My bloody Mary X mass

2014

Brief intro, in '92 I got the first damage to my spine, in '98 vague symptoms, pain in 2003 and in 2004 the diagnosis ( all joints worn out incl spine / intervertebral discs ). This year, I was again confronted with a father, 71 years, who diagnosed me, 43, after a phone call. I've already seen this a hundreds of times from unskilled to doctors. Normally I can handle them. But this was different. Father sees me as a employee, and believes nothing, does not trust me. While he has not the right reason, or even a reason to mistrust me. You should know that he has not come by us the last 2,5 years He is capable, financially / medical to do so. I do not. He is healthy. I am not. Although a statement like "your problem is not in your back" is not a real psychological responsible judgment.

So, i had it after 10 years of fighting. The next morning I dragged my body to the liquor store, bought a bag full of poison. Normally I want to do any shopping, because it always 3 days sick means to me. I digress. . 3 hours later I was on 1.5 liters. The evening was really nice. I went to lay to rest, around 18:00 for my damaged back . Like every night, a 45-year-old neighbor was doing fireworks in his backyard. His other neighbors are aged 80 years and have all 4 a full medical record for heart, blood vessel - diseases including heart attacks, and tia's. I pulled the window open and shouted,,, Hey little kid, is it over now ? and slammed the window shut. I slept 45 minutes when I went down the stairs was again thrown fireworks I opened the door... and saw two (other) men, they trown fireworks at my other neighbor, with her three cats. They yelled right to me.. ; what the f#ck you want ??.

I looked at my beer bottle for a 1 second, and it went through the air towards them ( I do not normally act like this ) and I went after them. But it was too late. They fled away, inside. And I returned home. Once there the peace was disturbed again. Our 80 year old racist and demented neighbor slammed its doors. Hard. Now, 0:00 pm so again. Short circuit. Screamed that he had to stop. Result: 5 police cars out front. ( My record, I believe ) No, they did not arrest me. We had a 30 mintuen talk. Quiet.

Thank You Corps #Zaanstreek #Waterland. For the insight, and humanity. It is important to write this down and put these 10 agents in the "spotlight" It oes not have to go wrong, if you can calm down. Yes, most of them i know, even if it is not by name.