Miketz and Miracles
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Mashiach unlocks dark prisons
He brings the prisoners out of the deep pit
and is gentle on their eyes
Mashiach lights the menorah of eternal light,
just a small menorah at first
Yet it exposes the great darkness of time
Time that fell through Adam's fingers...
Stolen time flowing into a river of polluted history,
until history became a dark bullet train shooting by
Look! See the streaking bullet of time,
shooting toward an end,
carrying Jews in prison cars, boxcars,
ever nearer to the end of the rails
Mashiach uncouples the prison cars from the engine
Mashiach unlocks the doors of dark, gaseous prison cells
The engine of polluted time pushes hard up the hill
The prison cars roll backwards on their tracks,
even while the engine of time crests the hill
and speeds on ahead to its end
Pharaoh the engineer, slept and dreamt
He built pyramids of apostasy and rebellion against God
He built temples like trains travelling through the ages
He slept and dreamt,
while his high speed train stopped here and there
to collect God's children,
to acculturate them to a nation of ungodliness
and assimilate them into the body of death
Pharaoh dreamt as his train of genocide sped on ahead
Through the heavy weight of darkness,
the Jews and the others in the prison cars
could not feel their loved ones
They could not feel where they were
Pharaoh dreamt of seven fat eons of time
Those eons of time looked like seven fattened oxen angels
Then seven lean cross currents of time arose
They arose like flood waves of the Nile,
looking like seven starving oxen angels
And the starving oxen angels
devoured the fattened oxen angels
The seven thin eons of time devoured the seven fat eons
And Pharaoh awoke with sweat steaming from his brow
Then he dreamt a second time
Seven healthy imperial economies appeared,
looking like seven tall, divinely glorious stalks of corn
Seven diseased, demonic economies appeared,
looking like seven bedevilled stalks of corn
The bedevilled stalks devoured the healthy ones
Pharaoh awoke,
screaming for the train's magicians,
for its soldiers and mechanics,
for all those he trained to lie to him
He screamed for them to come and save him from the truth
and protect him from the Jews
When egos are in power,
nobody knows anyone
No one could heal Pharaoh’s heart or calm his panic
Then someone said, "There is a Hebrew kid"
"He has a certain way, maybe he can help!"
Pharaoh knew no Hebrew
He didn't know it was the son of Jacob
Pharaoh didnt know Joseph was a rock
Pharaoh sent for the Hebrew kid
and they brought him to the Engine
He said, "God has told Pharaoh the truth"
"This train of prison time is coming to an end"
"Go back, and lock yourself down in the livestock cars,
in which you have the Jews"
"For Mashiach is coming and will unlock those cars
Before the engine comes roaring to an end
it will be those in those livestock cars who will be saved
God only knows what Pharaoh actually heard
But his heart was a little calmer
He said, "Say more!"
So, the Hebrew kid continued,
"Accordingly, let Pharaoh find a man of mercy,
who will guide him to his knees
and teach him to pray the prayer of truth
Pharaoh must bow the knee in the boxcar of the Jews!
When Pharaoh takes hold of the garments of the Jews,
they might allow him to go with them,
when their prison cars roll backwards
when they roll with Moses down the mountain"
Then in that last hour Pharaoh moved car by car
toward the prison cars of the Jews
Pharaoh sought the truth with which to pray
He found many truths and enlightenments,
but did he find the truth without spin, without any flaw?
He found many kinds of repentance,
with many kinds of tears,
but did he ever find the repentance of the Jews?
When will I speak the complete truth before God?
How broken is my heart
on account of all the evil that's been done?
How broken is my heart,
to see the human race to have become so selfish
and self-destructive, people against people,
child against child...
the human soul against itself,
the human heart gone wild
How destructive have I become,
as I ride upon the train of life,
speeding toward my end…
Is what I have done to the world beyond repair?
Or is it possible that in the end it is
only my own heart that is broken?
However, Pharaoh’s son came up behind him and mocked him
and said, “Where is your pride!”
Then Pharaoh’s son picked up Pharaoh’s ego,
which Pharaoh had set upon the ground
And he took Pharaoh’s ego and went off to do mischief
He went out and chose companions
only according to what he felt would enrich himself,
accordingly, he began to spiral down into oblivion
Once upon a time,
Jacob’s sons were exiled in Canaan,
exiled even in their own promised land,
because they had exiled their brother to Egypt
After this, they had gone down themselves to Egypt
And found themselves accused of espionage
Go back and return to me with Benjamin,
Egypt’s viceroy had said,
if you can prove that you are innocent
The viceroy of Egypt put them in the prisoner’s dock
But who in truth was speaking?
The God of their fathers ruled over this eternal courtroom
They were guilty of a crime only God could name
How could they make it right?
How could they rectify
what they had done to the firstborn son of Rachel?
What’s at the heart of the repentance of the Jews?
Could Pharaoh ever learn?
Could the workers on his train ever know?
Pharaoh began by knocking on their boxcar door,
to see if they would let him in
Joseph came to the boxcar door
Reuben held the light
Pharaoh waited thinking
Maybe this way he could be forgiven
Maybe this way, one day
He could stand and light a candle with Mashiach
on the Festival of Lights
*Being a meditation on two Torah class on Chanukah, delivered by Rabbi Baitelman of ChaBaD Richmond, B.C., based on materials from, Torah Studies, by Rohr Jewish Learning Institute. Also, the version for 5783 includes reflections on a class by Rabbi Bitton on references to parashat Miketz in the Talmud. Neither Rabbi Baitelman, Rabbi Bitton, nor the JLI have reviewed or approved of the content of this post. Also based on Likutey Moharan 1 #112 and upon an article on chabad.org entitled, The Repentance Litmus Test, by Mendel Kalmenson.