Twelve Shluchim
Twelve sent out
to scout out
Heaven on earth
Recon soldiers for the army of Heaven
Officers of twelve camps of thousands
They went out as sent and did their job
“The Land is greater than Gan Eden
Gan Eden could cause to live or die
This Holy Land can eat its inhabitants alive
if their holiness fades or wanes
either in spirit or body!
Does it do this for us?
To prepare for us?
And will it not do this to us?
When we fall
will it not be the giants of this land
who stand over us to judge us?
It is a most bountiful land
with a promise of the world to come
But heed our apocalyptic warning!”
As if Caleb’s God could not hear them
As if Joshua’s God would be silent
The knees of the people shook
from a well-founded fear of the Holy Land
The Temple stones
shook with fear
within the living bones of Israel
On the anvil of fear
faith would be hammered out like steel
and made true like the living sword of God
Their faith was untempered
They saw the land of God with a scandalous eye
And this is why
after just 40 days
they accused the land of scandal
They were called to the witness stand of truth
But a testimony was denied to them
They were taken from the courtroom
from the trial of the nations
For forty years they were hidden in a private place
A place prepared for them in the wilderness
Just forty years
But it seemed to stretch until the end of time
The foundations of their faith were repaired
No one repents without a foundation
No one conquers the Holy Land
without repentance
without corrections
without Menachot corrections
without Challah corrections
without Shabbat corrections
without corrections of the eye
and corrections of the tongue
learned from Miriam the tzaddik
In the spirit of Moshe Mashiach
she was not afraid to be corrected
for the thoughts of her children
A daughter was kidnapped from the Sabbath
by a great rogue
What father would not run after her?
Praying he would save her
in the eye of judge and jury
within the holy bounds of Sabbath
But what if fearful eyes were offended?
One could think, the Rebbe said,
the Torah could have been written
so as not to offend
even the eye of an offender
Thus he elevated the holy lesson of Miriam
Which it may be the Saturday Rogue cannot learn
But the eye studied in Torah learns
That the righteous are corrected openly
To save the sinner
from uttering an unpardonable offence
Righteousness is veiled a little with grace
It blinds only the scandalous eye
The Holy Land is trampled by the nations
until the fear of the children
is hammered into faith
like the hardened steel of a two-edged sword
To see it is the quiet joy of the Torah
as she prepares twelve renewed Shluchim
twelve emissaries to carry her spirit in
to greet the Holy Land in wedded love
*Being a meditation on a Torah class based on parashah Shelach, delivered by Rabbi Baitelman of ChaBaD Richmond, B.C., based on the series, Torah Studies, by Rohr Jewish Learning Institute. Neither Rabbi Baitelman nor the JLI have reviewed or approved of the content of this post.