Life of a Loner

Everyone has a friend to be with.

I can hear the chitter chatter.

I would like to talk but anxiety takes over.

My heart going pitter patter

While I would love to feel seen, as if I have clout . It’s like I’m trapped inside of a bubble that I can't get out of. 

I tend to stay by myself;

Like an old forgotten book on the back of a shelf. 

You may interpret this as me being a sad teen with a heavy hurting heart who is in pain but, let me explain. There is a difference between being lonely and being alone. 

When being lonely, I’m on my own yet when I’m alone, I’m truly in my comfort zone! I won’t utter these words, rather I’ll write them down on my phone.