WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes. (And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ... Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?PRINTED OUT:__________INDEX:CarolineCellChallenge MeChantalCheatedChristColleenCorrupt/CorruptionCowboy GangbangCustody---------------------------------------------------P-Caroline:But where you want to go here Caroline?My sweet Caroline, like a window, a wind,a breeze of the air and into the soul shedoes fly, digging deep and deeper and findall good, and giving, loving and wanting,she digs and finds his soul and wrap herself around it and loves it warm and hot,empassioned sparked by her touch,not one of body but of soul an being,or sweet Caroline, how much to be mine,to know, and touch, to sweet and muchmore, in summers walks, in sun high,or winters walks, cold but warm undercold skys and lights aflutter, northernand more.. Yes, I Alaska, but whereyou like to go?Mike Adams2005--------P-Cell (My Cell):Cell dark but warmdoor locked and tightlocked in my roomnot by bars ironbut mental painand fear insecuremy room refugeor prison, self madeor forced by fearand anger of othersI am not sure.but here I sitbefore the lightand portal to the worldlocked in its grasptight and unableto move or leaveso I am lockedin my cell.No way outor just no stepsto get there.Mike Adams2006--------P-Challenge Me (2006):Sit me downknow I existGive me morethan just platitudesand sit in the corneruntil I am done.I LiveI loveI knowand seeSee metouch mehear meknow meChallenge menever let me goMike Adams2006About wanting and needing to be challenged in my life..-----P-Chantal (For Kirby Shantal)to draw you out, to know the sight not only of your beauty, but your soul, to know you inside and out, to draw it all out, and know it all, tease and play, join with and share, bodies, minds, souls and to touch each in turn, eye to eye, lips to lips, hands to hands, bodies moving in time together, hands running down bodies warm and sweaty.. to stroke hair, ears, neck and back, and run down hands to cheecks firm and split..Mike Adams2011-----P-Cheated:She came to you from another, bonded in vows maritial,then his loved came to you as well wanting but not gettingand you wonder why you found her in the arms of another?Oddly this time being faithful to her, you now foundout how it felt to be the one cheated and used for basereasons. Like oh so many, all cause someone used you first.First she cheated to be with you, then hubbies loved wanted it to,and you wonder why you found, her getting down with anotherlover in the place of work of yours?Oddly this time being faithful to her, you know foundout how it felt to be the one cheated and used for basereasons. Like oh so many, all cause someone used you first.Working on it..Mike Adams2008?-----P-ChristWhy I screamWho am IChrist, but noBut knows his painbeaten by manyjust cause oranger expressedMike Adams2005-------P-Colleen (2005):Colleen oh to spank you hard and well,to feel the welts on my ass and knowyour hand smacking me fast, hard and mean.And I love you in your mean and happy wayno matter what you are thereand I am here and we are in paintogether..Mike Adams200?--------P-Cowboy Gang Bang:I can be one of those cowboys,in a line we do meet you and ride youlike the wild filly that you are, hardand soft, from behind or in front,you ride use or we ride you intothe nite, one at a time, or 3 doesnot matter for you are wanting itand we love giving it..Mike Adams2006(for Paige, but is like others I know)-------------P-CorruptionCorruptionSmell, noLook. MaybeFeel, possibleHard to tellThings are corruptFamilyFriendsBuddiesOr justMoneyWho gets thingsFavors givenBribes paidOr extortedSelf interestOr picturesTaken deadlyOr paintedLazy workersThings doneOver and overNever finishedAnd shoddyNo movementSpecial favorsOr interestWork doneOver and overBut not completedContracts givenOver and overAlways low bidLike they knew.Mike Adams2011-------------P-CustodyOn to a plane of skullsshe does rides a horseof color red,to smite the bastardthat she once bed,but now divorced,to claim her children two,she ride thru hellon a pale horse,to find the bastardwho stole them away,and make his day,in twain his penis small.Mike Adams2002-------Copyright 1998 Mike Adams