Today the last day of high school began,

and in the car, I thought to myself,

'why not take a picture?'

after all, I had liked how I had done my hair,

and my outfit for the day,

maybe I'd finally have something to post on Instagram,

I've never done that in months

and I finally felt pretty.

I pulled my phone out and took a picture,

when I looked at it, I changed my mind.

I started to dislike myself again,

and it was July all over again.

On holiday, in cute dresses

but the pictures made me self-conscious.

I'm too short,

not skinny enough,

purely not... pretty enough.

Will there ever be a time when I'll think to post a picture,

and do it without thinking it over 100 times?