Jacob with Rachel
He loved her like Adam loved Eve
Jacob with Joseph
He loved him with his love of the covenant
He loved him with the joy
of his victory over Esau
To Jacob, Joseph was the expression
of his redeemed love for Rachel,
For his natural love for Rachel
was finally redeemed and elevated to the level
of his love for Leah,
whom he loved only with covenant faith
But was not Leah hated?
It was only the hatred that arises from pain,
from the pain of the loss of true love in this world
For it seemed Leah was in the way
of the natural love of Jacob and Rachel
But if that true and natural love is redeemed,
if the love of Adam for Eve is redeemed,
if it is allowed to suffer God’s judgment
and come face to face with death,
for the sake of God’s covenant love,
then that love will live again eternally
That pain of loss will be turned to joy
For this redeemed love,
this covenant love,
is the love God promised to Abraham and Sarah
What was hatred for Leah is dissolved into holiness
when Judah is born
Jacob loved Leah with a holy covenant love,
and learned to love Rachel the same
To Jacob, the son of Rachel was all of this
Ishmael was Esau's secret power
As long as Ishmael had a claim on Abraham,
Esau’s claim on Isaac was even more!
But with the birth of Joseph,
both Ishmael and Esau lost their case
Jacob’s covenant love for Rachel
overcame his natural love for her
Abraham and Sarah's natural reasoning was corrected
With the turning to the natural way, to Hagar,
the covenant testimony of Abraham was blemished
That blemish was corrected in the house of Jacob
Adam’s love for Eve was redeemed in Abraham’s house
To Jacob, Joseph was all of this,
a worthy brother to Judah
And so it was
that a covenant family set foot in the promised land,
but at first did not settle down,
for there was trouble within
that was going to spin Dan and Naphtali,
Asher and Gad and then finally Simon and Levi
around the menorah-like coat of Joseph
The righteous family desired nothing more
than to dwell in a land of tranquility
The World to Come was prepared for them
They wanted to await it in a place without troubles
But troubles and exiles were made to make
the glory of redemption known
Abel’s blood had power to scream from the ground
because it received strength from the life of the world to come
It was Abel who cried,
but the sinner who actually died
And the unrepentant sinners who died
and died once again
The rule is that redemption purifies
The rule was established with Jacob and Joseph
When they had desired to dwell
in a land of tranquility
But Joseph had been lost to sight and hidden in exile
In truth, he was exiled only from the ways of this world
and put on a path to the world of redemption
And it was the sinners in Joseph's story
who went into an exile like purgatory
and would wait and languish there,
until the mystery of Judah and Peretz was encoded,
and the mystery of the tribe of Dan unfolded,
when Dan would judge his people
For Jacob’s prayers would build the House of God
His prayers would build the twelve gates of Israel
Then all the work would stop
And Dan and the brothers of Joseph
would pray and say to him,
"Our lives are in your hands!"
For how else could a testimony of grace be given in Jacob —
unless those who laboured to build God's House would stop
and repent and confess and testify and say,
"We cannot finish on our own
We are completely dependent on help from God
to overcome the adversary,
to lay the corner stone in its rightful place,
to build the wall, to build the city, to build the House of God"?
How could God's House be built without such words?
And who but those who perform hard labour could ever say them?
For the the tzaddikim, the Righteous,
like the King's own sons,
have no occasion to stop all their work
in order to confess their absolute need for the help of God,
in building God’s House of everlasting prayer
Their hand is always covered
by the hand of God,
Their prayer is always filled with the word of God
Then Joseph, the tzaddik, will answer Dan and his brothers,
“It was not you who exiled me
It was God who sent me to save a great multitude alive”
And so it was that in the merit of Joseph to come,
proving the union of his covenant love for Leah and Rachel,
God would return Jacob
whole and complete to Beth El
He returned with the promise of the home and hearth
of Rachel and Leah to one day be one,
and the promise of Judah and Joseph to one day be one
The House of God will then be eternally built
And many families of people shall go out and say:
“Come, Let us go up to the Mountain of HaShem,
To the House of the God of Jacob”
And at that time of return to Beth El,
having returned with his family from exile,
as a sign of the promise this prophecy,
Jacob made a pledge to all his children
As a sign to all his children,
Jacob gave a gift to one prophetic son
Jacob gave a cloak of many colors to Joseph,
as a pledge to all his sons
that like there are many colours in one flame,
so they all would be one House of God!
Upon the word of their father,
this would be through Joseph
ForJacob had the power
to give a double portion of the world to Joseph,
For the sake of the redemption of the place of Esau,
as he would one day testify to all his sons
This would be Jacob’s pledge to all who were his
His pledge would be that all his twelve sons
would have their own gate of prayer
in the city of the House of God
"I have given you one portion over and above your brothers,"
signified Jacob, by giving Joseph
the many coloured cloak
And so it was that Jacob set his pledge in motion
first at the very time he returned to Beth El
There the kingdom would first be divided
They would be first twelve separate stones,
divided between north and south at Beth El
Joseph would be torn between Dan and Reuben
Asher and Gad would be exiled from their places
The four camps of Israel would limp
Its hip would be out of joint
This was Jacob's pledge to his family
They would begin divided
In the rectification they would be one stone,
one body, one holy house, one holy city
and her voice would sing and her song would say,
"His left hand is under my head
and his right arm embraces me!"
This word is the reconciliation of the world,
the reconciliation of this world
with the world to come
All this through the covenant faithfulness of God to Jacob
All this through the prayers of Jacob
This is the rectification of the world through purification
Esau is left with no survivor to his name
For through the righteous faith and acts of Dinah,
who held through her purity in holiness
the secret of the double portion,
the thirteenth tribal place,
the place for Ephraim and Manasseh,
to be a light to the nations,
the twelve tribes are unified in the end
in the Rock of Israel
This rock is the mystery of the thirteenth gate
to the House of God,
the gate held open for the prayers of the nations,
even when the firstborn were set aside,
due to the sin of the golden calf
For it is the sin of turning to a maidservant again
not to the promised mother,
and so not to the promised seed
But Levi would be commanded
to hold the place of Dinah
until Mashiach comes
Having this faith,
Jacob would not be consoled
when his eyes and the lies of his sons
told him that Joseph was dead,
that the blood on the coat was his
To be consoled would have been to accept
what could not be
Having this faith in the covenant of his God,
Jacob would not be consoled
Even in the darkest depth of darkness
Jacob would not be consoled
It takes considerable merit
for a person to send his prayer
up to the House of God above
through his tribe’s appropriate gate
Jacob alone embodies the twelve tribes
and their twelve gates of prayer,
As well as the thirteenth gate,
that of Dinah and promised to Joseph,
meant to revolve in the time to come
among all the twelve gates,
as a light to illuminate a gate of prayer for the nations
What now would the tribes do
if the gate of Joseph could not be opened?
How would their mission live,
to build a house of prayer on earth for God?
What now would the tribes do
if Jacob would not be consoled?
If he would not find another way
to build their own gates of prayer and open them?
Even in the darkest depth of darkness
Jacob would not be consoled
His soul remembered:
When the sun set and it was very dark,
there appeared a smoking oven,
and a flaming torch which passed between the pieces
And now we see the length of this bitter exile,
how each day we cry out to Him and yet are not saved
Those who err say that all the prayers are for nothing,
that they rise up and do not find their gate
But in truth, all the repentant with the righteous understand
Together with Jacob they will not be consoled
They will not resign themselves to making the best of it
They are prepared to suffer with Jacob,
until their grey hairs go down to the grave,
with faith in the covenant of the God of Jacob
with the hope that Joseph lives buried deep in the darkness
Together with Jacob, even now
they quietly raise the prayers of each tribe to its gate
Bit by bit they build the House of God,
the form of the Shechinah,
until Mashiach comes to finish and consummate it,
just as Moses raised the Tabernacle in the wilderness
In the darkest depth of darkness,
with Jacob remember,
Mashiach encompasses all prayer
Your attachment to him safeguards all your prayers
Your faith surrounds you
When the double edged sword comes against you,
with Jacob remember,
All the prayers of the righteous are a sword for Mashiach
He will turn back the sword that comes against you
Let us pour out our souls like water to God!
And now, if we are hemmed in and closed up in exile,
and surrounded on every side by darkness...
Let us pray all our days that at least once in our life
we speak purely one word of truth before God
For the seal of the Holy One is Truth
This can be done through the light of Joseph
seen by Jacob even in the darkest depth of darkness
In answer to the prayer of truth
the tribe of Benjamin will be honoured by Judah
In answer to the prayer of truth
out of the invisibility of darkness Dan shall stop and turn
for help from the God of Joseph and take his place in Israel
Eternal thanksgiving is waiting in Judah,
as is written, “O House of Jacob, come let us go in God’s light.”
For in Beth El Joseph shall live again
And Jerusalem, the city of God’s House
will rest from mountain to sea
and from river to river
And Abraham, Isaac and Jacob
shall welcome all peoples into their home
for an eternal celebration of truth with thanksgiving
Then Adam and Eve shall sing the songs of Israel
And Mashiach shall open his Torah
*Being a meditation on parashah Vayeishev, based on lessons 2,9,12 and 112 of part 1 of Likutey Moharan by Rabbi Nachman of Breslov, and on the series, Torah Studies, by Rohr Jewish Learning Institute, (JLI),, as well as on a commentary by Rabbi Avraham Greenbaum of azamra.org. Neither official teachers of Breslov nor the JLI, nor Rabbi Greenbaum have reviewed or approved of the content of this post.