a sky above
(composed on the 7th day of my father's Shiva)
(composed on the 7th day of my father's Shiva)
for once
a sky unfurls
above this dazed Eastland
of Holy worship and steel meat trains
sky above
reflecting this Winter Ocean of our world,
ashes smoked down past
forgotten moments arising,
oozing Gershwin rhythms improvised
signaling another death below,
the constant nocturne of horns
everyone intimately recognizes
while trying to swallow hard once again
this sky above
emanating trails of rebirth colors
that mix together so well,
that become another impressionist portrait of Oneness
fully viewed straight ahead,
moving past clockwise symphonies of
life and death once again integrating
in this my Sister’s house of mourning
we sit for seven days
prophetically timed for loss,
mirrors covered
hard wooden benches grounded
now empty desperate hands washed clean,
and all of the assembled
fearful of flight,
that constant pull of ashen-pot graves now filled
and these Jersey trees standing tall
sentinels lifting this sky above,
uplifting these lost spent–up passions
deserted to hitch-hiker hat wearing women,
thses trees still moist from distant flesh parades
now budding full dispite imperfect losses
then let us pray for those drawnbirds
somehow escaping wingless from springtime ice valleys,
lost, startled, directionless,
nestless here in these city concrete forests below no sky above
and at sundown,
mournful bent heads that cannot rest,
cannot be buried
deep into the mud of this season,
where clean rains might wash our hands
rinse clear our eyes
these skies above will surely endure,
till those before us appear once more
divulging themselves
revealing those who have expired
until the next cycle of continuation
6/6/73
Elmwood Park, NJ