WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes. (And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ... Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?
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INDEX:You (Of You)Young SonYouth (Of Youth)Your Name---------P-You (Of You):To see youto want youto smileand know youto speak andknow you see meto smileand smile backto tease youto touch youto hold youto have youcloseto be with youto know youinside and outtogetherforever evenif just friendsto smile andknow its gracethe smile of yourface, the joyand delight.Mike2005------P-Young SonA man, youngfull of lifeand promiseand gifts plentyhe came lookingto find what?Future,a leaderor fatheror friendsnot surewhat.But in theend, it endedto soonthe sun setand now what?Why, and whocaused his pain?Vengence orpain unendingMike2015For Christopher my son. I barely got to know you existed, and did not meet you offline..I wish I had got to know you much better and found out how special you was and .... but I was selfish, slow, weak and ignorant and too late.---------P-Youth (Of Youth - 1998):Of youth, it is such a timea time of love, of lifeof exploring and such passionsstrong and new, each to be exploredand often shared.First love, first kiss, first timealone with one you love anddesire strongly..To fly like eagles high, andnever come down is the feelof youth, it comes but onceand is often search for oncelost, for time creeps up andtakes it away so quicklyfor time is a killer of usall, so enjoy the youth andexplore the passions whilethe time is now and love isin the air. To carress youand love you deeply, to sharesecret thoughts and hiddenpassions quite rare, to knowyou deeply, to touch you inways only a lover can isparadise in all its forms.Mike Adams1998?---------P-Your Name:I loved you, and you loved mebut you caused no painanger or misery, no lossof trust, not doubtsand nothing dark or negativeand I have forgottenyou and your name.Denied myself the joysand peace and loveof your name andperson, who you wasand are and in thisis the tragedy, my shame,you deserved moreand i should have done moreto know your self, and nameBut I was selfish, wallowingin the negative and painfulthe anger and misery andforgive me for my waysFor what I lost was much.Absorbed by the darkpainful and negativedestructive and angry.But now, time to knowyour name and placeand who you are and morebut how to begin?With this I say!Hello, your name is?And go from there.And find a lightand peace in knowinghappier, sober andconstructive peopleand things and not thedark of the past, butthe fun of the future.And your NAME!Mike Adams2012(working on, still working on remembering and how to remember peoples names.It sad how the intense negative emotions have over come all else and ...).-------------------Copyright 1998 Mike Adams