WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes.(And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ...Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?PRINTED OUT:__________---------INDEX:I am Borg (We Are Borg)I Choose LifeI MikeI WillIllusions of Love (SCA?)Installed RoseIron WomanIthaca--------P-I Am Borg (We ARE BORG)Alive but deadMind goneresistance lostburned outlost and givenup to the massesof the pastand socialpressuresor just forcedout forgottenfor sanityor just numb.Now justwe are borgand you willbe soon joinedin our unionof mindlessthoughtlesssoul less beingscollectiveand all dreamsdead, with ourjoined dreamover allall well belike us, nofreedom, orseparate thoughtfor choiceburned outfrom the bodytotal, all joinedas cells of thebody collected.Who you wasis now US!Mike Adams2009-------P-I CHOOSE LIFE,as I sit here in this chair,I choose to live, and faceall before me alive, andwalk in the light of happiness,joy and living people..To walk the sunshine pathand let the past go away andfall away.. and choose life!!Mike Adams2011Poem in progress until no longer able to continue.Thank you Flossie, and your welcome Mom.---------P-I Mike 2011Who is MikeNicePoliteCourteousHonorableAffectionatePassionateLovingNiceFriendlyHelpfulDancerHeroSpirtualKnowledgePoliteManyStressedUsedAbusedRepressedLonelyWantingNeedyScaredAfraidChange NeededWork in ProgressWhiningComplainingObnoxiousLoudBoisterousHurtPainedUnforgivenMike2010?------P-I WillBeat me, I willWhip me, I willHurt me, I willTease me, I willI will over comeMike Adams2007-----P-Illusions of LoveDedicated to lost love.Time is fleeting, ever passing into the day ago.Why do we hope for more than this I will never know.Though I do hope for more than this, for all I haveis hope and a dream for more than this mortal framecan have, but in hope I find a purpose, a direction,and my dreams a reason to go on, day and day, hourand hour, and on until one day my feet can move nomore, falling one in front of the other, and lay downand rest my head on the gentle hills of home and dreamof you my lady love once more.But until the time is here, I can not think of you forthe pain it brings to me, I can not think of your sweetcaress, the smell of your hair, and the feel of your bodynext to mine, for the pain it brings and to you as well.I can not face you, face to face, eye to eye, for my heartwill flutter and fly into worlds of fantasy and illussionbeyond all reality and hope for peace, and all I want todo is to behold you once again, but in this I have pledgedto never see you again, to talk to you, to know of whatyou do, and why, so in my honor and my word I deny youtotally and blank you from my mind totally.For denying you for now is the only answer I know, and inthis I write these words to work it out and let others knowof loss love and to hope for a better day when I can beholdyou in all your loveliness and see the light in your eyesonce again, and hope it is for me you see, and for me you doshine with such light that the stars and sun are no match,but alas that day will never come but in my mind andillusions. So this I pray for all my days to just let it be,and forget you for now and pray for another day.Mike AdamsApril 24 1998For Kim, hell was not having her, but knowing I hurt her was hell as well.----------------P-Installed Roseroses are red, so is blood..dripping on the floorfrom wounds installedby me as I die.Mike Adams200?(varient of another?)---------P-Iron WomanShe is womenHair of goldFace like sugarEyes that flashSugar and sweet andAll that's nice.But also iron of formAnd will but softInside, and flexibleLike spring steelEye that flashWelded, or painfulMike Adams2012(Not worth finishing it?)For Andrea, more coming------P-IthacaIn Ithaca, where the heroes lie,to go there and worship long and thoughtful,of battles long and gone, but still fresh in my mindfor I am Ulysses and I have returned once again,still cursed to wander the world and beyondwith my crew for things we once did, and now forgotten,for the soul can bear only so much and it is gone,but someone still knows, for we still wander,from place to place, time to time, world to world,never for long, and death and destruction follow us,beasts and demons attack us, and test us,we die and by morrow reborn, feeling painbut no peace..Mike Adams2005(Ulyses or Odyseus).---------Copyright 1998 Mike Adams