Written By: Wendy Stephany
Saturday, August 29, 1987
Today was a slow and Lazy day.
I meditated and concentrated on
myself and my god most of the day.
I asked him questions and he spoke
to me through people. He told me
to only worry about Wendy today -
to know that I am worthy of Loving
myself and of recovery. He told me
not to worry about everyone else and
to forgive myself for my crazy past
reactions. He told me that just for
today, I am responsible for how I am
going to feel from moment to moment
and said to me that I am very capable
of having self- confidense and abilities
to be assertive and loving. He told me
that i can survive if I take his
suggestions and listen and learn.
He loves me and he is always holding
my hand in every move I make. He
cares about me and so do I. Nurturing
my child and growing into the adult is
painful at times, but with God by my side,
I can do what I have to do and go through
it instead of escaping reality. I Love You,
God.