B-Dark Side of Love 2020
11/15/2020
INDEX:Love ComedySelf Abuse LoveLoves PainBitter Love (What is love?)Flight From LoveDenied LoveOne Night of LoveOf Love (Dark Love?)True LoveSelf LoveOf Love and HateWindy LoveWhat is Love (see above?)Of LoversOf Love (see above)Secret LoveFat LoveValley of DeathDemon of the DarkFriendship Dark============P-Love Comedy 2020I want youyou want him they want meor someoneelse.confusion and dramaextreme.they are marriedto each otheror anotherso lets just faceit and befriends.Mike2020--------------P-Self Abuse Love
Love or longingTrue or falseDepression or insanitydesire or fantasywhat can be saidit hurts in the endfor the love of anotheris hardly knownlet alone returnedso hopeless it isbut its real but singular and aloneso in pain one goes away.Abused by self once againwanting, longing to beloved, wanted, desiredbut its all a dreamor just unrealisticDays, hours and morespent in searchingbut never finding truelasting love, sex yesand lust for an houror week but neverlasting.For its all just afantasy of the mindnot shared or worsethey think you weirdodd, crazy or threator for fun, someonethey can use and abusewith no love returnedjust abused.Mike2013(still working on, and why I in part keep some at arm and beyond, or do not trust or even just ignore all before or after meeting, for why abuse one self or be abused.-------------P-Loves Pain 2014
In sadness and despair I do rise up from hells depth to shine in skys bright with hells fires light to shed the anger and despair and stand in the open air. To throw off the chains of death and pain to give my all to God, Lord and master of all I do cry to the heavens to release me from this mortal bonds and let my soul shine high into the sky and bless all with the lights of my eyes enflamed by the pain and agony and sins past left behind the veil of love and peace, of faith and love, trust and join and find bliss with my lover true. Mike 2003--------------P-Bitter Love (What is Love) Beat me, whip me, bite me,love me, take me for a fool,but never leave me, for I will hunt you downand feed on your bones and blood,you bitch, you whore, abusiveof my love and affections,drama is what you feed on,not food and air. To lay, or not to lay,that is the question,whether it is worththe pain and agonyof enjoying her company,or the blows of anoverly protectiveboy friend.. Mike2004(not a good time in my love life, but it got better)--------------P-Flight from Love:
Ah the man crosses the stage. Exploring what is beyond. he walks slowly, for he knows the doom that awaits. A doom that will damn him and his kin to agony, long and hard. An agony bought with pain and lust, of love and wants given. But a price paid most dear. He crosses with a shuffle this man of doom, as he walks to the ship, to know a new land and place, for in his home he is no longer welcome. For forces have come to force him out, starvation or flight is his options, he boards the ship, signs the manifest and sheet of servitude indentured. For years will go by until he breaths free, his own air not someone else's. To know not a master, but his own life gained again with much agony and pain. And his question still will be, was she worth it, that buxom filly of women, Of a noble house, of a foreign land, of lips of red rose, of breasts of milky white. Of thighs long and lean, of garden shaved and dark, and lips both, moist and tongue longing for his kiss and passions shared, and lips wanting a man to make her women, to show her the pleasures of a man, a lover, and make her a women. With rivulets of blood at passions shared, he took a woman not of his class and race and she doomed him and his own for centuries, for it was found out through tongues a wagging, he was forced to flee into the night and go to lands. Far and long away and know not the green hills of home ever more.Mike Adams2003(2014)-------------P-Denied Love:
Time is fleeting, ever passing into the day ago. Why do we hope for more than this I will never know.Thou I do hope for more than this, for all I have is hopes and a dream for more. than this mortal frame canhave, but in hope I find a purpose a direction, and my dreams a reason to go on, day and day, hour and hour, and on until one day my feet can move no more, falling one in front of the other, and lay down and rest my head on the gentle hills of home and dream of you my lady love once more. But until that time is here, I can not think of you for the pain it brings to me, I can not think of your sweet caress, the smell of your hair, and the feel of your body next to mine, for the pain it brings, and to you as well.I can not face you, face to face, eye to eye, for my heart will flutter and fly into worlds of fantasy and illusion beyond all reality and hope for peace, for all I want to do is to behold you once again, but in this I have pledged to never see you again, to talk to you, to know of what you do, and why, so in my honor and my word I deny you totally, no matter the pain and anguish, the loss and ending, to try to extinguish the feelings you have enflamed in me, but to no avail, so I deny you totally and blank you from my totally from my mind. For denying you for now is the only answer I know, and in this I write these words to work it out and let others know of loss of love and to hope for a better day when I can behold you in all your loveliness and see the light in your eyes once again, and hope it is for me you see, and for me you do shine with such a light that the stars and sun are no match, but alas that day will never come but in my mind and illusions. So this I pray for all my days to just let it be, and forget you for now and pray for another day.Love MikeMike AdamsMay 1998-------------P-One Night of Love:
Dear, one night was all we had.A night of bliss, of touchcuddles, fondles, and soulscoming together as one.But the in our passionwas tragedy for fate toreus apart, leavingwounds un-healing.Love, lust, desire andbonding is still here,nagging at me pushing meto share once more in waysno persons can stand.But we must stay apart.But in this is the tragedyyou are there and I am herewe know why we can not sharemore and it hurts, scars mysoul, and dooms me to knowingyou are there, I am herealways as one, joined as oneNever able to be one again.My bed it full but it isnot you, I wish it wasbut you know why.Does not mean I can notfantasize, wish, want,and desire, but in thisis the tragedy for itdims all around memakes all dull and grey.Going through the motionsof living and caring.A walking dead personbleeding slowly throughsmall wounds but deadly.Sapping the life from meMy soul dead and darkknowing it can be fulland alive once againbut no hope is theanswer and remedy.Night my love of anight and forever.Mike2008Written for someone who wanted a poem:--------------P-OF LOVE:
Of love I know only her dark side, the waiting, the longing the desire and despair, hoping to meet my love, of whom I know her not, but I will knowher when, to see her is to know my lady love,the gentle love and not of the pain of love I have felt so often past.Mike Adams1999--------------P-True Love
What can be said of it,true or illusionlife long dream orjust pain looking.the sun lightensme up or darkensme like stygian nightso what is true lovepain or joydeath or lifeall I know iswhen I find itI will know.Mike Adams2000(let me know what ya think, first in a year)-----------------P-Self Love 2014
Off my meds cause male me is in love with female me and I can not stand to be apart from her! I Love myself brings new meaning to schitzophrnia?Mike 2010?Having fun..--------------P-Of Love and Hate
Love and hateshall we debatehow, why, when andfor what reasons.or like war and peaceit happens, or can it beless done in haste andignorance, but more donein friendship long last lastingdeveloped slowly, so thatthe love is strong andno hate ensues, but lovelike peace, it lastsnever to be intruded onby war and all that it canlead to and end withbut hatred long and lasting?Unless all are goneand the peace of deathleaves all gone and nolove or even hate, for howto hate when yourdead and gone?Mike2016(done for a local poetry group).Looking for ... in Boise Idaho?--------------P-Windy Love:
A front as in how lovely you are in total, the whole you.. A face is just a face, but it is just one part of a whole being, the site of a face leads to the front and down, and then around, then to touches and tastes and smells of delight.. Not only of neck, but hair, of lips, of common things, and often sounds of passions shared, and times spent sleeping together in a bed together and seeing the mundane things of life.. Like a snore, a breath and more..Mike200?--------------P-What is Love 2011
What is love,pain and agony,loss and depression,desire and lust.Or joy, and freedom,friends and acceptance,massage and touch,squeezes and teasesA thought, a touch,a squeeze, a tease,a look, an emotion.Or just LoveMike2005/2011(working on more?)---------------P-Of Lovers
Ah to look in eyes of light and seelove reflected back to another and toyou my dear, my lady love I do screampassions shared and bodies entwinedshe walks through the doorher emotions are strong for himhe looks into her eyesas she walks to himshe puts her arms around himand he kisses her, passionatelyshe kisses him backboth know what is going to happenthey embrace each other lovinglythey know what is about to happenOh War, who is it good for?A question asked by many.What is it good for?Economy I can ask?Life, not likely.Mike2003--------------P-OF LOVE:
Of love I know only her dark side, the waiting, the longing the desire and despair, hoping to meet my love, of whom I know her not, but I will knowher when, to see her is to know my lady love,the gentle love and not of the pain of love I have felt so often past.Mike Adams1999--------------P-Secret Love 2014
Yes my dearest Secret Lover, I shall see what I can do for your hearts pleasure.
MY SECRET LOVE:My dearest love, to see your face once againto feel your naked body next to mine,to kiss your luscious lipsto have hands around your so full hipsto draw you near and I to youto feel your breath on my shouldersto feel your warmth next to mineto have you feel my excitement riseto meet you, to share a subtle momentonce again, to find our passions inflamedonce again, to join as one slowly andgently, to feel my gift to you, insideyou once again, to slowly give it toyou and caress and bring you to the heights of passion once again.To know the mounds of your breastsand the chocolate tips aroused from my touch, to enter your lovely forest and pacify the guardian with kissesand teasing from my tongueto give gift to you, slowly entering the forest cave, and feelthe stream of the cave, flowingfrom my gifts entrance.To join in happy thrusting andmoving of mine and your hipsto a joyous rythem that only twocan share, to meet you thrustwith thrust, taste with taste,touch with touch, to finallyfeel you grip me with muscles taughtexploding from my loving. To love you in oh so many waysometimes slow, sometime fast and often moving around like a corkscrew matching your hips for every movement, until we explode together and share the stuff of life together to fall together in spent passions, but not done yet, for love is more than animal passions, but of lovingtouches, caresses, and teasing.Talking and gentle words exchangeduntil finally we sleep togetherin a single bed, arm in arm, body joined to body, sweat mingled and kisses covering allwe sleep the sleep of passionsend, but only for a time, for we awake to hear our breaths combined, and cuddles givenand nuzzles needed. We loveonce more and another and anotheruntil we can go no more,and just lay there in each othersarms, exhausted but oh so happyfrom the love we have sharedand the dream we have sharedand the hopes we have shared.Your Secret Lovefor now this is all I can giveyou, but until we met, think ofme laying next to you and tellme more of you and yoursso I may know them well, so I may love you as you desireand give you my all.Love Mike200?-----------P-Fat Love (edited 2018)
We got pains we deal with it, how you ask? Drink and drugs, fast cars and bikes, and women slutty.With attitudes and fortitude, guns and platitudes, looks in our eyes, and fights in bars.Who gives a fuck, we do, but can't say it.Pains we have, and needs, and not ones to be shared with a bone girlshallow in her cosmos inspired looks and desires but a women strong and big, fat or just big of bone, we care not, for she is real, not some goddess of paint and silicon, diets unnatural, locked in some abusive cycle of her own making and death inspired looks.We need a big fat biker bitch to come in here and give us love.. and reality..Big women, special and unique, not some artificial women of Esquire fame. She is not some tall goddess untouchable, cold to the touch, lost in her drug induced quest for thin, and deaths door of skeltal frame. She no clone, like so many models of fame, who look alike, think alike and do things alike, like marching nazis in parade, off to their doom of drugs bingers, vomit and purges, until all is left is some mindless zombie looking good or skeletal, but far from real, for her soul is goneto some pile of magazines high, but she is dead, lost to the flashes of thelights of Hollywood or new York.Me had hotties with souls most foul and uglies with hearts of gold, and beautiful beyond comprehension, for they are real, nice, soft and delightful of mind, body, tasteand touch, love given and returned, nice and gentle, with no demands otherthan a cuddle, a touch an kind word and more.Known hotties with souls of demons, and big ladies with hearts of angels.Mike200?far from complete?-----------P-Valley of Death - Humor
Hail Mary full of cum, the sperm is in you.. darn..blessed art thou, your not a virgin, blessed is the fruit of my penis.. Jesus!thou I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, cause I am horny and all know what that means.. Here kitty kitty, yo evil, where art though? time to fuck.. time to stroke the pussy..Mike2004-----------P-Demon of the Dark (For someone D20 Game)
A sea, a sea, oh blasted is the sea,Dangers evil and untold, awaits youin the rock of the moon and starsin the sea of blasted sun.Lost women of the nite, strikes her there, beneath the stary sky, of dark and nite, it rises into the skyEvil, is its name, and curse.Oh maiden, you are lost to usfor lusts drive us all, and yourdrove you more, more on into the darkness I seeShe lies there across the sea, to see the eye, you must seek the eyefor all is there, death and darknessstone and unholy beasts.Who come from insideand out, from beyond and here.But riches vast and painful won.Sparkle is the stars, and all is nite.Beware the demon of the Dark!Mike Adams2005--------------P-Friendship Dark 2016
Your a friendSo hit me hardBeat me andtreat me badhate me and love me not.I want loveyou give me hateI want affectionyou stab me hardhurt me in waysmost sick So I sit herealone and deadand wonderwhy this gunin my handand I just have to think of youand know why.Mike2005-------------Copyright 1998 Mike Adamsabrigon@gmail.com