03-21-2010
Ps 1:1,2 – Grace will be afforded to the man who does not walk behind the shitters, the wicked who shit out the rear like a horse as they walk forward. Nor stands in front of the man who willfully wants to commit sin, to stop him. Nor sits like the rich and proud and haughty that make fun of all those below them. But the man who follows the LORD will have joy and the man that considers all the ways of God.
Ps 1:3,4 – This man who follows Jesus is like a giant oak that is planted next to a stream. This tree has all the means to get food as it desires, water given for the tree's use. The tree is able to grow in any direction it wants, but God is the one who plants him. As for the un-godly, God gives them up like chaff and whatever blows them away and apart.
Ps 1:5,6 – because of all the above mentioned the wicked has no standing with God. There is no God for them, no nothing. They have no part in any of the blessings that God bestows on the ones that know Him. God calls his own out by name, but the ones without God, is there one that He acknowledges?
PS 119
Ps 119:1-8 - The man that follows the LORD, that walks behind Him, will have the path clean and free of rubbish. These men that try to understand God and always look for His presence earnestly. They don't get side tracked, but keep on His path that He has made. I pray that I will not step out of the path you have made for me. I know if I keep my eye on you, oh LORD, that I will be worshiping you with my whole heart, that I will learn your ways, the way that you walk. Even while I do this, because of your soverignty, I pray that you would never leave me.
Ps 119:9-16 – How can any man walk the straight line? Only by clenching onto every word that comes from You. I am watching you with my whole heart, but help me not to stumble. I have remembered your ways so that I will not get off track. Praise be to you oh LORD when I learn your ways. I will reverberate all the things you have spoken. It will be pleasing to me more than wealth. I will keep searching your ways, keep my eyes fixed on you, and never forget who you are.
Ps 119:17-24 – With your generosity I will have a full life. I won't even blink when I walk following you. Open my eyes so I can see all your miracles. I don't know the way, but you do. My soul feeds off of your word and your light. And the pompous-asses ignore everything you say, and I know you leave them alone to themselves. Don't let these guys make fun of me, I am doing what you want me to. While people around me gossip “Did he do this or did he do that?” I am adsorb in pondering your wise counsel. Yup, what you say for us men to do thrills my heart and I will listen to these words like a good neighbor.
Ps 119:25-32 – I am feeling terible right now, I couldn't feel worse. Stand me up again like you promised, remember? When I told you my story, you answered me, and I pray that you would keep training me to be a man after your ways. The way you would have a man be. Help me to see these ways and then see all the miracles you can do. My life will continually fall apart, but your Word will always build this life up again. I ask that you would block the road that leads to hell, and that you would grace me with clear sight. I want the road that goes to heaven. I will post signs along the way so to help other see this is the right way. With tears in my eyes I am clinging to you God, really! Please save me! I will walk your way. Just show me.
Ps 119:33-40 – God, teach me the lessons for life so that I can stay on track. Give me the insight so I can do what you want me to. My whole life will look like one obedient command performed. Guild me in your commandments as if the road is your commandments. I love this road I am walking on, its like a freeway. Bend my life toward your wisdom, and do not allow me to store up wealth. Take my eyes off of the gadgets that are out there and give me a passion to travel this road you have for me. Tell me again of how you will care for us, all the Christian that love you. Let me not pay attention to all the accusers out there, but to what you say and have of me. See how hungry I am for your Word. Keep me alive with it and my foot on your path.
Ps 119:41-48 – Shape my life oh LORD with your love, just as you have promised. Then I will be able to stand up to those who think I am crazy. I am in your trust. Tell me your truth. I depend on it. I will keep to myself what you have revealed to me, and I will travel through empty places and look for your wisdom. I know she can't see me, so I will look for her. Then I will tell other people of all the wisdom that has fallen on me. Even the non-Christians, and I won't be embarrassed. Oh, how I love your ways and your truth. Cherishing every moment that I learn something.
Ps 119:49-56 – I am saying this as a lowly servant...Remember what you said to me? I am hanging onto them with dear life. Every word that comes out of your mouth give life. It is profitable for all things to live. Everyone has made fun of me, but I will not waver. I have learned of your ways of old and I trust I am on track on your path. But when I see the careless people who don't follow your ways, I get angry. I sing praises to you all the time as I am going through this life. Making all your revelations a treasure, a thing not to lose, not to forget. To make a permanent mark in rock so it won't weather away. And still yet, someone throws crap at me.
Ps 119:57-64 – Because you have blessed me oh LORD, I promise I will do everything you say. Please keep blessing me, I beg you. Keep giving me your wink and your smile. When I put my eyes back on you Jesus, I came back to the path I was given. I sprang back into gear, to go the right way. The evil people tried to corner me to another way, but I remember the path I am supposed to be on. Even at night I have woken up to give thanks to you. You are so good to me with all the things you have blessed me. Even the ability to enjoy what I have. I can't wait for the next day to see what you have for me. I am a friend to my brothers and sisters. I see your grace everywhere, train me to live according to your ways.
Ps 119:65-72 – I am a servant of yours, oh LORD. Please be kind and be gentle to me. Train me with common sence so I can connect with others. I will still hold fast your ways. Before I learned to pray to you I was all over the place, but now I am walking a straight line. You are the most righteous object in my existence, let me be in your existence. Everyone else speaks their own truth and it is like lies, but I will pay attention to your word. Their way is like a dead fish floating on water, but because of your word I leap out of the water with life. My trials are for the best, they cause me to be in your word. Just hearing from you is worth more than anything this world can offer.
Ps 119:73-80 – You have made me that I am, and I pray that I would get wisdom just from your breath. Those who see me waiting for your revelations and are your true followers get joy because they see your truth being played out. I can see now, God, that your decisions are right; that your testing of me is true and right. Hold me, oh God, keep me tight in your arms just like you have said. Give me comfort as I live, so I can dance to your tune. Let the liars be exposed as I have been exposed. Their words try to set my path different from yours, but I will keep my mind fixed on your path. Let my brothers and sisters hear what I have to say. Let them know it is your wisdom and not mine. Let me hold my head up high and not be afraid. Let the whole of me, mind, body and spirit be on this walk of yours.
Ps 119:81-88 – I am homesick while I am here. I am looking forward for me to be taken out of here. I do get tried of looking for your truths. How long will it be for my eyes to see continuously your presence without holding my eyelids open? My eyes were getting blury and they look bloodshot from tiresome, but even so with a gaze I will point my eye toward you. How much more is there on this path. I keep running into the arrogant goddless who try to cause me to swerve off the path you have given to me. They are stupid because they do not know how you make things work. They keep picking on me, taking shots behind my back. But you are solid in your ways. When they attack and attack I will keep my focus on you. Give me your love so that I may stay alive, alive to be active following you.
Ps 119:89-96 – What you say, oh God, is what stands. Just like the universe that can't be touched for destuction. You are the same from the beginning to the end. You have not changed, even though it looks like it. Even though your creation is in the state of change, you are permantant. If it wasn't for you, oh LORD, these times I am in, I would have considered myself wasted, but you saved me, you taught me. I will never forget. Save me again! I am all yours. I am ALL-IN. When I don't hear from you I look high and low for you. The stupid ones plant traps for me, but I will focus on your words. I see the vainity of us humans, but I know you are greater than anything we can comprehend.
Ps 119:97-104 – Oh how I loved how you have revealed things to me. I think about them all day long. Your words keep the same forever, I have these given words and they give me an edge for those who oppose me. I have become more educated than my teachers because I have pondered your words, your wisdom and these have soaked into my soul. I have gained more wisdom that the wise old sages of the past, and it is just because I obeyed you. I am watching my step on this path. Watching out for the ditches and ruts that evil has put in my way so I can keeping moving forward by following your Word. I will not make detours from the path you have given me. It is a perfect path, I know. Your words are meat to me. They sustain me like the tree mentioned above. I do prefer this way. It is by your wisdom that I can understand this life. I get so upset when I hear something different. I know it is not true.
Ps 119:105-112 – Your Word has been my light to see where I walk. I am able to see the rock that the evil one throws on the path, and not to trip on it. I have committed myself to you, oh LORD. I am not turning back. Everything is falling apart by nature, including me. Keep me together like you have said that “it is Jesus that holds all things together.” Put frosting on me with your words make me pretty in your sight. I am to steward this life you have given me, and I will not forget your revelations. The evil ones again will try to push me off track, but strength from you will keep me on course. I have your Bible, your word. What a gift it is to me! How happy I can be. I will keep my nose to it, I always will. I know if I were to stray from it I will fall.
Ps 119:113-120 – You know I hate the guys that beat around the bush. I like how you say things, direct without tack. Jesus you are my peace and I will wait for your word to energize me, to prompt me. Here we go again, “Satan get behind me, I will not think those thoughts or go your way.” I have a way and that is through Jesus. “I need your help again, oh LORD, the evil ones are attacking again!” Expose those who don't follow you, oh LORD, their casual idolatry can rub off and kill me. Everything that is of earth is so futile, so vain. That is why I will lovingly embrace everything you tell me. I shiver in awe before you, just thinking about you! Your decisions leave me speechless with reverence.
Ps 119:121-128 – I hope to stand up for justice and what is right. I trust you won't leave me alone with the wicked. Be on my side, oh LORD, and do not let the godless take advantage of me. I can't keep my eyes open writing all this. I am waiting for you to intervene. I pray that your love would shione on me when you deal with me. Show me this life from your Bible. I am your servant, show me what this means. Let this be your time to act, the others have shredded your revelations by saying “God I love your commands! I love your word more than riches! God I love everything you tell me” Yet they try to throw me off course, and I hate it. I hate anything that will take me off the path you have given me.
Ps 119:129-136 – Everything you say is a miracle - how can I not obey? Burst open your words, oh LORD, flash bomb everyone so they can see who you are. I am like a baby bird you birthed, with its mouth open and panting for food. I want you commands more than anything, to feed me. Be kind and generous and give me food. Guild my steps with your word as I grow, and let not harm come my way. Please take the grip away that evil has on me so I can serve you and be an example. Smile on me and teach me the right way to live. I cry rivers of tears because we all have a propensity not to be in your Word.
Ps 119:137-144 – Every thing you do is right, I know that. You are able to teach us how to live. If it wasn't for you, oh LORD, my enemies would have prevailed in their task. There has never been a time where you were wrong and I am so glad for it. I am such a baby to this life, but I won't forget the things you have said. You are an eternal God, your ways are enteral, and your revelations will be held eternally. Even times will come down on me hard I will always remember your ways. The way you tell me to live is always the right thing to do. Let me understand so it will go easy for me.
Ps 119:145-152 – In the past I have called out at the top of my lungs “Jesus! Please save me! Please take this time back! I will do what ever you say” I woke early in the morning asking for help, “Please let this be a dream and not real!” I waited to hear from you. That I would be safe. I had hoped you heard me. Some nights I stayed awake, praying and wondering if, by your promises, I would be alright. The ones out to get me get closer and closer to me, but they are really moving father and father away from you. In reality you are closer to me than anyone here on earth. I have seen the evidence of your words and I know they will last forever.
Ps 119:153-160 – Look at my life now, dear LORD, see I have not forgotten your words. Walk beside me and guide me out of this pit. All the ones that do not know you have no clue what it means to have a saved life. Your ways are never ceasing and I know to follow them will give me new life. The blows that come from all directions never stop, but I won't step out of line. I saw those who stopped following your ways and it makes me sick. You know my heart and you can see how I love the times you spoke to me. It causes me to flourish. Everything you say is truth and all your ways are eternal.
Ps 119:161-168 – People have lied about me, even the authorities, but my awe for your words has kept me safe. The things you have revealed are such a treasure to hold in my hand. I hate the lies, hate them, hate them, hate them. But I find love in your revelations. All day long I have thanked you because you have taken care of everything. Even other Christians have said the same revelations and they too love you. I will keep doing what you want till you take me home. Your words are imprinted in my soul and I can love much more because of this. I will follows your ways, listen to your whispers and keep my life an open book.
Ps 119:169-176 – Let me have a straight connect to you, oh LORD, and not go through someone else. Give me insight so as not to depend on others. Like a flower that always presents its beauty without fail, praise will come from my lips. This comes from everything you have taught me. Let your words come from me. You are everything that is right. You steady me when things get rough and while I am living your way. I am homesick, I will admit. But while I am here I love your subtle ways.. Keep my soul alive so that I can worship and praise you. Make my soul like iron, so that others can not bend it. And if I should wonder off like one of your sheep, just call out and I will follow your voice because I will recognize it.