Poetic notes on the parashat Korach*
When high aspirations
lead into a deep pit
Do not fault the aspirations
if the base of your ladder
is placed at the mouth of the pit
A man and a woman
aspire to the pinnacle of love
If a lover is an aggressor
love kills love
Korach’s love aggressively pursued
the delicate Shechinah
And so he killed
his relationship with her
The heart of God is very tender
It is vulnerable to assault
The evil inclination took Korach
And Korach took liberties with God
How can we violate the open heart of God
and not destroy our own soul?
What remedy could Korach’s soul then have?
What reconciliation with the soul of Moses
could the souls of Dathan and Abiram find?
Who will find a way to preserve their name?
The rights of the firstborn were lost
The place of the firstborn was lost
Did the grace of Moshe’s prayer
entitle the saved children
to rebel from chastisement?
Had the wise lost the wisdom
that converted their eyes to ears
and their ears to eyes at Sinai?
Until the last days
the firstborn would not stand again
shoulder to shoulder with Moses and Aaron
unless repentance could transform the wrong
and make it right
But Korach chose defiance
autonomy and sedition
Out of aspiring love…
Out of righteous desire
to reach the pinnacle of spirituality
in the world
his righteous desire ascended to Gan Eden
but did not return whole
Two hundred and fifty accepted the challenge
to enter into the heart of infinity with Nadab and Abihu
but none returned whole
Our earthen vessel is made for light
to contain the light of heaven
If it is not prepared
surely it will shatter
Aspire to receive the highest height
of holy light
Say with the sons of Korach
My soul thirsts for God
for the living God
Deep calls to deep
All Your waves and breakers
have swept over me
Though my soul was in the pit
Though my soul withered within me
My hope is in God
I will yet ascend with the Shechinah
into God’s presence
I will yet praise him
My hope is in God
My Saviour and my God
*Being a meditation on a Torah class based on the parashah Korach, delivered by Rabbi Baitelman of ChaBaD Richmond, B.C., based on the series, Torah Studies, by Rohr Jewish Learning Institute. Neither Rabbi Baitelman nor the JLI have reviewed or approved of the content of this post.