By John Gonzales

So on Monday I was doing nothing and then my dad was telling me to do the dishes. I was like ok I'm going to do it and I was just sitting in my room and just playing the game and watching YouTube. I kind of did not want to do it but I had to because he was like if you don't do it I won't be able to ride the bike. So I did it and I was waiting for them to come back to pick me up to go to the house. I was just in my room watching TV and then they came and then we went to the house but it was dark.

 So I didn’t ride the bike but my brother got to ride it because he finished what he had to do. But I don't think he didn’t finished because he had a lot of dishes to do, so he did then the next day,  So the next day I was telling him to do it, and he said he doesn’t have to do it later and I was showing him the picture my dad sent to the group chat. There were dirty dishes everywhere and I told him to do them and he was like that was a long time ago I was like ok I was feeling dumb and then my dad and mom came home and my dad was like how come you did not do the dishes he was like I finished them and my dad was like no you did not and I told him to do them that night because we did not have school the next day and I went home.

  My mom and dad let us play the game for a little bit so I was playing with my brother. His name is Micky. At first I was thinking we could win some games but nope we lost every game we played, and the name of the game is called Apex Legends and then he did not want to play any more so I was like let Erik play. He let him play so we were playing on a team and I thought we were going to win because Erik’s good at the game. But we lost all 5 games. I think it was because I was playing but i'm going to get better I hope. I want to win a game. It might take some time but it will happen one day. I just got to keep playing the game and the more I play it the better I get. hopefully So I went to sleep and I was dreaming about something I forgot what I was dreaming about but it felt like it was just 2 or 3 seconds, but it was like 4 or 5 hours of sleep so I got worked up by my mom and she was like you gotta get up you got to go to school and I was like ok. And I stayed there just for a little bit and then got up took a shower brush my teeth.

 I went on the bus and went to school so I was in the first and second period and we were talking about the videos we did. We had to make a video on teaching something and they were going over that. I was sleepy so I was just sitting there because I did not know what to say because they were talking about how it was bad and how it was good. Their video is like all of them. I just did not know what to say so I did not say anything and the class was over so it 3rd period and l like 3rd period its chill I’m actually writing this writing for 3rd period so I’m in 3rd period, and if I can remember well I was writing about how I need to stop letting things get to me so quickly, and just do me but I'm not sure how to do that I mean I do but I sometimes I want to stay silent. But some time I want to talk to people well maybe all the time I want to talk to people and get to know people and maybe become friends but I’m just scared at the same time like what if I say a simple question, and it comes out weird I'm not sure if that explaining It I just got to believe in myself. I know I just went off topic but it's ok I think so that period was over and I was kind of sad but not all the way sad just a little.

 So it's lunch and I was sitting up in the stars because there was nowhere to sit so I was sitting up there eating my lunch they had tostitos. They were kind of like enchiladas but the ones at the school are more crispier and kind of better. I like them. So lunch is over and I see my friend just leaving his food on the sters, and I told him to throw it away but bro was ok and I was like let me see it. So he gave it to me and I threw it away for him. I know that's bad but it's ok I was not tripping.

 So I'm going to the 4th period and 4th period. I did it already and I did not even know that I finished my work in my other class. So I was sleeping in that class. Just for a little bit and that class is over.

 I'm going to 5th period and 5th period is ok it's kind of boring but I learned something every day in that class. I learned something in every class but I think that class I had a sub so I thought I did my work and I went to sleep but I did not finish my work. So I need to do that so the 5th period is over, and I'm going to the 6th period.

  When I'm going to 6th period I'm just walking and listening to music and just walking to 6th period I'm not sure what I was listening to but I was in class. We were finishing the notes I think so it was good in that class and now I'm going to the 7th period. 

 And that class I got 3d modeling and that class I don't have a mouse so can’t do what I got to do but I do my warm up and exit ticket. So I'm just sleeping in that class or just letting time go by and now the day is over.

 And I think I have detention. So I go there and I finish the work that I did not finish and I'm so into my work that the time went by so fast just like when I'm asleeping and so the school day is over.

And I went on the bus to go home, I'm home now and I'm just in the house watching tv and I think I was doing nothing and then I went and we started to clean my backyard and the front yard. And after that I was waiting for my dad to come back from the store but he took a long time.

I was freaking out for no reason.

 I was going to ask my sister to take me but she was asleep, so I thought but all I had to do was ask and we would maybe make it to get my braids. But we went to the other side when it was right round the corner, so when we went to a different place thinking its the place but it was closed so we went home and I was just waiting for the next day and the next day came.

 So I was not late. I went on the bus and I was eating coco puffs and they were good to me. Then I went to the first and second period and they were going over a review for Kahoot and I was kind of paying attention, I had my head back on my seat, and was paying attention but I was so sleepy I just wanted to sleep. I didn't mean to it just happen and I did not get that many answers right, but it's ok but I dont think it's ok because it was exam grade but I don't think I did too bad and. 

So I'm in 3rd period and was getting ready to write this easy but I was having trouble writing it. So I did not really get to write anything but I started it in detention so the 3rd period is over.

 I think I'm going to lunch and the lunch was a burger and I saw my brother in the line at the last minute. So im eating with him and i'm asking him if he’s going to walk and he was like no so I thought he went walking and he went to the park with his friends.so luch is over now im going to 4th period.

 4th period and 4th period it was ok I did not finish my work in class but I finished it in detention. It was about the population and the death rate and the birth rate and I think I hope I get it well. The 4th period is over.

 My next period is 5th and 5th period is ok. I learn something there every day even if I sleep in the class. We were learning about how this company is building robots and animals. And they are giving vaccines for the covid-19 and we were lending about the bootlegging with beer and the 5th period is over so I'm going to the 6th period.

 6th period is a fast class. Sometimes it's fast and sometimes it's slow. I think it depends on what’s going on in class, or it because on some days we have 4 periods and each period is 2 hours. I think that's what it is but in 6th period it's easy when the teacher go’s step by step, but when I do it myself I get the answer wrong. This next exam I hope I pass it so I'm going to 7th period and.

 7th period is ok. I'm not really doing nothing in that class but I'm going to get it.

 7th period is over and I think I did not have detention so I went home and I thought my brother was on the bus, so I kept looking around the bus but he was not there so I thought when I got off the bus he might have got off the bus with me. Nope and my neighbor was like where's your brother, and I was like I don't know he probably walked, and my neighbor was like he was trying to get a girl. He's been trying to get the girl he's talking to, and he did that last year. He was  walking the girl he likes home. I was laughing. I'm not sure why I was laughing. Funny because he can talk to a girl he likes, and he might not care if she shows attention or if she dont show attention, or if it hurts he will keep trying no matter what. Like just as friends even if she calls him bro, I think she called him bro or she said something like that, my brother micky will keep trying to flirt with her to see if she really put him in the friend zone. bro did that but she stopped talking to him, and she moved school but it was not because of him, I hope it was not because of him it was probably her family had to move. So he moved on but bro gots guts, and I am trying to learn something from him even if he’s younger than me bro be teaching me sometimes. I got to get some guts and not be scared, and nerves and just do it even if it turns bad it's ok, even though i'm saying that i still might not do anything about it. It's just how my mind is but even, how my mind I probably can do it I just gotta have faith. and maybe hope hope is all you need.

 I got off topic again so my neighbor went to his house, and I went to mine and I got the dirt bike out, it was a blue one and I was kind of scared to ride it because my dad was trying to ride it the other day and he failed off of it. It went crazy fast he let off the gaer, and it took off he had to fall with it. He could not control the bike so that's why I was scared.

 So I was trying to start the yellow one and I got it started, and I thought the gaer was all the way up, I was wrong as I let go of the gaer and pressed the gas at the same time, and I went up and came right back down. I was going crazy. I was like DID YOU SEEN THAT DID YOU SEEN THAT!, I was so happy that I went up. It was crazy, because I didn't mean to do it it just happened and I thought I would panic. nope but I was so happy that happened and I just took off and my brother got up to me, and we started to race and my yellow bike went off, and my brother fixed it so he let me ride the blue one. I was kinda scared but I got on it and took off, and the first gaer was not smooth so I had to go to the 2nd gear and it was smooth and went to my apartment.

 My tia had bread for my dad and my dad was not awake so I just went and did not tell my brother I felt bad but it's ok, so I'm there and my dad was just waking up and he wanted to ride the bike so I let him and he gave me the money for the bread. So I went to give my tia the money and I was telling about the bike, and how I was scared to ride but I rode it, she was like I see you got to be careful. I was like yes ma’am and she left.

 I went back inside and was getting a piece of bread, and it was hot and it was really good when it's hot, like really good. Then I got full and then I went to my room, and started to watch youtube and then we went to the house, and my dad let me ride the bike to the house. I just love the bike and I wanted to race my brother again but no so I just let him ride the blue one, because my mom dad wanted us to learn the blue one. So I told him how to ride it, and he was kind of scared but he rode it, and he was not scared. I told him to go on 2nd gear so it can go smooth, and I think he was scared to go then he went on 2nd gear. Then he let me ride it so at first I went all the way down, from where my house is and the took a left, and another left and I wanted to go on 3rd gear but I was too scared. So I just stayed on 2nd gear and I loved it. The wind was fresh, it felt good outside when I’m on the bike. I just wanted jump off of it but I was like no that's going to hurt. So I took another left and another left and then took a right to my house. Then I think.

 I asked my brother if he wanted to ride it, and I think he said yes so I was just laying on my sister's trunk looking at the stars, and calling my cats to be on my stomach. But they didn’t want to get on the car trunk. So I was just waiting for my brother to come back. He was taking a little while, so I was like where is he and then he came, and then he let me ride it and I took off.

 I wanted to try 3rd gear so I went on 2nd gear, and I went kinda fast to go to 3rd gear, and I went to 3rd gear and 3rd gear feels like the bike is so light. And fast so I went back to 2nd gear and I took a left, and then took a right and I had a stop sign, and I had my headphones in and no hell ment. I did not have my glasses and I didn’t make a full stop, because when I make a full stop the bike stops and the engine turns off, but I think I got to hold the clutch when I stop. I didn’t do so I took a right but a car came so fast, but it was in slow motion, when I took a right I was going slow. I did not even feel anything and did not even see anything, so it was so slow I just took a look, and didn’t see anything and then a car came so fast. I was not even on the whole street, and felt that’s god because I wanted to go so fast but the car was going so fast and all I hear is the tieas screaming, and him honking at me. I was like THANK! YOU! GOD! THANK YOU LORD! And I was screaming, SORRY and kept saying thank you god.

 I just went home, and told my brother and my family. They were like are you ok is the bike ok. I was like yes sir I didn’t even feel anything, and I think the bike is good, and he was like then you ok. I was just freaking out and I was like dang, god that’s crazy and then my dad told me to pick up some pucons, so I did it. I just could not get that out of my mind. I'm just like it has to be god, and then my brother told me that king von died, and I was for real like really dont be lying to me bro, don't be lying to me please tell me you lying. He was asking me if I was a fan and I was like yeah. I was just waiting for his next project, and I did not even know his project came out, but I was like bro saved me and von’s gone. I was just going crazy but not going crazy that day. My emotions were all going crazy, and when he died I was in school in 5th period, and my brother saw it when he was at lunch. it suck’s von’s gons and he can’t make more music till he was on his deathbed, but he gots 2 unreleased albums, so I'm going to wait for these albums and hope they go gold.  I'm going to look each way when I stop the bike, because he saved me he did that for a reason he had to, i just wish he saved von but von is good I hope. 

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