ACCEPTANCE 2021
INDEX:Challenge MeAccept MeLet it GoMy DenialAll Numb?NumbAnger Numb
-----------P-Challenge me
Sit me downknow I existGive me morethan just platitudesand sit in the corneruntil I am done.I LiveI loveI knowand seeSee metouch mehear meknow meChallenge menever let me go.
Mike2006----------P-Accept ME 2017
Accept me for menot for who you expect me to bewant me to bedemand me to begrew me to beassume me to be pay me to beand/or even,beat me to beor whip me to beor(I am)supposed to bebut who I am and nothing elseSo accept me for me.NOTHING ELSE!
Mike2016-------P-Let it GO 2016
Let it go is all I can sayas I think of the pastand what was thereto let it go and livein the now and notlet the past hold me backand control meand leave me there.So let it go and be a person of the nowand even the futureand not be held backby chains of pain,anger, frustrationand family and deedsundone or never helped.So if you hearme say LET IT GOnow you know, I am letting it goand not holding mefast to the past.To find my happy placeand think happy thoughtsand positive thingsand not other thingsand I can let the past go.
Mike2016--------P-My Denial
First I deny my love then my dreams then my hope then myself what will I have left? Nothing but my denial to keep me warm.
Mike Adams1998
----------P-All Numb 2017
No eyes to seeNo ears to hearNo skin to feelAll senses numbAll senses deadNo distractionsNo pain feltAll tastes deadAll is dead and dullLeft aloneNo distractionsJust the empty spaceAlone and happyor just to numb?
Mike Adams2011---------P-Numb:
Feel whatnothingfor all isdead, allis goneno feelingsnothing therejust numb.
Mike Adams2006
Dedicated to a Coast Guard Diver.Or a strange meeting at a Air Force Mental Ward.His job was to recover what was left after someone jumping off the Golden Gate bridge.---------P-Anger Numb 2016
I feel numb with no anger to sustain meto fill me and hold me tight to keep me going to provide comfort and warmth when alone, no pain to remind me mortal I amto remind me that I live.. Now just numbfor the pain has past, or just hiddenbut the anger is gone and I am numb and lost, music once held me, now it is dreary and boring, no effect just numb, feeling nothing, but the empty void that was my hate, anger and pain. So I am just numb.
Mike2005
Dedicated to a Coast Guard Diver. Or a strange meeting at a Air Force Mental Ward. His job was to recover what was left after someone jumping off the Golden Gate bridge.I forget which he empathized with.
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