HALF PAY - II

[England, Ireland and Switzerland]

1908

31 JULY 1908 - 17 JULY 1909

AT QUINTON CASTLE

31 July - Friday

Olga and I arrived here this morning in the Colleen which shortly after left for Queenstown. Lou and Madge here, both looking very well. Nini, Rivers and Walter also here. Nini leaving to-morrow for London, having turned this place over to us, with her motor. Whether we can afford to run it is open to doubt but nous verrons.

5 August - Wednesday

Yesterday, Olga, Lou and I motored to Ballywalter where the Dunleaths have a cricket week. A Couple of Teams staying in the House. Lady Dunleath very pleasant.

This morning a telegram, saying poor Stevie has Sinusitis and has gone to Hospital.

6 August - Thursday

Stevie probably be able to leave on Saturday.

7 August - Friday

Olga, self, nurse, Lou and Madge motored into Belfast, both the girls under Dentist. Madge shewed extraordinary character. We then motored, after doing a lot of shopping, out to Rathmore, Dunmurry and had tea with Gerald Coates and his wife (my cousin) Louise. Olga liked her very much.

11 August - Tuesday

Baldie’s birthday, 40 years of age.

Stevie arrived from Dartmouth having spent Sat to Monday with Mabel in London, who was most kind to him. He has done very well at the College and looks very well and is a great pleasure having him home with us.

Heard from Olga an extraordinary story of Hon E. W’s illness, giving birth to one of the boys. It appears that when in India, she drank some water with snakes spawn in it and incredible as it may seem, when she gave birth to the child, several snakes up to a foot long came out. The Doctor fainted and Colonel W. turned sick at the sight. E.W. told Olga this story of her illness, herself.

14 August - Friday

My 58th birthday. God has blessed me indeed through so many years. I worship and adore Him and my Saviour the Lord Jesus Christ. I pray I may always do His Will, by and through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

I motored into Belfast today with Stevie and Nurse Balneaves, who is leaving us for Admiralty House, to take care of Lady Paget’s child. Poor nurse very low.

Bought Bikes for self and Stevie. The latter biked back 30 miles to Quinton Castle.

I left Belfast at noon and soon after leaving Newtownards the motor broke down, and another motor coming along, I stopped it and asked them to take me into Portaferry, as they told me that they were going that way. Three gentlemen, Fergusons by name and their mother. They kindly brought me all the way to Q.C. where we gave them tea. They were charmed at seeing the Castle. I had spent an hour and a half in the Car, on the road, whilst Fellowes had borrowed a bike from a farm and gone into Newtownards for assistance.

23 August - Sunday

My beloved Olga’s birthday. May God bless her.

Yesterday we had a most successful party, having asked all the women and children over to tea from Tara Coast Guard Station, about 26 all told. They had games. Stevie and Lou leading most capitally in it all. Took many photographs.

27 August - Thursday

Stevie been rabbit shooting at Castle Ward twice, each time shooting 13 rabbits, using 12 bore double barrel the first time, and the second time my 16 bore. The first time that he has ever shot. The Bangors very pleased with his shooting and like him very much. I lunched one day there. Kathleen Ward there. Lady Bangor bad with gout.

This day, the Wilsons of Belvoir Park motored down. Mrs Wilson and the three girls and also Alex Wilson. They came to lunch and the girls bathed off the rocks, and after tea they left and we had a visit from Mrs Head, daughter of the late Colonel Saunderson. Mrs Bower and her naval cadet son also came.

28 August - Friday

Colonel Nugent of Portaferry Park came with the Langhams to tea and when they had left, Olga, Stevie and I motored to the Wilsons, Belvoir Park, about 30 miles and arrived in time for dinner. Mrs Wilson and the whole family most charming.

A beautiful house in a large park, about 3 miles outside Belfast. Once belonged to Lord Deramore, father of Eva Ker who married Olga’s cousin, Alfred Ker of Montalto.

29 August - Saturday

Lord and Lady Leitrim arrived for the week-end. I had met her before at Mulroy. Both nice people. She is pretty, slight and graceful, has bad health. He is quiet going fellow, following in his father’s foot steps, and carrying on his work at Mulroy.

Olga and I motored into Belfast to do some shopping. Weather very showery and damp. Alex Wilson runs a large Dairy of 45 Cows, all milked by machinery. The Byres are kept beautifully clean.

30 August - Sunday

Attended Service at Newtownards. Very well conducted by Rev. Mr Carmody, who preached a most excellent sermon, from the heart to the heart. I remained with Miss Wilson to Communion.

Mr Carmody came to tea. He and I had a long, long, talk together on the deepest subjects spiritual and also scientific. A most interesting person and earnest X.tian man.

Stevie yesterday shot rabbits and a couple of hares. Is making quite a reputation for himself as a good shot. He is made much of, as he is bright, energetic and amusing and lays himself out to please. My only fear is that it is tending to make him selfish and self concentrated, as I cannot help seeing this in the Home Life, where he cannot stand not having his own way. However, he is high principled and steady and fond of his parents and family and is improving as he grows older.

31 August - Monday

Dowager Marchioness of Dufferin came to lunch. Told me she had written asking us to come and stay at Clandeboye.

The Leitrims also want us to stay at Mulroy in October.

The trip has done my Olga much good. She is so much liked by everyone and always looks so graceful and thorough bred.

Stevie also much enjoyed himself. His first visit to a Country house party, and made himself most popular and liked. He looks so keen always and talks well, perhaps too much. Sometimes has very good manners.

Left in motor at 2.30 pm and called on Mrs Selina Maxwell at Groomsport. Found her at home and also Mrs Bobby Maxwell and her three boys staying with her. We stayed some time and had tea there. I liked them both. Selina Maxwell is mother-in-law of Mrs Bobby Maxwell and an earnest X.tian woman. Gave the three boys a letter of introduction to Curzon-Howe.

[The youngest of the three boys was Paddy Perceval Maxwell, who married Madge in 1929].

Motored home in a violent easterly gale of wind and rain. Fellowes had some difficulty in steering the car. Found the little girls well, Lou having done the Housekeeping very well during Olga’s absence.

3 September - Thursday

Raining and blowing easterly gale. Kitty Wilson arrived in their motor. A case of two is company, three none.

4 September - Friday

Mr Stewart’s bull jumped hurdles and followed our cow up to Court. Nini in great state of terror. I sent up to Mr Stewart and also told him, when I met him, of the danger this bull is, for once before last week it was found in the upper yard.

Mr Stewart went to drive it back along the grass by the Terrace. It charged him, hit him in the stomach and trampled on him, making him insensible. His brother and George Smith managed with some difficulty to pull him clear and haul him on to the terrace steps. The bull standing by to charge. I was informed and rushed down with brandy. He had partially recovered and was taken home by his wife and others.

5 September - Saturday

Kitty Wilson went home, having enjoyed her visit here. Rather a relief to us, as it is rather a struggle here, even a girl visitor, and children are so lacking in thought and selfish, which I suppose we equally were so in our youth, through lack of experience.

Poor Stevie had a collision on his Bike, with the Postman in drive, at a corner, and got a very nasty knock on his shin.

12 September - Saturday

Week gone quickly. Wet and stormy, a few visitors. Lady de Ros and her two daughters, Mrs Ross and Miss Dawson to tea yesterday. Mrs Ross very pleasant and cheery. Lady de Ros rather heavy.

Yesterday, Lou, Stevie and self bicycled out to Portavogie, 7 miles and turned into a very nice clean cottage and had a very good tea there for the sum of 2/-. We returned about 6.30 pm and had a very enjoyable afternoon. I much enjoyed going out with my children. Dear Olga not able to accompany us.

16 September - Wednesday

Stevie out at 4 am this morning with Fellowes, shooting in the marshes.

Last Monday, all the maids, 4 in number, were sent up to Belfast in the motor for a day’s outing which they much enjoyed.

17 September - Thursday

Our dear boy left us at 3 pm for Belfast to return to the RNC Dartmouth. We shall much miss him.

21 September - Monday

Last few days very damp and touched up my rheumatism a good deal, especially at night time. If I get the Reserves, the first thing I shall do is to go through a course of waters at Buxton.

Madge sick last night. Lou also not been very well the last few days from a chill.

On Saturday, I accompanied Rivers to the Infirmary, Downpatrick and had an 8 mile drive on the Strangford side in an open car, each way.

25 September - Friday

Lou not been very well, the last few days, slight inflammation of the bladder. One sometimes feels how isolated this place is from Doctors etc. Weather all this week been very cold and damp. Wind NE.

26 September - Saturday

Anniversary of my dear Mother’s birthday, born 1826, died 29 July 1875.

Left after lunch for Clandeboye, about 2 miles from Bangor. House Party. Lady Antrim from Glenarm Castle, Sir Gilbert and Lady Parker. He is Governor of Barbados. Mrs Wilson and Alec Wilson, Rev. Forsyth, Chaplain to Lord O’Neill, Shane Castle. Dowg. Lady Dufferin and Lady Hermione Blackwood and three little girls of present Marquis, only of the family present.

27 September - Sunday

Attended service in private Chapel, read the lessons for Forsyth who conducted the service.

In afternoon we all went up to Helen’s Tower, 2½ miles from the house, in the Park, some walking and others driving. A very fine view obtained from the top, of Belfast and Strangford Loughs. It was built by late Lord D. in memory of his mother and opened in 1850 and in one of the rooms is an account of its being opened by Lady D’s mother and amongst those, signing the document is Richard Ker, Olga’s father.

In the evening, some stupid games of drawing. After the ladies had retired, Wilson, Forsyth and myself had a long talk on spiritual matters, until midnight. Both Wilson and Forsyth are inclined to higher criticism and I noticed in talking to them, how much is assumed and other possible solutions altogether left out of sight, the tendency being to cast doubts on the written word.

Lady Antrim, whom I took into dinner one night, is very pleasant and we had a long talk together on things in general. She is Lady-in-Waiting to the Queen.

Lady Hermione is a nice woman, much engaged in nursing and other work. Lady Dufferin hardly gives one the idea of having occupied the greatest positions any subject could hold, although she is quite grande dame. Lord D. seems to have been most extravagant in every way.

The first evening, just as the dinner gong rang, on leaning down to pick up something for Olga, an enormous crack and tear took place in the seat of my breeches. No time to do anything, so letting them down as far as possible, I placed myself in different postures, standing and sitting and under Olga’s inspection it was decided I could, with care, run the gauntlet of the dinner and the evening, which I did most successfully. The tear was a double one six inches long and 4 inches across the seat.

28 September - Monday

Motored from Clandeboye to Montalto and found Edith Ker at home, also the son David, a giant 6 ft 3½ ins and a very nice fellow. Edith most affectionate.

We left at 4.30 pm and just got home before dark having motored 110 miles from Clandeboye. I was very glad at having seen Montalto. Money is required there. Dick Ker has run through money, poor chap, he is in hospital at Belfast, operation for piles.

I saw in a book there, by Henry Moore, date 1756, a list of subscribers, one being Mr David Kerr, and as there were a lot of Esq and Mr’s, I conclude the Mr’s were merchants and that Mr David Kerr was the Alderman and that the second ‘r’ has been dropped since.

3 October - Saturday

The Houstons motored over to tea and Captain Bowen-Colhurst of the 2nd Irish Rifles biked over from Downpatrick. An earnest X.tian young man.

5 October - Monday

Sent motor for Governess and the three little Ladies Blackwood, to Clandeboye. They arrived at 11 am having come over in an hour. Our children much enjoyed having other children to stay. They are nice little things. Doris the eldest - 13, Ursula and Patsy (Patricia) 6 - Madge’s friend. Olga and I had a very pleasant bike ride into Portaferry and back.

Hunter offers to come as Chauffeur by the month. Can we afford it? Nini writes that Etrennes has been turned over to St John and that Miss Halle has retired from it and that now it is pulling round all right. She does not intend to return to Quinton, as she cannot leave Etrennes.

6 October - Tuesday

Yesterday the three young ladies Blackwood came down, we sent the motor to Clandeboye for them. Lou and Madge had a pleasant time on the beach with them. They left today. Doris 13, Ursula 11 (did not care for her), Patsy 6 - a nice little thing, so is Doris.

8 October - Thursday

Left in motor for Belfast, Rivers accompanying me. Blowing hard and raining at times and embarked on board SS Antrim for Heysham, leaving at 9 am. A cabin was reserved for me.

TO LONDON

9 October - Friday

Had a rough passage across as far as the Isle of Man. Arrived at Heysham 4 am and left at 5 am for The Elms, Kegworth Station. Arrived in time for B’fst and found Charlotte looking very well. Mrs Bythell not well, but improving. She is 80, a year younger than Charlotte.

11 October - Sunday

Yearsleys dined last night. The conversation and outlook in this place is very localised and limited and I find it very trying at times.

Service at St Michael’s, musical and hollow. Go out driving every day, calling on different people. Yesterday met General Burn-Murdoch at the Pagets. Met Sir Ernest Paget this morning. He is a rough diamond and not much manners.

17 October - Saturday

During the last week been driving about every afternoon with Charlotte, visiting people. Lady Byron and her husband.

Rev. S. Douglas called, both very cheery as usual

Had tea with Major and Mrs Tennant yesterday, at St Ann’s Manor. I consider them the nicest people about here.

I’ve had a very satisfactory meeting of Coffee House Committee and decided to spend about £20 on improvements, of which I have already received £13 in subscriptions.

Lunched with Mrs Walter Paget at Loughboro. C. driving us in. Met Mrs Hunter there, a dear old lady and took the afternoon train to London, arriving at 30 Belgrave Road in time for dinner. Bertie and Mabel gave me a hearty welcome.

18 October - Sunday

Attended W. Chapel, but Dr Morgan not back yet. Did not care for Dr Len Broughton so much. In the evening went to the Congregational Chapel opposite 30 B. R.

19 October - Monday

Bertie and I went to see Sir John Fisher at the Admiralty, but found he was not coming that day. I met many old friends at the Club.

20 October - Tuesday

Bertie and I lunched with Sir John Fisher, only Miss Fisher there. My original intention had been to see Sir John and ask him to get me the RNR, but missing him twice, I decided that it was not intended, I should do so, and I tore up the letter that I had written to him.

I saw May, who told me West had no chance of promotion and also Evan Thomas, and told him not to forget to tell 1st Lord that I was a candidate for RNR.

Mrs Newenham, Mabel’s cousin dined.

21 October - Wednesday

I went down with Mr Harvey to look at a house, he had advertised in the papers (MP) having had some correspondence with him about it. We left at 7.55 am and got to Felpham, a village near Bognor about 12 o’c.

I found the house, small but quite nice and old fashioned. No garden, but its great drawback, too close to the road, only a few feet off it, and with motors rushing by and bye in the summer, it would be unbearable, besides which, the country is very uninteresting and flat, too far from the sea.

A great Trafalgar night dinner at the Navy Club at Whitehall Rooms. 215 being present. John Durnford, being President, and Rudyard Kipling the guest of the evening. Durnford made good speeches and R. Kipling also spoke very well.

Much applause, but what struck me a good deal was that when Sir Gerard Noel got up to propose the Chairman’s health, the applause was most continuous, evidently being marked for some special reason; viz. antagonism to Sir John Fisher and Sir Gerard in his speech skated on thin ice now and then, for he is no speaker.

It was very interesting meeting lots of old friends and shipmates, one Lieut Rason, I had not met for 25 years. He has just come home from being Commissioner of the New Hebrides.

22 October - Thursday

Paid a visit to The Ideal Home at Olympia, going with Nini, very interesting. Visited the stall where the crèche is exhibited. Lady Helmsley being in charge. Nini and Lady Londonderry embraced very warmly and Lady L. said she was coming down to see us.

Then I went to the White City and visited the Fine Arts and Models of ships. I thought the French Section better than the English. Met Colonel Watson and Lord Teynham there.

23 October - Friday

Left 30 Belgrave Road and came to 27 Halsey Street. Met Lel, who is looking very well and took her out to lunch. She is doing very well with her songs and also accompanies people when in town, charging 4/- each time.

Inspecting Houses. When I went to 13 Elm Park Gardens, to look at house, who should I meet but Mrs Guise, one of the Napiers, sister to the Captain Napier. Mrs Gerard Napier the mother only died a short time ago. We went over house, but rent too much for me, £160 a year. Sent three telegrams to Olga. Letters came from 30 Belgrave Road.

Met Sir Edmund Poë at Club, very old friend of mine, just returned from commanding the South African Station. He told me that Sir John had destroyed the camaraderie of the Service and said Officers were all partisans of Sir John or Lord Charles Beresford and would not speak to each other.

I said I could not credit this. He replied - “You do not hear anything about this as you were Chief of the Staff to Sir John” and we had a long talk together, ending up by Poë saying - “However, everyone in the Service knows you are a man of honour and would never do a dirty thing and no one has ever breathed a word against you.”

25 October - Sunday

Attended West Chapel morning and evening. At the latter service the place was packed, many standing. Dr Len Broughton preached a most powerful sermon for an hour and ten minutes on the coming of our Lord and I was much helped and blessed.

Called on Francie at 60 Eaton Place, looking very well, and then on to Ella staying at 21 Inverness Terrace with the Kesterens and then on to poor Mrs Watson who is so ill and going down with Colonel Watson tomorrow to Tunbridge Wells.

26 October - Monday

Went down to Chatham to lunch with Bertie, and see the Indomitable. I went all over her, a wonderful construction. The guns were worked for me. I was much struck with the great ingenuity shewn in all the mechanism of loading etc.

Bertie shewed me the very affectionate letter written to him by the Prince of Wales, beginning My dear ‘Kinger’ and ending up in the same way. Quite a long letter. He also gave Bertie a magnificent silver cup, with an inscription on it.

Dined with Captain and Mrs Jolliffe at the Grand Hotel.

27 October - Tuesday

Lel lunched with me today. Engaged a young Italian, to come over to Quinton and help generally in the house. Asked Nini to help, as she is saving £70 by my staying on until the end of January. She will give me £15 to assist in the extra expense of servants. She is a curious person.

28 October - Wednesday

Francie told me that Ted and Lord xx some years ago, had lent Sir Henry Drummond Wolff £500 each, upon which Sir Henry had paid interest regularly, until his death the other day. Upon his death, it was found he had died in debt and as the son is no good, Ted has decided to cut the loss.

Micky at lunch looking very, well home on leave.

Left at 6 pm with Aldo B, Italian Swiss, for Belfast.

RETURN TO QUINTON

29 October - Thursday

Arrived at Quinton Castle about noon, having come down in the Reliance Motor Bus from Newtownards. Found my beloved wife looking very well and children also. Stevie sent a wire that he was 2nd out of 80 in the fortnightly exam. Very good. “Christ at the Helm, the Hand Divine, Will Shape our Cause, through rough and fine. (GKH)”

1 November - Sunday

Having no motor makes it difficult to get into Church.

8 November - Sunday

Been under the weather, the last week with a bad cold. Dear Olga troubled also. The week has gone very quickly and nothing much seems to have been done, but I am sure that there is work for me, wherever you are placed, and here I believe it is in the family and by prayer.

14 November - Saturday

Walter’s birthday, 37. On the 11th was Charlotte’s, 81.

Offered Nini to act as Trustee for Walter. She refused and said she had invested Rivers’ and Walter’s money in the best way and so on. She quite misunderstood my motives. If anything happened to Nini, they must have their money, or what is left of it (as Nini is using it) and that means it would be all gone in a very short time. I could not let them starve.

The Dunvilles motored down this afternoon, the whisky people. No news about Reserves. At times I have a most uneasy feeling they will not come my way. However Proverbs III 5.6 is my support and comfort.

18 November - Wednesday

Had a long letter from Elise, telling me of how badly Rob and Lizzie had treated Miss Hudson, getting the latter to invest £1200 in the Tea Shop at 20 Place Vendôme and then spending most of it to pay off debts. Lizzie now has been declared bankrupt and is running the Tea Shop for six years and in that time has to pay 50% of debts. The rent of 20 P.V. is £1000 a year.

Rob does not work and I am afraid has been, from what Elise says, the cause of Lizzie’s demoralisation. It is very sad. Miss Hudson is remaining there, as she has some influence over Lizzie and is hoping to make the place pay.

21 November - Saturday

Got on very well with one outside man only. Tom Smith went off in a huff on Monday, because I insisted on his keeping fairly good time.

Heard from Bertie. Just off to Aranci Bay in the Indomitable for Gun Layers and Battle Practice. He saw Bridgeman at Portsmouth, who said he heard that I was going to Reserves, but I put no dependence on this.

Bridgeman told Bertie that Slade was going to relieve Warrender on East Indian Station as Admiralty wished to get rid of him as D.N.I. Bertie does not think that Slade knows this himself, for Bertie and I met him in a corridor at Admiralty about a month ago. B said “I hear you are at cross swords with Ad’ty. and leaving.” He denied it.

Raining and blowing hard. Not much chance of French barque getting off the South Rock.

Heard from Slade yesterday. He told me that he had not been consulted as to Lowry’s successor at War College, and did not think Bayly a good choice.

26 November - Thursday

Lunched with Nugents at Portaferry House. Met Mr Arthur Nugent from Carlingford Lough.

28 November - Saturday

Those wretched antiquated Lords have thrown out the Licensing Bill. It is time they were mended or ended.

29 November - Sunday

Biked into Church. A very poor sermon from Mr Greer.

30 November - Monday

Up all night with Madge, having given her a dose from a prescription of my grandfather’s, which I found some time back and it must be some 80 years old.

I find it a little trying at times, this uncertainty of employment, or otherwise, and shall be glad when I have finished with it all and D.V. spend a few years of leisure on a well earned retirement.

I first went to the Britannia in January 1864 and to sea in the Narcissus in April 1865, when 14½ years old and was on the Brazilian Station and returned home from Australia in July 1867. My father at the time, being Capt. Superintendent of Sheerness Dockyard.

Olga, I am glad to say better. We shall be glad to have our own little home.

6 December - Sunday

Biked into church. Presbyterian, very old fashioned, which I liked. Tuning fork etc. Reminded me irresistibly of my boyhood days, when I went with my mother to Kirk at Halifax NS.

Decide to move over to England the end of January.

13 December - Sunday

Cold weather. Walked into Portaferry with Walter this afternoon. Dear little Lou disagreeable cold. She has not been well lately and I rather think internal catarrh. Our dear boy doing very well at Dartmouth.

No news about Reserves. Henderson writes, he hopes, I shall get an app’t. “Ere long.” I hope he has heard something.

Let me remember our dear Lord’s words “Seek first His Kingdom.” I can surely leave everything in His Hands, as regards this life and by His Help be a blessing and help to others.

Bertie writes from Aranci Bay, doing very well in the Indomitable.

My beloved wife better since she has worked so much on the Rockery and looking very well.

15 December - Tuesday

Robbie 52 years old yesterday.

Drove up in carriage to Newtownards. Took over 3 hours. Very cold and foggy. Arrived Belfast noon and drove out to Belvoir Park, where I lunched, meeting young Mrs Ward there who married Lord Bangor’s eldest son. We afterwards motored into the town and did some shopping.

At 6 pm I left Belvoir in a cab and dense fog and after a 7 mile drive, arrived at Parkmount. The fog being so thick that in the avenue I ran into car with Colonel Fortescue on board, who had run into the hedge.

The dinner party consisted of Sir Robert and Lady Anderson (Lord Mayor and Lady Mayoress), Their Excellencies the Aberdeens, Lord and Lady Pirrie, Sir John and Lady Byers, Sir Otto and Lady Jaffé, Lord and Lady Haddo and a few others. Suite. Captain Coates and Lord Anson.

Sir Robert a strong teetotaller, gave no wine of any kind at dinner, and I admired his consistency and also his witness for Christ, in the form and manner of saying grace before the meal.

After dinner, we all went on to the Town Hall, where a great reception was held of nearly 3000 people. I walked up as one of the suite of their Ex’s. There was good music, the Band of the Rifles, glee singers and Madame Drinkwater (Mrs Hill) sang beautifully. The Town Hall is a magnificent building, the finest in the UK and the large Hall very magnificent.

There was supper going on all the time and a special room for their Ex’s at which I went also with them, at their table, one large round table, 15, and four others 8 to 10 each. His Ex made a nice little speech, as it was Sir Robert’s 71 birthday and he certainly looks much younger.

After supper, the Aberdeens asked me to come to their private room and we had a long talk for nearly ½ an hour. Lady A. asking my advice about some trouble going on at Cork. They both said how much they appreciated all we had done for them and meant it too and said that “I knew that they would do anything for me” and wanted to speak to 1st. Lord about Reserves, but I begged them not to do so. When I came out all the guests had gone and only suite remained, so I got back to Belvoir about 12.45 am. Found Alex Wilson waiting up for me.

16 December - Wednesday

Motor went in and brought Stevie out to Breakfast. He had travelled from Dartmouth via Kingstown. A cold, long and expensive journey. It cost £3.10. He is looking very well, perceptibly older (nearly 16), not much grown and has done uncommonly well at RNC. I am proud of his success.

Started with Mrs and Miss Wilson in their motor for Quinton at 11.30 am. Hardly left the City when the tyre burst, so had to go to shop. Eventually Stevie and I went down alone and arrived 3.30 pm, passing the Reliance Motor bus broken down on the road, where she had been 4 hours.

20 December - Sunday

Held a short service for the children in the Long Room.

Captain Moore, District Captain, came to lunch and stayed until 9.30 pm. He told me several cases, where the R.C. Priest had interfered with the R.C. Station Officer in his duty and brought pressure to bear upon him.

21 December - Monday

Drove with Stevie to Tara W.S.S. and witnessed Captain Moore mobilising and drilling the station which he did very well.

Biked into Portaferry with Stevie.

Christmas Day - Friday

Spent very pleasantly with the children. Lou, dear child, gave me bags worked with her own hand. Stevie enjoying himself. He has done so well at R.N.C, come out 10th and such a good report. Tutor recommending he should have a good time on leave, as he has taken it out of himself working so hard.

27 December - Sunday

Weather bad. Held a little service at home and spoke on Justification to Walter and the three children.

28 December - Monday

A terrific SE gale. Stevie and I to the top of Keep and watched the waves breaking on rocks. Decided to take furnished house at Brighton, 14 Walsingham Road. I believe we have been led there.

1909

1 January - Friday

Quinton Castle - Portaferry.

Looking back over the past year, I can truly and surely say “Goodness and mercy hath followed me and all my dear ones.” Dear little Lou persevered through what might have been a fatal illness. Stevie done so well at College and much improved in every way. Going to be a comfort to me in my old age. My precious wife stronger and everything to me. The years as they go on find us closer and closer together, please God, throughout the eternal ages. Madge growing, a clever child. All our dear sisters and brothers spared to us and to one another.

I look forward with hope and confidence to this year, knowing that “He will lead me.”

I am out of debt, or very nearly so, but need to exercise great prudence and care, not to have the load on my mind again, which has borne so heavily all through my life. Praise God for His Love and Mercy, manifested through and by Jesus Christ. Help me to do thy Will. To care anxiously for those near and dear to me and order my life, so as to influence them for their spiritual welfare.

11 January - Monday

Dear ED’s birthday.

12 January - Tuesday

Our dear boy left us for a visit to 43 Ennismore Gardens before returning to RNC Dartmouth. It has been most enjoyable having him home and the time has passed only too quickly.

AT 14 WALSINGHAM ROAD, BRIGHTON

15 January - Friday

We left Quinton Castle on Wednesday last, having ordered a Buss from Newtownards. We proceeded to load it up and very soon found that a lot of our luggage could not be carried and so as time was pressing, we had to leave 11 articles, Trunks and Portmanteaus on the ground, getting Walter to hasten off with a telegram to Tara Coast Guard, to wire to Copeland of Newtownards to send a van down. Off we started and driving through the Yard, were brought up by the cross beam catching the 4 Bikes. So they had to be unloaded and loaded up again and at last we got away, myself, Olga, Lou, Madge, Minnie the Cook inside and Aldo the Station man servant outside, who is leaving us in account of his having epileptic fits.

We had a long drive up to Newtownards of three hours, where we took the train and arrived at Belfast soon after 4 pm. Drove across in a Buss and took train for Larne, where we embarked on board the Princess Maud (a turbine).

We had a following half gale and got over to Stranraer after a fair passage, in fact a good passage, and embarking in a third class reserved carriage started off. Lou soon off to sleep, but Madge having slept in steamer, would not go to sleep until about 2.35 am. Arriving in London 7.30 am.

Aldo said good-bye and went off and we drove across to Victoria in a Buss and had B’fst there. Our dear boy Stevie met us, looking well. He had enjoyed himself very much, having been at two dances and going to Princes Skating Rink. Edie also came to see us. We arrived at Brighton 11.20, got into a Buss and drove to 14 Walsingham Road. All of us very tired. Francie and Eddy came down by the same train and went to Norfolk Hotel for the night. This is a nice little house.

18 January - Monday

Yesterday walked to Church. Just before reaching the Parish Church, I met a couple bearing Bibles in their hands, so I turned and followed them to a small Hall and found myself with the Brethren, who asked me various questions. I told them my name and said that I belonged to no particular denomination, but went wherever I could hear about the Lord Jesus Christ, so no further difficulty was made and I partook of the Lord’s Supper, about 30 being present.

Much earnestness prevailed and nearly everyone read and discoursed on some portion of the Scripture. I do earnestly desire that I may be loosened from every hindrance that is preventing me from an entire consecration of self to the Lord Jesus Christ. There is something choking my spiritual growth. I believe I shall have the grace and help to enable me to run the course free from all weights if I am downright earnest about it.

This afternoon, whilst out walking with the children, ED and Lel joined us. The latter having come over from Emsworth for the afternoon.

Olga and I had a very helpful talk together.

21 January - Thursday

Our dear boy 16 years of age today. Wired and wrote to him.

22 January - Friday

In response to a letter from Admiral Henderson of Reserves, I went up to see him. He told me that he was leaving in June, or July, and that he had, in a letter to Sir John Fisher, said he considered that I was the proper man to succeed him from every point of view and especially as I was willing to keep Manisty, his Secretary, who was au fait with everything. There would be continuity in running the C.Guard and Reserves, in all the changes that were taking place.

He told me that there were several candidates for the post, and he believed Inglefield was one, and we both thought that if this was the case he, having been a Lord of the Admiralty, would probably carry too many guns for me. After lunch, Henderson went to see Graham Greene to interest him, as he has so much to do in all these Committees, especially about the C.G.

I returned to Brighton and feel my chances are not so good as I thought, but whatever happens, I can trust my loving Saviour and Master and give thanks, his Grace assisting me. I thank God.

30 January - Saturday

Unable to find a suitable house. Very disappointing as I get on in years, I feel the need of a home not only for myself, but for my wife and family.

I am very thankful we came here as it led to Lou being thoroughly examined by a Doctor and found what we suspected, that she has dorsal curvature of the spine and altogether is not thriving. So last night she started under Mrs Graham’s treatment massage and exercise, which D.V. will eventually put her right.

31 January - Sunday

Olga and I went to the Countess of Huntingdon’s Chapel. We liked the service very much. The Minister though earnest, was much too flowery and aiming at effect. A good looking man, but his sermon lacked power.

2 February - Tuesday

Bertie and Mabel came down to lunch. Bertie told me that Bridgeman, on being asked to go as 2nd Sea Lord, said he would only go on conditions, so Sir John Fisher asked him to come and see him and the interview lasted an hour. Bridgeman said he would not go unless his conditions were fulfilled and a guarantee given.

Sir John argued and appealed, telling Bridgeman that he would be 1st Lord some day and could then do what he wished. “No” said Bridgeman “that won’t do.” Sir John at last gave in, though as Bridgeman told Bertie, he was almost reduced to tears by Sir John, then Sir John said, “Well now it is settled, who is to tell the Cat” and it was ultimately decided that Bridgeman should see McKenna himself, and he stood out with him, the same as with Sir John.

Two of the conditions were that Rosyth should be proceeded and pushed on and a certain number of Battleships built. At the third interview McKenna gave in and told Bridgeman that he had insisted on a minimum number of B.Ships and in fact that this number exceeded what Bridgeman insisted on. He said “If I do not get them, I shall resign and shall expect you to do the same.” “Of course I will”, replied B, “and also the whole Board will resign also.” The only thing left is that he should have a Captain for an assistant to deal with the Lieutenants, instead of a civilian clerk doing so. Bridgeman deserves the thanks of the whole service for what he has done.

4 February - Thursday

Dear Meta was born in 1852.

7 February - Sunday

Continue to hear good news from Stevie. He is doing very well there.

Went to St John the Baptist’s Church this morning, heard a most excellent sermon from Canon Flynn. Attended children’s service at 3 pm and a service for men at 3.45, all of which I liked very much. This afternoon, Canon Flynn spoke on the Parable of the Rich man and Lazarus and opened it out in a way I have never heard or thought of and all on strictly scriptural lines.

10 February - Thursday

Yesterday, I took Madge to be overhauled by Dr Uhthoff, a very clever Doctor, he thoroughly examined her and also her eyes. I was greatly relieved, after a thorough investigation to hear the verdict that nothing was the matter with her eyes. Both Olga and I dreaded a contrary verdict. I thank God.

Took Olga to Dr Copeman this afternoon to have her throat cauterised. He did it very well.

Negotiations about 7 Albany Villa in progress. Trustees asking £100 a year. I only want to give £90 a year.

14 February - Sunday

Went to Countess Huntingdon’s Chapel, Dr Figgis and heard Rev E L Hamilton preach, our friend that we knew at Bath some years back, he preached so well.

Took Lou to afternoon children’s service at St Johns, which I am glad to say she liked very much. Alice Startin (Mrs) and Baron Porcelli to tea, the latter a very out and out X.tian man.

18 February - Thursday

Stevie doing very well at the College. No. 4 out of 80.

19 February - Friday

Olga and I to London to attend McKenna’s reception. Olga to her Club and I to rooms Mrs Callin, 6 Norris Street, Haymarket (Club lodgings).

We looked at all kinds of things for house and called on the Watsons. Mrs Watson improving. The reception very crowded and we met numbers of old friends, who all seemed very glad to see us. Got home about midnight. We heard afterwards, that a suffragette got up on a chair.

20 February - Saturday

Returned to Hove. Saw Mabel and Bertie last night. Breakfasted at club. Douglass told me he thought that it was time for Fisher to leave and that Vavaseur had taken offence at something Fisher had done and instead of leaving him £3000, left only £1000 and also substituted someone else as Trustee to will and only left ... ...... [?], enough to keep up estate, on condition he changed his name to Vavaseur.

23 February - Tuesday

Ella came over for the day, from Emsworth - most enjoyable. Adm. Hoskyns and Gracie H. came over with Ella and came to tea.

Hoskyns told me that the feeling against Moore, Bacon and others was very bitter, as it was considered they told Fisher everything. I hardly think this is possible.

Took the chair at a Lantern lecture on Miss Weston’s work in Navy. Olga and Lou accompanied me. Room very full.

2 March - Tuesday

In Bed all Friday, Sat. and Sunday with bronchial cough. Still have it on me. Dear Olga been most sweetly attentive, nursing me night and day. Lou also now laid up.

Hope to fix up House, 7 Albany Villas, this week.

5 March - Friday

Better today. Hope to get out tomorrow. Lou down with cold and temperature. Dear Olga managing for everyone.

Weather been very cold up to today, but a change taking place, I hope.

9 March - Tuesday

Lou not quite convalescent. Madge in bed, temperature. Convalescent myself. Olga pulled down. H. Parlourmaid has to leave suddenly and Minnie the Cook heard today of the sudden death of her brother in Canada, leaves tomorrow, so we are in a whirl rather.

Heard from Battenberg, who agrees with me that it is a pity the personal jealousy and dislike between Fisher and Beresford should have come to such a head.

Bertie had a nasty trip up to the Forth. Heavy snow storm etc.

14 March - Sunday

Yesterday an old female, collecting for the Albion Refuge Home called. She discovered I was living here, by seeing an old service envelope lying in the gutter just outside my door. She had collected from me at Southsea, some years back, but is now in a bad way and lately come out of the workhouse and is afraid she will have to go in again, as she is unable to collect much. She gets 1/6 in the £1. Gave her tea and relieved her necessities.

Snowing and very cold.

15 March - Monday

Left Hove for Portsmouth and got on board Indomitable in time for lunch. She was lying alongside the Jetty. Bertie had our cousin Marian Richardson to lunch and Ella who joined me on the train. Marian Richardson a smart young woman, from Chicago and rich, married our second cousin. Richardson, son of Archdeacon Richardson of London - Ontario.

At 4 pm we went out to Spithead.

Today is Bertie’s birthday. I remember his being born in 1862 at Falmouth in the afternoon.

16 March - Tuesday

Ran up to 20 Knots, trying the new Vernon Torpedo, that runs up to 7 and 8000 yards, at speed of 35 knots. The air is heated. Runs very successful.

17 March - Wednesday

Ran 25 to 26 knots in Sandown Bay, trying Torpedoes which went off very successfully.

Richardson has invented a process of hardening armour plates and the trial of one of his plates, ½ inch, on board Excellent stood the firing of rifle bullet at 5 yards which penetrated the ordinary plate at 70 yards.

Bertie told me that the King told him to give all the details of the trip to Quebec, so that he could tell the Emperor of Germany, when he paid his visit to him. Bertie replied “Sir John Fisher impressed upon me that the particulars of the trip were to be kept secret”. The King laughed and said “Sir John talks a great deal too much himself.”

Bertie said that, in reference to Beresford’s appointment to Channel Fleet, Bridgeman then second in Med. was used as go between C.B. and Lord Tweedmouth, then in Admiralty yacht. C.B. said he would take it for six months, Lord T. sent Bridgeman back and said he must say “yes” or “no.” He shillied and shallied, first saying he would and then he would not and at last just as Bridgeman was going over the side of the Surprise he said, he would take it under the usual conditions.

18 March - Thursday

Dined last night in the Ward Room.

Bad weather all today. Last night the Fleet Engineer told me that the Engineer of Fairfields Works on the Clyde, where Indomitable was built, was told by his wife that she was standing on a jetty near which the ship passed on her way down the Clyde, she heard a boy in German say to his mother “If we had known she would have passed so close too, I could have brought father’s cap and thrown it on board to him.” Evidently shewing that a German workman had been employed on board.

19 March - Friday

Landed and had an interview with Miss Weston and Miss Wintz, who are being bitterly attacked, publicly and privately, the latter being headed by Capt. J. Hall of the Submarine Service. I am to be a Trustee and have advised Miss Weston to form an advisory Committee, etc.

Lunched at Emsworth with dear Baldie and Lel. Boys boxed and did gymnastics. Lel doing very well with her songs. Miss Cooper has taken a great fancy to Lel. Had a long talk with Lel about her financial matters and arranged everything.

Home to dear Olga and children by 5 pm.

23 March - Tuesday

Olga and I went up to London to 11 Chester Terrace.

27 March - Saturday

We returned home yesterday having had a very tiring time in London. Yesterday I went to Greville MacDonald and he thoroughly examined my nose and throat. Removed a polyp from nose and said my vocal chords were much inflamed and then also added there is something there that must be very carefully watched.

I asked him bluntly if there was any chance of its being malignant, he did not think it was and has put me under treatment, and I see him again in about a fortnight and if no better, he will remove a small part and examine it microscopically and if malignant will advise an operation which he says are most successful when connected with the throat

What a vista opens out to me. What a shadow. How real the things of eternity become.

Just signed lease of house and hoping for Reserves.

I pray my Lord, He will bless the means being employed for my restoration to health. How precious dear ones become. I have partially told the best and dearest of wives, so devoted and watchful over me.

29 March - Monday

Bertie wired yesterday, that he was coming down. I met him at Brighton Station. My letter to him from Harrods after being at MacDonalds had alarmed him, though I said little. Also it appears Olga wrote on Saturday, saying she felt that there was something on my mind.

I told Bertie, exactly my fears and my dread of giving my beloved wife a shock. He advised me to do so and also if it should turn out a serious matter, pay a fine and get out of lease and in the meantime stop furnishing.

So on arrival home, Bertie told my beloved Olga, who at once poured out on me her devoted love and sympathy and proved indeed, as she always has in the past, a true helpmeet and comforter and a great load was taken off my mind.

Bertie returned after lunch, a brother indeed, so cheery, hopeful and practical. My precious wife said “You are my all and having said that I dare say no more” and I pray my gracious God and Father to spare me for a few years more to be with the best and most unselfish of wives and the dearest of children.

1 April - Thursday

Dear Bertie went to see Dr Vincent last Monday and was quite reassured about my case. His letters very cheery. On Tuesday was their wedding day, four years ago.

4 April - Sunday

Dear Olga and I are longing for the next interview with MacDonald to be over, but I have a rest and comfort in trusting all to the Lord Jesus Christ.

11 April - Sunday - Easter Day

Last Wednesday, Olga and I went to London and to MacDonald, Bertie accompanying us. To our great disappointment, the growth was still there and at 6 pm I went back with Olga and Francie, and under cocaine, had it removed. The size, about an inch long and thickness of large twine.

I felt the shock rather and remained at Mabel’s for the night. Dear Olga who has been such a comfort to me, going to her Club. Francie most kind and sympathetic.

Thursday morning, Francie had Dr Morgan a Homeopathic to see me, but my throat was in a very inflamed state, however, he thought it was best to do whatever MacDonald thought right. If malignant, to have part of vocal chord removed. The growth is now being microscopically investigated and on Wednesday next, I go up with my precious wife and hear the result and shall be very thankful when the matter is decided. It is a heavy shadow over us, but I am sure God will give us the requisite strength to bear it.

Stevie passes through London on Wednesday also, to Berlin, which complicates matters, as he must not know anything. He has been doing so well at College and is a dear boy and comfort to me.

17 April - Saturday

On Wednesday last, Olga and I went up to London, leaving Hove at 10 am, a heavy burden on our hearts. A few days ago I had received a tractlet from Dom. Wolfe Murray which pointed out that when we cannot feel what we pray, yet if our will is in the prayer, God does accept the offering of our lips. This gave me great comfort and I knelt down and thanked God for what was coming as I fully anticipated an operation was required.

We were met by Stevie at the Station, looking so well and off we went to the Stores and kitted him up, not letting him know anything about my case, then to lunch at Francie’s, where Madge was (who had come up with us). Mabel and Bertie also lunching there.

Dear Olga I could see was dreading the verdict, as I also was, but Olga afterwards told me God had given her great assurance about my case not being malignant.

Then leaving Stevie with Madge, Olga, Bertie and I went off to Dr Greville MacDonald’s, 85 Harley St and had to wait ½ and hour, as he had some one with him. It was a most trying ½ hour I have ever spent. Then Bertie and I went in and oh what joy, my eyes filled with tears, with a heart full of gratitude, as my dear friend G. MacDonald took my hand and said it was a benign growth and shewed us the report sent by the Laboratory. The growth is due to long catarrh of the vocal chords.

Bertie went in and told my beloved wife and then went off to 60 Eaton Place where he saw dear Francie’s face at the window watching. He waved his hand. How kind and sympathetic dear Francie has been.

With a light heart, Olga, Stevie and I went out for an hour’s drive in a four wheeler, so that we might have a talk to each other quietly and having had tea with Bertie and Mabel, Olga and I went down to Brighton, our dear boy seeing us off.

He went off himself at 8.30 pm to Berlin via Flushing. On Friday yesterday, I went up to attend Committee Meeting of Missions to Deep Sea Fishermen, first lunching at dear Francie’s and seeing Dr Morgan as she wished.

After lunch I called at 16 Queen Anne’s Gate to see Lady Fisher ‘Not at home’, but as I was going out, Sir John came out of the Dining Room and talked to me and said “What are you doing?” and when I said I wished for Reserves, he said “Well Admiral Henderson recommended you and I sent your name into the First Lord, but you must put it out of your mind, for the 1st Lord wishes to put some one in to make a vacancy elsewhere” and I said “Well I hope you will do what you can for me.” He said he would, but said emphatically “There is no use your thinking of it. I expect Inglefield is going there.” Well as my dear wife and I agreed, this disappointment, what is it after the blessed relief from the dreadful load on our mind during the last three weeks.

Baldie came over to see us, most loving and sympathetic when told of our late trial.

18 April - Sunday

Walked out and saw Mrs Mount. We are now in 44 Ventnor Villas, having moved from Walsingham Road last Thursday.

19 April - Monday

Moved into 81 St Aubyns. Most comfortable rooms and very well furnished, those at 44 being very cramped.

Been at the house all day receiving furniture - very tired.

AT 7 ALBANY VILLAS, HOVE

26 April - Monday

Moved into 7 Albany Villas.

27 April - Tuesday

Olga to town to engage servants, returned Wednesday.

29 April - Thursday

Yesterday, I went to Portsmouth to attend the Annual Meeting of the R.N.T.S. A large number being present.

Miss Weston took the Chair and then a deputation of girls came on the platform and presented me with a photographic group of girls representing the girls branch of the R.N.T.S. and followed by boys who did the same for their branch. I spoke a few words to each party and coming from my heart made a great impression on them and as one of the seamen said afterwards, the tears came into his eyes. I then gave an address and God gave me power to speak with force and witness for Him. God be praised.

Slept the night at the Turret [?] as Miss Weston’s guest and left next morning for home, meeting my dear wife and children.

30 April - Friday

Stevie arrived from Berlin, having been there during the last fortnight and enjoyed himself very much. Our house is nearly furnished now, but last week with Pantechnicons from London and Portsmouth and vans from elsewhere, made it a great business. Dear Olga been working like a galley slave.

Two Danish Servants, one Venetian man servant and Laura form our Establishment.

7 May - Friday

Stevie left for Dartmouth. Last Wednesday I spoke at the Annual Local Meeting of the R.N.S.R.S. Bingham (Admiral) also speaking. Canon Flynn, brother of my great friend Dr Flynn RN taking the Chair.

Wrote to the Bishop St Asaph a long letter (yesterday) questioning his statement, that the Irish Church had suffered loss through Disestablishment and I quoted the opinion of Dr Alexander the Primate of Armagh, whom I asked when I sat next him at dinner at Lord Grenfell’s, whether on the whole, the Church of Ireland had not benefited by Disestablishment and also whether the laity had not used their power and influence aright.

He replied favourably to both questions. I also told the Bishop that we laity felt we had not the influence we should have and that many of the clergy lived in an atmosphere of their own and were quite out of touch with the laity.

8 May - Saturday

Had a long letter from the Bishop in reply, thanking me for my letter, etc. etc., not altogether agreeing with me as to the Irish Church, but he certainly wished that the laity had their just influence in the counsels of the Church.

Not quite furnished the House and funds are low - a problem.

10 May - Monday

Went to London and after buying a sofa at Harrods for Olga, lunched at Club and on to Mansion House. A full meeting for the British and Foreign Sailors Society. Lord Mayor in the Chair. Some good speeches made. Lady St Davids rather long, eloquent, but too flowery. I proposed vote of thanks to Lord Mayor - well received and endeavoured in doing so to glorify God.

Returned by 5.45 train and found Francie and Rosebud had come down to 81 St Aubyns until Saturday.

11 May - Tuesday

Took Rosebud and Lou to the Lantern Meeting at the Hove Town Hall. Mrs White gave most interesting views of country from Jericho to Jerusalem in aid of Colporteur Mission in England which is doing such a great work and which I knew so little about until this afternoon.

12 May - Wednesday

Baldie turned up to supper from Emsworth. Could not stay for the night.

20 May - Thursday

Went to Glyn Vivian Mission Meeting for Miners all over the world. A very interesting address. Made General Stileman’s acquaintance, a very venerable old man, father of my friend Captain Stileman, who is giving up much in the Service for the sake of looking after Dr Barnado’s Homes in Norfolk.

23 May - Sunday

Olga, Lou and self to the French Protestant Church. A simple Service, about 30 in the congregation. Pastor Ramette from London. I could not understand what he said, but could only follow the Hymns. Pastor Ramette lunched with us, a deeply taught and spiritual man and a good talker.

26 May - Wednesday

Went to town, lunched at 60 Eaton Place, with Francie, meeting ED there. Saw Admiral Henderson, he knows of no one being nominated to succeed him yet.

Did some shopping at the Stores.

Saw Captain Scott at Admiralty to ask his opinion on certain officer candidates for post of Captain of Arethusa. Offered to let me see Book, however I was satisfied with his opinion and telephoned to Committee. I recommended Com’d. Martin who was eventually selected.

27 May - Thursday

My step mother and sister arrived at Norfolk Hotel for a fortnight.

1 June - Tuesday

A very successful Drawing Room Meeting, held in aid of Breton Evangelical Mission. Dr Bullinger who stayed with us spoke as did Pastor and Madame Locoat. All speaking very well, about 22 present and collection amounted to over £6.

Charlotte and Sophy visited daily.

6 June - Sunday

Nearly finished with the house. Went to St Margaret’s, Rev Hubert Brooke, morning and evening. He is a faithful preacher. Lou enjoyed the sermon and Pastor Ramette returned with Olga and lunched with us. He is a deeply spiritual, intellectual and cultured person. Olga said he preached very deeply on the work of the Holy Spirit.

9 June - Wednesday

To town, and dined at 60 Eaton Place, sleeping there. Took in Lady Tryon, a talkative lady, widow of the late Sir George, drowned when Victoria capsized when flagship in Mediterranean. Comes to Brighton every year and her son Captain Tryon is prospective candidate for Brighton

Lady Mary Hope on my other side. Deaf, but very interesting to talk to. Sister of Lord Rosebery. Mabel there and Major Ormsby Gore (commonly known as Puff Gore)

The dinner must have cost a lot of money, very well done.

10 June - Thursday

Lunched at Francie’s, meeting Charlotte and Sophy there and had tea with Bertie and Mabel, meeting Mrs Jumbo Napier there, a pretty and pleasant person, who was very kind to Stevie, a few days ago at Dartmouth, taking him out in their motor. Captain Napier my old Com. in Narcissus.

Visited the C.M.S Exhibition at the Agricultural Hall. Sir John Kennaway opened it today and spoke so well and earnestly. The exhibits are most interesting and I must go again when not so pushed for time.

Saw Graham Greene at the Admiralty, and spoke out strongly on how the opinion of the men on the 1d a day had not been properly got, and been quite mismanaged.

Home to my beloved wife.

12 June - Saturday

Left for Indomitable. Olga accompanying me to the Station. Arrived at Spithead soon after noon, found Mabel’s Uncle, Mr John Thynne on board. A fine array of ships at Spithead. The Admiralty went round followed by the Press in Volcano. Review spoilt by the heavy hail showers. Baldie lunched on board, coming off with me. Denis Hickley dined.

13 June - Sunday

Landed for a walk. Listened to Salvation Army on the Common and gave them a small donation. Met Battenberg at Club and Sir Wm., and Lady May outside and had a yarn with them.

ON FLEET EXERCISES

14 June - Monday

Transhipped to Shannon as guest of Admiral Lowry’s (2nd Cruiser Squadron). Much enjoyed my stay with dear old Bertie who will be gazetted Admiral on the 1st July, only 9 years a Captain.

Motored out with the Lowrys to Wickham Lodge, just outside the village. A very nice country house and grounds and well furnished. Their little girl Hope was knocked down on Sunday by a Motor Bicycle in front of Admiral and Mrs Lowry. Most providentially, God preserved her from harm.

Lowry told me that when Head of the War College, Fisher told him to arrange for an expeditionary force of 4000 men to seize Borkum or one of the neighbouring Islands in case of War and he went down to Aldershot, but found that they would take a week to have the men ready, and then turning to the Marines he found only about 1000 available, unless the ships were denuded, on account of the reductions that have been made.

Fisher told Lowry that a well known financier, a great friend of the German Emperor, told him that the Emperor in course of conversation said, “There is nothing printed at the Admiralty or the War Office, or at the Foreign Office that I do not know the contents of in a week’s time.”

15 June - Tuesday

Fleet sailed at 5 pm but the order of weighing was not good. The great long cruisers Drake, Indomitable etc weighing first, being to windward of Battleships as regards tide, had great difficulty in turning between the two lines of Battleships.

17 June - Thursday

Fleet engaged in tactics, in three Divisions. Unequal speed, cumbersome, ragged and slow.

19 June - Saturday

Arrived at Scapa Flow, a very fine bay in Orkneys. Many ships in here. Destroyers etc, very foggy this morning and doubtful if able to get in, but it cleared up a little at 5.30 am.

Received mails. Heard from Olga.

20 June - Sunday

Dined last night with C-in-C (Milne). Met Alexander Sinclair who told me about Stevie at Osborne, up to every game, but he said, he was a splendid boy. De Robeck, Major Laycock, Leveson and other Captains, including Brock, who was Commander of Renown, when I was COS.

Landed this afternoon with Lowry and walked to Kirkwall, went over Cathedral and attended evening Service Episcopal Church. Small congregation, earnest man. Walked back in the rain.

21 June - Monday

Landed with Lowry who fished on a small lake belonging to Mr Greene at St Mary’s, not much luck. In the evening a dinner party of Captains. Sat between Leveson and Hickley, the former much improved, not nearly so self assertive as he used to be. He did not make a good Flag Captain to May, when in the Atlantic Fleet.

22 June - Tuesday

Blowing and raining from the NE. Dined with Startin and met Admirals Milne, Farquhar, so with myself, Lowry and Startin, we were five Admirals, three of whom were Teetotallers and a fourth, Farquhar, drank water. Also Stoddart, Flag Captain, only drank water.

A very sumptuous repast and table very well decorated. Poë (son of my old friend Admiral Poë) is the Flag Lieutenant to Startin.

Heard last night that Aldo had got a situation as waiter at Worthing.

23 June - Wednesday

Letter from my beloved wife.

Attended reception given by Milne on board King Edward. Had a talk with Alexander Sinclair, a first rate officer, I should think, and with Bayley in charge of the War College.

Startin vouched for the fact that a lady friend of his, who knew a German Officer in Germany, met him next as a waiter at an Hotel at Dover and on taxing him with it, he did not deny, but said he was acting as a waiter.

Bayley told me, he did not have anything printed, only allowed his Secretary to copy out Secret things.

25 June - Friday

Cold as yesterday, wind from NE, raining. Miserable day.

Dined with Arthur Farquhar, flag in Leviathan, met Startin, my old shipmates Hibbert and Sheppard, Captains in Farquhar’s Squadron. The former with me in Penguin and caught many Dhows and Slaves.

Startin made me laugh, in his description of Sir John’s methods of nobbling the Press, by the Review of the Fleet. He organised the whole thing, said to McKenna, “You take the salute, I will look after the Press.” and he personally conducted them on board the Volcano tug and went round the Fleet with them. He in a ‘dog robbing suit’ and making himself most agreeable.

The C-in-C yacht followed, because, so Startin says, the Guard and Band after saluting Admiralty Flag, had to remain up until C-in-C left and thus Press had guard thrown in. Startin told me Sir John arranged the London review and will get the freedom of London offered to him.

I cannot help thinking Sir John is doing all this to make a splash before leaving, probably soon after the Cowes Review, and ought to be made a Peer.

Wrote Sir John asking him to let me mention his name at International Congress as supporter of Temperance.

Three out of the four Admirals dining with Farquhar, water drinkers, viz. Lowry, Startin and self.

Lowry received a very nasty letter from May, C-in-C, about the firing of his ships. Lowry endeavoured to do it, on more practical methods as it would be done in war. Naturally results were not so good, as when all is cut and dried.

Lowry saw Milne, who said it was not a letter to write to a Mid, probably done by Gunnery Cdr of Flagship and signed by May without reading it. I cannot account for it, any other way, for I have never heard or seen such a letter written from one Flag Officer to another.

Milne made KCB. I fear from what I hear that Inglefield is the man going to the Reserves as Shepherd told me he was not good in a Squadron and does not wish to go to sea again.

26 June - Saturday

Manoeuvres delayed by reason of threatened coal strike but this is being kept secret. Olga went to Torquay yesterday, to stay with Jolliffes and see Stevie.

27 June - Sunday

Landed and attended evening Service at Episcopal Church, Lowry with me. The parson rattled through the prayers as if log was being reeled off. Very unsatisfactory.

Rumour in Fleet that Indomitable had got ashore. Don’t believe it.

28 June - Monday

Landed for golf.

29 June - Tuesday

Fog. This day 34 years ago, I lost the best of mothers. Her place can never be refilled. What mothers can? A devoted unselfish wife, a loving sweet sympathetic nature, which shone out from her face.

Heard this evening from Bertie, my beloved Olga and my two dear little girls Lou and Madge.

Lowry gave a dinner party. Went off very well. Milne, Farquhar, Startin, Admirals, Cay, Hood, Stoddart and others.

30 June - Wednesday

Left this morning at 5 am. ‘War imminent’ Station.

1 July - Thursday

Communicated with Drake. Admiral Colville came on board to talk over matters with Lowry, at which I was by invitation present. He gave a very amusing account of the dinner given to my brother Bertie, on the day of his promotion. All Bertie’s pals being present. On giving his health, he touched a button and a Rear Admiral flag dropped down over Bertie’s head, hanging just clear. Band played Rule Britannia, Admiral Salute given and 13 beats on the big drum. I wish that I had been there and I can imagine dear old Bertie’s smiling face. He is certainly the most popular man in the Service.

2 July - Friday - 2pm

In full chase of Blue B.Fleet, who were sighted off Lough Swilly this morning. Why this premature close of the Manoeuvres, for there is no doubt, they will close now. A great pity.

3 July - Saturday -Noon

Last night having just turned in, the weather being thick at 11.30 pm. I heard screw going violently full speed astern, I soon dressed and on deck and saw either the Swiftsure or Triumph on port Bow.

It appears that, when a few hundred yards off, she steaming to the north (an enemy’s ship) had her lights burning, ours being out. On ours being switched on, she suddenly ported her helm right across our bows. Capt. Ferguson was on the bridge and went full speed astern starboard and stopped port and the Battleship passed from 100 to 200 yds ahead of us.

A very near thing. We should have struck a slanting blow, twisted our stern and probably sunk her. (I thanked God for his Good Hand being over us).

There was another Battleship of enemy’s and also one of our cruisers, so evidently they had doubled back. We turned and followed ‘our’ B.ship in a thick fog, she having a stern light shewing, for about 3 hours. The fog came on so thick that eventually the C-in-C recalled us. A thousand pities, as we could have dogged this B.Ship and probably found out where the others were.

We steered South again by ourselves in a thick fog, siren going. At 9 am found two G.Boat mine sweepers on their way to join C-in-C who was informed by Admiralty that the Enemy had mined Berehaven (C. Guard had reported this). What a triumph for Blue.

May has made a mistake leaving no cruisers up north and also not having had the two mine layers shadowed, when they went out ‘War imminent’, Sutlej reported them and followed them and was recalled. He does not leave the Admirals sufficient liberty to manage their own Squadrons, subject to his general directions. He told Lowry that he was at the centre of the Web, and his ship was a unit with the others.

The search for the Blue Fleet has been abandoned for the present, and we are making for a R.V, 70 miles off, no ship to approach it nearer than 5 miles if thick weather.

Lowry told me that G-r told him J. F-r was much given to soliciting in Regent Street. He had seen him himself, and also an Inspector of Police had told him (G-r) that they were afraid, some day they would have to take him up. How dreadful a man of his age, 68, doing this, and in his position.

Bertie in Indomitable ran into Blue Fleet last night on his way back from Portsmouth and kept touch with them and with Red Fleet.

4 July - Sunday

This morning at 3 am the Red Fleet and combined Blue and White got into touch, through Cruisers, and at 6 am P2 commenced. Red, one long line, and unfortunately Van Division of 8 B.Ships of Red were Majestic Class; the Slow Division. The action lasted until 8 am and I should say Blue had slightly the best of it, as regards the B.Ships, but Lowry fought a very good cruiser action in the rear, with Enemy’s cruisers under Jackson and got the best of it. We proceeded into Bantry Bay, the Blue and White going north and anchored 60 ships at the head of the Bay, about 6 pm.

5 July - Monday

Landed Bantry, found Arethusa in and had tea in the Nursery with Arethusa and the two children. Each presented me with a Rose. Clodagh red and Rachel white one.

Arranged with Arethusa what she should do with reference to entertaining the Fleet. To be At Home Friday and Saturday afternoons and give fishing in Glengariff river to the 12 Admirals, as it was quite out of the question giving a Dance, or Garden Party to such a huge Armada, and to ask C-in-C and Lady and Miss May for the week end.

Lowry had a dinner party of his Captains and Admiral Briggs.

6 July - Tuesday

Out for more P2 Exercises. Blowing very fresh from the NW.

7 July - Wednesday

A gale of wind from the NW yesterday. Neville engaged May and Milne. Today we separate into two equal lots of 24 ships, one under Milne and the other under Neville.

8 July - Thursday

The two fleets sighted and after a lot of preliminary manoeuvring, engaged a long way off in two long lines, our van got in a certain amount of disorder, through trying to form on a Line of Bearing three points on Guide of Fleet, which was in the centre.

We returned to Berehaven in the evening. Some of the ships going to Bantry.

10 July - Saturday

Landed with Bertie and had a game of golf. Talking about Battenberg he told me Sir C. Drury informed him that on the occasion of the Dogger Bank affair, the Czar sent a telegram on a Sunday expressing his regret. The Foreign Office or whoever received the telegram hunted round every where for some one at Admiralty to deliver it to, Sir John Fisher being ill in bed. At last Drury was found at his flat.

I believe that on the Monday or Tuesday, a Cabinet Council was held and Lord Selborne, 1st Lord, attended, taking Battenberg with him and mobilisation was to be ordered, etc.

Sir Charles went to Sir John and said if he did not get up, War would be declared and that in the face of the Czar’s telegram, it was a case for investigation etc. Sir John got up and went with the telegram to Cabinet and stopped all provocative measures and said to Lord S. in future he insisted on the First Sea Lord, not the D.N.I, being the advisor of the 1st Lord and J.F. determined not let Battenberg ever come to the Admiralty again.

The conversation with Bertie arose from my having received a letter from Battenberg in answer to mine, in which I told him I thought he would prize the K.C.B. as he had earned it. He replied much touched and said he felt the way that Noel, Custance, Lambton, Beresford and others had done, to decry him at the Admiralty and with the public.

Bertie said, that Brock told him, Bethell, D.N.I, had sent for Hulbert, one of the Ass. Capt, and said to him “Are you for or against the Admiralty”. Hulbert said “This is a most improper question”, walked straight to the Cabinet Committee and repeated this before them all, hence the questions in Parliament, which were answered with a half truth. McKenna sent for Hulbert and advised him to take 6 weeks leave.

12 July - Monday

Left by 7 am T.B.D. and arrived at Bantry 8 am. Went to Bantry House, no one down, so to nursery and saw Clodagh and Rachel, two dear little girls. Edward and Arethusa delighted to see me, having invited myself for the night. In the afternoon sailed over to Ardnagashel (Hutchings), Arethusa sailing very well.

Saw Miss Lily, engaged to a Capt. Haskard in Egyptian Army and heard of Miss Peggy’s engagement to Comd. Walters, one already being married to Hyde Smith.

13 July - Tuesday

Returned to Shannon by TBD Salmon. Edward and Arethusa accompanying me. We lunched with Lowry and I took them to see Indomitable. Bertie was ashore. Left Salmon for him and sent one to May from the L. Whites who returned by T.B.D. to Bantry at 3.30 pm.

14 July - Wednesday

Sailed from Bantry for Southend and exercises.

16 July - Friday

Steaming up Channel. Cloudy weather, added by the terrible black volumes of smoke coming from funnels of North Country coal.

17 July - Saturday

In hazy weather, the great Armada steamed up the Thames and came to an anchor at 1.30 pm, the Dreadnought off Southend Pier. I at once landed and just caught the train to London and eventually arrived home 7.30 pm. Delighted at getting back to my dear ones who equally happy to get me back..