Demons – supposition 1
10-09-2010 night
I was having a hard time falling asleep. I was hearing strange noises throughout the trailer; knocking, and a tap on the window. My suspicion was demonic, but it all seemed real and not surreal. In the past I have heard other people talk about these noises, but never experienced them. These knocks would happen right before I would go to REM sleep. Right in the switch over from conscious to unconscious . To which I have often wondered if this was the mechanism Satan uses to get into our dream state. So admittedly this was going on. I admit it this time, because on many other occasions this has not been the case. Where I was in between states of mind.
I was lying on my left side with my left arm outstretched. My right arm on top on my side. All of a sudden someone takes hold of my left hand like a handshake. Surprised, I willed my right hand to grasp this other hand so I would know who this is, or what was holding my hand. The sense of evil was there, but not as heavy as times before. Again another surprise, my right arm and hand was pinned down. Pinned to that spot of rest that I have had it at. I kept looking directly ahead to see if anything in front of me was there and there was nothing. Two times I commanded the demon to “RELEASE ME!”. It didn't happen. I then pushed my will to move my right hand. I felt the entity recoil slightly at this, in both hands. But surely this guy was the stronger. I said “you fxxxxxxx”. Then I said fast in succession “In Jesus name, release me!” It took what seemed three seconds, and I awoke.
I wish I had the forethought to only call out to God once and wait on Him. Perhaps I will get another opportunity. I believe It only takes one call, and that we sense a time delay of seconds. In the past this delay was also the same. This demonic occurrence was also different, in that, the strange event produced no fear. Other times there had been great fear. It seems since my salvation and as time goes on, that fear has been diminishing, if not gone altogether.
Two things, through this, I have learned about demons: 1) The quite ones are the strongest of will among them. The more intelligent ones, speak, but have weaker wills. 2) Demons are made up of different genre. Kind of like a garden with different plants and functions. Some are parasitical, some are fruitful. Some are pretty, etc... More from the past, 3) demons feed off of our emotions. The more negative the more palatable. The best food for them is fear. 4) From the past, they will manipulate your emotions so the can read them. In the spirit a person can feel the squeeze of our emotional makeup. What comes out of our emotional column they pick up and decipher. They can't read thoughts, unless you speak in your spirit. If you speak in your spirit you are speaking inside your spiritual house. If you have all the doors and windows closed, who can hear? Question is are there doors and windows there to close?
sj