I GREW UP IN A HAUNTED HOUSE WITH GHOSTS I RAISED MYSELF

Laura Esbensen

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Size variable, approx. 5 feet tall. Fabric, yarn, styrofoam, wire, house paint, wooden beads, sprinkler tubing, paper mache, decorative flies.

It's a miracle we are alive today.

24x48 inches, house paint on canvas.

Do all of these layers make me more or less?

24x48 inches, house paint on canvas.

Beyond of Membrane.

24x48 inches, house paint on canvas.

Detail.

Detail.

What is the practical difference between terminal and cyclical?

Approx. 8 feet of blocks, individual wood block size varies from 4x4x4 inches to 6x6x6 inches. Made with house paint, acrylic marker, and beads.



Detail, left center.

Detail, left.

Detail, center.

Pulse

30x40 inches, house paint and yarn on canvas.

MOTHER

Installation size variable, house paint on paper mache with ink on paper.

Detail, bottom.

Detail, close-up.

Toxicity/Touch

Installation size variable, house paint on 36x48 inch canvas, bedsheet, tulle, thread, beads.

Detail, canvas.

Detail, "mold" thread.

About "I Grew Up in a Haunted House with Ghosts I Raised Myself"

This exhibition was developed around the philosophical mind-body problem, looking specifically at the embodiment of an abstract mind in a material body. I wanted to look at the body as a sort of home.

The materials used were largely domestic, born from this theme and COVID-19 home studio production. Specifically, paintings were made with hardware store house paint on canvas, and the sculptures were built with a combination of hardware store materials (sprinkler tubing, wire) and household items (dryer sheets, Halloween decor flies).

Largely, this exhibition explores the idea that the body is not always a decent home for the mind. Sometimes, critical failure on the part of the body or the part of the mind make the physical space uninhabitable. Additionally, the existence of a material body allows for physical contact, and creates a sort of metaphysical permeability between bodies, considering the impact people can have on one another.

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