Life is short
not a joke or a game
Tilburg. the Netherlands. Life is short, not a joke or a game. After the loss of Cynthia, the great admin of the NCPWall, another patient has deceased. She was 37, had M.S., muscle failure in left side, a lot of pain, spasms and other nerve problems. If she could walk, she looked as a pirate =( She had also 4 cats and a scoot-trolley. Her doctor prescribed truckloads of drugs, which induced fluid accumulation. She used cannabis to sleep, about 2 grams per week. She bought this in a coffeeshop were it regularly was polluted and asked her doctor for prescriptions of governmental regulated cannabis. He refused this several times. The "Supreme Lord" Doctor, said cannabis was "a thing for stoners". In the past year i did offer to go with her to her doctor to lecture him. She wanted this but her jealous boyfriend did interfere, a drunkard of the worst kind. He had even beaten her several times and it became a domestic violence / police case. This is one of the alcoholics living in my house. After two serious conversations with her, in April and June, her boyfriend immediately began to go crazy, shouted to her ; ,, Junk. If you want to be with 'him', go ahead " He meant me. Obviously, there was absolutely no question about this, with the both of us. Again, i offered my help with 'this problem'. She refused. After our conversations she broke up with him. I respected her, because while she had this serious illness, she studied on her own disease and tried to take care for this 'man'. You wonder, if she had used some more cannabis and less medication, she still had lived.
Well, she's gone now. Rest in peace.
We continue, for all, in your remembrance.
O, 1 thing, the definition of junk.
1 Pieces of old cable or cordage especial used to make gaskets, mats, swabs, or oakum
2; old iron, glass, paper, or other waste That May be used again in some form
; secondhand, worn, or discarded articles: clutter
; something or poor quality: trash
; something of little meaning, worth, or significance
3 serpent narcotics; especial: heroin
4: Junk status