WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes. (And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ... Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?
DATED: 2017?PRINTED OUT:__________
INDEX:P-Elderado 2010P-Enjoy 2010P-EntrancedP-Erotic Dominate 2011P-Erotic LoverP-Everett (Dear)P-Eyes---------P-Elderado
In the distance and far away i see a land of blue and grayOn to the star light ride, onto Elderado by the morning we ride,horses grey, black and blue onto the dew of day we rideand find death on the door step and inside,so we ride some more to catch the beast and drive it backand retake Elderado..
Mike Adams2003------P-Enjoy
Life ends quick.Enjoy while you have it.Friends come and go, all die.So in the end, enjoy.No get out of life freeNo life after deathfor this is all we haveto know and knownSo enjoy while you canfor in the end what is lifebut friends knownand sadly lost.
Mike Adams2008-----P-Entranced (2005):
Lady hot,of body andof smile,hair dark andskin mysterious..oh she stands there,and I notice butshe is there,for entrancedam I, by her smile,how it beams andaffects all..
Mike Adams2005---------P-Erotic Dominate 2011
Your pic reminds me of a gal I know locally, man love to ... dothings with her and have her scream my name, and not herhusbands.. but ..Damn, I so wanted to just push her back to the bathroom, kissingeach other, running hands all over each other, and push into thebathroom and go for broke.Wish it was you, I do wish it was your face looking up at mine,with a wild look of lust in your eyes, as you suck on and runyour mouth, lips and tongue up and down the shaft, and head ofmy cock..Or found your self sitting on a sink, thinking of some guy,playing with yourself, legs spread wide, fingers deep in yourpussy, or teasing your clit, and you feel hands and tongue andrealize that a guy is there eating you out?Ever wanted to dominate someone, and make them do anything youwant, be your sex slave as you please/tease them as well?I so want to look down and see her mouth wrapped around my cock,her hands on my balls, as she looks up at me with lust in hereyes, wanting to please me, knowing she has control, but ...or to look down, and see your cock in her ass or pussy in doggystyle, and know she is yours!! Like to be taken like a wench?Dominated?
Mike Adams200?Last part made into Dominated but ?---------P-Erotic Lover
like you feel his hands on your ass, you want to scream, but can't, forit feels good as his hands massage and tease your butt, and up yourcrack, as you feel his body next to yours, moving in time to the train,as you feel your dress moving up your legs, zeeeep as his zipped ridesdown and you feel your panties go down..ah yes, feels good his hands onyour warm skin, as he parts your legs just so, and teases your lips so..
Mike Adams2004------(not a poem more a letter)P-Everett02-10-93
Dearest Everett:I ask why, and recieve no reply from him for he is dead andbeyond my questions! So I live on.. Why you who had some muchto live for have decided to end it all with such a permanent solution.You more perfectly formed, better looking, better with the ladies,more open, better dancer, better hunter, better worker, betterdressed, and better man than I, would end it so soon..You in the spring of your life and I in my autumn.I think of you in some of the things we did together. When Iwench, drink, dance and laugh I will think of you. When Imarch, shoot, work and fly I will think of you, when I ride ina SUSV or go to Stewart River I will think of you..When I eat native food, muktuk/walrus liver and fish stripsI will think of you. When I talk of suicide with others I willthink of you. When I think of your brother Karl and how he is Iwill think of you, for why did you leave us so soon, leave us insuch pain, rip a part of our hearts out like a bear ripping thru flesh..Why did you leave us behind, to suffer at the loss. Were you soselfish? I know we talked about things, of life and death, but I had hopedit was passing, obviously not. I am stronger for knowing you and loosing you,the hardest part about knowing someone is say good bye! I do not wish to saygood bye, but you have not given me a choice. I know you can't hear menow, but I have to ask, what others have asked is why!!!Some might say why do you hate us so, to leave us with out you,but I don't think it was hate, you just did not think, you letNome get to you, the cold long nights, weather, and work get to you.I know you were trying to quite a bad habit or two..I know you were far from home, alone in many ways, not quitesure who you were, of where you were coming from.Caught between old and new, tradition and the modern.Of both Yupik and Inupiaq parentage but modern of up bringing.Part of multiple worlds, but maybe not quite comfortable ineither.I am sorry I was such a slob when we lived together, I'm sorryfor making jokes about your last name, but now that you are gone"I am dick less".I know to not think of the "what ifs" but of the actual, thenow, and the future. The future without you is just a bit morebarren, a bit more lost with out you, so I march on without you,you have fallen behind, but I will keep marching on to prove toyou and myself that I will not give up, I will not let things getme down, and that I will not do what you have done, for I do notwish to hurt anyone, as much as you have done to us, your family andfriends.I say in passing, to all who think that life is not worth it,that there is no hope, that death is an answer. I say no bloodyway, with life is hope, suicide is not the answer. It is apermanent solution to a temporary problem.. If you need help thereare many who can and will help, don't be to proud to ask for help.For in pride there is folly. If first you do not find help, try again!!I say good bye now Everett P. Dick, rest in peace for I shallnot..EVERETT P. DICK'S FRIENDS FOREVER...
Mike Adams1993---------P-Eyes:
love your eyes, how they flash.your lips as they think with fingers,you chin as it speaks of many things,your hair as it dangles there....your smile, that lights my heart,speaking of many things unsaid anddesires to be explored..how your eyes speak of desires we share,your shoulders bared to my eyes,and my hands have but to draw the top downand explore for not.. your impish beauty,inspired me to many things, of lust, of love,of desires I have many, to hold, caressand tease, but mostly to share, to be with,to know and share love and affection..soft and slow, fast and passionate,all may come one day.. two beings togetheras one, lovers, friends, family. Joined inways only two souls can be.. you got the mostfunniest eyes.. I could become addicted to them..your eyes are like twin torches of fun and joy..they show your naked funny soul.. and it is a delight..
Mike Adams2005--------Copyright 1998 Mike Adams