36th Recipe ?

36th Recipe ?

2014

Yeah, not so. My Christmas and New Year was not a party. My own father condemned me by phone. This was hard. The man has not seen me for 3 years and sayid himself to have too little information. That said, he should have realized that his remark : the problem is not in your back is in between diagnosis and discrimination. The next day I went to the liquor store and at 11:00 I had the first lite on. I was angry. In the week after that it started to go back ( to drink ) , the anger remained . Now I'm really angry . And when I get really angry , I'm not yelling . I will be silent. And I decided to use the anger and I stopped using cannabis. To prepare on the battle now is to come. With family, or community agencies .

I was extremely hungry, the first two weeks I ate four times as much as normal. That was after 30 days stable. What was worse, I usually sleep very bad; about 3 hours each time, due my spine. Without cannabis , this became 30 minutes up to 3 hours. After 30 days I 'll sleep now 4/5 hours, but during the day I can not lie and get to sleep and rest i need. This is a big problem. Sometimes I can not go to sleep at 04:00 at night. After 30 days, I told my doctor . He was the only one who reacted very positively. Too bad he then started talking about the pain clinic , and syringes to put in my joints, spine and disc's..