John's Journal: April 17, 2018

LOVE, Love & love

LOVE System Name

I came up with the name Life's Optimal Virtuous Economy because I wanted the name of this system to accurately express, define and embody the inherent benevolent humanitarian qualities of what this system is truly designed for, to have and show Love for Everyone, as well as for animals, the planet and the environment. So I started with the word LOVE as an acronym and then dedicated some of my time to find just the right words to accurately represent and insinuate the positive moral, ethical, decent, noble, upstanding, principled, respectable, righteous, generous, philanthropic qualities of what the LOVE System is designed to be at its core foundation... the virtues of ‘Love for All Life’ is at its core foundation.

What is Love? The Psychology & Emotion of Love

I fully understand that many people have many different definitions of what the word ‘love’ means, the word ‘love’ can have many different meanings depending on the context it is used in, it can also have different meanings based on the life experience of each individual.

You may notice that I often capitalize the L in Love and other times I don't, this is intentional, because the word ‘love’ can have multiple contextual meanings, so I do this to distinguish my ‘intent’ and ‘meaning’.

Some people don't even ‘know’, or have never ‘felt’, what the core meaning of what Love is ‘supposed’ to be, because they may have been brought up since childhood in a negative environment or a household where they were taught that ‘love’ means getting beat, or raped, or verbally abused, or neglected in some way every day.

Many physically, sexually, verbally, psychologically and emotionally abused people likely, in most cases, do not know and have never felt, experienced, witnessed or practiced true Love. If some of those people have lived out an entire childhood into adulthood that way, they likely mistreat others the same way they were mistreated their entire lives and don't even realize that they are mistreating people.

In some cases I've even witnessed people get offended by others who try to show them true Love and kindness, some even get offended if you ‘talk’ about Love, or even use the word love. They can literally get angry, irate, aggressive and defensive with someone who's simply trying to be nice to them or talk about Love. Sometimes they think people are just ‘acting’ nice to them to get something out of them, like money or some other possession, or to get them to do something like work or some kind of favor. Sadly, in some cases this can be true, because the system we live in (capitalism) creates a society full of people trying to get things from others, in other words, the ‘Have-Nots’ are trying to get something from the ‘Haves’ just to survive, the capitalist system is designed that way (see the “Inherent Problems with Capitalism” chapter). But those of us who truly have Love for others in our hearts and intentions are often misread and mistreated by those kinds of people.

Many of those kinds of people are detached from their own emotions and lack a deeper sense of self-awareness and also tend to have a lower level of consciousness, intelligence, logic, judgment and reasoning skills. They are also detached from their empathy and compassion circuit, they can't read (or feel) other people's emotions accurately, and typically don't care about people's emotions or how they themselves express their own emotions. They typically can't even read people's intent accurately. Many don't know how to communicate very well, meaning that they do not take things that are said the way that they are meant or intended by others communicating with them, and you can usually recognize this by how they respond, what they say and/or how they act.

Body language can usually say more about a person than what they say. Many people don't even know how to accurately read body language and don't even know what their own body language is saying because they are not fully self-aware. When a person's level of self-awareness is not very high they tend to not be very aware of the world around them.

The word love, when used in spoken English language, can have multiple levels of meaning or intent depending on the context the word is used in. It can be used to express intent, emotion, or even in sarcasm or facetiousness.

I love Lasagna Parable

For example, if someone says they 'love their car' or they 'love lasagna', they commonly mean to express or imply that they 'like' those things at a greater level in comparison to other things, it's more like a rating of inanimate objects.

But the meaning of “I love lasagna” could also have a much deeper meaningful emotion of Love behind it. Maybe you love lasagna not only because it tastes good, but because it brings to the forefront a cherished memory of a Loved one, such as your mother, who used to prepare, bake, serve and share that dish with you with much Love. There can be many levels of sensory recall associated with lasagna for you, such as the 'smell' of the baking lasagna wafting throughout the house, while at the same time your mother was 'singing' a song in a Lovingly beautiful voice as you 'watch' her in the brightly lit colorful kitchen from the 'soft' living room carpet as you play with your new favorite toy she just bought you, you watch her gracefully maneuvering through the kitchen as if she's dancing in a choreographed Broadway play while her pretty little white apron with a big red heart and flowers on it gently rises in the air as she gracefully spins from the garlic toast to the refrigerator. Your sensory recall continues as you sit at the dinner table, while in front of you your mom cuts you a big melty slice from the multi-layered meat, cheese and noodle lasagna as she hums a beautiful ditty leaning over your shoulder, with each cut of the knife the aroma filled steam flows from the lasagna into your nose along with the smell of garlic toast. She sits down across the table in front of her own plate of lasagna, you see her gentle and kind facial expressions while she pours you a big glass of wholesome milk and sets it in front of you as she looks at you and smiles in the most Loving way and says “I Love you, son, I hope you like your lasagna, you mean the world to me, be careful it's really hot”, then you take your first bite of lasagna along with a bite of garlic bread and it tastes like you just entered Heaven, then you wash it down with a big swig of your favorite beverage, ice-cold milk, as you tilt the glass up you see your mom looking at you smiling with pure Love emanating from her whole being into you, at that moment you feel her unconditional Love surging deep into your heart and soul and you think to yourself “I Love Lasagna!”.

So as you can see, the word 'love' can have many meanings for many people in multiple contexts on many levels. In this case, the love the boy 'feels', is at a deeper emotional level of 'Love' because the Love of his mother is a deep and intertwined, inseparable part of his love for lasagna.

Emotional-Memory

In some cases a memory can be only a subconscious memory which is also directly linked to the emotional memory circuit in the brain, tying a particular emotion with that subconscious memory event. That person may not have conscious memory recall of the event because they were so young at the time, but positive memories tend to remain mostly in conscious memory for many of us, unless one or more negative events happened around the same time period as the positive memory, in such cases, the positive memory gets repressed with the negative memory because the events happened so close together, the brain tends to form and store new memories from the same time period in about the same memory storage areas of the brain. It's very common for children (or even adults) to repress memories of negative or traumatic events, it's the mind’s escape mechanism for dealing with trauma that's too difficult for someone to take, it's similar to a blackout, or even an out-of-body type experience. This is common in cases of child abuse, the fight-or-flight fear mechanism kicks in during a traumatic situation, a small child isn't big or strong enough to 'fight' a full-grown adult, plus they don't usually understand what's happening so they don't know that they can or should fight, nor even how to fight neither physically nor verbally, so instead, the subconscious mind chooses the 'flight' mechanism, which will either cause the child to run away if they can, or enters into a state of unconsciousness or semi-consciousness, a detachment from outside physical reality in that moment. Even though the memory of that event gets repressed, the emotional memory tends to stick around into adulthood, and that emotional memory gets activated and wrongly attached to events in that person’s adult life.

For example, Sally can be having a conversation with John, and John says something or does something that activates Sally's past emotional memory and makes her become upset, mean, argumentative, defensive, angry, aggressive, sad or scared for no obvious reason to John. There's also no obvious reason to Sally, but she doesn't realize it, she just 'feels' upset all of a sudden and mistakenly blames it on John the only person in front of her because she 'thinks' that John said or did something wrong, Sally subconsciously thinks to herself “I wasn't upset before, and now I am, so it must be this person’s fault, that person said something offensive”, so that 'fight' mechanism kicks in and she wrongly mistreats John even though he did nothing wrong, or at least nothing so wrong that it would incite such a negative response.

What was said by John could have been something basic or common such as an opposing political statement or opinion. It's common for a person's beliefs and opinions to be closely attached to past traumatic emotional-memories in the brain, even though there is no direct correlation between the current belief or opinion that Sally's argument is about with John to her actual past repressed event-memory, but there is a direct connection from her beliefs to the emotion area of the brain which is also linked to the past emotional-memory of the repressed traumatic event-memory.

Cognitive Dissonance

The emotion area of the brain connects emotions someone has to their beliefs, people can tend to have strong emotions attached to specific beliefs, and they can tend to have a strong emotional reaction when someone else says something that goes against their beliefs, it's called Cognitive Dissonance, which is a common reason people get upset when their beliefs are challenged, especially core-beliefs such as religious and political beliefs, a mental conflict occurs when beliefs are contradicted by new information, this conflicting new information activates emotional areas of the brain involved in personal identity and threat response (the fight-or-flight response). The brain's alarms go off when a person feels threatened on a deeply personal or emotional level, causing them to shut down logic and reasoning functions in the brain and they disregard and fight against any rational evidence that contradicts the belief that they stubbornly regard and insist as absolute truth.

Great Thinkers & Cognitive Dissonance

A good example of Cognitive Dissonance is society's beliefs in the early times of the catholic church, everyone believed the Earth was the center of the universe and that the Sun rotated around the Earth, the catholic church was dogmatically and religiously set in their beliefs to the point of forcing everyone to believe the same thing, church doctrine trumps all other beliefs and/or laws, church doctrine 'is' the law and anyone that opposes it suffered great consequences at the hands of the church and society. When Galileo observed our solar system through his new invention, the telescope, he discovered that the Earth rotates around the Sun, he became very enlightened by this fact, he was very excited and wanted to reveal the truth to others, so he did, and society laughed, mocked, ridiculed and argued with him, and the church persecuted him and was going to kill him for heresy, for going against “God's Law”, or rather, the Church's dogmatic interpretation of God's Law, or more accurately, the church's false dogmatic beliefs and opinions preached into law by early church leaders carried forward from the distant past through time as unquestionable and incontestable law and fact.

The Church sentenced Galileo to house arrest for the remainder of his life. All because of Cognitive Dissonance. Jesus had suffered in much the same way, and so did many other Great Thinkers whom no one believed until after they killed them.

Why do people not learn from the past? Why don't people learn from the most important historical events of the past and stop harshly judging, mocking, ridiculing, ostracizing, persecuting, locking up and crucifying all of our Great Thinkers who have important knowledge and wisdom to share?

Just about every single Great Thinker of the past and present have always been treated the same way, why is 'The History of Great Thinkers' not the most important topic in history class throughout grade-school and college? I'll tell you why. It's because the devil and his elite men want to always remain in control of the world, its systems, its resources, and humanity itself, and the best way to do that is to keep people ignorant and indoctrinated, so that they can just leave it to you and your peers to mistreat any Great Thinker that comes along.

Because the Great Thinkers will be born among you, they won't be born within the isolated small circle of the elite society, the Great Thinkers will grow up with you and will hang out with you. They will also hang out with more open-minded and higher thinking people as well as the ones that many of you call criminals, prostitutes, scum, homeless, beggars, god-less, and sinners, but in reality, these people have lived in the real world and have experienced real life, with real struggle, which brings perspective and insight about how this world operates and what many of its foundational flaws are.

Great Thinkers will take the time to step away from chasing money and discover the real reason many millions of people live and die in poverty, hunger, homelessness, suffer and die from easily preventable sickness and disease. Great Thinkers will see the real reasons behind why wars are waged and why terrorists exist and rouge countries exist.

Great Thinkers will see how all those problems are designed and built into the core structure of the world control system by the elites who control it. The control system that's designed to keep people ignorant, apathetic and distracted by continually having to chasing money to pay the unnecessary never-ending perpetual debt that is all just a fantasy human construct, a manipulation tool used by the unseen few elite at the top to stay in power and keep the rest of humanity as slaves in their wage/debt system of control.

The Beast & Capitalism

That control system is called Capitalism, it is the Beast talked about in the book of Revelation. Capitalism is what uses up the majority of people's 'time', it keeps them chasing money. In our society, we say 'time is money', 'money' is the elite's tool of control used to manipulate humanity and waste most of our 'time' so that we have no time to seek truth and knowledge.

“Those who have wisdom and insight, calculate the number of the Beast, for it is a human number, that number is 666”, 'time' is the key to calculating the number of the Beast, which is a human construct, actually both 'time' and 'money' are a human construct, but let's start with 'time', the human system of 'time' is designed very specifically, there are 60 seconds in one minute, 60 minutes in one hour, and 24 hours in one day, now we must use 'insight' and 'calculate' those numbers, in numerology 60 = 6+0=6, again 60 = 6+0=6, next is 24 = 2+4=6, this gives you 666, and since 'time is money', 'money' is the 'Beast', actually the 'system' of money is the beast.

In our human society 'time' and 'money' both are a human construct, a 'system' of man, the 'system' of money is what dominates our world, 'money' dominates our 'time' and our lives, the 'system of money' is called 'Capitalism', 'Capitalism' forces us to waste most of our precious 'time' chasing 'money' instead of seeking truth and knowledge with our families and friends.

Capitalism is specifically designed that way on purpose, so we won't have the undistracted 'time' to 'think' about how the world really works. So without having the proper 'time', we don't figure out how the system of Capitalism is corrupt and meant to keep us ignorant, distracted and unquestioning.

The moment we begin to question Capitalism, the devil (the elite) get scared, and they “send the beast with wrath, because they know their 'time' is short”. They have the ability to 'send the beast with wrath' in many ways, there are many things that the elite have control of within capitalism, they have the money and power to do anything they want to cause major distractions and social upheaval once too many of us begin to wake up and figure out how we are being deceived by this corrupt capitalist world domination system of 'time' and 'money'.

In the scripture “he knows his 'time' is short”, notice how it says 'time' which is just a small clue to go with the many other bigger ones, such as the most important and telling scriptural clue of all about the Beast, it says it very plainly “He also forced everyone, small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on his right hand and on his forehead, so that no one could buy or sell unless he had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of his name. This calls for wisdom. If anyone has insight, let him calculate the number of the beast, for it is a human number. That number is 666.”

the devil wants you to kill Jesus when Jesus tries to reveal himself to you, that's why.

Jesus

Jesus is going to be the one who's most reluctant to tell you he's Jesus. Because he sees the bigger picture and knows that just about anyone he tells doesn't see the bigger picture, which is part of the reason he's reluctant to tell you he's Jesus, because without seeing the bigger picture you won't be able to realize he's Jesus and will treat him just as the gospels say you will, you will get angry at him and mock him, argue with him, call him the anti-christ, and ultimately either ostracize him, try to lock him up, or even try to kill him. So why would he feel safe to tell you he's Jesus? He got a bigger mission than trying to prove to you that he's Jesus, he's trying to save the people of the world, people are dying every day of starvation, disease, war and many other preventable things. He's trying to wake people up to the truths of how this world is being controlled, but religion has indoctrinated people to believe that Jesus will be flying out of the sky like superman to save them. Jesus asks that you do as he does, seek truth and try to spread that truth when you discover it.

This is why he says “pick up your cross and follow me”, because when you do that and begin seeking and gaining real truth and knowledge about the world and the state of the human condition, and you begin to realize how the top wealthy elite are controlling this world and humanity, the people all around you who haven't started seeking real truth will begin to treat you with contempt, hate, and mockery when you try to speak to them about the truth and knowledge you've gained on your journey.

It shows you right in the gospels that Jesus comes to call the churches and the money changers out. He comes to try to show others how it's the 'systems' of control that is keeping people ignorant and distracted, the systems of Capitalism, Religion and Politics, those three systems control and dominate all the people on the planet. But the system of Capitalism dominates all other systems, Religion and Politics are controlled by Capitalism, which is the Beast in the book of Revelation.

Jesus preaches Love and Forgiveness because that is the pathway to gaining true wisdom, truth and a greater understanding of the human condition. The psychology of most of our civilization has been corrupted. People's emotional connections to others have been mostly severed because of the system of capitalism. Capitalism is a system that causes many people to become apathetic about the suffering of others. This is because the system makes it very difficult to even take care of ones-self and family, much less can that person try to take care of others, because for the most part, caring for others requires having enough money to help others.

Even people that have money become programmed to be uncaring and apathetic to the lower classes, they are even more indoctrinated into the capitalist system because they have wealth that they are afraid to lose, so they try to keep as much as they can so that they can remain in the upper classes of society and never end up in the lower classes of poverty and great struggle.

Jesus will be opposed by most people from all sides, the religious, the atheists, the scientists, the governments, the liberals, the conservatives, his family, his friends, etc. If all these people are so harsh towards him for just trying to show them some truth about the world, just imagine how much worse it will become if he wanted to tell them the truth about who he is. Jesus doesn't want to lie to people, but what option does he have but to simply not tell them that part? After all, the gospels point out many times that Jesus is reluctant to tell people who he really is, and on the few occasions he did, he told them not to tell anyone, because he knew it would just shorten his mission of spreading the more important truths of how to help and save humanity.

By the way, Jesus is just his pseudonym name, it's not his real name. There are many direct and obvious clues to this throughout the bible. Jesus himself even gave you that clue right in the beginning of the Gospel of John when Jesus first meets Simon Peter “Jesus looked at him and said 'You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas', but Simon Peter didn't protest and just went with it. Many names throughout the gospels are interchangeable as well, some of the names mentioned are the same person as another name mentioned.

None of this is important to you though because the message that most people are supposed to get from the gospels is Jesus' message, his teachings about Loving one another, and he asks you to do what he's doing, seeking truth (not the truth they teach you in religion, but the truth about how the elite are controlling the world) and then spreading that truth to as many people as possible so that we can gather enough people so we can then all try to change the world together by ending capitalism and taking back control of our resources so that we can share them all freely with everyone in the world, including the elite world bankers and billionaires that currently control our resources.

But people have fallen into a trap with the wrong message carried forward from the early churches to the churches of today. Not that the church's message is completely wrong, but that the church's and religious congregations have been distracted and misled as to what Jesus' message really is, to be like him and seek truth and then help him take back control of the world from the (d)evil and his rich powerful elite.

Water-to-Wine: Water-to-Fuel

Jesus' parables about water and spirit have hidden contextual meaning. The parable of Jesus turning water to wine is coded information about how to use water for free-energy. There are many coded parable messages laying out the blueprints and electrical schematics for a free-energy water device that turns water into hydrogen and oxygen to be used within a hydrogen fuel-cell to produce electricity to power an electric motor such as in an electric car. This water device can also be used in a combustion engine to replace the use of gasoline.

The parable of Jesus 'walking on water' is parable for traveling using water. 'Walking' is a form of travel, 'Running' is a form of travel. The parable includes 'timing' information, the boat was already out over 3 miles but Jesus made it out to the middle lake quickly which indicates 'Running on Water', this event is just a parable with more information to add to the 'Water to Wine' parable. There is a loose slang definition for the word 'wine' that says it can mean 'to convert something into something else', in this case, 'Water is being wined (changed/converted/turned) into something else', hydrogen. You can also gather another clue from the word 'wine', wine is alcohol, alcohol is ethanol, ethanol is used as fuel, ethanol is even added to gasoline as fuel, so instead of the word 'wine' substitute the word 'fuel', 'Water to Fuel', 'Transform Water into Fuel'.

Early Church & Parables

It is very clever that Jesus insists on using parables, he even states why he needs to use them, 'so certain others won't understand the hidden meanings of the stories', he means the rich elite rulers who would take control of the gospel scriptures in the early Roman Christian times, the Roman emperor Constantine and the Council of Nicaea, the ones who decided what would be included in the Christian Bible, and what would be left out. They rejected many scriptures because they knew that some of them would cause problems for them and their continued power of authority.

In those times there were no advanced sciences like there is today, so they wouldn't have a clue as to what the parables were really referring to. This enabled the gospels with those parables to be published and released to then travel down the river of time til now, the advanced scientific and technological age where we can convert water into fuel. The public scientific industrial world already mass-produces hydrogen using water, but the method they use to split the hydrogen molecule from the oxygen molecule is very inefficient and requires more energy to produce the hydrogen than the energy they get back out of using hydrogen fuel. But there is a much more efficient method to liberate the hydrogen/oxygen bond using radio waves at specific frequencies to vibrate the molecules free. Salt must be added to the water to help in the process, Jesus even included a parable about 'salt' for the water-to-fuel blueprints & schematics “you are the salt of the world, if you lose your saltiness what good are you but to be thrown to the ground and trampled by men”, the human body is made of mostly salt and water, 'salt-water'. Saltwater is the most abundant energy resource on the planet.

Universities and scientists claim that water can't be turned to hydrogen efficiently. They are part of the indoctrinated masses, kept in the dark by the elite and dogmatically sticking to their outdated science textbooks. They always claim the law of thermodynamics proves that you can't get more energy out than you put in, this law is flawed when it comes to saltwater-to-fuel production with radiowaves. See John Kanzuis’s invention in Florida, see news footage videos on my Youtube account.

Mason Jars & FreeMasons

I also have a constant synchronicity with glass jars over the years, and a particular jar always comes to mind, a mason jar. Many of my water-to-fuel projects are built using glass jars, glass is an electrical semi-conductor. The parable of water to wine mentions 3 large stone jars, this is much like mason jars, a mason is a stone worker, plus there's the constant reminder about freemasons, the secret society (or society ‘with’ secrets) with lots of history and conspiracy theories.

America was founded by freemasons in 1776 (76=13) and George Washington was a freemason, lots of symbolism on the dollar bill, especially the number 13, 13 stars, 13 arrows, 13 stripes, 13 letters in e Pluribus Unum (means from one many) loosely hints as a reference or parable for Jesus (also USA is similar Us is plural, A is singular), dollar says MASON with a six-pointed star. Also the 9/11 twin towers on the $5, $10, $20, $50 and $100 dollar bills of the towers coming down in the same order.

Benjamin Franklin was a freemason and he discovered electricity. DaVinci was a freemason, he painted many important paintings, Mona Lisa, The Last Supper with clues about the holy grail (girl, also Joanna has speech impediment, when she says girl it sounds like grail, this was in the time of my awakening, and the holy grail was an enlightening subject with me and my friends at the time), the book The DaVinci Code by Dan Brown has much truth about Jesus and family.

Love Continued

Or if someone says they love fishing, love camping, how much joy they get out of that action, event,

If someone says that they 'love music', 'love movies' or 'love that song' or 'love that movie' or 'love art' or 'love that painting' , that is not the ultimate meaning of what love is. In this use of the word love, it simply means “like” or greatly appreciate or enjoy something.

Someone could say “don't you just love doing dishes?” or “don't you just love being woken up by barking dogs in the morning?” or “you know you just love Trump!” the surrounding context, as well as the tone of expression, implies that that person is being facetious or sarcastic, this usage of the word 'love' is in a comical, humorous, bantering or playful sense usually with the meaning that the inverse or exact opposite of the statement is true.

(??? edit) is because it is going to be based on the inherent ethics, morals and intent of what the word Love truly means. Love is not just a word, the meaning behind the word Love is not “just” a feeling either, it's an intent as well as an outward expression and/or action.

Love is a feeling, an intent, an expression, an action, of benevolence, of kindness, of tenderness, of empathy, of compassion, of tolerance, of acceptance, of generosity, of selflessness, of forgiveness, of patience, of respect, a lack of harsh judgment...

I have a deep burning desire for everyone to Love one another but we currently live in a world where it's difficult for people to do that because the system that we live in and are controlled by. The system of capitalism makes it difficult for everyone to truly show Love for one another because capitalism at its core forces us to look out for oneself because money and the chasing of money keeps us from having the time or financial resources to help others even if we really want to.

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