I can't ever face my feelings,

I can't ever shape my poems in

a way that has rhythm, rhyme,

I just go with the flow and pretend

like I don't care,

but I do,

I do,

I do.

Truly.

I can't ever write my novels

in a way that has never been seen before.

I just do it anyway.

Oh, God!

I can't ever face anything, can I?