as we sat and talked, we three,
a conquering knowledge of togetherness
drifted over our schoolbook atmosphere.
he, then you, me,
confessing all,
tempting each other’s minds
with lyrics of multi-dimensional solitude
we felt at times
when those silent mirrors
distort our mutinous reflections.
and our feet touched the skyless roomcell,
hearts and minds, rustling water
filling any vacant crevasses
left unthought,
and we shared wheat germ
sipped green tea
to satisfy our Socratic hunger,
rushing on
yet not leaving behind any words,
any forgotten thoughts
not yet digested.
and so at last we floated out into that windy autumn night
finding no dead leaves to pick up,
for they too had found springtime again
for this complete Earth
had insulated us,
forming a sense of inner satisfaction,
a reminder of our membership
in some universal bond of brotherhood.
then, confidently,
he left our busy hearts
and we would not feel loss
separate spaces remained,
hearts rushing to fill the openings
of you
of me,
partners stooping,
gathering each other's pieces,
and swapping them,
now shreds
no longer separate
no space between
so when you left
i couldn’t see why.
and you never knew why.
10/68
Wayne, NJ