Security-Insecurity
Post date: Jun 13, 2015 4:41:06 AM
You are physically safe and secured now. Any insecurity, uncertainty, discomfort you are experiencing is only psychological, that is, it is in respect of future. To be comfortable with this insecurity, uncertainty is to ‘feel’ complete security now. One is on the self-sustained ground. Touch of the Original has happened.
Now every action is experiment. You are in a limitless field.
One’s energy is dissipated in pre-confirming what one wants as result, tomorrow or future. There is essentially resistance, gap between now and what you want, between now and tomorrow. There is no way this resistance, this gap can be covered up or undone. You are connected to tomorrow by the element of wonder and not by any fixed formula. Being comfortable with this resistance, this gap is the clue, is your attunement to all possibilities.
You are essentially having pending desires, pending issues, pending actions. Can you see that you are feeling psychologically insecure, insufficient? To be comfortable with this insecurity connects you to the Original, to the miraculous. Under the illusion, one remains busy in covering up or undoing this insecurity, insufficiency by addition to possessions or by ideas (about God and so on).
The friction between this moment and the next gives momentum to life. The friction is unending. When you are relaxed in this moment, whatever be the situation, the image for the next moment (comfortable to you) is automatically created. This is the natural momentum on which brain works. When you are not at rest with this moment, you are trying to fix the next moment to your pattern of satisfaction. You miss the automation. You become busy in fighting an illusory battle.