Searching for Adam,
G-d found Abraham and his seed
Then G-d said,
The roots of the holy tree of the holy field
will be cultivated
The tree of life will give forth its fruit,
as in the Garden of Eden
Egypt and the nations shall witness this
The child who became a slave
now has a new master
She has become a holy slave
As the holy slave matures,
her old master shall closely observe
that she now does as the Holy One decrees,
never missing a beat nor a back beat,
living in concert with the inspiration
of the Holy One’s symphonic Torah,
even while she sits by the rivers of the mystery Babylon
For it is there that she waits
for her new master to come to claim her
By the rivers of mystery Babylon
the holy slave has learned
to become the master reader
of the orchestral score of heaven and earth
She sees throughout all of heaven and earth
She sees the statute of life written there
She sees yesterday, today and tomorrow
and about all that she sees she sings,
waiting by the rivers of mystery Babylon
It is the eye of her covenant faith
that skilfully reads the notes
that were composed by the eternal Hand of Life
Consider that Jew’s faith that hears the silent voice
of the wind of the Conductor’s mighty wand!
Many eyes are blinded by a veil of fears
Ears cannot hear that which is to them alien and unknown
Abraham's faith listens and hears the Faithful One
A trusting child does not say to the faithful parent
Leave me alone! Let me do it myself!
A trusting child says to the loving parent's eyes
Watch me closely! Do not leave me!
I will do it myself to please you!
David's faith sees the colour of the music of angels
Reason has no foundation
except faith in the Author of reason
But if reason stands alone without authority from Above,
its one foot stands upon the other
The holy ones who follow orders,
and toil to learn and understand, are prepared
and they receive understanding like rain
They receive the rain with channels,
like the channels of anointing oil on Mashiach's head
The holy servants follow instructions like angels
They will leave mystery Babylon; they will leave
the city that demands to know good only with evil
They demand to know how things work or do not work,
and try to know how heaven and earth stands or falls
They think they know how to be free to go their own way,
to build worlds their own way
to please or appease God, if they must, their own way
Humble children are not like them
They are hollowed vessels
Israel is a vessel ready to hear,
prepared to be filled with the word of God,
made strong and courageous,
able to build a dwelling place for God
One who builds without authority is a thief
Children of the estate do not
take authorization to build for granted
If they took authorization for granted,
it would be as if they disowned their inheritance
Even the stars to the end of the heavens
wait for the revelation of the heirs of God
What decrees has the Holy One
given to the nations to obey?
One nation alone under heaven
wears tefilin and tzitzit
One holy nation
holds a red heifer in its heart of hearts
One nation alone toils in Torah
meditating in it day and night
One nation alone,
because the G-d of Israel is G-d alone
He set apart one branch from Adam
through which to reveal holiness through judgment,
through which to reveal the justice of his mercy
The hollowed out soul
is engraved with love for the Holy One
What pleases the parent?
It is when the parent see their child stand on its own
It is when the parent sees their confidence,
as they look up with trust and love for their parent,
knowing with no shadow of doubt
that their parent will look on the work they have done
with pride and love and approval
The holy child, inspired by the word of God,
feels the musical score of the universe
Creation stands tall,
with its theme of moral of existence
In the study of this score
its children rise up and lay down to sleep
The nations point a finger at them,
saying, Who are they?
We do not recognize them!
And they are driven away
But they are the congregation
of the Master of Prayer
And they are all children of the One Most High,
the Lord of Lovingkindness
In answer to the request
of the students of the Master of Prayer
the nations live and do not perish
For their immersion is in the river of atonement
They are immersed in the tears of the Prayer Leader,
who selflessly obeys the decrees of the Holy One
The God of Israel decrees for the world
decrees of life and not of death
For when the heart of Adam
had turned hard as stone,
the Jewish Messiah did not say to the ailing brother,
about the bones that do not heal,
about the heart that cannot sustain itself,
about the bruised reed,
that God has no interest in what is mortally damaged
To the little child's mind that tries to smile in the face of fear,
but can barely think or move,
whose heart is already hard with loneliness,
Israel's Messiah says, Be strong and of good cheer,
simply open your eyes and begin to see salvation!
Look! You will see Jews all around you!
Help yourself! Take ahold of their garments!
Adam tripped and fell
and their heart became hard and calloused
This is when wisdom from the Holy One came
in waves of grace and softened it and broke it
and healed it, to be as strong as eternal life
Many great minds have probed God
with multiple filters and shields,
to withstand the brilliance of the Holy One's glory
Their shields fell away and their filters failed
God Himself has laid all souls to rest
He has buried his world
and is nursing it back to life
We need not attempt to teach an ear filled with noise,
the ear unprepared by the Divine Spirit to be taught
It is those who have laboured hard to learn
who will be sat down as children at the table
to hear a true word,
a story of the great understanding
of the Concealed Presence
For the concealment is a measure,
measured by the understanding of the Master,
according to the level of the need of the student
The mind that approaches truth without fear
approaches endless delusion
When one becomes wise and has laboured
and has mastered their world's whole orchestral score,
then one obeys the voice of the wind of the silent wand
of the Composer and Conductor of the music of all worlds
Then one learns obedience with perfect faith,
as if it were the first command heard in childhood
Listen! Hear, floating on the wind, the song of the Jews
who sit by the rivers of the mystery Babylon
Attributions:
*Being a meditation on a Torah class in 5781on parashot Behar/Bechutokai and a Torah class on Bechutokai in 5782 delivered by Rabbi Baitelman of ChaBaD Richmond, B.C., based on the series, Torah Studies, by Rohr Jewish Learning Institute. Neither Rabbi Baitelman nor the JLI have reviewed or approved of the content of this post.