Do I Still Love You?

Eyes.

Those eyes mock

My every move.

Hands.

Those hands burn

Even without touching me.

Lips.

Those lips utter

The most hurtful words.

Hair.

That hair holds

The worst memories.

Clothes.

Those clothes are stained

By my every being.

Eyes.

Those eyes glimmer

Like the sun setting

On a Neverending ocean.

Hands.

Those hands once

Stroked mine with

The most perfect fires.

Lips.

Those lips once

Brushed mine with

All the lust and love in the world.

Hair.

That hair felt

Like strings of gold

Against my porcelain skin.

Clothes.

Those clothes once

Felt like home and love

Against my cold body.

Even your worst features.

Even the ones I've learned to hate.

Had been the ones I loved

With every bone

Every organ

Every layer of skin

Every strand of hair.

Even when I can't stand the sight of you

I see you in my dreams

And wish I still had you.

Your eyes

Your hands

Your lips

Your hair

Your clothes.

I still love you

Even though

You make my blood

Turn colder than

The very highest point

Of Mt. Everest

And the very deepest point

Of the Arctic ocean.

I still love you

Even though

You make me sick

To the point that

I can't see you

Without throwing up.

I still love you.

I

Still

Love

You.