29 JULY 1903 - 15 OCT 1904
RETURN LONDON
29 July - Wednesday
Yesterday I left Villars at 2 pm and arrived at Paris early this morning. Walked to 40 Boulevard Haussmann. Lizzie not turned up. Rob, I was informed had been away from home some three weeks.
Had a frightful passage from Dieppe to Newhaven. Was very sick and got very wet through the spray. Arrived at No 28 Beauchamp Place at 8.30, much behind time.
Found a long letter from Nini. Evidently intends I should share half the Agency. It makes one very depressed this inability to live within ones means, which both Olga and I are so anxious to do. I feel it is so bad for Olga to have any money worries, just as there is a good chance of her getting strong again.
It was with great regret, I left my dear wife and children yesterday, who came to see me off at the station at Villars. My heart has been left behind and I shall live in the enjoyment of the last month, free from all cares of every description. I did enjoy being with Olga, talking and walking and sitting together in the woods.
The Mars made great friends with us. I do not think they are well off. Lord Mar told me a lot about the Webb-Peploe family and of the place in Herefordshire.
30 July - Thursday
Dined with Francie and Ted at Eaton Place. Played billiards afterwards. Francie not looking at all well.
31 July - Friday
Bertie and I dined at the N & M Club, Foley dining with us. I had not seen dear old Bertie before last Thursday, for over two years. He is looking very well. It was a very great pleasure meeting him again.
2 August - Sunday
Bertie gone down to stay at the Harveys. I hope l’affaire will come off, as, I hear she is most charming in every way. Lunched with the Inglefields at 10 Ovington Square.
A most excellent sermon from Webb-Peploe, this morning. Went to the evening meeting at St James Hall. Disappointed with address, however, I got something that touched my conscience. Forthwith wrote to Rob. Had tea at Club. Wrote to my dear Olga.
3 August - Monday
Took a Bike to Wormwood scrubs, a part of London, I had never been in before.
4 August - Tuesday
Rob dined with me. Had a turn out with Lena. She is a curious creature, full of imagination and humours.
6 August - Thursday
Nini arrived this morning. Very soon engaged in a very business conversation regarding this house. I pointed out that we had each benefited by my taking the house.
Stephenson told me that the King got a green sea in to his cabin, en route for Galway. Washed him out of bed, and spoilt his cabin things. Tyrwhitt told me King had made him a M.V.O.
Bertie and I lunched together. I think l’affaire will come off. He will be a very lucky fellow, if it does.
10 August - Monday
On Saturday, Nini in the evening began to talk regarding money matters, and it gave me the opportunity of speaking to her regarding her letter to Olga, and Mrs Ker leaving all her money to Nini. I told Nini so far as Olga was concerned, she did not care so much for the money as the way it was done.
Nini was surprised to hear what a small amount of money Olga would have, if left a widow. I also told Nini that if I had known her Mother was going to make a deed of gift of all her money to Nini, I should and ought to have insured my life twelve years ago. I do not think N. has been sympathetic to Olga but it is not her fault, it is not her nature to be so.
11 August - Tuesday
Buz’s birthday, born in 1868.
A very disagreeable day, raining hard. Tyrwhitt tells me that we shall have a surprise in a few days. Redistribution, he hinted at. Met Chichester. Nini and I dined at Harrods. Met Miss Montagu there. She came back to 28 B.P. and enjoyed her cigarette with Nini!
Some little time ago, I was having tea with Nini in the flat she rented, and met Miss Polk there, whose sister married General Charette. She is American and nice looking. In the course of conversation, we were talking of the German Emperor, and I mentioned the incident of the German Emperor boarding an American yacht and abusing the English and the Royal family, and as told me by Custance. It was said to a party of Americans, and an English attaché, who was of the party, repeated it to the Foreign Office.
Miss Polk said. - “Well, the German Emperor went on board my mother’s yacht last summer, but there was no English attaché, on board” - and she professed ignorance of it all, saying there was no one on board except her brother, no Englishman.
However, I said I knew that the story as told me and reported in the National Review was true.
Yesterday Nini told me, that after I left, Miss Polk said “Well it is very curious, but all he said was true, it was said to my brother who was the only man on board, the Captain is English. How he came to know it, I cannot make out, my brother mentioned it laughingly to some people. I expect that the English Captain reported it.”
14 August - Friday
53 years of age. Had a telegram from my darling wife, from Yverdon. How I miss her.
16 August - Sunday
A poor sermon from Mr Sumner at St Paul’s. Walked over to Battersea Park to call on Dr Bullinger, but could not find his address. A fine Park. Nini gone down for the weekend to the Calverts. She is taking a flat in Sloane Street.
I am a little disappointed that after our conversation, she has said nothing about Olga, I am afraid she is fond of ‘bossing’, if to use an American term, holds on to everything she gets, though ready to dispense to her brothers when required. But I have always thought at her Mother’s dress, she might have said something to Olga.
23 August - Sunday
My Olga’s birthday. A very good sermon at West Halkin Street Presbyterian Church, by an old Divine called Brown from Scotland. One of the old spiritual kind, so refreshing and helpful. Yesterday, I had a great talk with Rice on my duties. He said “You do double the work on any Captain before in the post” but is very reluctant to give me administrative work to do and said though very sorry to part with me, if I wished to take a Battleship, I might do so. I doubt getting one now, being so near my flag. He was very nice to me and quite saw things also from my point of view.
Bertie and I lunched together at the Club.
Sir John Fisher hoisting Stansfield out of the Fire Queen, in an oblique way I suppose to get a young man in command, famed by the young ladies.
24 August - Monday
Dined quietly with my old friend Charles Drury, now 2nd Sea Lord. Being alone we had a great talk about every one and every thing. First of all about Fisher, who had told Drury that on two occasions he had prevented Seymour sending in his papers.
First of all when Kennedy went out to the East Indies, instead of himself. The fact being that Seymour was travelling in the West Indies and no one knew his address, consequently he could not be offered the East Indies. He was eventually offered 2 in command of Channel. This he would have refused if it had not been for Fisher. Now, as he is on the list, it prevents Fisher getting Adm. of Fleet. However as Drury and I agreed, there is no one to take Lord Walter’s place but Fisher, and they must bring him back, and when his time for retirement comes, he must be made A of F by order in council and kept on.
We discussed all the intrigues that had been going on and also the matter of Domville, and we both thought that he ought to be brought home. The Prime Minister asked Lord Grenfell in the King’s presence, if it was true about Domville. The latter I fancy said, it was true. On the other hand Custance has written Drury that it is not true. However, so many saying the opposite, there must be something in it, but as the King gave him a G.C.V.O, it makes it difficult to do anything. The fact remains that the station is not in the order it ought to be.
Drury then told me in strict confidence all about the Delhi Durbar and the Navy not being represented there and of all the telegrams and letters that passed between him and the Viceroy and Admiralty; and how he had to go to Aden on account of the Somali affair and telegraphed to Admiralty that he was quite prepared not to go to the Durbar, if Admiralty did not wish him to do so, to shew this disapprobation of the Navy not being represented.
The Admiralty telegraphed they wished him to go if he could. Next day, he had a telegram from the King, saying he had arranged that he should receive the K.C.S.I.
Being sent en clair, everyone knew of it. Next day a wire from Tyrwhitt saying it was to be kept secret, so Drury had some trouble in hushing it up.
He attended the Durbar as the Viceroy’s private guest, with his Flag Lieut. and on the morning of the 1st received a letter from Viceroy saying he had been made a K.C.S.I.
Drury much put out at the whole thing. The King is going to speak to Lord Curzon about the Navy being ignored and Lord Selborne is going to also.
Drury on leaving the station for the Board of Admiralty, wrote to Curzon, thanking him for his hospitality and saying he much regretted that during his command, the Viceroy and the Commander in Chief had never met to consult as to the policies to be pursued in war time. Thought that it would be a good thing they should do so sometimes.
On his arrival in England, he found a letter from Curzon, saying how much he regretted not having done so, and proposed doing so in the future. Altogether I think Drury behaved very well and stood up for the Navy very well.
He told me to shew how opinions differ, that Portsmouth people wished the floor of their Barracks with linoleum, Chatham people not. The latter thought it better men should sleep in hammocks, the former in beds. I think linoleum covered floor and beds are the most comfortable.
(A camp at the Durbar for 100? men for 14 days would have cost £20,000 - that of the Lieut Governor of Bengal cost £25,000)
25 August - Tuesday
Francie’s birthday.
Lena gone off to Dover. On my return found Nini had gone to Hans Crescent Hotel, so am all alone now. House empty.
Long letter from Olga, fear she is not much better.
30 August - Sunday
Very rheumatic. Not in very good state. What with bills, being alone and not a clear view at present what to do, however, all will come out right.
Called on Lady Fisher to say good bye before they went off to Portsmouth. Nini had lunch and supper with me, picnic style.
2 September - Wednesday
To my surprise saw Admiral Rice’s engagement to a Mrs Gunning. Sly dog. He has been shooting and gunning, with a purpose.
Olga went to Zurich yesterday, for a course of treatment at the Sanitorium.
5 September - Saturday
Olga at Uettiberg at the Sanitorium, Pension Anna Bing. I am afraid that the poor dear is very depressed at times.
Yesterday I lunched with Charlotte and Sophy on their way through London to Folkestone. Charlotte has been very seedy, bilious attack, and looks very pulled down.
6 September - Sunday
Stayed in this morning, as it was raining. Cleared up at lunch. Walked into club, with letter for Olga to post. Called Lord Grenfell, Inglefields and Malarl-m [?]. Heard a most excellent sermon this evening from Mr Sumner, Curate at St Paul’s. “Be not faithless but believing.”
8 September - Tuesday
Very bad with inflammation of eyes and nose, which I get so frequently now. Had to come home from Admiralty and lie down. Had a quiet supper alone. Heard from Olga, I really think that the Doctor at Uettiberg (Zurich) understands her case and will please God do her good.
Admiral Rice returned to the office, he marries on Saturday. I told him that I should be present. He half apologised for marrying again, said he felt so lonely in London after such a long happy married life.
11 September - Friday
Francie and Ted called at 7 pm. Francie very anxious to buy a piece of my china and offered me £5 for it, but I have so little I do not care to part with it.
Dined this evening with Admiral Hamilton at the ‘Rag’. Met his cousins there, Com. Hamilton of the Fire Brigade, a capital fellow. Sir G. Price, of Scotland Yard. We had a very good dinner and an interesting talk afterwards.
12 September - Saturday
Attended wedding of Admiral Rice and Mrs Gunning, only a few personal friends there. The new Mrs Rice is a woman of about 45 to 50, pleasant looking. Went to tea afterwards at 1 Courtland Road, Mrs James’s house, one of Ad. Rice’s daughters. The other married daughter there too. Mrs xx, her husband being in the 60th. Miss Rice, a niece, had just returned from a visit to the Dunleaths at Ballywalter, a house party of 45, and we had a talk over mutual friends.
16 September - Wednesday
Buz been staying with me since Monday. Bertie and I dined at Atheneum last night, he is appointed to R.N. College on 1 October. Admiral Rice leaving tomorrow for a tour of inspection in the yacht, taking Mrs Rice with him. He has turned a lot of work over to me.
19 September - Saturday
Heard from Olga this evening, she is much better, I am very thankful to say.
Dined at Atheneum this evening, and had a long talk with Eardley Wilmot on the Education Bill. He told me that he saw Joe Chamberlain and Moberly Bell in close conversation, in the smoking room, the evening before his resignation from the Ministry appeared.
20 September - Sunday
Made some calls, found no one at home and spent the day alone.
21 September - Monday
Had an interview with Lord Walter Kerr this afternoon.
This evening went to the Temperance meeting at St Paul’s Church Room and heard an address from a deputation from the N. M. League.
22 September - Tuesday
Went to Dr Greville MacDonald, as my nose has been troubling me so much. He cauterised it and reassured me with regard to my ear, about which I was a little anxious. We had a deeply interesting talk together. He gave me his book on science and Religion, writing my name in it with his love. He is a very interesting man, a Philosopher, Evolutionist, and Earnest seeker, desirous of living for others.
24 September - Thursday
Dined with Bertie last night at the Hotel Victoria, Lel there also. Soup was not good, and I think was the cause of my being seedy, otherwise dinner was good, band played well. Dear old Bertie is always so affectionate. Today at lunch the three ex-chancellors of the Exchequers were in the Atheneum at the same time. Sir Michael Hicks Beach and Lord Goschen in deep cogitations together. Had a yarn with Goschen this evening. We both thought Lambton had been hasty and Hunter very wrong to say what he did.
26 September - Saturday
Biked down to Richmond through Park, about 17 miles altogether. Much enjoyed going through the Park, I had never been there before. This evening had dinner at xxx. Aerated and opening the conversation with a clergyman next me, we had a good talk together.
He has been working over 30 years in the poor parts of London, and the last 17 at Silvertown E. Has 3 sons in the Ministry, an out and out Evangelical. The Rev Stewart Smyth, the Vicarage, Silvertown E. He told me the drink was the cause of all the trouble in his parish. I have promised to go down some Sunday, and he said, he would like me to give an address from the Lectern.
28 September - Monday
Dined Harrods. Last Friday I dined at Atheneum sitting next Mr Hobhouse MP. We both agreed that this Government had not long more to live, he did not agree with me on the Education bill, I am much against it.
30 September - Wednesday
Last night Olga received her share of a small sum of money, 1/6 of £1700 stock; value about £270. Intend re-investing it for Olga as soon as some shares go up, in which it is invested. Dined tonight at Atheneum, the Premier there.
4 October - Sunday
A most striking sermon from Webb-Peploe this morning, very earnest and helpful. This evening could not get into St James Hall, so turned into St James Piccadilly. Heard a practical sermon from Canon McCormick. An anthem which I always think so much out of place, only distinguished one word, viz. “Glory”. Everything else one great shriek and a very deep bass.
Lunched at Club today with Bertie, Sir R. Harris, who told a lot of the S. African affair and of his instructions from the Admiralty.
5 October - Monday
Dined with Fritz. On my return found a telegram from Olga saying she was starting for England.
6 October - Tuesday
Blowing very hard from SW. No sign of train having started from Folkstone at 7 pm, the time it was due at Victoria. I telegraphed to Coast Guard, as I began to feel anxious.
At 9.15 pm train arrived, Olga, Lou and the Swiss maid. They had a very bad passage, and had to wait 2 hours outside the harbour, to wait for the tide, knocking about very much.
7 October - Wednesday
Olga resting, much better and looking very well. Yesterday, I worked Rice up to seeing the Naval Lords, against the Reserves being moved from Admiralty. Lord Walter said it would be a hard fight against the civilians to keep us.
14 October - Wednesday
A great argument with Battenberg regarding Reserves moving from the Admiralty. He sees no reason against it, unfortunately as he told me, the letter Rice sent in, has been referred to him for remarks.
Olga and I dined with Fritz last night meeting Mrs Hall there.
F. told me they were going to let 60 Eaton Place, that they had stopped paying ‘differences’, over which they were losing heavily and had the S.A. stock now, so they knew exactly how they stood. She will save about £1,000 to £1,500 letting No 60 for seven months.
15 October - Thursday
Angus MacLeod told me that he had been offered Queenstown and Barry, one of Fisher’s men, was to succeed him. He gave me an account of Fisher’s interview with him, how Fisher said “You are trying to wreck my plans regarding gunnery.” MacLeod said “No, I am not, but, as D.N.O, it is my duty to express my opinion.” Fisher said “You know people talk of the three R’s. My three R’s are Ruthless, Relentless, Remorseless.”
MacLeod, said he got quite fierce, and glared with his eyes, saying “Anyone who opposes me I crush, I crush!.” There is no doubt that Fisher has got McLeod out of it, in order to put Barry in. MacLeod says he is glad to be out of the Admiralty, with all its scheming. Lord Walter seems to be quite helpless and as MacLeod says, the Admiralty is practically run by Fisher, though C-in-C at Portsmouth, Battenberg and Tyrwhitt.
Admiral Rice told me that Beaumont is endeavouring to prevent Fisher from returning as 1st Naval Lord. But as I told Rice, there is not much chance of his doing that.
Biked home and found Bertie, who had spent an hour with Olga, Bertie looking very well.
16 October - Friday
Bertie dined with us, and we had a very pleasant evening.
19 October - Monday
Sir James Bruce and I lunched together, he is very shaky. Eats too much in my opinion.
21 October - Trafalgar Day
Dined Navy Club Dinner. Sir Gerard Noel in the Chair (just appointed to China). Lord Roberts our guest - 190 dined. Noel is not a speaker and in the toast of the Royal family quite unnecessarily alluded to Prince Louis of Battenberg, as one of the Royal Family, present as a Naval Officer. Roberts spoke well and to the point. Looked remarkably well. Kennedy as usual made an amusing speech, on the toast of Absent Members.
£1000 cheque given by Admiral Northland to Club Funds.
22 October - Thursday
Took Olga to see Dr Haig the food specialist, he put her back on milk, the exact opposite to the Swiss Doctor, who forbid her milk. Disappointed with Haig, poor Olga. This is the 11th Doctor she has seen during the last 18 months and with 6 others for the family and self, makes 17 altogether since leaving Malta.
If I could only get my Olga well - how happy I should be.
25 October - Sunday
A few days ago, I had a letter from Raymond Blathwayt, a journalist, asking me whether I would like to take charge of Dr Barnardo’s Home for Sailors Boys in Norfolk, a Salary of £250 a year, and a good house. I sent a letter to Lowry, asking if he knew any men, and I got half a dozen good names, which I sent in to Blathwayt.
30 October - Friday
Returned from The Elms where I have been staying since Monday. Found Charlotte well, and Mrs Boughey staying there. Rev R Hamilton, Rector of St Annes, dined one night and we had several talks together over the Coffee House. He is a nice man, ultra-high and I should thing narrow. I asked him not to start a branch of the CETS as it would clash with our present Band of Hope. He consented. Mrs Hamilton is very pleasant.
I wrote to Nini, regarding Olga at my death, asking her to definitely let me know whether she would give me a promise, that in the event of my death, she would allow Olga £100 a year, as was practically promised me by her mother, before I married. I wrote a very nice and affectionate letter. Nini has replied very affectionately and has promised to see what she can do after consulting with her lawyer.
Rob and Lizzie gave a dinner party at the Grosvenor Hotel, Bertie and Lel, and Alec Davies being there, Olga joining later.
Rob and Liz have sold the goodwill of the lease for £6000, as they could not afford to wait any longer. Rob repays me my £70 back and intends lending me £200, to be repaid on my hoisting my Flag. D.V.
Rob says that if Ted had lent them the money this spring, they could have got £12,000.
2 November - Monday
Tim Barrow told me that he had been told by someone high in authority, that a rumour had been spread, that he had been in an asylum, during the time that he had been laid up on account of his terrible Bike accident. He suspects J. F. as being the person to start it.
7 November - Saturday
Sir J Fisher, with Lord Esher, Sir G Clarke, nominated by the Government to report on best plan of carrying out Report of War Commission. Wrote J F told him that I felt certain that he would be made a peer. I told Lord Cromer this, when he was Sir Evelyn Baring and he only laughed at it, but he was.
At times anxious about several things. Olga’s health and finances.
10 November - Tuesday
Last night I had a long talk with Francie and the previous night with Bertie, the result being that, I am relieved from helping the dear girls. They both saw I could no longer do it without getting into great difficulties.
Heard from Sir John Fisher, that he intends to make the War Office “Sit up”.
14 November - Saturday
Rice went away last evening on leave and inspection duty. Very seedy, gout in the head.
15 November - Sunday
Heard a most excellent sermon from Webb-Peploe, on our inheritance. “All that belongs to Jesus Christ as the heir, belongs to us.”
Francie told me of E.D’s proposal. I think it is a good one, as my impression is that we shall find Bertie engaged before the end of the year. It is arranged that I cease from paying to the dear girls, as in fact I could not do, on ½ pay as an Admiral.
My precious wife still far from well. May God bless her, spiritually, and physically.
20 November - Friday
Dear Bertie dined with us last night. He is very pleased at having the King Alfred, on a trooping trip to China.
It is decided that the Reserves Office move from the Admiralty. Lord Selborne and the civilians have been too strong for the Naval Lords. I gave Sir Charles Drury very strong reasons for our not moving.
Rice far from well, gout very bad and his nerves quite gone. I advised him to go visiting, which he intends doing. He tells me Fisher, through Lord Selborne, wishes Winsloe to come as Junior Lord, but Lord Walter objects. Rice thinks Lord Walter will have to give in, being weak.
23 November - Monday
Dear Olga been rather seedy the last few days, been very trying for her.
24 November - Tuesday
Admiral Rice returned to the Office, but not much better he tells me. I saw Dr Clarke this morning, I gather my ear is not so well. At times it depresses me, I sometimes dread what might happen. Read the 42 Psalm and prayed this evening, received comfort.
27 November - Friday
Lunched with General Wright, R. Adm. MacLeod today. Both full of Fisher’s proceedings, the former having a Battle Royal with J. F., as the latter has ordered men from Gosport Barracks to embark direct, which is always done from Head Quarters in London. The question is before the Board now, but everyone says, the Board are afraid of J. F. who practically runs the Admiralty.
My poor little wife, very unwell, cold, sick and eating hardly anything. Doctor in nearly every day.
28 November - Saturday
Saw Twynam this morning, and I told him how my darling had been reaching through the night. I had a talk with him, he told me he was not satisfied, with Olga’s condition.
On returning this afternoon from Admiralty found Twynam had met Rivers, when he came to see Olga this forenoon, and told Rivers, Olga’s state was serious. My poor darling in bed and a nurse to come in, to attend on her.
4 December - Friday
Last Sunday Twynam came and ordered a nurse to be sent for. She arrived at 6 pm and has been sleeping in the same room with Olga ever since. I am most thankful to say, my beloved is better, the ulceration in stomach is improving, and she feels much easier, taking jellies every hour during the day, but it will be some time yet before she is out of bed.
Frederick Inglefield appointed Junior Lord of the Admiralty, a very good appointment. Dear Fritz very kind sending things to Olga.
9 December - Wednesday
My dear girl slowly improving but, I fear will take a long time before she is right. A capital nurse looking after Olga.
Rice not well again. Sir Gerald had told Rice that he had spoken most strongly to Lord Selborne, in Lord Walter’s presence, against Sir John Fisher returning as 1st Naval Lord.
11 December - Friday
Dined with Francie a few nights ago, meeting the Rubes. He is a partner in Wernher, Beits firm.
Mr and Mrs Rube are very nice people. Miss Wrotherley and ‘Puff’ Gore, son of Lord Harlech. A good sort of fellow, though not clever.
Met Poë yesterday at the club. Does not know whether his flag is to be up for one or two years. Says that every one has lost respect for Lord Walter Kerr being so weak, and yielding in everything, so as not to lose being 1st Lord.
Francie and I had a very animated talk last night, on the old topic (re Stevie and Baldie). I think dearest F. is very injudicious, meaning well.
16 December - Wednesday
Olga down and practically well, I am very thankful to say. New scheme for Retirement out. It does not affect me.
19 December - Saturday
Bertie and I to Harrods from the Admiralty, Bertie to buy a Pianola, got a very good one for £31.10 after over half an hour’s bargaining and hired a good piano at 12/6d a month.
Gave Bertie my letter to dear Lel, and also to Bertie a long explanation of everything, from our point of view. I sincerely trust that now everything may be buried in the past.
21 December - Monday
Bertie had a talk to Francie last night. Lel visited Olga, very affectionate. So all is well now. Olga sick five times last night. Bertie sent a fan to Miss A Harvey. I foresee it will come off. A charming girl.
Christmas Day 1903
Stevie arrived last night looking very well, and so much improved in every way, physically and morally, a boy one can be proud of. I trust will grow up a God fearing Christian man.
Flora Tippinge and Ryves Hawker came to lunch. Francie and Eddy came round to see us. I’m much surprised to see what a great change had taken place in Stevie and how he had developed so well in every way. Stevie having a slight cold, we did not go to church, but had some Christmas Hymns at home. I have taken a fortnight’s leave so as to be with the children.
27 December - Sunday
Stevie taken ill yesterday with a slight gastric attack. Doctor again today.
Olga still feeling very poorly.
29 December - Tuesday
Olga had a very poor night’s rest, sick several times. Stevie still in bed. Doctor coming today.
31 December - Thursday
The last day of the year, filled with mercies from a loving Father, who has been long-suffering and of a very tender pity to a weak creature, which as I was redeemed by the precious blood of a loving saviour. My dear wife better, after a long wearing time and many doctors. My little boy Stevie home with us, a bright good boy, and little Lou a dear little girl.
God keep and bless us during the coming year.
1904
9 January - Saturday
Bertie left yesterday week, in the King Alfred, with relief crews for the Glory, taking Sir William Kennedy and Colonel Boycott out with him as guests.``
Stevie being unwell, I was unable to take him down to see Bertie.
The children are better, as is Olga. Nini arrived in London from Quinton yesterday, morning.
Edith Ker has left Dick after 30 years of married life. She has always accused Nini and Dick (who are first cousins) of flirting with one another, but last year Nini and Edith made it up in this house. However, Dick rode over to Quinton and saw Nini without mentioning it to Edith. She found this out and also opened a letter of his to Nini, which was couched I understand in the ordinary affectionate terms. However the result is that Edith has gone off to her brother, Mr Rose in Wales, and Dick remains at Montalto.
The children have gone off to the Court Theatre with Nini to see the piece SnowDrops.
15 January - Friday
Stevie and I walked into the Admiralty in the afternoon we went to the Polythenic together, to see the Cinemetagraph of our Navy and very good it was. Afterwards we joined Olga, Nini and Lou at the children’s party - Mrs Perry’s.
16 January - Saturday
Stevie went off this morning by train from Victoria for Lausanne, travelling with a young lady, Miss Hipwell also going over there.
17 January - Sunday
Olga and I to hear Dr Pentecost at the Westminister Chapel both last Sunday and this, and heard most helpful addresses, and I felt personally I received a direct message from God.
20 January - Wednesday
A long letter from Edith Ker to Olga, telling the whole story of how Nini had come between her and Dick Ker. I am much afraid that all she says is only too true. It is hard after 30 years married life.
21 January - Thursday
Stevie, 11 today. Sir Harry Keppel’s funeral took place.
Nini told Olga she and Dick were not going to meet again.
24 January - Sunday
On Friday Lou was kept in bed, on account of a cough she had developed on Thursday. We were up all night on Friday, with her, and called in Dr Twynam who told us she had bronchial pneumonia temperature 103×2°.
We wired for Nurse Staples and got her last evening. The poor little girl looks so fragile and wee in bed, so patient, although incessant coughing all yesterday never ceased.
Calling at 60 Eaton Place last night, I found Eddy also in bed and he had been also very ill. Sir Douglas Powell in every day, very anxious times for Francie, and also for dear Olga. I pray our little lamb may be spared us, and that if spared she may grow up, to know the Lord Jesus as her Saviour - notwithstanding the hindrances that I foresee will be put in her path, unwittingly no doubt.
Heard from Bertie at Suez. He had been on board the Japanese Cruisers.
31 January - Sunday
Dear child is nearly well, I thank God. Olga laid up with bad neuralgia. Heard a most excellent address this morning from Dr Pentecost at the Westminister Chapel.
1 February - Monday
Dined at the Rubes, Belgrave Square. Took Miss Rube in to dinner a nice girl, in fact, I like the family. I escorted Francie there. After dinner, Backhouse a very rising pianist, played very well indeed. He is only 21 - a modest young man.
The Cunningham Grahams were there. He is an a Naval Officer, she is considered a beauty.
3 February - Wednesday
Dined at Francie, Olga did not care to risk it, as poor dear she has been so bad with neuralgia.
There was a large party. Lord Lathom, Admiral and Mrs Rice, Miss Rube, Puff Gore, Ormsby Gore.
I took in my dear little sister Lel, which was pleasant. Lord L after dinner quite monopolised Rice and I on the question of the Liverpool Volunteers, of which he is Commandant.
INSPECTION TOUR IN IRELAND
4 February - Thursday
Anniversary of dear Meta’s birthday, she left us more than twenty years ago.
Battenberg assured me that there would be no war between Russia and Japan.
Left for Holyhead, put up with Captain Burr, the King’s Harbour Master, at Government House, a large house, which he has furnished with great taste.
5 February - Friday
Went out in Spartan, much pleased with what I saw of the way the work of the RNR was being carried on.
7 February - Sunday
Crossed over to Dublin, by Munster, Captain Birch.
After attending service at the English Church, could hardly hear the preacher.
Had supper with Captain and Mrs Pike, dreadful weather, wet cold and raw.
8 February - Monday
Out in the Melampus, not quite up to the mark of Spartan. The CO, Gamble a married man, not living on board his ship as Heneage does. Left Marine Hotel, dined at George’s Yacht Club, and slept on board Munster.
9 February - Tuesday
Left Kingstown at 8.15 am and in London 5.45 pm, travelling with Miss Emily Ward, Lord Bangor’s daughter and found myself once more with my Olga and little Lou.
11 February - Thursday
Lunched with Battenberg at the Club today, he asked me whether I had heard from the private office, and on my replying in the negative, he said, the authorities would like me to succeed May at the RN College and carry on the War Courses, they could not think of any one else. B. said that they could think of no one else who had taken such interest in tactics as I had.
I replied, I had no wish to go there, that I was not suited for a lecturer, and also that under the new rules, I should be going from one shore appointment to another, come under the 5 years rule and probably never hoist my flag again. In the afternoon consulting Admiral Rice, he quite agreed with me, and I went to B. and repeated my objections.
Financially it is worth about £1200 a year and house.
12 February - Friday
Saw Tyrwhitt and stated my objections, saying I did not want the appointment offered me. He said, of course, if you do not wish it, there is an end of the matter, and I will speak to the First Lord about it.
Dined last night with Francie, meeting a Mr D, a very influential stock broker.
This evening dined with Cunningham Graham at the Castaways Club, at Prince’s Restaurant in Piccadilly. About 60 members present. Met some very old friends there I had not come across for over 30 years. Cavendish in Lord Warden, Lyttleton in Rapid, who of course all knew Charlotte, and of the same county.
General Slade at lunch today at the Club told Rice and I some extraordinary things about how things had been done about the changes in War office. Lord Roberts coming into his office today, found a letter stating, that in future, all documents would be signed by the Secretary to the Army Council. He found it on his desk and walked out of the office.
Other men, Kelly-Kenny, found the new men installed on their arrival in office. An extraordinary proceeding.
Tyrwhitt tells me that when the Russian Torpedo Destroyers were recently at Malta, they had some women on board, who were about to be asked out at Malta, when it was discovered that they were ‘Polls’.
No wonder that there is such a debacle out in the Far East. I fully expect a tremendous upheaval in Russia and disasters in Manchuria and Port Arthur.
19 February - Friday
Leveson-Gower question in H. of C. Sent to us for answer. He is a nice fellow and must do something about not having a RNR Battery at Loch Inver - all his constituents being there. I had told him to make it as nasty as he could, and he certainly has done as much as he can. However, we have sent Pretyman a good answer for him.
Have taken flat on Chelsea Embankment. Hope it will be better for dear Olga.
21 February - Sunday
An excellent address from Dr Pentecost; in the evening Olga accompanied me. Quite new thoughts opened out, preaching on the Transfiguration.
22 February - Monday
Our little girl 7 years of age.
Attended at Mansion House, meeting of Arethusa and Chichester, established by Lord Shaftesbury in 1860. My father was one of the Committee. The Lord Mayor, Sir Thomson Ritchie, took the Chair.
The Egyptian Hall was full, principally women. The Bishop of Rochester spoke very well, moving the first resolution. I seconded it with a short speech. Admiral Fremantle and Dalrymple Hay spoke. Had tea afterwards with the Lady Mayoress. Signed my name in her book. She proudly showed me the signatures of all the royalties commencing with the King and Queen of Italy.
24 February - Wednesday
Changed the C.G. and Reserve Offices to 66 Victoria Street from the Admiralty.
Last night Sir Charles Drury, the Bethells and Miss Marshall dined with us, a most recherché little dinner thanks to all the care Olga took over it.
6 March - Sunday
Heard a most excellent address from Rev. Dr Pentecost at the Westminster Chapel, and partook of the Holy Communion.
15 March - Tuesday
Olga and Lou went off on a week’s visit to Mrs Startin at Bedhampton, Havant.
I moved into the flat 11 Chelsea Court, on the Embankment, after clearing 28 Beauchamp Place, of everything. Selling a good many things for which I received a small sum and storing most of the things at the Pantechnicon.
I sometimes despair of ever getting out of my difficulties though. I honestly think, I do all I can to get my head above water, but circumstances over which I have little control, are too much for me at times.
17 March - Thursday
ED had supper with me.
18 March - Friday
Rivers turned up at office, lunched at Club with me. Had a long talk with Sir Lewis Beaumont, re the RN.S. Society.
Last Saturday week, the 12th, I dined with Mr Bell White at the House dinner of the Savage Club. Lord Alverstone the Lord Chief Justice in the chair.
There were about 200 present at dinner, and after dinner a most varied performance was carried, songs, recitations, character sketches, music, a most varied and great talent being shewn. The Lord Chief Justice gave a couple of songs.
Rob Harwood, brother of Lucia, the divorced wife of Rob, gave a very clever, dramatic sketch song. Quite a unique gathering to be met nowhere else.
The atmosphere of smoke was something too dreadful, and my poor eyes suffered.
20 March - Sunday
Met Prince and Princess Louis and two of the children in Battersea Park. The little boy looking quite easy. Princess said - “When he was asked where he wished to go, he said ‘Battersea Park’.”
21 March - Monday
Olga and Lou returned from Havant, both having benefited by the change.
27 March - Sunday
Two most excellent addresses from Dr Pentecost at the Westminster Chapel on the Resurrection. Lord Overtoun led in prayer at the evening meeting.
29 March - Tuesday
Com. Salwey called upon me. He is appointed to Kinsale C.G. He told me, the story of his having presented a tract to the C-in-C at Sheerness, and was superseded. There is no doubt that he was indiscreet and he said so. Markham wrote to Admiralty and said “He gave to the Lord, what he should give to Caesar.” and I fancy from what Salwey said that he did neglect his work a little.
However poor fellow he is not well off and was kept some time on ½ pay. He told me that Adm. Markham had written him some charming letters since.
1 April - Good Friday
Olga, Lou and self for a walk in Battersea Park. The maids off for a holiday to Kew Gardens, prevented me going to Church as I intended to hear Mr Swift at the West Chapel. In the evening Olga and I went to hear the Redemption at the Chapel under the supervision of Mrs Leyton, who is evidently a very good musician. The singers were passable, the Chorus good.
2 April - Saturday
Admiral Rice off on a visit of Inspection.
I attended a meeting at the Admiralty with DNI (Battenberg) and others, to consider procedure of mobilising for war, and preliminaries, especially of precautions needed to be taken, in view of the Port Arthur surprise of the Russians by the Japs.
Bertie came to town, and lunched with me at the club, he had a rough time in King Alfred in the Bay, but enjoyed his trip to China and back, and he did very well I hear handling his ship very well at Hong Kong and Malta. He looked very well. He commissions Endymion on the 19th for the Channel Fleet. I hope his l’affaire de coeur comes off alright.
3 April - Sunday
Heard an excellent address from Mr Webb-Peploe on the Resurrection. Tea with Francie at 60 Eaton Place.
She told me of Colonel Allen and Edie. I hope the latter will forget her former tragic disappointment.
This evening to a Baptist Chapel, heard an earnest address from a local preacher - some very helpful thoughts. How wonderfully our gracious God uses men of all kinds and descriptions in His purposes.
Olga and I had a very pleasant walk together this afternoon, taking our little girl with us. We are both very happy at our flat and appreciate it after Beauchamp Place.
10 April - Sunday
Lou taken ill with a sore throat and temperature.
13 April - Wednesday
Attended meeting at Surbiton and spoke in the Parish Hall of Christ Church. Rev H Newton, Vicar spoke on behalf of the Arethusa and Chichester.
14 April - Thursday
Dreadful disaster to Admiral Mackaroff and the Petropavlovsk.
Lunched with Battenberg, who told me of the narrow escape, his cousin the Grand Duke Cyril had.
He thinks that he will have the vacancy created by Lord Walter in September and that I shall be promoted on the 1st July.
17 April - Sunday
An excellent address from Webb-Peploe. Dear Olga very troubled at night, sometimes gets no rest at all, most trying for her and she is very patient with it all.
We advertised for a companion to share a governess with Lou, got an answer from Mrs Leman of Wilton Street, who has a little girl of Lou’s age.
18 April - Monday
This evening after dining with the Studds, 67 Harley street, I went to the Polytechnic and took over two hours looking into all the work going on there. Over 18000 students attending classes of every description, coach building, shorthand, painting, machinery, languages and over 100 different subjects taught. It was most interesting and quite a revelation to me. Much organisation is required. It is the leaders of industry that are being trained here. There are now 10 Polytechnics in London, children of this one in Regent Street.
22 April - Friday
Olga and Lou starting for Lady Armstrong, but Lou went off alone with Hetty in charge, as my dear wife not feeling well. We sent for Twynam and he promptly said no travelling on any account and Olga went to bed, a very near shave to a mishap.
24 April - Sunday
Olga better, but still in bed.
25 April - Monday
Went off this afternoon to Southampton, stayed the night with Revd Walter Statham, Holy Trinity Vicarage. A large parish, single handed, very hard worked; he is much oppressed by it all and his wife has also left him, and behaved very badly. He showed me over the fine Institute that he has built.
26 April - Tuesday
Much shocked this morning at hearing from Comd. Thring of the death of my old friend Admiral May, Captain of the R.N. College, very suddenly. This makes me the Senior Captain on the list, I am sorry to say.
Inspected Apollo this morning and returned to town.
27 April - Wednesday
Went to the wedding of Leigh White, son of Egerton Leigh and Arethusa Hawker, cousin of Olga’s, at the ritualistic church of St Paul’s, Knightsbridge. It was a pretty wedding, and many guests there. Afterwards to the reception at the Hans Crescent Hotel, held in the Winter Garden - a great turn out there, band playing.
28 April - Thursday
Dear Olga had a bad night again, very little sleep.
Went down to The Elms this forenoon, found Charlotte and Lou very well.
Mrs Edwina de Lisle lunched, a very pleasant woman and we made rather friends.
29 April - Friday
Lunched with Major and Mrs Tennant at St Annes Manor. A large committee meeting at the Coffee House last night and drew up rules.
30 April - Saturday
Went by train to Ruddington, five miles from Nottingham. Lunched with R Miller an old friend, met Mrs Wrey Hunt (daughter of Sir I Paxton), her daughter Miss Wait.
Mrs W. H. very well informed, found we knew many mutual friends, she showed me her house, which contains some fine pictures and works of art. One of Romneys of Lady Hamilton, a perfect gem. She was offered 500 gns for it.
In the afternoon we walked to Mrs Harrison, a garden party. Mrs Harrison a remarkable person, enormously fat, in loose tea gown shewing well her ample form, and vigorously smoking a cigarette. She also seems to know a great many people and we made friends together. Knew many mutual friends, quite a character - the daughters, the Miss Marquands, nice girls. Met Mrs Wright, Mr Wilkinson Smith of Bunny and others who knew father very well.
The Harrisons have a fine house and grounds and are reputed very rich; are Americans, but lived all their life in England.
Mrs Harrison would look at my hand, she is a great palmist, and it eventually led to a very interesting and serious conversation I am glad to say.
5 May - Thursday
Returned having enjoyed my visit to the country and Charlotte. C. is not strong, and at her age, 77 or 78, has to be very careful, especially in view of her slight stroke last Autumn, which she did not know was anything but indigestion.
Played a game of whist with her last night and Miller and his friend Hindly. The first I have played since I was a Lieutenant. Glad to get back to Olga, poor dear, who is not having a good time.
Went to the office this afternoon, Rice told me, he had asked Lord Walter, Tyrwhitt and Drury about my staying on until October.
10 May - Tuesday
A note from Tyrwhitt this morning telling me that I was made a Rear Admiral, Forsyth having retired. I thank God for having so blessed me in the service and trust the higher position may be used still more to live to His Praise and Glory. Affectionate greetings from my family. Olga pleased, I telephoned to her and Francie from the Store, and wired to Buz and ED.
11 May - Wednesday
Rice wrote to Tyrwhitt, asking him to ask Lord Selborne to let me stay on, to complete my two years, as it will be for the good of the service.
How I am to face two years half pay with two children to educate, no home, and my precious wife requiring so much care, is perplexing to me. I feel, I can only go right into the Presence of the Lord Jesus Christ and tell Him everything, otherwise I should be crushed by anxiety.
16 May - Monday
Went down to speak at Temperance meeting for Mr Evans, clergyman of Holy Trinity, Lincoln’s Inn Fields. We had not met for 16 years. A good meeting and they received me very enthusiastically. I spoke for about 20 minutes.
19 May - Thursday
Attended meeting in the Large Exeter Hall, Missions to Deep Sea Fishermen. Hall quite full, Sir William White made an excellent speech, as did others, I seconded the proposal of thanks.
27 May - Friday
Went with Rivers to the Agricultural Hall and to the Military Tournament. The exhibition by the Horse Artillery was simply wonderful, four teams with their horses and guns at a gallop the whole time, executing all kinds of manoeuvres. The slightest mistake would mean disaster.
The Bluejackets with their guns were very good, as also the Army Service corps with their Wagons. The rise of the Royal Artillery from Crecy was most interesting with the various uniforms and guns. Thirty odd periods.
2 June - Thursday
Paid a visit to the President to inspect the RN Volunteers. Wore my Rear Admiral’s uniform for the first time. Com. Rupert Guinness received me, about 140 present. Stayed there an hour and Guinness then drove me back in his motor car.
4 June - Saturday
Took Lou to the Italian Exhibition. She much enjoyed it. We did the switch-back electric Launch, and Venice by night, going round the canals in a gondola.
5 June - Sunday
Went to hear Mr Campbell-Morgan at the Westminster Chapel, accompanied in the evening by Captain and Mr Startin. He preached very well. The Startins remained for the after meeting.
11 June - Saturday
Bertie turned up at the Office, having run up for the afternoon from Sheerness.
19 June - Sunday
My dear wife in much discomfort and trouble, so much bother. I shall be thankful when it is all over.
Heard Campbell Morgan at the Westminster Chapel, a powerful address. Called on Mrs Ker (Eva), Grosvenor Place, we made rather friends.
22 June - Wednesday
Went to Hetty De Pothonier At Home and fathered Pauline Hawker.
23 June - Thursday
Dined at Francie’s, met Mrs Willoughby and Daphne Willoughby and on to the Rubes, 1 Belgrave Square. Miss Rube engaged to Mr Canning, who will be Lord Garvagh. He looked a quite young fellow.
26 June - Sunday
Olga gradually having better nights. Went to Westminster Chapel, an excellent address from Mr Peirson.
4 July - Monday
Francie having told me that Lady Wimborne would like to see me with reference to the Ch. of England League. I went to see her by appointment today at 6 pm and we had a long and interesting talk together. She is nice woman, spiritual, I should say, hindered by her social position. She told us that she found it hard to confess Christ. Altogether we had a most interesting time. Wimborne House, Arlington Street is a very fine house.
9 July - Saturday
Last night the Navy Club dinner 120 present, Lord Selborne and Admiralty the guests. Lord S made a good speech, but took too much upon himself in telling the Admirals and Captains their duty and the allusions to the Army where not delicate I thought. Met a lot of old friends. I am glad to say all my schemes for the RNR are gradually being adopted and seen to be right and necessary.
17 July - Sunday
Our dear little girl left last night with Nini and Rivers for Quinton Castle. We parted from her with the greatest reluctance, but, the heat in London is getting so great, we could not keep her in town.
My dear wife may be confined any day, and it will be a blessing when it is over. She has gone through a great deal poor darling.
Rice gone inspecting CG.
19 July - Tuesday
Attended wedding at Westminster Abbey of Hon L Canning and Queenie Rube. A large number of people there, many South Africans as Rube is a member of Wernher Beit and Co.
Miss Rube is a very nice girl and the Rubes are nice people, quite natural and not pretentious. A little page and a little girl held up her train. Eight bridesmaids. Music very well rendered by the Choir.
Yet with all the display, my thoughts went back to 5 April 1892, a quite simple wedding and to my mind more appropriate in carrying out this solemn act.
After the wedding a great reception at 1 Belgrave Square, a magnificent lot of presents of every sort and description. Ours looked very small and insignificant, an old Venetian Vinaigrette Bottle. Francie looked very well and handsome.
22 July - Friday
2.30 am.
Fifteen minutes ago, my precious wife gave birth to a little girl after a short confinement of two hours and a half. Child crying lustily.
I thank my God, it is all over and dedicate this little thing to the Lord Jesus Christ, her Redeemer. Now Lord, Raise my beloved wife up to perfect strength, and freedom from all her old complaints and help us to train this immortal soul up for thee. Amen.
7 August - Sunday
My dear wife still going on well, though, I regret to say, the old pain in her side has come back again but, nothing can be done at present.
The little girl we have decided to call Magdalen (Madge) which is an old family Ker name, Olga’s great grandmother being Magdalena Guardi, daughter of the painter, a Venetian.
The baby is a fine strong child and very good.
Very undecided where to live, as our problem is to make 6d go as far as a 1/-, and Olga not very strong at present complicates the problem, as I am sure pension life in Switzerland would finish her up in her health.
An excellent address from Dr Peirson at Westminster Chapel this morning. Proverbs 3.5.6. my great comfort.
11 August - Thursday
Dear Baldie’s 36th birthday. Went down to stay with Lel at Emsworth, first of all going in to Portsmouth, and lunching with Lady Fisher. Sir John in town, the girls at home. Lady Fisher as usual most kind and hospitable.
Com. Palmer at Emsworth Station, offered to drive me out, so en route, I had tea at his house, with Mrs Palmer, meeting Mrs Nugent there.
12 August - Friday
Lel and I to Southsea and looked at some houses, one in Merton Road, I have made an offer for.
14 August - Sunday
My 54th birthday. God be praised for all His marvellous goodness and mercies to me and mine. Olga and I prayed together and thanked God for all the way he had led us.
15 August - Monday
Last night, I went down to the Passmore Edwards Palace, and gave an address to about 120 people, most of them belonging to the Merchant Service, on the “Gospel of God.”
16 August - Tuesday
Battenberg and I lunched with each other today. He told me that the King is standing godson to the Czar’s son, and that he has to go to St Petersburg, a task he does not like at all as he feels more inclined to kick some of them there, than anything else.
However, as I told him, he could do his little share in making for peace.
23 August - Tuesday
Olga’s birthday - Long may we be spared to each other.
25 August - Thursday
Dear Francie’s birthday. She suddenly burst in on us this evening having rushed up from Hunstanton for the night, finding it so dreadfully dull there alone with Eddy.
Have written to Auckenthaler, asking him to let Stevie come home for a fortnight, as I can see Olga will not be strong for some little time for much travelling. Lou still at Quinton longing to see her again.
Taking a house at Southsea for 6 months, sometimes shrink back from what I see will be.
27 August - Saturday
Our dear boy came home this evening. I met him at Victoria, he looking very well and such a gentlemanly boy, very intelligent. He came over from Lausanne by himself, not bad for a small boy of 11, having to cross Paris and the Channel.
28 August - Sunday
Olga (the first time for months) Stevie and I to Westminster Chapel. Heard a most excellent address from the Reverend George Soltan.
1 September - Thursday
Had Dr McLish [?] to see Olga, she is picking up so slowly and feels very down at times. He said, it all arose from anaemia. How I wish I could take her off somewhere regardless of expense. I thank God, I am kept on at the Naval Reserves until the middle of October, a difference of £20 to me and will pay for all Stevie’s holiday expenses.
2 September - Friday
Heard at the Admiralty from Nini that Lou had, on the 31st, fallen on the rocks and cut her eyebrow badly from the broken spectacle and fears it will disfigure her for some time. Wired to Nini not to tell Olga for a day or two.
Received a wire from Nini to say, all was going on well.
Stevie and Nurse, Rose Ashmore, off to the zoo.
18 September - Sunday
Stevie left us last Tuesday, having enjoyed his visit home very much, and was a great pleasure to us having the lad. He has grown such a nice boy, pure minded and steadfast in his principles.
He paid a visit to his Uncle Bertie on board the Endymion at Devonport.
Olga and Madge are going over to Quinton this coming week, as Olga requires a complete change.
My expenses and debt seem to grow and grow and I am unable to stop it apparently. Sometimes I feel very down about it all, for I feel domestic matters handicap me so much in my profession.
A most comforting sermon this morning at Westminster Chapel.
24 September - Saturday
Olga and Madge left for Quinton Castle on Wednesday by the night mail via Larne and Stranraer. They had a good passage over.
Last Wednesday alas, dear Francie taken very ill, inflammation of the inside. Now alright thank God.
Ella came to stay with me on Thursday.
28 September - Wednesday
Busy packing and getting out of the flat. Wrote on Monday to the Rev Dr Len Broughton of Westminster Chapel, courteously and kindly deprecating his raising laughter in his address.
Dined last night with the Hawkins, Christian Scientists, had a long and interesting conversation. Endeavoured to shew them the way of truth.
29 September - Thursday
Lunched with Francie and Ted. Lel staying with Francie.
30 September - Friday
Left Chelsea Court and moved into Nini’s flat 156 Sloane Street.
2 October - Sunday
Nini turned up from Ireland.
Bearcroft has joined the office to pick up the work from me.
10 October - Monday
Nini returned to Quinton. We have had a pleasant time together and some frank talks.
Walking along the Street, I met a smart looking young fellow, who stopped me. I asked him his name, he replied “Constable”, and we began talking together on general subjects. At last he said, “I think, I am making a mistake. Are you not Sir Eric Barrington of the Foreign Office? I said “No” and then said, “There was a Mid with me in the Volage 8 years ago, called Constable, who left the Service, you cannot be the man.” He replied “I am, and have been through the S. African War and am married now.” He is apparently well off. After a further talk we parted. So at last I have found my double and am glad it is a respectable member of society, which I believe Sir Eric is.
Made my farewell calls at the Admiralty, said goodbye to Lord Walter, Battenberg and others. All very cordial and B, said “I am d... sorry you are going.” I have left a few remarks behind me, as to what should be done regarding the RNR.
15 October - Saturday
Last day on full pay. Finished up my office work.