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DEPART SYDNEY
14 October - Tuesday
Arrived at Port Stephens this morning and anchored outside the entrance. Went in with Drummond in Steam Pinnace and met Henderson and Mr Bale the Engineer, landed some miles up at the Camp, where Mr Bale has his Head Quarters. The Head man being Morris, an ex‑stoker. The clearing is in the midst of the Bush, and prettily laid out with flower beds, a regular bush camp.
We walked through a made path, through the bush to Salamander Bay, a very fine sheet of water, to be the new submarine base. We all agreed that Port Stephens should be the great naval base, and also building yard - not Jervis Bay or Sydney. P.S. is a very fine harbour, more extensive in some ways than Port Jackson, but a good deal of dredging is required.
We had tea at the Camp, and I returned to the ship and left at pm for Western Port in Cambrian.
15 October - Wednesday
Arrived Two Fold Bay this afternoon, as a heavy S.W gale is blowing the other side of Cape Gabo and intend to remain, until the Barometer, which is abnormally low, steadies itself. I landed with Drummond and got into conversation with the local Photographer and then with the Schoolmaster, the latter very intelligent.
He told me how careful the State was to see that every child got education. For instance, they give £5 for every child, if three can be mustered in the family - the family provide board and lodging. One family some 7 miles in the bush near here, no road, have three children and a teacher lives there, generally a woman who wants a home or some old gentleman, who cannot earn a living otherwise.
The country round here is thickly wooded, hilly and pretty, railway station 100 miles off. The sitting member for this part of N.S.W. has a district 150 miles by 50. It contains about 23,000 people.
A railway should be built to this port, and the place developed.
ARRIVE MELBOURNE
19 October - Sunday
Government House. To go back. On Thursday 16th left Two Fold Bay and no sooner round Cape Gabo than we met a heavy SW wind and very rough sea, which was most uncomfortable. This continued all that night, until Friday noon, and then it abated and from Wilson’s Promontory on to the Heads, a smooth passage. We passed through the Heads and the Rip at 3.30 am yesterday morning (Saturday) and at 7.30 am were secured alongside the Pier. Several W/T having passed between Denman and myself. An ADC appeared at 10.30 am and took me up to Govt House.
Creswell appeared at 11 am and stayed until 1 pm, telling me all about the troubles at the Navy Board.
Called on Mrs Silver and Mrs Kirkpatrick, stayed so long and late with the latter that I had to double for nearly ¼ of an hour in order to get back in time for an early dinner. Mrs K. told me that the General had been offered and accepted the post of Director of Military Operations in India, next June, a very important post.
He is, I feel sure, bound to be C-in-C in India, or England some day. He is such an able man and has done wonderfully well in inaugurating and working this universal service in Australia.
Heard from Stevie, evidently requires money, though he is very good never asking for it. Sent him £5.
This morning went with Nevill to the Scotch Church, very fine singing, sermon clever but did not sound the depths.
Harold Pearson and wife, also Miss Knatchbull-Hugessen staying.
20 October - Monday
Admiral Creswell came and had an interview this morning. I then went down to Cambrian and Demosthenes. Three large cabins have been placed at my disposal. Then back to Govt House, as G.G. wished to ask my advice regarding a long secret despatch that Admiralty had sent Colonial Office, as regards Naval Defence in Pacific. I told G.G. I thought it was satisfactory for the present. He then sent for Prime Minister (I having disappeared) and afterwards G.G. told me that P.M. was quite satisfied.
The despatch stated the ships that would be out here, Swiftsure, Triumph and three of Melbourne Class, also two of Minotaur class in lieu of two Indomitable class, and 2 of Melbourne class, and gave all the reasons.
I then returned to Cambrian and saw all my luggage started off to town. Visited Australian Exhibition, and bought some books. A hot, sultry day.
Sir George and Lady Read dined. He expressed great pleasure at meeting me and said he had heard from everyone of all that I had done for Australia. I told him that Olga had gone home, but he evidently forgot this, for during dinner, he spoke in most glowing terms of all that I had done, across the table to Mrs Harold Pearson, thinking she was my wife. She did not quite grasp it, but the Denmans did, and it amused them very much.
At last she told me, and they could not keep their ‘burstings’ any longer, and the whole table was in a roar when it came out. However Sir George was not a bit taken aback, and was amused as much as anyone. Lady Read looks very young, the ladies say much made up and hair different colour to what it used to be. I had a spiritual talk to Lady D. at dinner, she reminded me that two years ago I had tried to convert her at the Cup Race dinner, when I sat alongside of her. Well, I pray our ten minutes talk may have been helpful.
21 October - Tuesday
A very full day, first of all Commander Brewis came to see me, and poured out his grievances. Then Lord Richard and I drove down to Port Melbourne, proceeded to Demosthenes, and there changed into uniform and proceeded in Drummond’s galley with my flag flying over to the Cambrian, lying alongside the Town Pier.
Received by officers and men. I then addressed them, and left with my flag flying, accompanied by my Secretary. Captain Drummond pulling stroke oar and the other oars manned by the senior officers. The men gave me such cheers. I felt deeply touched.
As the galley arrived at the landing, my flag was taken down in the boat and struck on board the Cambrian and so I finished my career as Commander in Chief of the Australian Station, my career in the service. Nearly 50 years since I put on the uniform Dec 1863. The last glance I took was of the Cambrian flying the long paying off pennant.
I returned to Melbourne by train, and lunched with the Ministry at Parliament House, the Prime Minister presiding, Senator Millen spoke very nicely about me. Groom, Senator McColl, Glynn present. Thence to the Navy Office, and was shown all over it by Creswell and Manisty.
At lunch I discussed the question of Hughes-Onslow with P.M. and Cabinet and strongly advised an open enquiry. I suggested a Judge of a High Court. The P.M. asked me to remain behind and hold it, but this I pointed out, I was quite unable to do. My advice was also asked with reference to the building programme. At 4 pm I was entertained by the late Government, at tea, or rather by the late Cabinet, who were all present. Fisher and Pearce made very handsome allusions to the help that I had been to them. I replied, pointing out that I looked upon it as a trust committed to me.
Then to Agar-Wynne’s tea party to Lady Denman in the same building. Met Frazer, late Post. Gen. and told him that he had never replied to my private letter re the Balsillie incident. He was apologetic (I believe that he drinks). Nearly all the rest of the late cabinet are T.A., Fisher, Pearce, Hughes, King O’Malley, Roberts.
I received a long and most flattering telegram from the Australian Squadron, which the G.G. asked me to let him read at the Town Hall Banquet tonight. Fisher had told me that if they had been in power, an official recognition would have been given to me of my services to the Commonwealth, but the present Ministry lacked imagination.
I attended the Navy Office Trafalgar Day dinner at the Sargent’s Cafe, Manisty presiding. About 100 present, including Minister of Defence and Creswell. I proposed toast of Navy office, and was received with tumultuous and continuous cheering, spoke well at the end. Senator Millen got up and although not on the toast list, proposed my health in a most flattering speech, in fact all the speakers referred to me most handsomely. I replied and was given the opportunity of pointing to the necessity of High Ideals, and looking above for help and guidance. Creswell said, “It will do much good to these young fellows.”
It has been quite a revelation to me, these last few days, especially at Melbourne, to see what a great hold I have on the hearts of the Australian people. Sir George Read remarked this also. I pray I may not be uplifted, and am thankful that I know my limitations.
22 October - Wednesday
Many references to me at the Town Hall last night, and Savage who was there, said it was always received with cheers. The G.G. read out the telegram I had received from the Australian Squadron.
Rev Frank Paton came this morning and talked over the New Hebrides question. I sent a long telegram to Admiralty in cypher on the matter.
The Government gave a large luncheon to Sir George Read (High Commissioner). All the Members of the Senate, and House of Representatives were present. I was asked and sat on the left of the Prime Minister, Sir George Read being on his right. It was held in the large central Hall. There must have been quite 150 to 200 present. Prime Minister and representative men from both sides, spoke of Sir George Read’s services, loudly applauded. He replied in a very fine speech, touched us all, full of sentiment, and everything well put.
When he sat down, to my utter astonishment, Mr Cook the Prime Minister got up and said, we have another distinguished guest here, and proposed my health, supported by Millen the Minister of Defence, and Pearce the late Minister of Defence, who alluded to me in most flattering terms. (I exchanged places with Harold Pearson, to whom I had remarked that I could eat my lunch in peace, as I had no speech to make).
On rising, I was received with great applause, and I thanked them for the great honour that had been conferred on me, for it certainly was, the representatives of the nation being there and thanking me for my services to the Commonwealth.
Returned to Govt House and played golf with Mr Pearson. Dined quietly in. Capt. Pollok and Miss Knatchbull-Hugessen gave an exhibition of the Tango. It seemed rather complicated.
Lady D. and others, before dinner, gave an exhibition of coming down the grand staircase, sliding down.
After the young people had gone out to a dance, I had the opportunity given to me of having a most interesting spiritual conversation with Lady Denman. It arose from discussing a book of prose poetry she had lent me, written by Rabindranath Tagore, an Indian mystic of the present day. She has very curious ideas that the human race is gradually moving on to perfection.
We must have talked for ¾ of an hour. We then discussed whether they should go home at the end of three years. She said they were sent out to make the appointment popular, after the Dudleys, and that it is not as if they had any great movements to see through. She thought that they had achieved their object. I said “Well of course, if you had, or took a great interest in Xtian work, I thought it would be worth while staying out.” She said, “Well I don’t.” So I came to the conclusion that they had better go home at the end of three years, as their popularity would not be more at the end of 4 or 5 years than it is at present.
She told me the Church service did her no good. I rejoined, Olga felt the same, and agreed that it was not helpful. We discussed this question also.
23 October - Thursday
First of all Creswell came to see me, for ½ an hour, then Irving, and then Onslow. All with reference to the Navy Board imbroglio. Then Millen, Minister of Defence, telephoned. I went down to him and he told me General Gordon had made overtures with him, in reference to Onslow. He did not know how much he could be trusted.
I offered to see Onslow, and with Gordon had an hour’s interview. Onslow got excited at times, but at last Gordon drafted a letter for Onslow to send to Minister of Defence, and we returned to Millen, telling him what had taken place.
In the meantime I had phoned to Parliament House to Sir John Forrest telling him I was delayed. He, as the Treasurer, was giving me lunch. At last I turned up and found Lady Forrest there, and her niece Miss North, Mr and Mrs Levy, Miller and others.
After lunch, I took the train to 1 Page Street, Clifton Hill, and had a talk with my poor friend Miss Higgins, always suffering and in pain, with arms and legs gone and cannot speak. I prayed with her, she is so restful and at peace and absolutely trusting in God. Left her something, bid her goodbye, until we meet in the Glory. And then back to Govt House, where an At Home to the Australian Delegates of the Y.W.C.A. was being given. Talked to Miss Barnes, the International Secretary, Mrs Harper and others, and also to Mrs Gladding, a very bright Xtian American lady of means, who with her husband is travelling round the world.
Then to tea with Mrs Kirkpatrick. The General is going as Director of Military Operations in India, next year, a fine appointment.
We discussed the Denmans, and Australians. She said that the D’s had not the slightest influence, he has no weight and the only thing that they care for is Sport. I am afraid her criticism is only too true, we agreed that it was pathetic to see what few leaders the people had, they are so easily led and influenced, and how sad it was the G.G. and Government mostly had little influence. Bosanquets and MacGregors are good and influence is very good.
Dined with the Acting Governor, Sir John Madden, a man’s dinner party of 14, farewell. He told me practically the same as Mrs Kirkpatrick regarding the Gov. Gen. and Governors. How can they respect a man like Fuller, who drinks so notoriously.
Had a talk with Creswell and told him what had been done about Onslow, he said Manisty would go if Onslow returned to the Board.
24 October - Friday
G.G. and party went off to Ballarat this morning. Manisty came to see me and I told him about Onslow. He said he would resign at once, and do so without any fuss. I asked him not to do anything hastily.
Just before I left for the steamer Senator Millen, the Minister of Defence, came to see me and I told him everything that Manisty had said. He was very much disturbed, and we both wished that nothing had been said to Onslow yesterday. I told Millen if it was a question of either Manisty or Onslow going, it must certainly be the latter, and strongly advised Millen to have a Committee of the Cabinet and investigate everything and then make a public statement.
At 11 am Nevill and I went down in motor to Pier, and there the Militia band was waiting for me, and played until we left at 12.15. Admiral Creswell, Manisty, Stevenson and others in uniform. Hood representing Governor, and MacKinnon with flowers. Nevill and Hood also brought flowers. I inspected and thanked the Band from the gangway.
I bade farewell to Creswell in a loud voice, having arranged with Scotland that the press should be informed, so the whole crowd heard me say, I hope the country will never forget all it owes you, or all that you have done for her during the last 28 years. Cheers were called for me and lustily responded to by the crowd. Auld Lang Syne played - we went off.
The Last Salute being given by six Boats from the Williamstown Depot who had come over to salute me, as I passed.
So I left the shores of Australia, to all intents and purposes, and I thank God that my work has been successful.
DEPART MELBOURNE
27 October - Monday
Well across the great Australian Bight, some days been fairly rough, but ship is very steady. Captain tells me he has never known her to roll more than 6°. Our speed is from 12 to 13 knots.
ARRIVE FREMANTLE
30 October - Thursday
Arrived at Fremantle last night at 9.30 pm and to my great joy, heard from my beloved wife. Two very long letters from Albany Villas. Very bad food on board the Nestor, all the way home, which quite knocked them up. All my arrangements with Curtiss worked well for them - house found in good order. Lou going to school on 27th of this month, Stevie accompanying them over to Brussels.
This morning Captain Clare and Major Molloy called, and Lindsell, ADC to Governor, came down and motored me up to Perth, to Govt House. Barron, and I had a long yarn together, about everything, and everyone. He had a luncheon party for me of 14, several members of the Ministry, Bishop Riley, and others. He proposed my toast in very handsome terms, to which I responded.
Bishop, anxious to have a separate Communion service for men on board ships, carrying Presbyterian, or Methodist persons. I told him I didn’t think there would be any objection, but advised him to go easy as all the Chaplains were pulling well together.
Mr Faustone, Works Dpt for Navy Board, then motored me down to the Naval Base at Cockburn Sound, going through Fremantle 12 miles, a pretty drive, and on to the Base 6 miles. We had a good look at everything and how the land lay. Very little going at present.
Received a wire from Nevill, saying farewell, and that nothing settled at the Navy Board.
After returning from Naval Base, I called at 3 William Street, Fremantle, opposite the Town Hall. It is a shop, very clean, window full of tobacconist’s things, and small tables inside where soft drinks are dispensed. Living accommodation upstairs.
I went in and a young lady looking about 25 appeared, I asked if tea was served here; she said “No.” I then asked for Miss Gash, the girl’s Aunt, for this girl was Violet, Russell’s illegitimate daughter, from January 1883. (Russell died July 1883). The girl’s mother married a Mr Yule and died at Durban about 7 years ago.
Miss Gash came in, and at once recognised me as The Admiral. We had a long talk together. She nursed R. in his last illness and told me all about it. The running from his ear had stopped and for a few days nothing happened, but on the Saturday evening the pain came on and on Sunday it became unbearable, and for six weeks he suffered, poor fellow, attended by Dr Lempiere. The abscess at last burst and went to the brain, and he died.
After Bruen’s visit, last January, Miss Gash told Violet that her father and mother had never been married, which came as a great blow to her.
She then came in, and we talked together for ¾ of an hour. She is about 5 ft 6 ins in height, upper part very like Russell, prepossessing appearance, reddish auburn hair like his moustache, fair complexion, greyish eyes, and very tastefully dressed and hatted, of the class one meets in a milliner shop, or perhaps better. Has good manners, but an Australian accent; does not spell well judging from her letter to me two years ago, but she left school young, to attend on her Grandmother.
I saw poor Russell’s card case and photographs.
Returning to the ship, I dined and then took my photographs to 3 William Street. Met Violet and gave it to her.
She then showed me the way to the Hospital, where I saw the Petty Officer who had been operated upon for appendicitis on board Cambrian, a week ago. The ship had to be Hove-to in the Bight, she was knocking about so much, and operation performed on Captain’s table.
Parted from Violet, and told her to let me know when she was to be married and I would send her a present. I am very glad I saw her.
DEPART FREMANTLE
31 October - Friday
Talking to Forbes, he told me that Stewart-Richardson left the G.G. because he drank. Nevill told me Guise, the P.S., was leaving for the same reason, the G.G. had given him several chances and I am sorry to say Mrs G. does the same. I am thankful I am a T.A and to my dear parents who brought me up as such.
Cold wind from South, sea smooth, but SW swell.
2 November - Sunday
Wind from NE. Weather fine, SW swell gone down a little.
Played this morning for Divine Service, Miss Ker leading the singing.
Forbes tells me that Capt. Stewart-Richardson went home on account of drink, he came out as ADC with G.G. Talbot is leaving Strickland the end of the year.
I held a service in the 3rd Class Saloon, which was well attended. The Miss Kers came with me to lead the singing.
3 November - Monday
Forbes tells me that they have discovered a crook on board, who was discovered by a passenger, using sleight of hand when playing at cards. He does not know yet that he has been discovered.
Had a long talk with the Frenchman. He has the concession of Kerguelen Island and for some years past has been getting oil from the seals - has had as many as 150 men there in the summer, now only about 50. During the winter a few hands only left there.
Now he is turning sheep loose there, and has been trying sheep from different parts of the world.
This year he came in his sailing ship of 2,000 tons, took coal to Monte Video. Then to the Falkland Islands, where he embarked 1,500 sheep, from thence to Kerguelen Island, and experienced very bad weather during the voyage, being two months late (on account of ewes being with young, and also after they have lambed, there remained only four months he can take them down). He lost 400, but had two fine days for landing the others.
They do very well, and he hopes to have in a few years time, several hundred thousands. The large Island is about 150 miles long and 50 to 60 broad, with very fine fiords and harbours, lofty snow-clad mountains, so can only get to one part of the Island by the small steamer he keeps there. There are about 10 other Islands upon which he can put sheep, and a lot of smaller ones.
It generally blows hard every second day, and rains a lot, but atmosphere is very dry. Snows a good deal in the winter.
The great pest there are rabbits, and he said the British Navy introduced them when the Volage in 1874 went down there and landed them, in case shipwrecked sailors got stranded on the Island.
He stayed at Kerguelen Island, two months, and then came on to Australia in his barque and is now en route for France.
He lives at Le Havre. He thinks England and Germany are bound to have a war, as the latter is taking all our trade away and that War always comes over customs. I hope not, and think that the great peace preserver is our Free Trade.
I believe also if Lloyd George’s land scheme comes to fruition, it will do a great deal in rendering our country more self sustaining as regards food supply.
7 November - Friday
Have had very good weather on the whole since leaving Fremantle. Wind veering round every few days, a long SW swell from time to time. Mapped out my time reading, French, a little arithmetic. Find it dull, no one to talk to, not many passengers. Counting the days until we arrive at Durban and home to my dear ones. How I miss them, my beloved wife, and the children. I quite envy my Secretary Bremner, having his wife and child on board.
9 November - Sunday
Heavy swell and wind from South, the former due to a westerly gale, some 700 miles to the Southward, which the Moravian W/T [...] she was experiencing last night.
Read helpful sermon of Coming to Christ by C.M. During the afternoon, read The Growth of a Soul (Henderson Taylor), much encouraged by what I read. Prayed much that I might realise God’s purpose, to be used in His service. Thought much of my dear Olga in prayer, and the three children.
Took the evening service in 3rd class saloon. I well remember meeting Hudson Taylor at Chefoo in 1898, or early in 1899, at the C.J.M. School there, and how after conversation, and on my getting up to go away, he said, “Let us pray,” and he prayed very simply and earnestly. So different from the Bishop of North China, whom I had met a day or two before, a very good man, but very churchy.
12 November - Wednesday
A wireless from dear old Bertie last night from the Hyacinth at Simons Town, saying all arrangements had been made for my transit and all well at home and there. Sent him a W/T which must have crossed.
ARRIVE DURBAN
13 November - Thursday
Cold and showery, we arrived at Durban at Noon, and I was met by Mr Rennie, a friend of Bertie’s and agent for the Aberdeen line. He motored me up to the town with my luggage, and gave me lunch at the Club and then had tea with his sister-in-law, Mrs Rennie. Mr Wisely, son of my dear old friend at Malta, now 88, and brother of Captain Wisely, took me to the Seamen’s Institute, which Bertie had opened a new wing not long ago, and after going over it, I signed my name.
Wisely, evidently a Christian man as his brother is (one of the Secretaries of the Officers’ Prayer Union), told me a lot about the terrible demoralising effect that Johannesburg was having on the natives and consequently on the country generally, as the thousands of natives constantly coming and going, come into contact with the dissolute whites, and drink, and lose all respect for the white race, which has a most harmful effect as they return to all parts of South Africa.
Left at 8 pm in a special reserved compartment bound for Cape Town.
14 November - Friday
Up early this morning, as we passed through the classic grounds where all the fighting took place round Colenso and it was a sad sight seeing the numerous graves on the plain, some grouped together, others singly, dotted all over that fateful plain, where our poor fellows were mowed down in front of the river.
Across the historic bridge at Colenso, one saw what a very strong position the Boers held - then on to Ladysmith and as a gentleman who had served in the war, and was in Ladysmith, was my instructor, I got a very good idea of the whole situation. The Bulwana Hill, where Long Tom was mounted, and the one gun hill, which Sir Archibald Hunter stormed and spiked the gun. Also it was most interesting having the position of Caesar’s camp pointed out to me, and all the various positions of the Regiments, Naval guns etc.
Why the Boers, with their commanding positions all around the town - which lay in a plain at their feet - did not take the place passes my comprehension.
Spion Kop was pointed out to me 18 miles off - a larger mountain than I thought it was.
The train gradually ascended the Drakensberg, past Harts Hill, and many graves on the way, and then we got up to the reversing place. The train zig zags up by reversing several times. Then to Harrismith, nestling under a high hill, and on to Bethlehem, a small straggling town, where we stopped an hour and a half, and I had a walk round the town.
A lot of Zulus and Basutos had just come in to discuss the new Orange Free State law, forbidding the natives to rent land from the farmers and work on it, except on the hire system, which has caused much dissatisfaction. (All the jin riks are manned by Zulus in Durban, some of them wearing most extraordinary head gear, of feathers etc).
Major Shearman of the 10th Hussars joined the train, he is stationed at Potchefstroom and is on his way to the Cape for a staff ride. He was with General French all through the war, and I was fortunate in having him as a fellow traveller.
While waiting at the station for another train to pass, we got out and entered into a conversation with three Boers, who had been through the war. One of them, who was at Stormberg when General Gatacre was defeated, corroborated Major Shearman’s description of the cause, which the latter had only recently found out. Viz. that the Boers at Stormberg decided to divide into two parties, and one half having gone off, found that they had not taken the right proportion of guns, and sent back for them. They then discovered Gatacre’s force and hastened to recall the party that they had left, who returning, caught Gatacre on the flank, and he was between two forces and came utterly to grief.
15 November - Saturday
Arrived at Bloemfontein at 4.30 am, up, dressed and at 6 am walked in the town, the size of a small country town in England. Streets well asphalted. Went to the market place, a busy scene, great bullock trains, loaded with lucerne etc.
Had breakfast at station and transshipped to another train. Dir. Superintendent came and looked after my comfort, and at 8.15 am started off. I was much interested at seeing the block houses, and the protection to Norvals Pont Bridge and other places as we travelled along all day. Hundreds and hundreds of Sangars, sometimes only 100 or 150 yards apart, and continuous along the line, right across from Naauwpoort to De Aar over 60 miles.
Passed many farms on the veld, they appeared like oases on the bare veld, as they were all surrounded with trees.
A clergyman travelling told me of a Dutch farmer, whom he knew, who had 3 sons and 3 daughters, the latter all married Englishmen, the sons all fought for the Boers and the son-in-laws for the English.
The veld is very bare, no trees but numerous kopjes of all kinds, from small eminences to great hills and at times, massive mountains almost. But the general appearance of the veld is monotonous, so bare, except for Karroo grass in tufts, soil sandy and covered with stones of all sizes and shapes. Rocks, lots of iron in it. I was struck with the variety of livestock, all the way through from Durban to Cape Town, 1240 miles.
Major Shearman showed me all the places that French held the Boers at bay, when they outnumbered him so largely at Colesberg, and also the hill that it took them three days to haul a 16 Pdr gun to shell the Boers, and the place where the Suffolks were shot down. They ascended the hill and when nearly at the top, Colonel Watson called all his officers together to give them their final instructions. The Boers opened fire, shot most of the officers and many men, and prevented French from shelling them by making the prisoners stand on the sky line and holding each others hands.
Shearman told me also that the Guards suffered so severely on Christmas night, or thereabouts, because they had been keeping up the season by too much festivity. He was in the riots at Johannesburg and said that at the second meeting of the Rand labourers, under Mr Bayne, after the great ‘riot and shooting’ affair, he rode up to Mr B. and said, “I am here to stop all arson and shooting. If any takes place, I shall fire and the first man to be shot will be you,” which effectively sobered him.
Passed Abe Bailey’s large farm, where he breeds thoroughbred horses, saw some being exercised.
Stopped at many small stations, generally to pick or set down coloured passengers, who travel in separate carriages. Noticed many who must be half-breeds from the light colour of their complexions.
ARRIVE CAPE TOWN
16 November - Sunday
A warm day, the train climbed the Hex River range and we came over it into a fertile valley of the Hex River, miles of farms and orchards, a great contrast to the monotonous and bare veld.
At 6 pm arrived at Salt River Junction a couple of miles from Cape Town. Landed, and was welcomed by my dear brother Herbert, who had come for me in his fine Wolseley motor. I last saw his dear face standing on the tug, on a bitterly cold Easterly day, off Tilbury, smiling at me and my dear son Stevie in the bow, tears in his eyes. Well, the same kind, affectionate face met me, and we clasped hands, meaning more than words could convey.
We motored through the very pretty suburbs of Cape Town, and in about an hour, arrived at Admiralty House, where dear Mabel received me.
We had much to say to one another. Bertie told me of Robbie and Lizzie having been turned out of their tea shop at 20 Place Vendôme, and how he and Francie were giving them £1 a week at present until they established themselves.
Francie wanted me to assist but Bertie, to whom I talked, agreed with me that it was hardly a fair thing for me to do. I must now endeavour at my age to try and save for Olga and the children, and try and make up their income to £200 a year.
Many affectionate letters from my precious Olga and my dear children. We dined quietly, and had a long talk on many subjects.
The house is old fashioned, about half the size of the house in Sydney, but very comfortable and very good grounds, about 18 acres and gardens run down to the beach.
17 November - Monday
Did not sleep well last night, thinking over Robbie and Lizzie, and probably having taken strong coffee after dinner. Had my bath at 6 am.
After breakfast, went with Bertie to the Dockyard, first he and I being photographed in uniform together.
Brigadier General Murray lunched. Bertie and Mabel and I for a walk and talk.
Bertie massaged. The Dr tells him, he is sure a great deal of his stomach trouble comes from a form of appendicitis. Last night, it kept him awake for an hour.
A large dinner party, Capt. Grasset, and five French officers of the Jeanne d’Arc, a lot of Bertie’s officers. I sat on Mabel’s right, having taken in Mrs Lambert, wife of Cdr Lambert of Hyacinth, who I knew formerly when I was C.O.S. He was then in a destroyer.
Mitchell of Pegasus, who was a few days under me in Australia, and whom I sent up to China in 1911. Everyone spoke in the most flattering terms of Stevie, and all told me what a general favourite he was, not only on board, but with everyone on shore, and especially amongst the ladies.
I am fortunate in having such a high minded young man for my son. Bertie heard from Lord Stamfordham and Commodore of Yacht, about Stevie going there. King very nice about it, so also Commodore, so he stands a very good chance of going there next year.
After dinner, a small dance and at 10.20 pm Bertie took me down to the station in motor, and we wished each other goodbye, and God’s blessing on each other.
On the journey to Cape Town, 1¼ miles, the French Captain told me that all the officers said they loved their Admiral, my dear brother. We had a long talk together on France and Germany, he said that the General Staff had altered their war plan to an offensive one, and I gathered intended to break through on the south. The G. Staff considered they were 75% better than the Germans!! and it was only the Czar who stopped the war in 1912, the Russians and French wanted it and the Germans were not ready.
I had a long talk to Captain Grasset on the present dispensation and the coming of our Lord. He told me he read the Imitation of Christ.
Got on board at midnight. I thanked God for all His many blessings, passed out on me and mine, and enabling me to see my dear brother again. Mabel is, and looks, much stronger. They are both most deservedly popular and liked, and entertain a good deal.
DEPART CAPE TOWN
18 November - Tuesday
Left at 5 am this morning for Home. Fine weather.
21 November - Friday
Sailing, or rather steaming, along very quietly, with SE Trade.
A discussion took place this morning, regarding the black races. I stood as their champion in the course of conversation and Mr Jobbling from Rhodesia mentioned that they were savages at heart and I said that it was only the restraints of civilisation and Xtianity that kept down these same proclivities in the heart of the white race; and quoted instances in China, and might have added the late Balkan war.
Mr J. had to agree, and said that 7 years ago, a Scotch planter called Laidlaw crucified a coloured man, upside-down, and was acquitted by a jury of planters at Salisbury, and other cases were mentioned.
Of course they are children in comparison with the white races, but give them the same opportunities and surroundings, and they will not be much different to the best of the white races. Essentially we are spiritual beings and through climatic influences, inhabit different coloured tabernacles.
Heard this morning the Doctor of the ship and a passenger discussing the descent of man from the anthropoid ape. It is appalling and sad to hear how dark in the understanding, one’s fellow creatures are. They have blinded their eyes and closed their ears that they should not see their heart, and they are spiritually dead.
23 November - Sunday
Same time as in England, which I enjoy, as it enables me to say to myself, Olga is probably doing this, or, Olga is doing that.
I held a service in 3rd saloon, which was crowded. A Mr Barlow played the Hymns and I endeavoured to preach a sermon. When I read from the Word, part of the 20th John, and also prayed the prayers, I trust the service may have proved a blessing to some present.
I find it very lonely on board, and looking forward to arrival. How one is always living in the future.
Getting warm and sultry, very smooth.
24 November - Monday
Reading Morley’s Life of Gladstone, and Price Collier’s Germany and the Germans. Both most interesting, the former beautifully written, the latter a lot of facts thrown together and his remarks are often contradictory.
Noticed a black man at evening service last night, hearing from Mrs Bremner that he was going home to study medicine, with a view to going out as a medical missionary. I sent for him to my sitting cabin, and had a talk with him. He comes from Blantyre, where his father had been a missionary before him, is of the Yao tribe. He returns in a year’s time to go out as a medical missionary. Has been in the Congo State with one of the Presbyterian missionaries, and saw a lot of the horrors that went on there.
Had a talk with Mr & Mrs Hayes and Mrs Stamper on the coloured problem.
26 November - Wednesday
Took the Chair for the 3rd Class Saloon at an open air concert last night. 1st Class being present. Poor performance generally in the vocal line, the comic songs as usual vulgar. Mrs Duke played the violin well.
27 November - Thursday
About 5 degrees North Lat.
In the Doldrums. It has been very steamy the last few days. Last night in a bath of perspiration though nothing on, but a blanket drawn over for protection. Got up very exhausted at 5 am. Therm. Dry 86º , wet 85º .
Made the acquaintance of Mr & Mrs Spenser-Kelly en route to England. Interesting people.
28 November - Friday
Weather getting cooler. Breeze from eastward.
Mrs Hayes told me that she had an audience with the present Pope, a small party of 18. She kissed his ring, and then tried to kiss feet but he would not let her saying, Basta, Basta. Pope looked an unhappy man. I am not surprised at it, for he must feel his position, being, I believe, an earnest Xtian man.
Reading all day. Morley’s Life of Gladstone.
30 November - Sunday
Weather delightfully cool since yesterday, when we passed Cape de Verde. Mrs Beatty ill since Wednesday, suspected to be appendicitis. Slightly better today.
Very dull on board, hardly anyone I can talk to. At the Captain’s table, where I am placed, dreariness is no word for describing the atmosphere. Bremners most estimable, but certainly dull.
Read and re-read all home letters, feel most thankful for all the many mercies vouchsafed to me and mine.
Played hymns for the morning service, and took charge of the evening service, endeavouring to make the 3 Ch of John a sermon in itself. At the end of the service in 3rd Class music room, which was crowded, Mr Crawford, an old man, said, “Admiral Sir George King Hall, I have been deputed by many of the passengers to thank you etc”. I replied by stating what a privilege it had been, and giving a few words of spiritual exhortations.
Mrs Beatty slightly better.
1 December - Monday
Arrive Tenerife at 1.30 pm. Everyone very disappointed only remaining an hour and not in daylight.
Moses Kalmuck (Yao tribe) came to my cabin to return book lent to him. Gave him Hudson Taylor and after a talk had prayer with him. (Coloured Missionary, Nyasaland).
2 December - Tuesday
Arrived Santa Cruz (Tenerife) 10.30 pm, remained until 2 am taking in tomatoes, and then off homeward. The great joy of a long letter from my precious Olga and one from dear Lou, from her school at Château Albert, Boitsfort, which she likes very much. The girls are of 18 to 19 years of age and is a finishing school, situation in a village 9 miles from Brussels, and standing in its own Park. Olga took Lou over.
I imagine from what Olga says, that Stevie being so much sought after, will not be at Hove very much. This is only natural.
3 December - Wednesday
Fine and smooth, delightful air, crisp and cold. Got into winter garments. Mrs Beatty slowly improving.
5 December - Friday
Cold, nearly got a chill yesterday. Heavy swell from Westward.
Dr Pearce was telling me yesterday of some of his experiences in the Bush. On one occasion, he was sent for, and after driving 25 miles, found a poor woman in a tent, with two other women who had been afraid to act in any way. The unfortunate woman had been delivered partially of a child at 9 am, and only its head had appeared. He arrived at 7 pm and of course the child was dead. Imagine the feeling and agony of the mother all these hours. She was removed to a neighbouring settlement, but died a few days afterwards, temperature 107 degrees.
Other cases he told me of a man with dislocated shoulder having to travel 48 hours in a buggy, no roads etc.
6 December - Saturday
Blowing hard from the Westward. Passed Ushant at 11 am.
Captain Robb at lunch told us a tragic story of a young lady he brought home. She was told by Doctor in Australia that if she wished to see her parents alive in England, she should go home immediately. She had a very weak heart. On the steamer arriving at Plymouth, the weather prevented her entering that evening, though two attempts had been made, and it was decided to wait until the morning. On the young lady being informed of this decision, she was so affected, that she fell down and expired. The tragic part also being that her parents were in the tender waiting for her.
Later: Letter and telegram from my Olga, and telegram from my Son on arrival at Plymouth this evening at 8.30 pm.
ARRIVE PLYMOUTH
7 December - Sunday
We only remained at Plymouth an hour and a half, and on we went. Today very raw and cold and dull. Inclined to be misty.
I held Divine Service in 1st Class Saloon, poorly attended.
A W/T from Olga from Foreland (North) saying she would be at Ladies Army & Navy Club awaiting me.
Feeling cold, touched me up a little. Very cold going up Channel.
ARRIVE GRAVESEND
8 December - Monday
Anchored at Gravesend last night. Started at 6 am this morning and arrived at Albert Docks 9 am.
Left at 11 am, everything having been arranged for my comfort by the Aberdeen agents and Messrs Curtiss.
At 12.30 I was at the Ladies A & N Club, and my precious Olga was waiting for me there, and ran out to meet me, and we embraced. After four months separation, what a blessing to be re-united together, one in every way. She is looking very well.
We drove down to Victoria Station, had lunch there, and took three months’ season tickets and arrived home soon after four o’clock. House looking extremely pretty and so well arranged by Olga. Savage there waiting. My darling Madge soon came in and was in my arms.
How thankful to be home once more. Olga and I thanked God and prayed we might walk and do His blessed will.
Glad to hear from Woodhead that my finances are in a very satisfactory state.
9 December - Tuesday
Very busy unpacking. Had a talk with my dear Son through the telephone, and a letter from my dear child Lou. Telegrams from Francie and Ted and Herbert Westbrook. Letter from Bertie at Cape.
10 December - Wednesday
To town with Olga. Lunched with Francie. To Woodhead, invested £500 for Olga, then to tea with Ella, who is doing very well, and has a charming little flat in the Temple.
Met Aileen at Francie’s. We both liked her very much, anxious for us to go up and stay with her. She has two baby girls.
11 December - Thursday
An enormous amount of correspondence to cope with. Two official letters from Admiralty, one on Psyche, with an uncalled for remark and also report at the end, of which I intend taking note. The other a very complimentary one on the termination of my command in Australia. A van load of gear from the Docks.
12 December - Friday
Up to town, met dear E.D. at station looking very well, but seemed very subdued. To the Stores and ordered a present for Savage and Pickett, then to the Admiralty and saw Surgeon General May and recommended Beatty. He will have a good billet in London. Then to Moore, 3rd Sea Lord, spoke to him about Psyche letter, then Graham Greene (Secretary), then to lunch with the Battenbergs, only themselves.
We had a great talk at lunch re Australian Naval policy, Germany. Princess rather anti German. I said I was in favour of a German alliance, and thought the Germans had as much right to go into Morocco as the French, who had broken the Algerciras treaty. B. said that they had no trade there, Princess said it would never do to have them in the Mediterranean. We had a great discussion, she gets very emphatic and lays the law down; however I held my own.
We discussed the King going out to Australia, the B’s lamented that there were so few adult members of the Royal Family available and some of the King’s advisers thought that if he was away any time, the people might think they could do very well without him. I think otherwise, and believe that it would do an immense amount of good, showing the solidarity of the Empire.
Princess said Albania was going to give trouble, and he said that although Austria and Italy were building against each other, yet we had to consider them as members of the Triple Alliance. I spoke against the increasing size of B.ships.
We both agreed that a man like Earl Grey should be G.G. in Australia - we discussed some of the Governors etc.
From thence to Capt. Philpotts, Asst to 2nd Sea Lord. Found Stopford had little chance of promotion. Ward and Carr, and Warleigh had, also Manuel, Dasent and Hill.
Thence to Winston Churchill, first having a long talk with De Chair, Private Secretary. Churchill looking much better than when I last met him at Canford Manor in 1904. We talked on many subjects - Naval Policy of Australia and New Zealand etc. He did not like Colonel Allen, Minister of Defence for N.Z.
He asked my opinion of a scheme he has in view, of concentrating suddenly at Sydney, 2 Indomitables, the China Squadron, East Indian, N.Z. and RAN. It would cost £90,000. I told him a splendid idea, and urged him to do it.
We ranged over many subjects, and got very friendly. I said an idea had been suggested to me of standing for Parliament. He said he would help me if I did. On my remarking that I was rather old and it would cost me a good deal he said, “You are no age, and it only costs me £40 [?] a year.”
After some further talk, I left, he coming with me to the door, and saying, “My dear Admiral, I very much appreciate all that you have done.” Smiling most pleasantly at me.
I also told him that as regards the Torch and Psyche, I did not feel I was any more to blame than an unborn babe. This I also told Battenberg, and said he had not heard the end of it yet from me. He said it was a Board letter.
When at Battenberg’s, we discussed Colonies, they saying that Germans could not colonise etc. I said we should look at the question through German spectacles and from their standpoint.
B. told me the King had said to him he intended visiting Cape and Australia.
13 December - Saturday
Olga, Madge, self off to Emsworth. Met at station by my dear son Stevie, three years less a month since I had seen him. Now grown to a fine manly young man, a little shorter than myself. It was a delight meeting my dear son, and he is one of whom I am intensely proud, being a high and pure minded gentleman; a great favourite with everyone and a smart, intelligent officer to boot.
Met dear Baldie, Ella and Herbert Westbrook, Lady Durand, Mrs Lucas and others - a big lunch party. Then the boys acted a most amusing and witty play, written by H.W. and music by Ella, a number of songs, most clever and very successful. We left at 5 pm, Stevie coming home with us, and he and I spent the evening yarning.
14 December - Sunday
Robbie 57 today. Stevie having a cold remained in. Olga, Madge and I to the Eglise Réformée, I could not understand the sermon but enjoyed the French service, which I followed easily.
Had many talks with Stevie over everything. He left at 9 pm.
15 December - Monday
Many letters to answer. Officers wanting promotion and many welcomes. Olga much too thin.
16 December - Tuesday
Up to town and lunched with Lord Chelmsford at his Club in Suffolk Street, then to Admiralty and saw Jellicoe and arranged about Stevie going to the Southampton, Commodore Goodenough.
17 December - Wednesday
Paying out a good deal of money in bills for the home.
18 December - Thursday
To town, Stores and lunched with Francie, meeting E.D. there. Called on Lady Patey, 31 S.E. Terrace, and then went with E.D. to Charing Cross having tea together at Lyons, Victoria Station.
I waited at Station for Lou, who arrived from Brussels at 5 pm. She was looking very well and pretty, and accompanied by Miss Aitken. We had tea together and much talk and got down to Brighton about 7.30 pm.
School not what I expected in some respects, the girls moneyed but not quite the class I had hoped.
19 December - Friday
A telegram from Naval Secretary to the 1st Lord, saying King wished to see me on Saturday at 11 am. Wired back that I would be at Buckingham Palace at the appointed time.
20 December - Saturday
Went up to town by the 8.45 am train and refreshing myself with a cup of cocoa at the Stores, walked to Buckingham Palace. The Guard were exchanging, and Colours being paraded, Band playing. Walked behind them and went in by the small door on left front. Two huge liveried servants and others received me, and I was shown into the waiting room, after traversing passages etc.
Soon came in Capt. Halsey and Capt. Segrave, the former having finished his cruise in the New Zealand. He had a great inspection of the Panama Canal, and was not sanguine about its success, on account of the land slides in the Culebra Cut, which though filled with water, still goes on, though not quite so bad as before. Segrave going as Attaché to Vienna.
At 11.10 am I was ushered up by one of the Equerries to the King, on the next floor, and entering his room, the same one as I saw him last in, he shook hands and I sat down in a chair by his large desk, facing a huge window. He sat down in his chair, with his back to it and his face was very much in the shadows.
We began talking about Australia, he first asked me if Bertie was any relation, evidently forgot we had talked about him three years ago. He said, “He is a great friend of mine and I always called him ‘Kinger’; and he took me to Canada in the Indomitable.”
Without giving the conversation in sequence, I put down the topics on which we spoke. I was with him from ¼ of an hour to 20 minutes.
Spoke most frankly to him on the RAN, White Ensign etc. He said the Canadians wished to have the Maple Leaf on it, but he would not have it at any price. During our conversation, I several times said to him, “I hope you do not mind my speaking most frankly to you,” and, “I venture to speak very freely to you Sir.” He always replied; “Exactly what I want you to do.” So, I talked to him exactly as I would to a brother officer.
Told him Australia was a virile nation, felt their nationhood, most loyal to his person and to the Empire, but this did not mean to the British Government. He agreed, also said Navy would be a great bond of union if people at home handled the question properly, and Admiralty should let officers understand that service in RAN would be considered good service for the Empire. He concurred.
Told him people at home, as Lord Emmott acknowledged, did not understand the people or situation in Australia, and that they could be bound to one by sentiment, and that if we showed a cold shoulder to them, they would look across the Pacific and I made a gesture with my hand. He nodded and agreed.
I said Governors should go, and thus make the G.G a bigger man, for at present no Governor wanted the G.G. King said, “I think the same, but it is getting more and more difficult to get men with sufficient means to go as Governors, and they do not give the G.G. enough.” I replied, “Yes, but the Australians do not care so much for show, as having men who have high ideals, influence, as they have no big social leaders themselves.” He concurred and asked me about the Denmans. I said they had done very well and pulled things together, but were young and wanted to come home. He said, “It is settled, they are coming.”
We talked about the Pacific problem, which must be faced, and I said the Australians had 800,000,000 dark races round them to the north and the Japanese. (King remarked anent difficulty of getting Governors, that 5 years was like being exiled. I suggested 3 would be quite long enough).
We talked about Govt House and Mr Holman, whom he did not like. I said it was nothing to do with the G.G. but a quarrel between the Labour Parties/Federal and State.
Showed him what a strength Australia would be to the Empire, in case of trouble in India, with her universal surface [service], and could throw thousands of men over there in a few days, once the railways were completed.
Told him about Stevie and he said his boy was with Colville and the Med. cruise had been most successful.
Asked him if I might speak freely to him, he was most anxious I should. So told him he should go out to Australia, that it would do such a lot of good. He said he wanted to, but it is such a long way off. I replied, after all it is a part of the Empire and would do much good, several times. He said he would like me to see Harcourt, the Secretary of State for Colonies and to mention his name, and also to see Sir John Anderson, the Permanent Under Secretary of State. He said Harcourt did not understand the situation, and although Anderson had been out there with him in Ophir, he was not quite au courant with the people.
Altogether, I had a very frank interview, and on leaving, he again said to see Harcourt and Anderson. He was looking very well and smartly dressed and most cordial in his manner. We also talked about Halsey’s cruise in the New Zealand. He said how well he had done, not making any mistakes in the many speeches he had made.
Returned by the 1 pm train to Hove. Lunching at the Stores.
I forgot to mention that in my interview, I told the King about our having shepherded the RAN. into our fold and how they wanted us to send an Admiral out as 1 Naval Member and a Captain as 2 Member. He said that was good, and asked if they were to be retired. I said “No”. He also asked me about Hughes-Onslow affair. Said he had knighted Patey, to give him a good position out in Australia. I said it had been much appreciated in Australia.
21 December - Sunday
A piteous letter from Rob saying that they had not a penny to pay their rent, and only had what Francie and Bertie gave; 10/- a week each. I replied asking for name of landlord, as Lizzie gambles everything away. Sent letter on to Francie, saying I would give £15 towards the £30 required.
Attended Congregational Church. Sermon sound, service good.
22 December - Monday
Discovered that Williams the Housemaid who is devoted to Olga, is a drunkard. Saw her and advised her to go on a week’s leave. I am paying her board, and told her we are getting other servants on 6 Jan. She must divine the reason.
Many bills to pay, more money gone than I anticipated.
23 December - Tuesday
Madge recovered from her cold. Lou now in bed. Dear Olga been working too hard, and out of condition. Williams gone, faithful Walter (man) and Collings, Parlour Maid rise to the occasion. These petty domestic troubles are but as mosquito bites compared to the countless blessings we have received.
25 December - Christmas Day
Stevie, Magdalen Hawker and self with Madge to the Congregational Church. Olga in bed, Lou cold.
Isabel and Magdalen joined us for our Xmas repast. Then round to Princes Hotel to see their Christmas tree that Stevie had put up for the Hawkers. Stevie and I many yarns on the service etc.
Sent £30 to Robbie and returned the notes for execution and seizure of all their goods. Francie gives me £5 and Baldie £5 towards this sum.
26 December - Friday
Tendency to be bronchial, makes me a little uneasy - nose and eyes in a bad state. Lou also troubled the same way.
28 December - Sunday
Stevie left with Isabel and Magdalen for London. It has been very pleasant having him home. I wish for his throat’s sake he did not smoke so much. Lou, Madge and I to the Congregational Church. Weather very cold.
30 December - Tuesday
To town with Olga, she to see Elnith Watson, who is in a very sad state, and to hunt for servants. I to Admiralty, then to Club, and Dr Greville MacDonald, who examined my throat etc. Found vocal chords all right, not threatening of old troubles, but I have laryngitis and must be indoors before sundown.
Then to the Colonial Office, where I had a 20. min talk with Sir John Anderson, the Permanent Under Secretary of State, told him all about Australia. Spoke very freely and frankly on the matter, and also about the New Hebrides. We laughed over Mahaffy taking the French Commissioner away, making him seasick, and he was then ready to do anything Mahaffy wished. He agreed with me that he was getting slightly effete, and that Judge Alexander was a weak creature. Count Buena Esperanza has not resigned, but is coming over, and we hope to get the French Govt to agree to give the Condominium Court executive powers.
We talked about Governors, I said they ought to go, and I told him how the Australians looked to the British Officials to set up a high ideal, and we could not send out too many Total Abstaining Governors, at which he laughed much, both of us having Fuller in our eye.
I also discussed the Pacific problem etc.
31 December - Wednesday
At the close of this year, I desire to record my deepest devotion and gratitude to my Heavenly Father, for His mercies to me and mine, far exceeding my expectations in every way. For bringing me and my family safe home, in health and strength. For much spiritual blessing, and I pray that the forthcoming year may be to me, if spared, a more fruitful one in the service of my loving Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ. To Him be all the praise and glory, for the Wisdom He gave me in Australia and to the remarkable success and great influence I had for the uplifting of the nation.
1914
1 January - Thursday
A New Year. Last night my dear Olga and I knelt down and we both thanked God for his unfailing goodness and mercy to us, individually and as a family during the year 1913. It was a great joy to me that we are so united together in our spiritual life and I pray that this year may be more fruitful in every respect.
Olga gone to town to get some servants.
Lou and I still have colds, but improving. Very cold wintry weather.
6 January - Tuesday
Spent all yesterday drafting a letter to the Admiralty with reference to their most uncalled for letter of last November, Psyche’s deck. Received a letter of appreciation from the Admiralty regarding my services as C-in-C on the Australian Station.
Wrote to Lowry asking his advice regarding my retiring from the Service.
9 January - Friday
Received record of time from Admiralty today and see that I have completed 50 years service in the Navy today. I thank God for the marvellous way He has blessed me throughout, and here ending my days, the evening of my life with a devoted wife, a most loving helpmeet, and three dear children.
We took Lou up to town last Wednesday to stay with Isabel. I went up to find a servant, Olga at the last moment not well, unable to go.
10 January - Saturday
Dear E.D’s birthday. Went to town servant hunting, secured a Palourmaid; Lou met me, took her to lunch, Army and Navy, and then on to the British Museum, then took her back to 46 Clarges Street and back to Hove.
On arrival found Clara had been making an upheaval. Saw her and Walter. How wretched that Olga and I should have so much of our time taken up with servants and these petty domestic worries.
Met Sir Charles Coke today, who congratulated me on finishing up my career so well and congratulated me on what I had done in Australia. Told me that the Band and Pensioners were being taken away when his successor took up the reins.
13 January - Tuesday
Olga and I to town, met Lou at the Station, then to see Watsons; Mrs Watson very ill. Colonel and I had talk whilst Olga and Lou stayed with Elnith Watson. The girl, 14, has grown very much.
On to Admiralty. Saw Hydrographer and then had a long talk with Sir Henry Jackson. Chief of War Staff. We discussed the RAN and he quite agreed that it was necessary to establish it and we must see it through.
N.Z., he thought, was making a great mistake and should join up with Australia. He found Colonel Allen (Ministry of Defence) of N.Z. difficult to deal with and I told him of the scheme I had sketched out by Lord Islington’s assistance for the joining up.
He agreed with me that Battleships were getting too big and he had set his face against the 15" guns most determinedly, and also informed me that if the Naval Estimates were not passed, the Sea Lords would resign.
Found Custance out. Lunched at Club. Prothero joined up, met Paget.
Francie been very unwell, is now better. Called at 46 Clarges Street, met Helen Dasent and Isabel Hawker. Both bad style and I do not think Isabel has had a good influence on Lou.
Met Olga at her club and had tea there. Miss McPhillamy and Cdr Dasent joined us.
16 January - Friday
Yesterday I went up to town early and lunched with Miss Drummond, meeting Captain and Mrs Bruen there, they being en route to Devonport, his ship Bellerophon being there, both looking well.
Met Olga and Lou at Victoria, 4 pm, went straight to Hare Court, Temple and Ella and Herbert welcomed us, and had tea there meeting Nellie Seppings Wright. Left Lou there for the night and we went to our respective clubs. I dined with Admiral Startin and Jimmy S. the latter left the Service and volunteered for the C.M.S, a nice bright young fellow.
Ella’s birthday on 14th, born 1866. Met Admiral Mann who told me how much he had admired my speeches and how I had spoken as a high minded English gentleman. I felt pleased.
Today went to Olga’s club and we walked down to Charing Cross and there met Lou and Lel, at 8 40 saw her into train. She left for Brussels via Ostend looking very pretty and well in company with a lot of her school fellows.
Last night she played for Ella and did so beautifully. Both she and Nellie Wright saying she played like a man. Ella much struck with her playing the piano. Olga and I confessed afterwards we were much moved and tears came into our eyes, touched by her playing, and I know our parental feelings moved.
Lunched at Claridges with Custance, meeting Sir George and Lady Neville and Miss MacDonald, a smart luncheon. Custance and I walked down to Hyde Park Gate and I then jumped into a Buss and met Olga at Lady Patey’s, where we had tea and talked a good deal about Australia. The Government have given Admiralty House to Patey, so he wires.
Home by 7 pm and received a wire from dear Lou from Ostend.
Feel a great desire to retire and get 10/- a day more as there is practically no chance of my getting anything further.
20 January - Tuesday
Went to town and called on Mrs Hope Osborne, St James Court, and then to Admiralty. Saw De Chair, Naval Secretary to 1st Sea Lord. Impressed on him the necessity of the right man being sent out as 1st Naval Member of the Board in Australia, for having previously called on Haworth Booth at Commonwealth Offices. He told me that he had heard a rumour of Paget going out, which would never do.
Had a long talk with Murray, Ass. Sec. Admiralty and Brooks, Director of Victualling on the Grog question. A telegram from Battenburg, re my Official letter regarding Psyche, saying it would receive every consideration.
21 January - Wednesday
Our dear son’s 21st birthday. He finished his final exams today and arrived at 7 pm from Portsmouth having had a very trying time, the first three days was sitting in a Drill Hall writing, Ther 44° - very disgraceful. The third day had to go to bed with slight bronchial attack and fever.
Very interesting hearing all about his examinations. Still got a cold on him - my arm bothering me - very cold easterly winds.
Olga well though requires to put on more flesh. Household worries almost vanished.
Prayed with our son before retiring. It recalls to me the time my precious wife had 21 years ago, all the dear one went through, and now 21 years afterwards our son, whom at that time we commended before and after his birth to ours and his Redeemer and Saviour.
Letter from Lou who seems to be enjoying herself, now it is dry and skating is to be had.
24 January - Saturday
Our son left us to day for a series of visits, better than when he came. How he survived the exam is a wonder.
Lou enjoying the skating at Brussels. Olga and I both feeling the weather a good deal, been so cold from the NE.
26 January - Monday
Went to town by the Pulman Express. To Stores, hair cut, bought ties and gloves. To Admiralty, saw Capt. Dewar, Phillpots being unwell. Asked about Yacht, he could tell me nothing.
On to Club, fortunately met Jellicoe there, who said he had written to me saying he would second Stevie for Club. Then I asked him to excuse me speaking to him in the Club, and said “I was coming to Admiralty to see about Stevie going to Yacht.” He replied “I have already put his name down.” I slapped him on the shoulder and thanked him.
Saw Inglefield at Club. Told him he should go to Nore. He said he thought that I would be offered it as he had never been C-in-C. A gentle blush suffused his neck when I told him I would not take it for a year.
Then to Colonial Institute and on to Whitehall Rooms, Hotel Metropole and saw Capt. Collins. Told him to be very careful not to let Admiralty palm off any Admiral on them as 1st Naval Member. Saw Anderson, Head of Naval xxx. Walker, Head of xxx Dept.
Found E.D. had arrived when I returned home at 7 pm.
27 January - Tuesday
Much bother about servants. I think order and routine is required.
Had an offer of 8 gns a week for our house for 3 or 4 months. Olga at first keen to accept, but we decided to decline.
A letter from Walker at the Admiralty saying that Stevie had a 1st at Gunnery. I thank God.
30 January - Friday
Edith still with us. She appears to have lost all her joie de vivre, and be such a one as has lost all happiness, and having no object in life, looks generally sad, is very subdued and gentle. What is to happen I do not know. She told me that Bertie had paid for her rooms until Easter, she then intends to do something, but this is a very chimerical idea for I can see that she has not the powers of concentration that she had. Olga and I have decided to help her monetarily later on. She seems like a derelict in the ocean floating aimlessly about. Very firm about not returning to Emsworth.
1 February - Sunday
Had a talk with E.D. I can see that she is not very happy. She gives me the impression of being weary of life, and I fear feels as if she was alone in the world. Both Olga and I had talks with her today and she has cheered up consideraby. We talked very straight, but very affectionately to her, that her depression affected others.
A letter this morning saying that Stevie had a 1st in Gunnery. Sent him a wire.
Had tea with Mrs Walker, whose sons I know, both ADCs to Bosanquet. He is a nice man. Met Lady Bagot there, who knows him; also Sir Kenneth and Lady Matheson and Holled-Smith there.
2 February - Monday
Dear E.D. left us. Much more cheerful and braced up.
3 February - Tuesday
Went to Mrs Dryden’s At Home, Palmeira Square. Met a lot of people, Lady George Loftus, Lady Bowen, widow of Sir George Bowen, who had been Governor of so many places.
4 February - Wednesday
Dasents came to tea, also Lady Bowen.
5 February - Thursday
A most notable day in my life.
I went up to town. Olga not able to accompany me as Madge having ‘a throat’. Called at Commonwealth Offices and had a talk with Haworth Booth. Found Paget is chosen by Battenberg - this must be stopped. B. knows nothing of Australia.
Thence to Stores and Club where I lunched on a plate of rice, 3d. and then to City attending a meeting of Arethusa and Chichester, thence to Admiralty and had the inexpressible joy of hearing that Stevie had 1st in Engineering, making five ones. Rushed out and telegraphed Stevie and Olga and told Woodhead to wire Bertie.
Back to Admiralty and had a confidential talk with De Chair, first about Bertie, nothing vacant until the end of the year and to tell Bertie he was looking after his interests; then about myself.
Found Greenwich was no use, Fisher staying there until War Course is over, then Jackson going there and Nore promised, besides which I could not keep it even a year. My name was mentioned for Greenwich but as I could not hold it for 3 years - no good.
I told De Chair, that in that case, I thought it best to retire. He was very nice and agreed that there was nothing available for me. Decided to retire. Had a talk about Admiral for Australia.
Then off to Ritz Hotel. Lady Patey giving a party there, about 40 to 50 people. Sat at table with Jellicoes and met Lady I, sister Mrs Madden, and Lady Fremantle. Lady Patey very anxious that Olga should know her mother who was there, saying how sweet Olga was.
Back by 5.40 pm train to Hove, walked down and then Olga and I met and both very happy together at Stevie’s success. We knelt down and thanked our God for this and having been preserved through fifty years of active service.
7 February - Saturday
Stevie appointed to Southampton, Commodore Goodenough- Light Flotilla. Madge down with a throat.
9 February - Monday
To town to interview servant at Army & Navy Stores, who never turned up. Accosted one respectable middle aged lady and asked if she was waiting to see Olga (who was too unwell to go up). She was rather surprised and would wait in the lounge for over ½ an hour, so it made me shy of asking anyone else. Then I sat alongside an old dame thinking that she might be the cook and opened a letter the applicant had written so that she could see it. No response so I left at the end of an hour and went to the Club.
Met Beaumont and Henderson (Reginald). They congratulated me very warmly on my success in Australia. Went to Mrs Hunt in Marylebone and from there walked to Victoria Station.
Olga and I worked on my essay on the Navy (RAN).
10 February - Tuesday
Lou wrote letter complaining very much of school. Made Olga nervous. She does not want to stay after Easter. Miss Gifford and Miss Aitken wrote long letters in reply to mine that she might be leaving after Easter urging me not to take her away and offering to reduce terms if necessary. Wrote long letters to Lou, Gifford and Aitken saying I hoped to keep her there another term. Bertie proposes her going out in July or August to Cape.
A charming letter from Battenberg on my retirement.
11 February - Wednesday
To town with Olga, very rainy. Attended the meeting of Temperance at Caxton Hall. Sir Thomas Whittaker in the Chair. I spoke for a few minutes when the meeting was thrown open.
12 February - Thursday
To town with Olga by late train. Met Startins at Hotel Windsor. Then on to Lady Jellicoe where a drawing room meeting was being held in aid of the R.N.S Readers Society. 450 invitations sent out, 60 replies and about 30 present. Fawkes in the Chair. I spoke in support of the Society.
On returning home found Admiralty letter saying I had been placed on the retired list from 10th inst. C’est bien.
