WARNING: Adult and less than happy subject matter. Adult subject matter and that is just the violence and sex. Not in order or organized yes. (And yes some disturb me on how sick humans can be? Tempted to put some at the bottom?)Some was done when I was in a not happy place, exploring some feelings and seeing if I had fallen, but ... Some, was about others I had known, talked to and I hope helped?PRINTED OUT:__________
INDEX:BabyBaby BearBalanceBanshee RunBare BallsBe HappyBeasts of the NightBeat Me 1stBeat Me 2ndBeat Me MoreBeat Me TotalBebitalindaBellaBendlynBiPolarBitch BoyBitter GirlBitter LoveBloodBrandyBreastsBreathBloodBride of Baud Claire 2013BroomBrutalBuddiesBushButterflies are FreeButton--------P-BabyBaby BornBaby DieAbortedThrown AwayNot wantedor wantedjust not to be.Baby bornbut not neededfor he is gonemother crazyso baby dies.
Mike Adams2009(Abortion is not a form of birth control, wild how people will fight for an convicted, admitted killer, but will think little of putting a baby to death, all cause its not convenient?)--------P-Baby Bear 2017
baby bearborn of my bodysoul and SpiritI know little or not.where are you?found not.now goneby selfall forlorn.
baby bearwhere are youfound notforlorn
baby bearborn of meor not?where are you?found notnow goneself endingall forlorn
Mike2017?--------P-Balance
Tilt onethen anotherhigh the lowfall and climbor just fall furtherstability and quietand there forebalance
Mike2016.--------P-Banshee Run
A banshee screams into the night,Up from my bed I do jumpwhere, when, who, howas cloths jump on to my frameas I say good bye and run intothe night duty call or justa night. Running, acrossground icy, slippy anddangerous but I runlike a mad man, forsomeone dies tonightor not, I hope for mytime is spent to gettheir quick, safe, withthose who can do their bestto keep all alive.Good the rig if warmstarts, all readyconnection, wherewhere and where, topick up quick onon the way. Door openand I am on my way.Left, right, forwardon to the breach or justmake it so for othersThere he or she is,clothed like mebarely on running.Jump inside, what we haveand on, lights flash or notquiet night, so fast.But keep it safeThere they are.And in we go, withcops help and firementoo, we enter, whatto find. Scene Secure.Fire or dangers humanhelped to be gone.Chief complaint,cause and symptomobserved itemsand allergiesdrugs and issuesBlood pressureobserved issuessmell and touchor just a twitchCollar on, or splintsor bandages, IV in.On board, but carefulone two three we go.gurney on and comfyfor the cold can killinto the ride we do gorun run run other timessplint, tape, four by fouror just morale supportOn into the night toplace of healing I do hopeDoctors waiting, nurses tocops taking statementsone two three to anotherbed, and monitorsdoctors workingnurses helpingbags pumping,air in, nose or mouthblood and fluidswarming up, and alivenot dead, and cold.Heart pumpinglungs fillingbowels releasedcatheter in or notdrip drip dripgoes the meds,saline and plasma.Stitches if needed.Alcohol suspectedFamily there or notor none, or next.Bruises seen, soresmany, smells awful.Cloths in a cornerReports to do andremember, for latertimes and legal orjust what we missif anything?Transport, readybag sled, and shredpapers, ready and comfyescort here,family said goodbye. Off to the portwe go, holding handall is well to the plane.Thank you.An on to the landsbelow, for better carefor stable is okaybut more must happenor does or just in case.Sadly some do notget so far, or hurtsabide and come.Not all saved, it hurtsbut grieve abidesguilt or just how?Done better or at all?Why, no trust of ustheir friends or justthings happen?Driving bad or drunk?Issues of age or timeconditions comenot all live, some shortsome long, butHearts give out, lungsdeflate, time is hereor just sugar low or high.abuse, and pain, no willto live or just ..
Mike Adams2009For all who go into the night with the hope that they can save someone.------P-Bare Balls: Bear your balls and stare at the place that should bethere, but is not, the heart being gone, the soul aswell all that is left is hot, horny, steamy sex andyou say to your self, what the fuck. Mike Adams2005 For: singlesuzi41-----------P-Be Happy 2017
Worry worryif I smilewill things hurtor just scareor worry orfreak people outor just leadon self down apath that hurtssetting self upfor failure selfor inflicted by others.Will it last or fadefall or the dropwill kill.Do not worryjust be happy.
Mike2016(more work on it, got ideas).------------P-Beast of Night 2013 (project/thought?)
Meth LabCard HouseWhore HouseStrip ClubMassage ParlorLow Income Housing/ProjectCab/Taxi
What else?
Bars and clubs?
Club - dancing and likeBar - Drinking------------P-Beat Me Beat me, strip me,whip me, love me,drive me wild,but never driveme broke.. Beat me, whip me,hit me, fry me,even sadists need love.. Mike Adams2006------P-Beat Me 2nd beat me, whip me,tie me to the bed,love me, leave me,hit me, scare me,leave me for dead.. Love me, leave mespurn me hurt mespurn me, tease meleave me for dead Mike2005/2007?(work long in progress, many versus)------P-Beat Me More: beat me,whip me,love me,leave mefor dead,neverforget me. beat me,whip me,suck mefuck me,but love itall the same.. hold me,use me,tease andplease me,but neversay good bye for now, is our time,our place, our momentin the sun or justto show each other thepleasures of the spiritand flesh are as one,combined and totally inline, and harmonized extreme.. Mike AdamsDec05------P-Beat Me - Total 2020 I:Beat me, strip me,whip me, love me,drive me wild,but never driveme broke.. Beat me, whip me,hit me, fry me,even sadists need love.. II:
beat me, whip me, tie me to the bed, love me, leave me, hit me, scare me, leave me for dead..
Love me, leave mespurn me hurt me spurn me, tease meleave me for dead
III:
beat me, whip me, love me, leave me for dead, never forget me.
beat me, whip me, suck me fuck me, but love it all the same..
hold me, use me, tease and please me, but never say good bye
for now, is our time, our place, our moment in the sun or just to show each other the pleasures of the spirit and flesh are as one, combined and totally in line, and harmonized extreme..
Mike AdamsDec05/2006
Mike2005(work long in progress, many versus)(actually 1st and 2nd or 2nd and 3rd, Beat me More)-------P-BebitaLinda Damn fine women I see before me,hair short and fine, eyes sharp andpiercing, nose rounds and pugly,but far from ugly, one to be kiss andtouched.. Lips lovely and kissing,before my face, I see a beauty,whose lips are great for kissing,for holding and hugging. A smilethat shines into darkness of my heartand draws out the love and delight ofthe site of her sitting before me, full ofform, shoulders to be kissed, ears totasted, eyes to be seen and locked in,for to see them, and her soul, is mydelight and bliss.. Mike2004(2006 edited some)------------------P-Bella Bella, a women of dark skin, but soft as satin, soft and suply,body full of promise, eyes that speak of many things of man andhis lusts and desires, lips full and enticing to make a saintfall from grace to kiss them long and full, tongue entwined,satin tight and formed to fit her tight and silk that shows onlywhat she wants, promising many things.. Mike Adams2004-------P-Bendlyn She stands before me, a creature of heaven, bright and angelitic,hair flowing down past shoulder pale and lovely, eyes bright and fullif life and promise, nose, cute more would waste the words, lipsthat beg to be kissed, long and hard, tasting each inch and part,exploding tongues that entwine like wild snakes, chin that is strongand firm, shoulder bare to his kisses, and tongues and tasting, ashis hands clasp around with hers. Pulling each other close, warmthcombined, inflaming, souls that explode and mingle like snow and fire.or of oil with oil.. like one being.. They stand, moving together, glidingtogether as one, cloths sliding off, thrown away like waste.. Mike Adams2003------P-BiPolarDark to lightBut where is Grey?Up to downBipolar andOf a low but whereis the sides and middleor lost in clouds of speedfrom high to lowtop to bottomlight to darkdepression deepand deadlylost in a sea ofconflicthate and lovepositive to negativebut nothing in betweenBetween cliff and rocksbelow and death hardfor none can hang onto this cliff hangeralways on the edgebetween heaven and hellpleasure and painuntil all is lost andgone, never happyand be neutral.Mike Adams2007BiPole, BiPole, so off my meds I go, and wonder why I am in Mexico the old bipolar I am happy, so off my meds I go, and wonder why I am now in Mexico?---------------P-Bitch Boy
to be or not to be onebeaten and batteredor just a whippingboy, bitched and batteredand controlledhoping for loveand affectionbut often just usedand the bitch boy.
Mike2021---------------P-Bitter/Bitter Girl? I need a muse to live for, to inspire me to heights of poetic bliss..why not dear, you are a lovely women, sexy and lithe of body,smart and grand of mind and soul, why would not a man wishto worship such a being of beauty as you and be inspired foran eternity and more.. waking but to worship and pleasure heror she with him? starting with your feet, and working my way uplegs of iron, and hips just nicely wide for good love, and breastsshaped to be beheld, neck and shoulders bare to my eyes,and lips, and lips to be kissed long and hard, tongues entwinedand shared.. grin, and shared as one, us together in our dreams,a dinner long and sensous, eyes meeting and souls merged as one,lips to be kissed.. Yes, vegitarian, but his meat is not for normaldining but for sharing, for exploring, for tasting but not eating aswe know it. as long as you do not mind one piece of mine, thatmay be said to be meat, that you will make an exception to no-meat? Then dancing, close, cheek to cheek, with all knowing from our looksthat it is love, a meeting of not only bodies but of souls..grin.. as long as if the mode goes as we might go, that I can gatherat the gardern of your sweet rivers of legs, as they come together,to explore the garden and the gates within, and behold the smallpleasure bud and excite it to budding and watered lawns .the garden has a lawn and it must be excited to be wet.."hi, hello...and i will plunge into your sweet bud and water your lawnwith my big garden hose..." a loving man, who wishes to sharea moment if at all possible, with a lovely lady!? what happinesscan a man have but a moment of pleasure, physical or just social..you have it dear.. Will have to have you come north, so we canexplore each other and live with together, for I would loveto have a warm women like you as a live in roomie/lover.. Mike Adams2004-------------P-Bitter Love (What is Love) Beat me, whip me, bite me,love me, take me for a fool,but never leave me, for I will hunt you downand feed on your bones and blood,you bitch, you whore, abusiveof my love and affections,drama is what you feed on,not food and air. To lay, or not to lay,that is the question,wiether it is worththe pain and agonyof enjoying her company,or the blows of anoverly protectiveboy friend.. Mike Adams2004(not a good time in my love life, but it got better)-----------------P-Blood Roses are red, so is blood,spewing from the hole,the hole in your heart,or where it once was,gone from bullet splatter,splatter of pain,pain from bullet?Lost again! Mike Adams2005------P-BrandyHow can I compare my love to a single day, for an eternity ofdelight she does present me, her laugh, her sighs, the touch ofher thighs, as I tease her gently with my love, exploring therecesses of her garden of delight, her eyes that flash as wecome together as one, thrust for thrust, scratch for scratch,moan for moan, until with passions shared, we fall together inmoanful bliss, exploding as one being, entwined in lips andbodies combined..Oh, her hair like darkness falling to shoulders bare, and white.Like rivers of ebony, to my sight, I do behold her eyes,ah the pain of knowing she is there, but so far away. A kiss,a whisper, a memory buried deep and dark I do hide awayof the times together, locked as lovers. To kiss her lips onceagain, her neck, and cheeks.. her nose quite fair. To tease herwith my caresses and shared in twined, hips in motion slow anddeliberately, cloths aschew across the room, from door tobedroom dark, we did ride until we find peace in side each othershearts, minds arms and soul. And blissfully asleep in each othersarms, to greet the day and know the night was paradise unbound.To sadly part to our parts in the play of life..Mike Adams2003 (for someone in Fairbanks, who moved to Cali and was lost)--------------------P-Breasts: I keep wanting to see your breasts..naked to the view of my eyes,though camera stand in front of me,it is in my minds view,to touch and tease them,kiss and squeeeze them,suck and pinch them,slow and gentle, orhard as wanted or not.. Mike Adams2004-------P-Breath Teeth hurtNose pluggeddrainingclogged throatastma activeallegies strongLungs hurtclogged byfluids solidifyingEach breathan effortto just liveone more breathplease just onemore breath. Mike Adams2006--------P-Bride (of Baudelaire) no problem madame, for your eyes light, like beacons of the nite,guiding poor lost fools to the light and joy of your site and thoughtsof embrace .or just to behold your eyes close and fall into themand kiss your lips full of pleasure and promise, but saying nothing..for the beholding of you drives them deaf and dumb, for their isjust you and nothing more is important.. Mike Adams2004---------------P-Brutal (Broom): oh broom, how to use you,to sweep and dust, to huntand peck, to speak of manythings, or just beat you headand shoulders down and lost,or just ram it up your butt untilyou see it in face and mouth.. Oh to run my hands downyour front, to find your ballsand pull on them, stroke them,pull your penis taught, andbring them closer, not bymeans nice and gentle, butjust ripp them from your body,tease them and squeeze them,and know you dying with out them.. Mike Adams2005(yes not a good time in my life, it was about oddly work?)---------------P-Buddies Dear you are a poem,no words to be saidto say it more, mydream, my love andlusts and desires,future and fateall in one.. what else can I sayto show you my love?It is deepening andexpanding. I see youthere and I feel good,more than from lustand desire but buddies.. Mike Adams2005---------------P-Bush See Bush RunSee Dick RunSee Rummy chaseafter Dicklooking for BushBird Shots anyone?Condo RiceCakes anyone? Mike Adams2006 (Not the original, but looks better?)--------------P-Butter Flys are Free: Oh sweet butterfly,so like the wind you ride,to catch you is to know youbut in this all I do is stillyou and hold you captive,butterflies are free,to know the currents of wind, to fly afar,never to be held by mortal hands.For in the holding is the tragedy,for what are dreamsheld but never let free. Mike AdamsMay 1998Written for Meg Obed a friend.------P-Button: A button before me, red and deadly,to push it I know will end all, kill all,and I don't care, push it now, end all now,kill all, die all, all must die, to endmy torment and life, I can not of theirs,for they have made mine a hell, of words,deeds, hits, hurts, pain, laying on ground,battered and beaten, or just ignored,chased down like an animal, and no one cares,parents, teacher, all else, just stand thereand cheer at my falling down.Or worse, they jearand cheer, yes, the jock can beat all he wants,to take all he wants, the girls, the locker,the grades they did not earn, walk down themiddle of the hall, and hit any they care to,for the teachers are in awe.. So when all asks, why he pushed the button redand deadly and if you do not know, then you deserveto die. Like the rest, the animals all. God caresnot, Jesus is dead before me, and beyond hope orhelp, so why should I have faith, all is forsaken,Satans is my buddy, but I deny him and go with words,or fear, I know not why. People are strange when your a stranger, has means to me,for I am strange. Normal, why be normal, be abnormal, forit is at least a place, but not of peace. Mike Adams2005-----------Copyright 1998/2009 Mike Adams http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Poetry-L/http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Adulthumor-L/http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Abrigon-World/