WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes. (And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ... Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?
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INDEX:Val LappValkyriesValley of Death (Hail Mary?)Vampires Kiss (1,2 or T)Vashiti of the Flame Red TressesVicky G.------------P-Val Lapp 2014To see, to know, to talk, and share,to want, to have, to imagine more,and more, to explore and know the heartbehind the eyes.. the being and know her soul..To share..and know, want and desireto cuddle warm and soft, arms locked,bodies together, hearts in time,breathing shared, warm and consciousness as one..It need not be hands, exploring, sheding cloths,kissing long and passionate..bodies moving in time to music internal and external,just that its shared as one beeing, in time together..Just moments together, feeling each other,knowing each other, slow and passionate,all in due time all will be known, in time,an eternity, all so fast but slow, timeless..until in common, they fall into a dreaming sleep,or just a reality warm and loviing. covers shared until the morning and its all a reality..will it last or will it fade with the mornings first light.Mike200?(edited 2014)Val Lapp: as i waited an felt the emptieness i felt the feeling of empty i embraced it after all empty is wha i am an empty soul awaiting a door of oppertunity that has no keyMorgoth: a key that shall present itself, if we are just willing to know its form, and see past the illusions of its false form..Val Lapp is typing...Val Lapp: a faulse form the illusion shall remain till th eillusion is reflectedMorgoth: a vessle to be filled, a door that is open but forced closed or never let be opened, but all is needed is to let it be opened and all shall flow in and fil..Morgoth: reflected, known, shown, and explored.. is it empty to be filled, or space that needs out to be shared and shown?appreciated, known and wanted. what is what we all want?Morgoth: how to walk to path to the door, or the door to the valley? dark with out ligth, or just light damned to darkness out of pride.. how to hold you close, guide you out of the dark. arm in arm, with lantern raised high to find the path and out of the darkness.. to door locked inside or out or just a door..Val Lapp: light damned to darkness no directionMorgoth: so how to find the compass, to find the direction and find our place and purpsoe..Val Lapp: though lanterns to the light have been presented ive refused many many times the guidence offeredMorgoth: but why refuse, fear or lack of trust? Or the lantern holder was demonic or angelitic and too beautiful to be real?Val Lapp: i am lacking of trust due to wrong doers an lantern holders no matter how angelic i refuse to follow for i have been lost to false lightVal Lapp: lol im not depressedVal Lapp: i grow weary of people so quickMorgoth: understnad the fears and trust not given, for past deeds by men of cloth and faith to boys young and ignorant and abuse given and passing by means self inflcted.Val Lapp is typing...Val Lapp: im always looking for more-------P-Valkyries:The Valkyries screams over the battle field, looking for their feast,a feast not of blood and sinew, flesh and bone, but of souls. Searchingfor their masters table, to share in their masters bounty to Valhallathis raven of war, flies across the battle field strewn with their mastershandy work, for who is Odin, the master of battles, lord of the carrion,and lord of the hosts of Valhalla, and father of the Valkyries, choosersof the slain, picky and keen of site they scour the battle field for thevaliant dead, and most worthy of fallen. For one day, these honored willarise and serve their master once again in the final days, a future day,not this day. for Ragnarok approaches. And for these men, who fought eachother unto deaths door, they will be there once again, this time arm inarm, shield to shield, shoulder to shoulder fighting for their master,whose table they do share, of fighting, wenching and drinking there ismuch, for they know their fates, for in the end, they will die once again,against a tricky foe, and his friend from below. The serpent, the wolf,the giants many will be there to cross the bridge of light, to Heimdallscall they will come to the final field, and fight the final battle, sharein final glory. A final fate againt all the evils of the world, and theirdeaths will not be in vain, for in this second arising and final time,the world will be reborn anew.Lord Alaric MorgothEdited 2004(Variant of Ravens Call)------P-Valley of DeathHumorHail Mary full of cum, the sperm is in you.. darn..blessed art thou, your not a virgin, blessed is the fruit of my penis.. Jesus!thou I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil,cause I am horny and all know what that means.. Here kitty kitty, yo evil,where art though? time to fuck.. time to stroke the pussy..Mike2004orP-Valley of Death (Humor)Hail Mary full of cum, the sperm is in you.. darn..blessed art thou, your not a virgin,blessed is the fruit of my penis.. Jesus!thou I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil, cause I am horny and all knowwhat that means.. Here kitty kitty, yo evil,where art though? time to fuck.. time to stroke the pussy..Mike2004-------P-Vampires Kiss TPart IAh to taste your neck like a vampires love,to feel my teeth pierce, slow and gentle,to feel the blood flow onto my waitingtongue,to feel your body quiver and shakeas the life flows from it, from eyes of loveand lust I see your soul wander away.Part IIAh my lovers of the dark, come tome, and bite me hard, love me harderdrive your teeth deep into my veinsfor bliss comes with each tooth. eachdepression into my skin is my lovefor you, and your love for me eternally,darkness damned but bliss.Part IIIDeep and dark, the vampire crawlsthru bowels of the earth, and ruinsdark and dead to find the one itneeds most, a lover a friend,and blood aplenty.Part IV: (P-Vampires Kiss 2)Oh like a vampire to spread his mouth, and kiss your neck, and to feel his fangs,slide into your flesh, and feel the bloodoozing out, the taste the aroma,the sounds of your breath.Part V:Ah.. to know we are one, and together, lord and lady, hunter and prey, onewho needs and one who has..like to have a lover, who takes yousoft and slow, sucking on neck, feeding on your soul, feeling it escapeto feed his desires and wantsand you joining with him?Part VI:To run his tongue up your thigh, slidingdress away as he goes, to find the gardenof desire, to pierce its folds with his tongue,lips and teeth.. feeling his mouth suckingyour gardens delight.. slurping up the blood,giving pleasure.. feeling the delight of it all? Part VII:And he gives you much in return morethan pleasure of the now, but life eternal,love eternal, joy eternal.. would you liketo share my blood? My touch, your handson mine and I on yours? Bodies lockedas one? Eternal!Mike2005To much like cybersex? To weird??Still working on it? I know not like I don't say thatabout a few others of my poems/words. Still working onthe short story idea based on Vampires Kiss or The Four.Mike Adams2003/2005/2009-----------------P-Vashti of the Flame Red Tresses:Oh my dearest lady mine, for your passing has emptied my heart,but the memories of you will be with me forever. The joy we feltin our youth, the times we spent in our middle years. The thingswe did here, there and all. Friends we made, times we spent,even when angry we did it in love. How the feeling I do feel at your passing, for you mylady of hair so red was me, and I you, a half has gone away andleft me with feelings of what now, not to replace but thefeeling of what now? Who can I turn to when I need love,carrying, a gentle hand a soft caress, to be told I was wrongand the love to show me gently. To be there for me, and I foryou.Bye my dear lady of flaming hair that lighted up the darkness ofmy life, for before you there was darkness and now what?Farewell my dear until that day with God/fates grace I can joinyou once again, to walk hand in hand, arm in arm, caress tocaress, feel to feel and knowing we will be together always..Love ...... Mike Adams1998-----P-Vicky G:It has come to passthat I find you hateme, wish me harmand cause me painnot only living,but working as well.What did I do?For you to wish meloss of work?Loss of livelihoodor just tornment fromlies told to bossesunbelieved.Or is it justthat I am defenselessfor I no longerwork with youand can not defendmyself, from your liesand tyrannyand wonder whatI did that was sowrong to you?WAs it the nice thingsI did for you?The extra time takento deal with youand do things niceand gentle for you?Or are you just a dramaqueen, to be ignoredlike the pain you aregone with the shotof good valium orjust forgottencome mornings break.For right now I gotto pee, for youVicky G. Go away from meand leave me out of yourdesigns and manipulationsFor I no longer needdeal with tham and leavemy door step, or mywork place or otherplaces and leave meout of your Drama, forI did not buy a ticketor even sneak in, sogo fuck your selfand leave this boy alone.Viky G, what did I do to theefor you hate me so.What can I have done for youto hate me so?What have I done for you towish me harm at work?Vivky G, oh Vicky G,what did I doto thee, to have this hateof me?Are yo pissed, or just a bitchI ask you this, whatam I to you, or you to me?Vicky G are you afraid of meor do you just hate me so?What did I do for your to hate meWhy do you hare me soWhat crime did I commit for this distane.Or am I just here cause you haveto hate some one so?So take your bitchesand hos and leave me aloneor just take your dramato a place where theycare for it, and notto my door step.Mike2006---------More coming?---------P-Various LadiesBella, a women of dark skin, but soft as satin, soft and suply,body full of promise, eyes that speak of many things of man andhis lusts and desires, lips full and enticing to make a saintfall from grace to kiss them long and full, tongue entwined,satin tight and formed to fit her tight and silk that shows onlywhat she wants, promising many things..For Brideno problem madame, for your eyes light, like beacons of the nite,guiding poor lost fools to the light and joy of your site and thoughtsof embrace .or just to behold your eyes close and fall into themand kiss your lips full of pleasure and promise, but saying nothing..for the beholding of you drives them deaf and dumb, for their isjust you and nothing more is important..Mike-------Copyright 1998Mike Adams