6201-G-HMS MELITA - Pt 1

HMS MELITA

[Composite screw sloop]

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DEPART PLYMOUTH

22 October - Tuesday

Passed Cape St Vincent this morning. Steaming 11 knots, fine weather. Let me revert to the proceedings of last Thursday.

Wednesday Evening. Dear Francie looking very pretty, spent the evening with us, Buz also being there, having come up from Cambridge for the night to see me off.

On Thursday I paid my final visit to the Doctor, and then to Eaton Place wished Francie good-bye. (Ted being away shooting). Little Mike - a very handsome boy turned up - then home where I found Edward Grogan at Mrs Stepney’s, and at 2 pm having had a prayer with E.D, Lel and Buz, started off leaving heavy at heart. Buz saw me off, and at 9 pm I arrived at Plymouth, being met by Oliver and then drove to the Royal Hotel, D’port, where I put up for the night. Next morning, I went off in a Tug to the Tamar lying in the Sound and, proceeding on board, found I had the C.O. cabin in Saloon. A very large commodious place and at 11 am we left the Sound and old England and soon met a nasty sea and strong wind ahead, which we carried up to yesterday, turning nearly everyone up.

A good many officers on board, military and Naval and a few ladies, amongst whom being Mrs Palliser and Mrs Pearson, wife of the Captains of the same name.

What I have seen of Battenberg I like. Being laid up with a bad ankle, sprained deerstalking, he has been a good deal in my cabin laying on a sofa. He is, I know, a good officer and a zealous one, and has very sensible ideas on the service generally.

He told me his wife, Princess Louis, was clever and very enterprising, ready to start for China if he was ordered there.

B. told me some interesting things about printing, which he knows a good deal about, as he was brought up to that trade. He is a well read man and we had some interesting talks together on things in general. He made £30, when the Illustrated London News artist had to leave Seraphis, when Prince of Wales was on board.

AT GIBRALTAR

24 October - Thursday

Arrived and left Gibraltar yesterday.

Ruby came alongside the mole.

I find Battenberg a very nice fellow. I have had long talks with him, he is no doubt zealous, hard-working and determined to get on in the service.

He told me the P of W asked him to go to the Osborne, but he explained to him, that he was most anxious to live down the general idea floating about, viz, that he would be pushed on in Royal Yachts; and the P of W quite understood his desire to work his way up, the same as anyone else.

Battenburg told me how it was P of W was made an Admiral of the Fleet. He, Battenberg, and his wife were staying for some weeks with the Queen at Windsor and generally breakfasted with her outside in the garden. One morning the Queen said “They have been wanting me to make Bertie, an Admiral of the Fleet, but I shall not do it.”

B said nothing, but pricked up his ears, and when alone with his wife, they talked it over. So two mornings later Princess Louis said to Queen. “What was it about Uncle Bertie you were saying re the other morning?.” Upon which the Queen said “When I asked the Admiralty some years ago soon after my marriage to make my husband Admiral of the Fleet, they refused.”

Battenburg, evidently with much tact told Queen how much the Navy would appreciate it, but she said nothing, but a few days afterwards made the P of W one. B told me that no one excepting his wife knew how it came about and requested me never to mention it.

B evidently has much influence with the Queen. He told me the reason why the Duke of E. has not, for he generally takes his full share of wine at dinner and then he asks the Queen things, not using much tact in doing it.

B told me the Queen is always afraid of apoplexy and sits with everything open. The doctors have told her Suite that nothing startling is ever to be told her after dinner for this reason.

Another interesting thing B told me, was that at the Jubilee Review, he was much struck at no signal being made to the Fleet, and suggested it to the Duke of Connaught, who mentioned it to the Queen, who had it made. The Duke of C. and B. writing the draft out for her approval.

He says, she knows little about the Navy and dislikes the water very much. From all that B told me, regarding the Yacht appointments, not only of Commanders but of Lieuts, he has a great deal to do with them, and has much influence. The P. of W. and Queen evidently are very fond of him and refer things for his judgement. B. says Leiningen is a selfish man, and has no respect for him. He keeps up a separate establishment in London, notwithstanding being married to a charming woman; and that he did nothing for the Navy, though for 17 years he had the ear of the Queen.

B. told me a good deal regarding Emperor of Russia, whom he and his brothers (being cousins), used to play with as children and as late as 1880 were great friends with. He is stupid, self willed and very obstinate, and he said had behaved very badly to his brother Alexander, and that he, the Emperor of Russia has an insane idea that Prince Alexander has injured him in some way or other. We had a long and interesting talk regarding Russia, its state and condition.

He told me that the Duke of Edinburgh drinks too much and that my dear father, some years ago, had tried to make him a Total Abstainer, saying he would have such influence. He told me the P. of W. had often talked to him of my father.

ARRIVE MALTA

5 November - Tuesday

Many days behind in my Journal.

Sunday 27th. Tamar arrived in, and much to our joy we found that we had pratique, not withstanding the fact that there was a case of Scarlatina on board. Battenberg and I lunched with Admiral Buller, and met quite a large party there. Went to service in the Evening to the Presbyterian church, and then dined with B. at the Club.

Monday 28th. We turned over to the Melita and shook down for the night.

Tuesday 29th. At 9 am hoisted the pennant and commissioned HMS Melita, 8 guns with 123 men all told. I read my commission and made the men a short speech.

By Saturday the 2nd. we had provisioned and coaled ship, drawn all stores, sails and stationed men, set up and rattled down Topmast Rigging.

Sunday 3rd. Held my first service on board, much disturbed by the Fearless piper playing away at the head of the Church Party, and in the middle of my Sermon.

B. lunched with me, told me some interesting gossip, regarding Court Life, he told me the Queen worked up to 2 am usually, and it was perfectly marvellous how she got through it all.

Made acquaintance of Captain and Mrs Boyd RE, Earnest Xtians, and also one day lunching with Brenton, met Mr Baldwin of missionary fame.

Monday 4th. Got in Powder and Shell. The Fleet came in, Dreadnought (Flag), Colossus, Temeraire, Edinburgh, Calypso.

Paid Sir Anthony Hoskins a visit, most genial to me, and said, he was so glad I had come out to serve under him. I dined that evening with Admiral Buller, ( a small party) to meet Sir Anthony. At 1 am this morning when on board my ship, I was seized with terrible vomitings, and diarrhoea, and between 1 am and 7 am I was sick 7 or 8 times, straining myself a good deal.

I could not get up, and sent for Dr at 5 am. He dosed me, and I lay quiet all this day, taking nothing but Bovril and Arrowroot, and, I’m better now.

Came into Dock. Bottom of the ship very dirty.

Tuesday 5th. Out of Dock, still seedy.

6 November - Wednesday

Still seedy and others in the ship suffering from Diarrhoea vomiting, and the Doctor analysed the water and found it very impure and more so after passing through the filter. Examined the charcoal and found it in a very bad condition.

7 November - Thursday

Harbour gradually filling up with the Fleet. Sir Anthony yesterday left in Surprise for Naples to meet Lady Hoskins.

8 November - Friday

Went to 5 o’c tea at the Boyds and later met Major Sherrard, Col Morton and Carey-Brenton; Inland China Mission people (men). We all spent the evening singing hymns and chatting at the Boyds, and at 10 pm accompanied them to the P&O Valetta.

The Boyds are very nice people. Carey-Brenton breakfasted with me yesterday morning. B. dining night before and lunching next day.

Read warrants for the disrating of two PO 2nd Class to AB’s. Have taken a very long time to think over it, so loth to do it, but the beginning of a commission must take strong measures.

Attended sale of Edward’s things at Sliema this afternoon. Bought a pillow and bolster.

10 November - Sunday

B. breakfasted with me. Attended service after my own at the Presbyterian Church. Revd Mr Wisely, who has been here 36 years, and is the common centre and rendezvous for all Christians. Spent the evening with the Boyds at Sliema.

11 November - Monday

A great deal of calling going on, which takes up one’s time very much.

12 November - Tuesday

Walked over to Sliema to attend a Bible meeting at Captain & Mrs Boyd’s, held by Col Morton, a good number there the previous evening. Dined at the Wiselys, a farewell dinner to Col Morton. Boyd told me he saw some three or four years ago, the boy sent over from Sicily by the Jesuits, who had been blind, and was cured by a miracle in seeing a vision of the Virgin Mary. He saw the marks on each side of hand and on heart, like a scratch with a thorn. The Bishop, who had been and was performing the duty for the aged Archbishop of Malta, had some doubts on the matter and had the boy examined by three of the RC Doctors and Professors.

They examined the youth and found the marks were chicken blood marks. It was reported to the Bishop, who gave the word nothing more was to be said about it. The boy was withdrawn and to show the power of the RC’s here, no one dare mention it. The Jesuits revenged themselves on the Bishop by having the Bishop of Gozo elected to be the Archbishop of Malta, shortly afterwards on the old man dying.

The Jesuits from all I can hear are very influential at Rome now.

13 November - Wednesday

Out to do our steam Trials and Gun Trials. Got 11 knots out of her.

24 November - Sunday

Last night dined quietly with the Bullers, meeting the Princess Louis of Battenberg there. I must confess, it goes against my grain to see such very great deference shown to Royalty, however those who like it, do not mind it, and those who do not like it, must avoid Royalty.

I had a chat with her, but not having seen her before, am not in a position to say much about her. She is not good looking, but her face is intelligent, and I should think she had a will of her own. The last ten days have been spent very quietly, meeting once a week at the Boyds for a Bible meeting. Captain Hames, a man who has seen every phase of life and tried most forms of religion, taking several meetings.

Yesterday, I am sorry to say Fearless left for Suda Bay, Crete. I am glad I have had the opportunity of learning more of Brenton. What a sterling fellow he is.

25 November - Monday

Tug came alongside and took us round to No 3 Buoy opposite the Canteen, ready for photographing tomorrow after the Admiral’s Inspection this morning. Sir Anthony Hoskins and Admiral Buller came on board at 10.30 am, and had a walk round the ship.

DEPART MALTA

26 November - Tuesday

Dined last night with Sir Anthony, a quiet dinner. This morning I went up to see him, and had a long yarn with him. He lent me a lot of his papers to read. He is certainly very kind to me, through being such a friend of my dear father.

Left at 6 pm for Alexandria.

28 November - Thursday

Find ship leaks about an inch an hour between D & E Bulkheads. Everyone very ignorant of their work. Navigator Officer not a genius. Applied Deviation the wrong way and we steered 24 hours a point and a half out of our course. Fortunately we had lots of sea room.

As for the sails, I find I have to do instructor to all. However, I have a very good ship’s company and a hard working 1st Lieut, Inglefield - son of the Admiral.

ARRIVE ALEXANDRIA

3 December - Tuesday

On Monday (yesterday) we arrived here at Alexandria, relieving the Dolphin. Neville, I had not seen for years. He was looking very well. I lunched with him and had a look round his ship. She certainly was looking very clean and in very good order. Her 1st Lieut, Harford, was a mid in the Resistance with me in 1874.

Today, made my Official call on Sir Chas Cookson and General de Montmorency, and then a private one on Admiral Blomfield, lunching with him afterwards, and meeting his wife and a Miss Ker there.

Had a walk through the streets, and read the papers at the Khedivial Club.

6 December - Friday

Yesterday, accompanied by Sir Chas Cookson who presented me, I paid my visit to the Governor Sir Osman Orfi Pasha, who ranks with the Mudir of a province. He was educated in England, and of course speaks English very well. We had coffee, cigarettes, then after a chat, took our departure. Tomorrow he returns my visit.

In the evening, I dined at Cookson’s meeting Baker Pasha, who is in charge of the Egyptian Police. He gave me a lot of information, tending to show how very much, very steadily, the prosperity of Egypt was growing under English protection. Lunched today, at Admiral Blomfield’s who is ill in bed from lumbago.

Pleasant letters from Bertie, E.D, and Lel.

7 December - Saturday

This morning Garnet came in, and Corfe lunched with me. The Governor of Alexandria paid his return call on me, covered with gold lace orders. My cook made most vile coffee.

Morice Pasha also paid me a visit as did also Middlemass Bey. Corfe and I went out by train to Ramleh and called on several People, having tea at the Peels and meeting Miss Peel who is engaged to Anstruther of the Phaeton. They seem a nice family.

9 December - Monday

This afternoon paid official visits to the two Egyptian Admirals, then ashore for a walk. Miss not having someone to talk to. Feel sure that for me it is better not to go out into the world, more than possible.

14 December - Saturday

Dear Rob’s 33rd birthday. Last heard of in New York, working on the staff of the New York World.

The Landrail came in here on Thursday last and that evening, it came on to blow hard from the Westward, and it has been blowing ever since, thus preventing my making a start for Port Said to relieve Neville in the Dolphin.

The Tamar came in this forenoon and reports a heavy sea outside and strong easterly current.

Unable to go and see Cochrane on account of being completely laid up by a bad cold, aches, and pains all over. I’m a delicate piece of mechanism and God has been marvellously gracious to me, preserving me in such health and strength.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

15 December - Sunday

Left Alexandria this forenoon after service and met a heavy sea on the Bar going through the reefs, and for a short way on, until I rounded Rosetta Point. Made sail.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

17 December - Tuesday

Arrived here (Port Said) last night, found Dolphin in and an Italian Man of War. Took over the Dutch House and Admiralty property at Port Said from Neville of the Dolphin. Lunched with Neville, Middlemass Bey there, and at 2 pm Dolphin sailed.

20 December - Friday

Steaming to Malta the Calliope came through Canal yesterday morning. Was received by a telegram from England ordering her back to Aden, so a number of telegrams began to fly about, as she had 7 court martial prisoners on board, besides 23 time expired men and invalids. The result being, they were all turned over to me to take to Malta. A very great nuisance for I was just beginning to settle down into routine.

Yesterday, I had a long talk with Mr Taylor of the Bible society and Mr Locke of the Sailor’s Welcome. The latter though a little rough is a most earnest Christian man and has sometimes found it very hard to make both ends meet.

TO MALTA

22 December - Sunday

Knocking about a good deal. A rough sea and much rain, prevented me from holding any service I am sorry to say. Seedy myself with a bad headache from the pitching and vibration of screw together with neuralgia in left eye, makes me feel very wretched and long for the peace and quiet of home.

Christmas Day 1889

Bless the Lord! My Soul and all that is within me bless His Holy Name. Bless the Lord and my Soul, and forget not all His benefits. Truly the Lord has been very gracious to me, and my dear ones, whom I often think of and especially this day, I know they are thinking of me.

We had a nice little service this forenoon, and the Lord enabled me to speak out a few straight words.

30 December - Monday

Came in (to Malta) last Thursday, and on seeing Sir Anthony he was very gracious, and said how pleased he was at my having brought up the 32 details, instead of sending some of them up by merchant steamer. He said it reminded him of my father.

I dined that night with him, meeting Russian Captain and officers of Vladimir Monomakh. The Captain told me of his having blown up the first Turkish monitor in 1878 on the Danube.

I had a long discussion with Ashmead Bartlett MP on Total Abstinence, he introducing the subject, and I am glad to say I think I managed to show him that we on our side had a good deal to advance in favour of T.A. On his appealing to the Admiral saying, I had almost made him a T.A. Sir Anthony said “I quite agree with Hall.”

I find my old Quartermaster has created quite an amusing sensation in Naval Circles here. The story is briefly this. I had a very old (though not in years) Quartermaster, quite unfit to be at sea and that had only one year more to serve. Whilst at Alexandria, one Middle watch it came on to blow. I rang for the Quartermaster, and asked him why he had not called me. He appeared dazed and at last told me it had been blowing only 20 minutes and gave me a most vague idea as to its direction.

I had him at once relieved, and next morning sent for the Doctor, and said he must be invalided. So that day he was invalided, and sent to Landrail. On signing his conduct sheet I put under the column of Abilities - “Willing enough, but, blind in one eye, squints in the other, deaf in one ear, hard of hearing in the other, and unable to speak clearly, this man was sent from the Excellent as a CPO to do duty as a Quartermaster.”

It appears that Capt. Cochrane of Tamar which ship brought him to Malta, told the story at a Club, and it was soon told every where -but the sequel was more amusing still. The Landrail sent a lunatic from Hospital belonging to Phaeton in my Q.M’s charge and they both fell in on the Quarter Deck of the Tamar, and were reported to the Doctor who asked if the lunatic was quiet. The Sick Bay man said “Yes. Oh then send him down with the other lunatics.” So up came the S.B. man and selecting my old Q.M. as the lunatic sent him below, the real fellow going off free.

After 24 hrs my old Q.M. gathered his senses together and asked to see the Captain, that he might be let out from the lunatics. Of course there was quite a sensation when they found the real lunatic had been wandering about amongst the people, but they soon secured him.

Yesterday, Sunday, I attended service at Presbyterian Church, and heard a very good sermon from Mr Wisely. Spent the day at Sherrards and Boyds; two of the nicest families here.

1890

DEPART MALTA

6 January - Monday

I left Malta last Thursday on the tail end of a heavy blow, and, consequently for the first 48 hours pitched into a very nasty head sea, making us all sea sick. On Saturday, the sea went down, and I commenced a passage trial, averaging 9 knots, and this forenoon, I went full speed, making 11×5 knots. But as the Chief Engineer Mr Mullinger is ill (kidneys) and two out of my three leading stokers knocked up by debility, I did not continue the trial more than a few hours.

I am to remain at Alexandria as Senior Officer, and if the Admiralty allow me to draw the extra command money it will be a great help to me with the many claims on my purse.

AT ALEXANDRIA

11 January - Saturday

Yesterday, was dear E.D’s birthday.

I start on Monday for Port Said, via Cairo, to meet Mr Attard, the Clerk of Works from Malta, and have a look at the Dutch House together. I had intended going round in the ship, but having Chief Engineer and 1st Lieut in list, besides 20 other men, with this Catarrh, I have decided to go round by train. A long journey. I am strongly of opinion that the Admiralty should hold on to their property at Port Paid, as I am certain that bye and bye a railway will be run to Port Said, and some of the Alexandria trade will be diverted to that place. Sir Ch Cookson, Consul here and the Consul at Port Said, think my views are right.

12 January - Sunday

Not feeling very well today, rather lonely. The effect of this epidemic of influenza was seen in church this forenoon, the singing being very poor, so many being hoarse.

13 January - Monday

I left Alexandria this morning at 9.15 and arrived at Cairo 12.45, driving to the Hotel d’Angleterre and there taking up my abode. I strolled through the Muirki and into the Bazaars and soon found myself chattering with some Jews. One intelligent looking fellow, quite young, in his telling me he was a Jew and my saying how proud he should be of it, said; “I know it, but, why should I be now?”

We had a long and interesting talk together and it ended up on his telling me that he could read the Hebrew Scriptures but did not understand them, that he would read an English bible, if I gave him one. So, I trotted back and soon got him one, writing his name in it.

I then called on Sir Evelyn Baring and we had a long chat together. More especially with regard to the Dutch House at Port Said, and the value of it in war time and also its prospective value bye and bye, when the Railway goes there. I also urged on him the desirability of the Suakin ship remaining at Suez during the hot weather. On his saying he would get me a ticket for Khedive’s Ball, I thanked him and said; “I’d sooner go to bed.” He laughed. His upper part of face, reminds one strongly of the pictures seen of Bismarck.

14 January - Tuesday

Left this morning at 9 am. Arrived at Ismailia 2 pm where I took the Port Boat. Passing the Euphrates in the Canal, I recognized Yonge, the 1st Lieut, and we exchanged greetings. Rollman, Capt-Lieut of Irene was my companion from Cairo, a very interesting companion.

I went to Hotel Continental, having seen Mr Attard, Clerk of Works (Malta), and dined, went on board Landrail and had a yarn with Crofton.

15 January - Wednesday

Most of the day busy with Mr Attard at Dutch House. Paid visits to Burrell the Consul and the Royles and dined with Crofton. The Sailor’s Rest and Welcome doing well. Mr Attard today told me, that a lady, Mrs Watson, on his going away, desired him to remember her to me. My old friend E. G. (Elnith) Curzon, whom I wanted to marry. Lord Teynham’s sister.

16 January - Thursday

I left Port Said this morning, and after a tedious journey, arrived at Cairo 6 pm. On arriving at Hotel found a lot of letters. Bertie just from The Elms, I do not think Lady Hall has much kindly thoughts in little things.

I was in Cooks office making arrangements about some trips, and was talking of John Cook being, I understand, a great Total Abstainer, when he walked in. I introduced myself, he knew father very well, and, we had a chat together, ending by his asking me to go on a trip with some Swedish Officers on Monday at Sakhara, which I accepted. Tomorrow - D.V. - I go with the Blomfields and Miss Ker to the Pyramids.

17 January - Friday

I have been to the top and in the bowels of the great Pyramid and inspected the Sphinx and Tombs around. I found the ascent of the pyramid took a longer time than I anticipated. There is no use my writing a long description, suffice it to say that it exceeded my anticipations, in its magnitude, and the skill that planned and built it. It is certainly worthy of being called one of the seven wonders of the world.

I lunched at the Mena Hotel. Everything there is done in first rate style. Mrs Locke King, I understand, supervising everything in order to amuse herself. I should hardly think it can pay. A four-in-hand goes out daily, 10/6 double fare.

I met Mr John Cook in his office yesterday evening, and on getting into conversation with him, and introducing myself (he knew my father well, being a TA), he asked me to come on Monday and join a party of Swedish Officers he is taking out to Sakhara and also asked me to dinner tomorrow night at Shepherds.

18 January - Saturday

Received a telegram this morning from ship, saying “Dingy upset last night - Walkey, AB, missing, am writing.” It blew very hard yesterday, and, I am afraid there must have been a sea on at Alexandria. Dingy sent in for liberty men instead of Gig. It is very sad, our first death. I shall return as soon as the body is found.

This forenoon walked to the Citadel, and saw Mahomet Ali’s Mosque, built of Alabaster. It is certainly very striking, especially inside. The view from Citadel is very good.

Paid a visit to the Museum at Ghizeh. Full of interesting things but, I felt much was lost to me through there being no catalogue to explain things.

Old Bertie writes me he finds the cooking very inferior at Stanford Road. I quite agree with him, but what is to be done?

19 January - Sunday

Attended service at All Saints Church, heard the Bishop of Jerusalem (Blyth) preach. Disappointed at the matter of it, something lacking. Everyone must have gone away, well pleased with themselves.

Had 5 o’c tea at Miss Ker’s cousins, meeting Miss Ker there. Attended service at the American mission (heard a very good sermon) Made Mr and Mrs Gowan’s acquaintance - a very worthy Christian couple, also Miss Arthurs.

20 January - Monday

This morning at 10 am I found myself on board the steamer at Ras el Nil Bridge, meeting Mr and Mrs Cook and the Misses Cook, and a large party of Swedish Officers and military men, and ladies including Countess Lindberg, Swedish Consul General’s wife, and Capt. Von Horn of Sveja.

We left almost at once and steamed up the Nile, and most interesting and novel it was to me. So utterly unlike anything I had seen before, the Dahabeeyahs looking so picturesque with their fine lateen sails, some of the main yards being 140 ft long, - longer than the boat.

After steaming 15 miles up the river. We landed and mounted on donkeys, and rode out to Sakhara, visiting the Itep pyramid and Ti’s tomb and Oona’s Tomb. These tombs being most interesting the rooms covered with sculptures, some coloured, but there is no use entering into a long description. It simply struck me as something marvellously interesting and taking me back 4000 years.

You saw the daily lives and occupations of the Egyptians of Moses’s time. Mr Cooke did the whole thing very well and in the evening we dined with Mrs Cook and the two girls at Shepherds. Very nice people I found them. I thoroughly enjoyed my day and had a most interesting chat with Mr Nelson, one of Stanley’s party.

21 January - Tuesday

Met my friend the Jew, Isaac Ben-Tacar of the Turkish Bazaar, had a chat with him. He told me he intended to send me a present, I begged him not to. Returned to my ship at 8 pm having been away eight days.

22 January - Wednesday

Enquired into poor Walkey’s death.

26 January - Sunday

It has been blowing very hard from the Westward and the North West since yesterday, with much rain. Paid a few calls on Friday, with Mrs Blomfield.

28 January - Tuesday

H. Walkey’s body was picked up this morning by a boatman, and we buried him this afternoon, a large number of men attending. A long weary walk, through very dirty streets, and thick mud outside the gate (Rosetta). Quite did up our men. I suppose they walked 8 miles over slippery ground. Mr Lethbridge, Chaplain of the Forces, performed the service and thus we consigned the poor casket of Walkey to the Earth. I trust that his spirit is now dwelling in the presence of the Lord Jesus.

10 pm. Pulled ashore in my galley and walked up to Sailors’ Home and held an informal meeting of the Merchant Seamen there. About 15 came in and four of my boat’s crews. The Lord gave me wisdom to say a few words to them - no one being able to play Harmonium, I had to do it, and found the pedals very stiff. Feel tired after the long tramp today.

1 February - Saturday

Last night, I had Mon. Gerard (French Consul), Sir Ch. Cookson (English Consul) and Admiral Blomfield with two of my own Officers to dinner, and lighted up the cabin with the Electric Light. Everything went off very well. Dinner most excellent, and they all thanked me for a very pleasant evening. It was pleasant having them to dinner, but I am glad it is over.

I find it difficult to know the exact line to take, going out to dinners, but I am sure looking for guidance in all sincerity and earnestness, one will be led in the right way, but, for myself, I am sure the less I go out, the better for me. It unsettles me and I’ve determined to avoid it, as much as I can, for seeking first the Kingdom of Heaven, it is not helpful mixing much with those engrossed with the pleasure of this life - and, I’ve too much at stake to lightly injure my spiritual life.

I see that if one remains in high official positions a certain amount of Entertaining must be done and one must go out at times, as I very nearly caused offence not going to the French Ball. What am I to do? I can only just tell Jesus everything, knowing he will guide me.

2 February - Sunday

Had service in my cabin this morning, and spoke a few words in that verse. “Ask and it shall be given you ye men most attentive”, and I pray the word may have gone home to someone. Last night, I dined at Admiral Blomfield’s, a large party after which, music and recitations, all very good.

I managed to snatch a few minutes conversation with the Bishop of Jerusalem (Blyth), regarding Palestine, and he told me, that there was no doubt, of late years, more rain had descended on Palestine and that numbers of the Jews were returning there. He said the Rothschilds had wished to buy it up, acre by acre, but the Turks had refused saying, “It was God’s land, and they were taking care of it.” Of course an answer given for diplomatic reasons, but, still a remarkable one.

I took Miss Ker into dinner and had a few minutes of most deep spiritual talk. She told me her mother’s father had turned RC from being a clergyman, and that her mother had since become one; and that last summer a Dominican priest had tried to pervert her.

5 February - Wednesday

Yesterday the ship was crowded with ladies, ostensibly to see a sailing race between our boats and Mahroussa and Port Boats, but it fell a flat calm. So a pulling race was improvised for the occasion. I had Mrs Blomfield, Miss Ker, Mrs Middlemass and others off.

Went today for a donkey ride along the banks of canal and then to Club to see telegrams, and on board to my solitary dinner and lonely evening.

9 February - Sunday

Went with Mrs Blomfield to the German Hospital and made the acquaintance of the sisters and spoke to some of the seamen. Attended the meeting at Sailor’s Rest. Mr Keen gave a very good address and I spoke a few words.

Yesterday, played tennis with Admiral Blomfield and then called on the Joghels [?].

10 February - Monday

To tea at Mrs Blomfield’s and met a good number of people there, collected to hear Signor Furlani play on the piano, which he did very well, and the daughter of the Swedish Judge sang very well.

13 February - Thursday

The Admiral and I went for a long walk out to the fine gardens of Sir John Antoniadis. Met him out there.

After dinner to the Soldiers and Sailors’ Institute, where our men under Mr Mullinger’s guidance gave a very successful entertainment. Everything going off very well.

14 February - Friday

To the German Hospital and had a yarn with the men there.

16 February - Sunday

Yesterday a donkey ride to Mex with the Blomfields, Miss Ker, Inglefield and the governess, Miss Black, and we had great fun. Miss Ker not being very strong, we had to go a trifle slow, she is a very nice girl.

18 February - Tuesday

Yesterday, I rode out on a donkey, to Mex, Miss Ker also, and saw un pauvre Italian. Busy writing letters - soliciting money for the Sailor’s Rest at Port Said.

Last Sunday, Mr Barron, a converted Jew, spoke at the Institute, and one was much edified and much instructed by what he said. He and Dr Dickson lunched with me on Saturday last.

20 February - Thursday

Attended the reception (afternoon) of the Suffolk Regiment and dined with the Blomfields, afterwards escorting Mrs B and Miss Ker to Signor Furlani’s concert. He certainly plays very well indeed, especially staccato pieces.

21 February - Friday

Paid a visit to the Russian officers, to thank them for giving me a passage off to my ship last night in their Steam Boat; then to Mahroussa, to borrow the Khedive’s band for Mrs Blomfield’s party on Tuesday; then to the station to meet the Misses Hunters from Cairo, saw them on to the S.S. Pera for Malta, and then to Mex on a donkey, accompanied by Inglefield, Miss Ker, Miss Black and the Blomfields. My galley brought Oliver and the tea things, so we had 5 o’c tea there. Dined as Hon. Member in the W.R.

24 February - Monday

Yesterday, I had a busy and pleasant day. My own service on board in the forenoon. A visit to Perkins St at Ras-el-Tin Hospital, a nice talk on 23rd Psalm. Then on to the German Hospital and a chat with the English sailors in the accident ward; then to 5 o’c tea with the Lethbridges, (Chaplain to Forces) and another light refreshment at 7 o’c at Institute, after the 6 pm service at church. Then service again at Institute, and Holy Communion at 8.30 pm at Institute, and on board by 9.30 pm.

Drilled this morning, men did very well knowing their stations. Dined quietly with the Blomfields.

25 February - Tuesday

Went to Mrs Blomfield’s At Home, then at 7 pm escorted Mrs B, Miss Ker out to Ramleh, as we were all dining with Mrs Peel. A party of 14. I took in Mrs Peel and sat next to Miss Ker. Did not get on board until after midnight.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

26 February - Wednesday

Sailed this morning for Port Said, knocking about a good deal.

27 February - Thursday

Firing all day and under sail this evening, tacking and wearing.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

2 March - Sunday

Arrived here on Friday, a hot sirocco blowing. Very trying and found here the Albacore and Cockchafer. Feeling very seedy. Eyes and nose much inflamed.

Yesterday the Orion and Espoir came through Canal. Saw Ian Bruce and Prothero, the latter and Scullard dined with me, also Inglefield. Been very busy arranging matters at the Sailor’s Rest and hope done everything satisfactorily. This morning marched the men to church found it full, so came back, no service. Orion sailed this morning.

10 pm. A very pleasant meeting at The Rest, between 30 and 40 men present. I am leaving this place having been much blessed in settling matters regarding The Rest.

DEPART PORT SAID

3 March - Monday

Left Port Said this morning and after firing with large and small guns, made sail to a nice breeze from the Northward, stopping the Engines.

ARRIVE ALEXANDRIA

4 March - Tuesday

Arrived at Alexandria.

6 March - Thursday

Laid up with a bad cold.

8 March - Saturday

Paid a lot of visits to Ramleh, and asked the three little Miss Peels to tea on Monday.

Last night I took the Bible Class at the Soldiers’ Institute.

Had a letter from my step-mother which much rejoiced me, telling me of her spiritual difficulties and desires. Wrote her a long one back, which I pray may help her.

10 March - Monday

Last night I spoke at the Institute. Determined not to take another meeting, I cannot speak against time, it does me harm.

This afternoon, I had the three little Peel girls and little Blomfield off to tea, taking them for a sail on board Mahsonoah, the Khedives yacht. The Band played Lancers for us.

I have received £15 as yet for the Sailors’ Rest at Port Said.

12 March - Wednesday

Yesterday was my dear father’s birthday. Four years ago I sent him a telegram congratulating him on his having received a G.S.P, which dear man he only held three months, and gave the first quarter away to the fund for Mr Bradford’s Chapel.

Heard from Bertie today and hope he will get the Handy, Experimental tender to the Excellent.

Ordered to refund the 18/- a day I have been drawing.

15 March - Saturday

Dear Bertie’s birthday, 28 this day.

Last night, I look the Bible Class at Institute, and we talked over the Parable of the Sower.

Much searching of the heart on my return to the ship and earnest prayer to God for guidance, and an undivided heart to serve Him and Him alone.

16 March - Sunday

Ker and his sister came off to the service, and I thank God I had written, as it happened, a very appropriate little sermon; and I heard and believe it stirred up one heart at least.

Ker stayed to lunch and we had some nice chats together and then we went up to Ras-el-Tin Hospital, and had a chat with Corporal Clarke, who talked quite sanely, but complained very much of his head and [no one?] knows what is the matter with him. I was sorry to see his eyes had such a startled appearance.

I on board, and then to the German Hospital and saw some of my friends (old ones) and had a long yarn with two new ones; Ch. Engineer and Mate of a steamer. The former told me though many years at sea, he had never come across a Christian officer; (perhaps some were, but Nicodemus, like I was for years). I pray for humility, less self consciousness, and a deeper conviction of my utter helplessness and unworthiness and simpleness, and also of Christ’s love to me.

Evening service at the Church and back to tea on board

18 March - Tuesday

Yesterday I paid Mrs Coles a visit and sitting in the verandah, got a cold.

This afternoon at 3 pm a party of about 20 ladies and men started on donkeys for Mex, which place we reached at 4.30 and had tea in the Blomfield’s House, which was provided by myself, Inglefield and Hogg. We got back at 6.30 pm. Everyone having enjoyed themselves very much. I dined with the Blomfields quietly, and on board early having my cold on me.

19 March - Wednesday

Letters from E.D. and Lel, suggesting that by and bye they should study more, with the object by and bye of earning their own livelihood. Had a long and interesting visit from Mr Rudolph, Missionary, and received £20 by the mail from Sam Smith MP for Sailor’s Rest, Port Said.

20 March - Thursday

Dined last night with Dr Gore at the Khedivial Club meeting Sir William Buller, Mr Caillard, Dr Mackay and others. Got very tired and slipped away at 11.30 pm.

This morning heard from the Admiral that Carysfort was going to relieve me here.

I also had a long letter from Francie who is anxious to have one of the girls permanently with her to teach Mickey in the morning, and the other, E.D. I presume, to study music. Asking me to decide.

I am greatly perplexed and know not what to do. On the one hand, meeting Francie’s wishes, for she and Ted have been so kind, and also of course Lel having practically no expenses, could help E.D. much. Also the two girls being so buried in lodgings. On the other hand, they are so very happy, it forms a home for all of us, and for Buz, Bertie and self. Also it separates the girls who are so attached to each other and Lel I am afraid will find it a great spiritual hindrance living in Eaton Place.

I am severely perplexed and cast-down.

23 March - Sunday

Had a very pleasant morning service. Then after lunch to Hospitals, much cheered and strengthened by seeing and talking to the patients. Paid a visit to the two Bible Women, Miss Higgins and Miss Johnson. Found an interesting Bible Class going on in Italian, and several present who had come in from curiosity under conviction It was a novelty to hear Moody and Sankey’s Hymns sung in Italian. Attended service at Presbyterian Church. Mr Kean preached well, but delivery much too slow. Then on to Institute and after having some refreshment, to the service to hear Mr Judd speak. He spoke straight to the point and then on board.

Had a severe mental struggle this morning. The struggle is hard.

27 March - Thursday

Yesterday, Fearless came in, remaining until 5 pm. Brenton and I had the pleasure of meeting and talking over the Port Said Sailors’ Rest. We decided on building, if we can raise the money. Brenton tells me Burnell the Flag Captain is very rude to Commanders. Admiral wrote me Scout & Surpise are coming in on the 6th approx, to meet the Prince.

Did not go to the Suffolk Ball, as I did not feel called upon to go.

Heard from Bertie, who tells me he does not agree with Francie’s plan of separating the girls.

28 March - Friday

Yesterday afternoon, I had Miss Higgins and Miss Johnson off to tea, two Bible women working in the Greek Attarin. They enjoyed it very much. In the evening, attended the concert given at the Institute by our men, it dragged rather.

On coming off, found E.D’s letter saying she thought of going to Brussels for music, if the home is to be broken up. I have left it to them, though I shall be very sorry at the two girls being separated. Heard from Bertie this afternoon, he is going out in June to Raleigh, flagship on the Cape Station.

It is long since I have felt so low and depressed, such a wanderer, and no home.

30 March - Sunday

A great sense of loneliness and weariness of the soul, sometimes over me at times. I’ve had so much sorrow of the heart during the last fifteen years. I only get relief by taking it to Jesus, and casting my burden on him. I am afraid it is settled our little home is to be broken up.

This forenoon, the Blomfields, Miss Ker and Miss Black, came off to church.

Last night I dined at the Blomfields, to meet the General Sir William Butler, we sat at the table until nearly 11 o’c.

I took in Miss Ker and we had a very nice conversation at dinner. She is only 23.

31 March - Monday

My two friends left for Cairo this afternoon at 4.15. It leaves a blank here. She is certainly the nicest girl I have met for a long time, as true as steel, and very straight. I prize the privilege of being numbered amongst her friends and her brother also is a high principled fellow.

2 April - Wednesday

Mails from England. Bertie now thinks it a good thing, Lel going to Francie and E.D. abroad as they both think it not a bad idea for a year. I trust it is for the best, but one regrets breaking up one’s home very much.

Last Saturday, the M.M. Mail steamer came in from Port Said, with Miss Hogg on board (I followed the steamer in, as I had been out firing the night before with Ker as my guest). I had to go on board and explain to Miss Hogg, that her brother had gone to Port Said to meet her, a long 20 hr journey and he could not get back until that evening. It was great disappointment not seeing each other after two year’s separation.

Sunday next, I expect Scout, and Surprise in.

Dine tonight at Blomfields to meet Sir Colin Scott Moncrieff, to whom I was introduced this morning. The ship under Inglefield’s superintendence is beginning to look very smart.

Heard from Taylor today, that C.H. is going to be closed until the Autumn, the Reading Room being kept open.

4 April - Good Friday

Yesterday, a party of us went out in Tug to look at the new Dredger; Morice Pasha, Admiral Blomfield, Artin Pasha, Sir Colin Moncrieff and self.

I had some very interesting conversations with Sir Colin, who really has been the saviour of Egypt. He told me that Lord Dufferin told him, when he first came to Egypt, that we did not intend to clear out, though at the same time he was saying just the opposite. More shame to Lord D. If we had told the truth then, we should have saved ourselves much trouble. W. E. Forster told Sir Colin, that the worst of Lord Randolph Churchill was that he told a lie, and did not mind being found out.

Heard from Malta, that Carysfort relieves me here about the 15th or 16th and I move on to Port Said.

6 April - Sunday

HMS Scout came in, whilst I was ashore taking Holy Communion with some of my men. Took Battenberg ashore to call on Officials, and dined with him, as he had counted a good deal on my doing so.

7 April - Monday

Surprise came in, took Battenberg and Tillard to call on the Governor, and at 4 pm we all went up to Cairo and put up at the Continental. The best I think in Cairo.

8 April - Tuesday

Saw Miss Ker for an half an hour.

Called on Sir Evelyn Baring, presented to the Prince Edward. Had a chat with him and then a long talk with Sir Evelyn on the ship being stationed at Suez instead at Suakin during the hot months. On to Generals Dormer and Grenfell on the same subject, and got them all to agree and they have all promised to take the initiative, so it ought to be all right.

Had a long interview with the Kers, they had tea and dinner with me at the Hotel Royal.

9 April - Wednesday

Interviewed my Jew friend in the Bazaar and had a look round the shops. To lunch at the Hotel and tea with the Kers. I think them both fine characters and like them both very much and am [8 semaphore signs which appear to read very fond of Olga].

Dined with the Dormers and home tired to bed.

10 April - Thursday

Left Cairo this morning and on board by 1.30 pm and to Athletic sports this afternoon of which I am patron and have promised £2.2, which I can ill afford.

13 April - Sunday

Battenberg lunched with me in afternoon and 5 o’c tea with the Peels. Attending evening service at Mr Kean’s, drove down with Sisters Burke and Keer and on board.

14 April - Monday

Tillard of Surprise very seedy from fever and pleurisy.

Paid him a visit and found him weak.

To Ramleh with Battenberg, paying a visit to Morice Pasha. In the evening Battenberg and Inglefield dined with me.

15 April - Tuesday

Tillard feeling still very seedy, but fever has left him. Prince Edward came down at 1.30 pm from Cairo, I met him at the Arsenal and saw him into the boat. The Khedive’s Barge, taking him off. Afterwards lunched on board Scout meeting him there. He is looking, to my mind very seedy, and Evelyn Baring who was down told me that yesterday he got quite knocked up.

Is evidently delicate and if he was not a Royal Prince, would be called stupid. He wears enormous large dog collars and has a very long neck.

The ships went out at 5 pm. Scout flying the Royal Standard, no salutes. We had a lot of ladies on board to tea.

Sir Evelyn Baring told me, he had telegraphed to Foreign Office, that a ship was not required at Suakin during the hot months and was very nice about it. It is a great boon if we are not sent down, I shall be most thankful.

DEPART ALEXANDRIA

18 April - Friday

The Carysfort arrived yesterday and I started this morning at 5 am for Port Said, making sail at 6 am. Dined last night with Captain Pringle.

Had a long and interesting letter from my friend Olga.

ARRIVE PORT SAID

22 April - Tuesday

Had a pleasant passage round to Port Said, sailing most of the way and found Albacore in besides three Spaniards, the French Seignelay and Russian Vladimir Monomakh.

On Sunday Evening, attended the evening meeting at the Sailor’s Rest and gave a short address. A great number of merchantmen present.

Heard from the Admiral, a very nice letter. He does not intend to send me to the Red Sea yet-a-while, I am glad to say.

Yesterday I left and employed the day carrying out steam trials, a tiring business. Today, I weighed under sail this morning and carried out the big gun firing this forenoon and intend, D.V., to go into Port Said this evening.

23 April - Wednesday

Received mails from England, only 4¾ days from London. Colonel Trotter late Military Attaché at Constantinople and recently appointed Consul General at Beyrout brought a letter from Admiral asking me to take him to Beyrout, if I could.

DEPART PORT SAID

24 April - Thursday

Started this morning with Colonel Trotter on board for Beyrout.

On Wednesday last much troubled at hearing from Miss Ker, of her brother St John being in Hospital with small pox.

It appears that he had been ill from Thursday until Sunday, before the disease was diagnosed, and Miss Ker thought she was going to get it too, as she had been nursing him and felt very unwell.

I think her youngest cousin treated her shamefully, poor girl, now she is living alone in the lodgings for fear of giving infection to her friends and relatives.

Heard from Bertie and E.D. of its being practically settled that E.D. was going to the Revd I. Jenkin, 74 Rue de Stassart, Brussels.

Bertie left in the Union Steamer Moor for the Cape on Thursday 17th inst, in order to join the Raleigh.

AT BEYROUT

26 April - Saturday

Steaming slowly back to Port Said, having disembarked Colonel Trotter this forenoon. I lunched with him on shore and met the Vice Consul Eyres, who knows Bertie very well. Afterwards I went out to the American Mission and saw Drs Post and Bliss with their wives. Saw a lawn tennis match between two English and two Americans, the latter beat a very close match, one of the English had a leg bandaged up.

Up at 7 pm.

RETURN PORT SAID

28 April - Monday

Arrived at Port Said this morning.

29 April - Tuesday

Yesterday afternoon Mr Mullinger, Ch Engineer, asked me leave and took a small Hand Bag away with him, saying he was dining out. Not turning up this morning, the 1st Lieut reported his absence. I had the town searched and the Colliers at 4 pm, but this evening Col Harington found out he had left at 2 pm in the Steamer Marian bound to Constantinople, so I wired to the Admiral.

Saturday. Wired last night to S.N.O. Constantinople regarding Mullinger. Received a telegram from Malta this morning saying Mullinger had been arrested this morning so am afraid I shall have to go to Malta to try him by CM.

Much surprised at finding from Harington on Wednesday, that Mullinger had been in a gambling Saloon up to 6 am with young de Glanville, belonging to the B & F Bible Society. Last night de Glanville came off and begged me not to say anything to Mr Wheatley about it. A most painful interview. I am undecided.

It appears Mullinger has been swindling people for some time past, not sparing even the nursing sisters at Alexandria. A most plausible scoundrel.

Dined last night with the Royles, long. Did not get away until 11.30 pm very tired.

7 May - Wednesday

Am busy looking after the Dutch House. I shall not be sorry to have a cruise by and bye and see some other places.

9 May - Friday

Oliver, after laying ill in my cabin a couple of days, went to Lady Strangford’s Hospital last Wednesday, with a bad attack of intermittent fever.

Yesterday we had our Athelete Sports, which went off very well. I gave £2 toward them.

Have made the acquaintance of a Mr Lazareth a Jew, at the Hospital. He was landed from the P&O, dangerously ill from Haemorrhage. Have had several very interesting chats with him.

Been seedy today, my eyes trouble me very much. I get low at times. Such a struggle to keep one’s head above water financially.

Had a very pleasant Bible Reading at the Admiralty house last night.

Suffering from toothache, so must go to Cairo and have it stopped on my way back from Suez, to which place I am going on Monday to examine a steam launch for Government.

Have such nice letters from Olga Ker.

16 May - Friday

Kantara on Canal. A Red Letter Day to me and the beginning of other hopes and responsibilities and I pray God much happiness.

This morning on my way to the Station, I called at Moharen Bey Duprey and found Olga Ker (O.K) up. Gave her my B-[?] and going away told her what I intended doing. Last saw her bright face and salutation from the balcony of the house.

In train after leaving Cairo engaged in very earnest prayer to the blessed Lord Jesus for guidance, and for help and strength for myself and dear one, and do pray I may leave myself in His loving Hands.

17 May - Saturday

Scene yesterday morning is still imprinted on my mind, that sweet loving figure on the balcony, waving a kiss. I fancied her eyes were full of love,

What a long time I have been trying to conceal from myself how very fond of her I was, and yet not concealing it so much as trying to put it away, but ever fruitlessly, for fear she would not have me, and also that my views might not suit her. Then seeing my way clear to coming forward, having the privilege of helping my loving sisters.

She is as true as steel, a loving heart, clever, but so humble and self deprecating to herself, so honest. I admired her so much.

When talking of spiritual matters she was so straightforward about it all. I pray she may be blessed in her seeking and helped by our dear Lord.

For months I have thought of her. At Alexandria how I loved, yet dreaded meeting her. I thought it could never be. She never thought what my apparent indifference and avoidance of her at times cost me in mental struggles.

From the first moment I saw her, I liked her. How well I remember Crofton telling me I should lose my heart to her, she was so fascinating and I laughed and said I was case hardened.

On Monday last I went to Suez in the Steam launch, the Indian Government is trying to sell the Admiralty. Wired my approval.

On Tuesday went to Cairo and at the Hospital found St John Ker going on well. Spent the evening with Mrs Ker and Olga Ker.

Wednesday paid Waller Bey, my dentist, a visit and that afternoon Mrs Ker, Olga Ker and I drove out to the Mena Hotel and dined there, first having a look at the Sphinx.

Next morning at 5 am we mounted donkeys and saw the sun throwing its rising rays on the face of Sphinx. I took Olga Ker into the Centre of the Pyramid, and we spent the rest of the day in the Hotel, driving back at 6 pm, and having a scratch meal at their rooms, the Maison Du Bray Bey.

Next morning, i.e. yesterday morning, called on my way to the station and at 7 am had two cups of tea from Olga Ker, feeling very heavy at heart.

Said goodbye to her, kissing her dear hand, telling her, half afraid of doing so, that I intended trying to win her and going away, I looked up and saw her sweet face so bright. Bless her, and my earnest prayer is that our Lord will see fit to bless us, and that we may journey for ever and ever, hand in hand; without his blessing far better we should never see each other again. He knows what is best for each of us, and will do right. I leave it in his Hands now.

18 May - Sunday

No answer from Miss Ker. Went to meeting at Rest cast down, but resigned. A large number there.

20 May - Tuesday

Yesterday, no letter, much cast down. Sent a telegram, thinking perhaps Olga thought, I should ask her personally, if she was worth asking for her. An answer came saying “Mama says not come. Olga.” I liked seeing her name at the end.

This afternoon, I received one of the most sweet maidenly and loving letters a man has ever received from a girl. Please God I will take precious care of my beloved Olga. What a long time I have loved her and how fought against it. I felt at times like plucking an eye [five lines of text crossed out] but her letter has given me much comfort, she is so true, so straight. I esteem and I love her with all my heart and believe by God’s blessing we shall comfort each other and take our stand boldly together in the Lord’s side.

21 May - Wednesday

Many Foreign men of war in, therefore I have determined to run up and see my Olga on Friday and have a talk with her and Mrs Ker.

23 May - Friday

Left Port Said this morning and arrived at Cairo 5.30. Put up at Hotel Royal and drove to see Olga having prepared her for my calling, and very soon my beloved Olga was in my arms dressed in white with an orange sash and a long talk we had together. First asking God’s blessing on us both, how lovely to go over old times. Olga is looking so sweet and pretty and spoke so lovingly of my dear sisters living with us. It seemed like a dream to me, as it did to Olga for we really have esteemed and loved each other for a long time. I pray the Lord that He will guide us and direct us in all things and that we may lean on Him, not on each other.

25 May - Sunday

My beloved Olga, and I went to Church together, and heard a very nice sermon from Dean Butcher on Spiritual Power being given us by the Holy Spirit. Olga and I gave our first thank offering to our blessed Lord. Bless the Lord Oh my Soul, and all that is within one, bless His Holy name, forget not all His benefits.

After service, I took Olga into the vestry and told Dean Butcher Olga was my affianced bride. He was quite taken aback, evidently much pleased but so affected he could not speak, but we all knelt down and he offered up a beautiful little prayer for us both and I added a few words, dear Olga fervently closing with Amen. “Oh! Lord bless and guide us both and help us to consecrate our lives to thy service.”

27 May - Tuesday

On Sunday afternoon, Olga and I went to Dean Butcher’s and had tea there, then viewing his garden until church time. After evening service, we spent the evening together quietly. Sir Colin Moncrieff and Baker Pasha congratulated us most heartily . Yesterday morning, I drove early to Olga’s, had a long chat with her and at 7.30 am had to part with my precious girl, one of the sweetest in Christendom. How she fell in love with me is a marvel to me.

30 May - Friday

I could not have believed a short time ago, that I could have been wrapped up in any one as I am in my Olga. I seem to have commenced a new life. Her letters charm me more and more and I trust the dear girl and I may have many happy years before us.

Had a very pleasant Bible Reading at the Seaman’s Rest last night. Locke suffering much from toothache, told me, it was due to his [5 and 8 letters of semaphore code]. I can hardly believe this.

Heard last night from that sweet girl.

1 June - Sunday

Had a long talk with Inglefield last night regarding the expenses of married life. He says £500 a year, and a house is the least a man can do on. I felt much cast-down, but I laid it all before the Lord, as Hezekiah did.

All is well. Wrote a long letter to my precious Olga.

Had a nice service on board. I commenced my sermon with Joshua 1.9 and ended it with Psalm 42.11. Both verses gave me much comfort and consolation.

11 June - Wednesday

Hotel Beau Séjour. I must now go back to the 3rd since, on the morning of which day the Fleet turned up and anchored a long way out; 5½ miles from where I was lying in the Ismail Basin. I got out at 8 am just in time for breakfast with the Admiral and then immediately afterwards sat on two C.Ms, and did not get back until 3 pm to my ship.

The fleet consisted of Victoria, Trafalgar, Dreadnought, Agamemnon, Temeraire, Edinburgh, Phaeton and Carysfort.

At 4 pm Sir Anthony Hoskins, and Lord Walter Kerr came in, and after shewing them over the Admiralty House, I gave them tea on board and told the Admiral that, having proposed to Olga Ker in past 48 hours, I wanted leave to go round to Alexandria. He assented at once.

The Admiral was very pleased at what I had done at the Admiralty House.

On Friday the 6th, I had two Courts martial on board. Mr Mullinger, Ch Engineer, I tried. He was dismissed the service, and Smith AB got 5 years penal servitude, a much too heavy a sentence.

I told the Admiral so.

7 June - Saturday

The Fleet sailed, I am glad to say.

8 June - Sunday

Had a very nice service on board, and in the evening attended meeting at Seamen’s Rest

9 June - Monday

Took Port Boat and proceeded to Ismailia, Alexandria and Ramleh, arriving at the Hotel Beau Séjour at 9 pm. Found only my beloved Olga there, Mrs Ker being still detained in Cairo, so after a loving talk with the dear girl whose eyes were sparkling with love, I took the next train back to Alexandria and slept at the Institute.

Next morning Olga came into breakfast at Institute, and after doing some shopping, we returned to Hotel Beau Séjour. St John having turned up that morning, Mrs Ker came in the afternoon and we spent the rest of the day at Hotel. Needless to say Olga and I were nearly all the time together.

18 June - Wednesday

Port Said. I must go back a week. On Wednesday the 11th, Olga and I went into town and did shopping and returned to lunch at Hotel and that afternoon the dear girl and I had a long talk together.

On Thursday the 19th, and Friday and Saturday we spent entirely in each other’s company, being photographed on Saturday and lunching at Sir Charles Cookson.

During this week Olga and [text crossed out] treasure He has given me, indeed the more I know of Olga, the more I see what a remarkably fine character she has and yet withal has personal attractiveness of no mean sort and she is so fond of me. I pray I may long be spared to make her happy and be a true help indeed to her.

On Sunday we went to hear Mr Mackie preach at the Presbyterian Church, and he gave us such a loving and beautiful Sermon, so eloquent and yet so true. Olga and I derived much comfort from it. We then took the Holy Communion together at the English Church, and spending the day quietly at the Institute, returned to the Hotel for the evening.

16 June - Monday. Saw Mrs Ker and Olga off. [Text crossed out] St John and I took the train at 11 pm and travelling all night reached Ismailia at 1 pm next day. Took the Post Boat and reached the ship at 6 pm tired out.

Lady Dormer and the girls came down from Cairo by the same boat to Port Said. Thinking much of my Olga. Fearless in port.

23 June - Monday

Saw St John off by the Port Boat this morning. His stay here has done him much good in every way, physically stronger, and much impressed by what my friend Brenton said to him. St John having a very critical mind finds it hard to submit himself to God, to humble himself and cry “I am a sinner”, but I feel sure that he will see it through by God’s blessing.

Brenton went home on Friday in a China Tea steamer. Very sorry to lose him from the active service.

Longing to hear from Olga.

27 June - Friday

Painting ship all this week. On Wednesday, I had the delight and pleasure of hearing from Olga, who was very sad going over to Brindisi, poor girl. I wish I had been by her dear side. They remained at Brindisi from Thursday until Sunday and then on to Venice where they stay a week.

Played tennis this afternoon and had a row in my skiff, feel all the better for it.

A loving letter from Lel.

29 June - Sunday

Yesterday Harington and I went for a pull in my skiff, Mrs Harington in the stern, no light weight to pull about this morning. I spoke a few words from the words “Lord I believe, help thou mine unbelief”, paid a visit to the Hospital, finished my letter to my precious Olga. Find it a great relief having some one to write fully to, and this evening, attended the meeting at the Seamen’s Rest. Many there.

4 July - Friday

Attended meeting at Seamen’s Rest last night, read 2nd Ch St John’s Gospel. Had the very great pleasure of hearing from my precious Olga this week.

8 July - Tuesday

Had a letter from my beloved Olga this forenoon.

Albacore arrived at Alexandria this morning.

Last Saturday Inglefield sought an interview with me, he had been nursing up supposed wrongs for some time. I am very glad that he had to raise himself off, though I had to speak to him very plainly, saying how surprised I was at his thinking such things of me. On Monday he came in and being a thorough gentleman apologised for what he had said and so it is all right again. However I see it does not do to discuss any orders I give to him, they must simply be obeyed.

12 July - Saturday

Received many letters last Wednesday by the Mail, especially form my beloved Olga and a long one form Sir Anthony Hoskins.

It is indeed a great treat hearing from my beloved one, such warm affectionate letters.

Sorry to see Harry Grogan has not passed into the Navy, will be a great blow to Harry and Ida.

Albacore came in Thursday morning and sailed this morning for Suez to relieve Dolphin. Yesterday they had a cricket match against town and had a tremendous beating.

I hope to leave for Malta on Tuesday morning via Alexandria.

14 July - Monday

French National Fête. I went to see my friend M. Rumeau and told him I must move on to Alexandria in the afternoon as soon as the Dolphin turned up, which she did at 1 pm and at 3 pm I was off having turned everything over to Neville.

Port Said very gaily decorated with bunting, the French giving a prize for the best ship and house. In Egypt they try to draw as much attention to the day as possible and make it a general holiday.

Last night we had a very pleasant meeting at the Rest.

AT ALEXANDRIA AND MALTA

24 July - Thursday

On Tuesday the 15th arrived at Alexandria, saw Bruce of the Orion who was full of his collision with the Temeraire. I dined with the Laurences at the Institute and on Wednesday the 16th started for Malta. Had a very nasty passage up, head wind and sea, made us all bilious.

I arrived at Malta on Monday the 21st and found the Admiral in, flag flying in Victoria. On Tuesday I coaled and had an interview with Sir Anthony, who told me of the very flattering remarks he had made on my work at Port Said on the Navy House, late Dutch House. On seeing them in Secretary’s cabin, I was much struck at the way he wrote to the Admiralty regarding my zeal.

Wednesday 23rd. I went out of harbour to the back of the Island to do my Prize firing, but found such a lump of a sea on and blowing so hard, I had to return. Ship in an awful mess.

I dined with Sir Anthony and after dinner we had a long yarn together on many things. He told me some interesting things regarding the Empress Frederick and we had a long yarn on naval matters.

This day, I lunched with Buller, and sent off a lot of letters, 4 to Olga, but, received none alas!. Wrote to cheer up the dear girl.

2 August - Saturday

Inglefield been in Hospital now a week, Hogg sick still, and Simmonds, Ch Engineer still in Hospital. The Admiral inspected the ship yesterday. The Awnings were spread and he said Man and Arm Boats. Men worked very well and quietly and the ‘Ral’ was pleased and said so. We did the usual things, General Quarters, fire etc. All went off well.

There were a few little things wanted looking to, such as shot required scraping but, as the Admiral said, “It was nothing” and he was pleased altogether, I could see, and would not do some things, taking my word that everything was correct. I am glad it is over.

The Polyphemus, Cruiser, Scout came in this week - Meryon, Prickett and Battenberg all friends of mine, especially Prickett who lunched with me this day and after lunch we had a nice spiritual talk together. Battenberg would not believe for a long time, I was engaged.

Fleet sail on Monday for Palermo and Gibraltar. Polyphemus to pay off.

10 August - Sunday

Fleet left last Monday for Gibraltar. On Friday Cruiser went out under sail, a pretty sight. Inglefield out of Hospital, Simmonds still in. Imogene came in day before yesterday and Duncombe came in to see me. He married Amy Fraser, cousin of Edward Grogan’s. She was one of dear Meta’s bridesmaids

15 August - Friday

Yesterday, I was 40 years of age, and looking back I can truly say, goodness and mercy hath followed me, all the days of my life. I thank God for giving me Olga Ker and pray we may be spared to one another for many years.

Had to punish Buckland AB for having shaved when refused permission. Much distressed at having to do so as I know him to be an out and out Xtian. I am afraid it will give cause to the enemies of the Lord to mock and laugh. I hinted to Lt Hogg, I should like him to intercede, but he’d not take the hint. I prayed much about it and believe I had no other course open. He has not had a scratch against him and my letter asking for him to pass as Ship’s Corporal had only just gone in.

23 August - Saturday

My beloved Olga is 24 years of age this day. Truly a loving girl, so straight and true and I am thankful to God for having given me her. Pray we may indeed help each other in our spiritual life and ask the Lord to guide us both that we may not get wrapped up in each other and thus forget Him. I pray we may both strive to live His Glory, seeking first his Kingdom and leaving the rest to him. She has been very much in my thoughts this day.

I left Malta last Monday and went round to the back of the island and did Prize Firing at a target, and located a rock some 200 yards from the shore upon which two steam launches have been wrecked.

AT GRIGENTI, SICILY

On Tuesday 19th I arrived at Grigenti (Agrigento) and received mails, but Niente from Olga.

That afternoon Captain Maclurcan and Dr Sharples, with myself went up to Grigenti by train and visited the fine ruins lying at the base of the Mount, and we walked back, a very dusty, rubbly road.

Grigenti, built on the slope of a hill 1000 feet high, is most picturesquely situated, and the old town of Agrigentum must have been very large and very strong. The ruins of the walls shewed them to have been very massive, and I was much interested in seeing the rock hewn tombs cut in the Rock that formed part of the walls. The railway to Grigenti from its sea port Empedocle has to wind about a good deal over picturesque ravines to make its way up to near the town. The port in which we lay is very snug, formed by large stone breakwaters.

Wednesday night, I left, not having heard from Olga, tho’ I am sure she has written.

Thursday - gave a small dinner party longing to hear some news of Olga.

26 August - Tuesday

Only 100 miles off Alexandria so I’ve just made sail as I do not intend getting in until tomorrow morning. I find it rather a labour instructing officers and men, setting sails properly. They are all, with few exceptions, very ignorant and it is not to be wondered at.

AT PORT SAID

1 September - Monday

Arrived at Alexandria on Wednesday and sailed again on Thursday having seen all my friends, dined at the Institute with Mr Lawrence and paid Mrs L a visit after dinner, she is out at Ramleh.

Had a very interesting talk with Lawrence. We both confided to one another, we saw other Christians had something we had not, and we must have a more spiritual walk. I intend by through His Grace having it.

Two long loving letters from my loved Olga, she gets dearer to me day by day. I feel I have won a girl of no ordinary sort.

Left Alexandria on the 28th and sailed round to Port Said, arriving on the 30th. Found Gannet in. Spent the day with Corfe and yesterday Sunday, had a little congregation off to church. Preached my first extensive sermon on board this ship, on 2 King V. Lunched with Mr Harington, paid Hospital a visit, returned to ship and found Oliver in high fever 104°. Touch of the sun, packed him off to Hospital this morning at 5 am. Attended meeting at Rest last night, funds required, and sailed.

18 September - Thursday

Olga writes such loving true letters and fortunate am I in having such a true hearted girl for my future wife. I pray we may be great blessings to each other in every way, and I finish this journal with thoughts of her dear sweet self in my heart and mind, and her dear name on my lips, the loving Olga.

24 September - Wednesday

Cairo. Came up yesterday from Suez, and dined in the evening with Portal, meeting General Dormer and Col Kitchener. Found Portal full of information. This morning, had another yarn with him and then paid Sir Colin Moncrieff a visit. He told me in his emphatic way that Williams raved about St John Ker. Said, he and another young fellow were his right hand men. I was very glad to hear it.

Sir Colin told me he was going to Merv by invitation from the Russian Government, to see into their irrigation. A great compliment as I told Sir Colin.

I lunched with General Dormer and in the afternoon went down with Barnham to see the Barrage, the Nile being in full flood. A magnificent structure.

Nile looked so full and rich with alluvial matter.

Dined with Dr Gore, meeting General Dormer.

[The disagreement that George King-Hall had with Captain, afterwards General, Hacket-Pain, which is mentioned in the following entries, concerned his treatment of the Hadendowas who were driven out of Suakin, forbidden to draw water from the wells and exposed to the mercies of the Dervishes at Tokar. GKH visited starving natives and found them in a terrible condition. The missionaries of the C M S were helping them.]

ARRIVE SUAKIN, SUDAN

4 October - Saturday

Up to Monday morning had calms, then strong easterly winds and last night at 5 pm whilst exercising reefing Topsail, a heavy Squall struck the ship, which fortunately I saw in time, and took Mainsail off, keeping away and as wind shifted from SE to NW with heavy rain, I furled sails after some trouble and put her at it under steam. Wind and sea ahead and she pitched into it and has been doing so all day. Have just put her under sail to dry them.

It is most trying working men aloft because of the little practice and much want of knowledge, not only on the part of the men, but the officers who are quite adrift. In fact seamanship is dead and buried, as far as sails go. I regret it, but there is no use worrying myself.

12 October - Sunday

I arrived at Suakin on 2nd October having made a sailing passage down and called on Captain Hacket-Pain the Acting Governor. He returned my visit next day with his A.D.C, Mr Du Plat-Taylor, and I took the opportunity of protesting most strongly against the policy being carried out, as one opposed to humanity. It took him rather aback.

On the 18th Sept after having, the evening before, loaded them with dhurra, some 5 to 10,000 people were packed off into a famine stricken country, and from all accounts, most of them must have perished. Some were robbed not 6 miles from Suakin of the dhurra they possessed. A cordon, most ineffective, was drawn round. The excuse being cholera at Massowah, and the only use made of the cordon, as far as I could see, was to prevent famished people from coming through, though as a matter of fact, they did come through and were picked up half dead.

At the entrance of the harbour, some 100 poor people had come through cordon and were living on shell fish, and had been so for 14 days, when I drew the Governor’s attention to their case. Not allowed to buy or receive any dhurra, and obtaining water by stealth from the Wells by night, he packed them off to Agig in dhows.

Out of the 5 to 6000 sent off into the country some 3000 had been receiving relief gratuitously the morning of the 17th, some 1300 being women and some 1200 children. Those too ill to move were removed into two Zerebas, one under Dr Myles (Govt) and one under Dr Harpur (C.M.S), and now there are about 400 in each. In Dr Harpur’s, some 170 are children, mostly orphans, and then some 800 were sent away in dhows to different places along the coast. 600 coming to Agig, being fed by the Govt.

It has been a wrong and wicked policy trying to hit at the Dervishes through non-combatants and has utterly failed, the only effect having been to starve thousands of non-combatants.

I have had several very long chats with Dr Harpur, who has given me much information. My daily walk has been to his Zereba to visit the unfortunate beings, a goodly number of whom have died from exhaustion, after such a trying time before being taken in.

I left Suakin on Friday 10th and arrived here at Agig Bahdur yesterday, bringing Mr Du Plat-Taylor to inspect for the Govt and I brought Mr H. E. Barnham as my guest.

We inspected the people sent down yesterday and found they had been well looked after. Some 100 had elected to go over to the mainland from the Island, leaving about 500 being fed.

There is practically free communication between the Island and Mainland and of course the Quarantine Regulations, are a perfect farce.

Ther. 4 pm 90° - 10 pm 88°

DEPART SUAKIN

19 October - Sunday

Garnet arrived at Suakin yesterday and sailed for Suez this forenoon after service.

Last Thursday (16th), I went out and hauled the Egyptian steamer Cherbia off a coral reef. It gave me some anxiety cruising about amongst unsurveyed reefs and twice I nearly went ashore.

Delightful letters from my beloved Olga.

28 October - Tuesday

I arrived at Suez on the 23rd and Port Said on the 25th leaving this morning for Alexandria and Malta.

This afternoon some 8 wagtails, migrating, very tame fed on deck off crumbs of bread. One fellow was very pugnacious, and by dint of being very ferocious drove the rest off and we were obliged to feed them on the other side of the deck. A small goldfinch came down and had a feed too. The pugnacious wagtail did not attack it for a long time, but at last it drove it away. It kept chirping whilst running about, clearing the others off.