tell her the truth about the manipulation and if she refused to hear the truth I was to leave her.

Also what was happening to me, the more I was around her the more I was becoming like her! I starting to become depressed, I was starting to complain and sound like her! I had to leave. When I told her that I could no longer be friends with her when she did not understand how she manipulates people, she stood in the middle of the road and screamed I get nothing now, you get everything! What she meant by that, is God gives me things all the time, through several difference source, I gave her things that she needs like clothes and such. That is all she wanted from me is what she can get from me! That is what it sounded like to me by the way she was yelling.

That is why she refused to accept the real help she needed from me. That was of God! So I had to break off my friendship with her! I love her very much, but she needs God in her life not me. With out me hindering her, she can seek God out for herself, when she does do that and comes to me for help on deliverance then I can help her.

This week God did send me to help her, by writing her a letter and explaining to her that she is posses by demons and I told her how I could help her proving she wanted the help, that the only reason I was doing this was because God told me I didn’t tell her no one else will. Well she did read the letter and laugh at it. She thinks it’s a joke and nothing is wrong with her and she is right with the Lord. She is far from being right. When she throws the fits of rage and blame everyone for her problems. It the demons talking to her and telling her she is all right. But I can not help her until she sees the truth in herself first.

This is so true with the people you meet or are friends with or in your church. What is so hard is what they have been teaching you, but when you find out the truth of their lifestyle and you try to go to them, in Love and they refused to hear God's word from you then you must leave. That is why God tells us to be careful who we allow to teach us!

What is worst is when they have a friend that is Christian and is also a teacher and they cover them and condones the lies, that person is risking every thing that God is doing in their life! They to start to become like them and believe in the ungodly beliefs'

God showed me for myself that before we read a Christian book or before we have someone teach us, we must see what they believe in and look at their fruit!

Because we do not want their ungodly beliefs to become our ungodly beliefs! We need to keep Godly beliefs in our heart that produces the good fruit!

God gave me:

Micah 2:10 - 13 NIV

10 Get up, go away!

For this is not your resting place,

because it is defiled,

it is ruined, beyond all remedy.

11 If a liar and deceiver comes and says,

'I will prophesy for you plenty of wine and beer,'

he would be just the prophet for this people!

Deliverance Promised

12 "I will surely gather all of you, O Jacob;

I will surely bring together the remnant of Israel.

I will bring them together like sheep in a pen,

like a flock in its pasture;

the place will throng with people.

13 One who breaks open the way will go up before them;

they will break through the gate and go out.

Their king will pass through before them,

the LORD at their head."

I had to leave never to go back! Then God showed me his promised to me!

But he also showed me in Isaiah 30:1 KJV. What happen when we do cover our friends that are in sin.

1 “Woe to the rebellious children,” says the LORD,

“Who take counsel, but not of Me,

And who devise plans, but not of My Spirit,

That they may add sin to sin;

But God will deliver them out of the sin they are in once they cry out to God and allow correction with repentance because God does love us! He just wants us to Love him enough to repent! God will but his children in trials and test in life's lesson to correct us to teach us to fellow him and not after man or after self.

God has put me through so many life's lesson to learn What God is saying. He gave the poems to me on the lesson I have learn. Please read the poems and let God show you what Lesson you need to learn as well. Your lesson might not be the same lesson God showed me. Then if your led to read the lesson God showed me then read it. Seek God out for your self to show you what he has for you. God works in many different ways with his children, the way he works through me may not be the way he works through you!

If there is any kind of sexual immorality in your life, or any other sin in your life! God will deliver you from that, he is more then able to do all things! We must believe God at his word, if we do not believe God at his word we are calling God a liar!

God will not be mocked! If you Love the Lord thy God with all your heart and all your soul then you will want to obey HIS word in your life! Sin is sin, and sin gets in the way of hearing God for yourself. You then are blinded by the truth, but the truth will set you free! Once you really mean business and want to do God's will for your Life!

Look this up and read it. Punishments for Sin Leviticus 20 NIV

I read this in God Calling, I have emailed to me every day!

Drop Your Crutch

Just go step by step. My will shall be revealed as you go. You will never cease to be thankful for this time when you felt at peace and trustful, and yet had no human security.

That is the time of the True learning of trust in Me. "When thy Father and Mother forsake thee, then the Lord will take thee up." This is a literal dependence on Me.

When human support or material help of any kind is removed, then My power can become operative. I cannot teach a man to walk who is trusting to a crutch. Away with your crutch, and My power shall so invigorate you that you shall indeed walk on to victory. Never limit My power. It is limitless.

"God has spoken once; twice have I heard this; that power belongeth unto God." Psalm 62:11

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This is part of the reason we as Christian are a crutch to others, why we need to leave, so that person has nothing but God to seek for themselves and let go and let God take control!

So ask yourself I am a Crutch or I am hindering my friends life? Is that why my friend can not see the truth? Or are they bound up by some deceiving spirit that needs to be delivered?

Then seek him with all your heart! Ask him to come in and wipe out that sin and believe with all your heart that it is done by the Blood of Jesus that he has set you free!

God Loves you right where you are! Are you idolater? Are you an adulterer? Are you an prostitutes? Are you into homosexually? Are you a thieve? Are you greedy? Are you a drunk? Are you slandering anyone? Or are you swindling anyone? Or are you involved in any of the sins written in Gods Word the BIBLE?

That is where the punishments of sins are listed. If your involved in any of these then You must repent for your sin and turn away from it! That means never do it again. With Gods help you can do it and be delivered by it. Or are you held in bondage that there seems to be no way out of it. Or Do you have a spirit that is not the Holy Spirit in your life? A demon spirit keeping you from renouncing your sins? Then you must find someone that is able to help you. Or go to this site:

And you can email Barry and he will help you, He is the one that help me with the deliverance that I needed from the spirit that had attached it self to me. Barry lives in Canada

Freedom Deliverance Ministry - http://www.freedomdeliverance.org/

We are a ministry active in deliverance and a teaching ministry as well. We have many types of prayers (Deliverance Prayer, Generational Curse Breaking, Breaking Curses, Breaking Soul Ties, Healing Prayer, Blessing a Home, Forgiveness Prayer, Child's Prayer etc,) and writings (Praying Effectively, How do I bless my home, What is a stronghold etc.) on here what I think you will find in-depth and informative.

You can also go to Donna’s site another friend of mine who use to live in the same town as me. I meet her on pal talk as well. She now lives in Allentown Pa.

Warfare Prayers - http://warfarepray.weebly.com/index.html

As an extension to WWW.FAITHOUTREACH.WEEBLY.COM this site is here to allow you 24 hour access to warfare prayers and things you need to know about renewing your mind. Tearing down strongholds, breaking of Curses and everything you need to fight your Battle!

GOD IN ME!

GOD IN ME - Knows those special needs that tumble inside of me. He hears the heart sigh and knows when I cry. He understands all that goes on insides of me!

GOD IN ME - Heals those wounds that penetrate beneath the skin. He places all of His love around me that cushions the blows that the enemy may bring!

GOD IN ME - Is a faithful God. Even when I make a wrong turn down the road of life. He won't let me wander into the unknown very far before He quickens my heart and leads me in His direction of Life!

GOD IN ME - Waters those good seeds that are planted in me. That will produce the fruit that I need. Then all of my buds will blossom with His LOVE!

GOD IN ME - Lights the Heavenly skies, so the ones in darkness will see the path to take.

RECEIVING - THE GOD IN ME!

"God gave this to me in 1992"

When The Holy Spirit told me the name of the book I would be writing for him was God In Me, and I would be putting in the Life's Lessons That God has taught me and through the Holy Spirit that is in me guiding me through each one. Without The Father, Son and the Holy Spirit I can do nothing in my own self nor would I be able to write these lesson on my own! So with the Life’s lesson and God in Me poem, is how I came up the title of the Book.

Now for the rest of the book, You will be able to read what I call a poem then my lesson after that. Please pray before you read the poem for God to open up your eyes to see and wisdom to understand what He is saying to you, and that he will revile your lesson that you need to learn from the poem.

God Bless each and every one that reads this book.

Jacqueline L. Greek

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They will all be taught by God

John 6:45

Come unto me, .. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; ..

Mat 11:28-29

But the anointing which you have received of him abides in you,

and you do not need any man to teach you:

but as the same anointing teaches you of all things,

and is truth, and is no lie,

and even as it has taught you,

you shall abide in him.

1 John 2:27

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Jesus I know you are real and I believe that you died on the cross for me, you redeemed me by your Blood. I want to live for you! I confess all my sins known and unknown. I am sorry for them all. I Renounce them all I forgive all others, and I want you to forgive me. Forgive me now, and cleanse me with your blood. I thank you for the blood of Jesus Christ which cleanses me now forever from sin, I come to you now as my deliverer you know my special needs the thing that binds, that torments, that defiles, that evil spirit. That unclean spirit. I claim the promises of your word. "Who so ever that calleth on the Lord shall be delivered," I call upon you now in Jesus Christ name. Deliver me and set me free. Satan, I renounce you and all your works. I loose myself from your works. I loose myself from you now in Jesus name. I command you to leave me right now in Jesus name! I have a confession to make my ancestors and I have sought super natural experiences apart from you. We have disobeyed your word. I ask for you’re forgiveness. I renounce witch craft and magic both black & white. I renounce witch craft and all occult games etc. I renounce hypnoses. I break any hold placed on me. I command it right back where it came from in Jesus name. I thank you Lord for all your doing in through and for me right now! By the Blood of Jesus Christ amen.

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