Eyes see because the vision is ended at a point. Even in the sky, where we have nothing to see as end. An end as blueness is created as sky to see. If there is no enclosing factor, what the eyes will see? Nothing.
Similarly, ‘I’ is the limit of the mind, consciousness. ‘I’ is the enclosing factor.
‘I’ operates as ‘I’ relates to an object. ‘I’ and the outer, other is bound as a singular process, self-sustained process-the totality.
One thinks as if non-technical questions can be answered.
There are technical questions such as how to run a computer, where to buy food, arithmetical questions, how to book a ticket and so on.
They all can be answered by somebody or you can find the answers somewhere. The information is available.
Now one is under the illusion that non-technical questions- what is all this existence, why I feel stressed, why I feel angry, why I feel fear, why the other is richer or poorer than me, why there is negativity( corruption, terrorism and so on) all around, why I feel constrictions to my freedom and so on can also be answered.
There are those in whom these questions do not arise. They are continuously adjusting themselves without raising these questions. The adjustment is essentially with the help of some idea.
Now there are those who are stuck up, who want to find answers to non-technical questions.
Some of them accept religious or scientific explanations. Religious explanations are like- it is God who is doing all this, it is all the result of one’s fate, some saviour will take care some day and so on. Some are satisfied with these answers. There are others who do not accept these answers but hope to find the answers some day in future. They may offer scientific or economic explanations.
These explanations satisfy them.
But if you have become so passionate about these questions, so serious about these questions that you want an answer ‘Now’. No explanation, religious or scientific is able to assuage the pain of these questions. You are bent upon.
Suddenly, you realize that these questions can not be satisfactorily answered. There is no one to answer. You are Alone. From whom you are seeking answers?
Now you will touch the original pain, the original resistance, the original energy on which the Life is sustained.
The need for answers suddenly drops; you become one with Life as it is.
You touch the unending stream of Life.
The mystery of existence starts unfolding.
Y V Chawla
The same force is propelling all the movements. See any micro movement to see the force.
See how an ant is moving.
See the flowing of river.
Pick a pen and see from where the impulsion to pick comes.
See a bird flying.
See how day changes into night.
See how a thought arises in the mind.
Put your hand in cold water. There is feeling. See how mind names that feeling.
When you are able to see the micro movement, the atomic movement-you are able to see the force. There is only that force. 'You' is only a name, a word.
Life force is not an idea or explanation. You feel the force when you feel angry, when you feel confusion, when you meet any unexpected positive or negative happening. There is ‘nothing’ behind this feeling, this vibration.
We are happy in finding solutions to our problems.
This is a trap in which the human mind is caught.
Solutions can not ‘end’ the problem.
You have to understand the problem making mechanism to end it.
Mind seeks satisfaction through the solution of the problem.
It says, ‘take me out of the problem, uneasiness’.
Can one see that this is a new problem?
And this problem raises its head every time one faces an unfavourable situation.
To understand this (new) problem is to end it.
The end of it is the end of the problem making mechanism. Now any action in any direction is relaxed, creative.
To see the total field of existence is the point.
Senses see, touch, listen and so on, breathing in and out is going on, there is
memory and imagination and thoughts arising in the mind. Anger, fear, anxiety,
happiness are the expressions of Life to keep the mind alive. This is the
format of Life. Can one see that there is nothing beyond this?
How material comes into
existence?This is a thought about material. Existence is Original. We are conscious and seeing, touching the material-is the Original. Experiencing is the Original. You can not go beyond experiencing. The world is dependent upon your being conscious of it. ‘You’ is bound to the world is the Original. You and the world is a singular process. Continuous changes in the material is what ‘existence is’.
Continuous unpredictable change is the Truth. What causes the change? It is again a thought ‘about’ change. The inevitability of change silences the brain.
you are hungry, only one thought that of food is there. When food goes inside
the body and the processing starts, brain becomes ready for its function, that is, thoughts start
generating. Including the thought of 'you', God, soul, creation. Thoughts arise
because of life energy. Thought is entrapped in likes and dislikes. It loses
contact with the energy from where it draws its sustenance. The secret, the
origin is in this energy and not what thoughts depict.
The relationship between
the field of consciousness (including memory and imagination) and Existence
(the field of senses) holds the key to fundamental understanding. Within memory
and imagination, everything is oneness; simply we are conscious of those
things. Whatever is reflected as outer is Existence in the field of senses.
Consciousness as consciousness does not exist. Existence is manifested as
two-the observer and the observed. To see this whole paradigm is the end of all
questions. As in the field of consciousness, the observer and the observed are
one. In oneness, who will question whom? Questions can be only for practical
purposes, daily life and not ‘about Existence’-when the field is recognized.
You experience the life energy when you touch,
listen, see, move something and so on. Put your hand in cold water. There is feeling in
the body and brain. Now thought can express this feeling, it is not this
feeling. The hyper expressions of energy are
anger, fear, anxiety, pain, pleasure, confusion and so on. Whatever you
experience is complete from moment to moment. Thought can describe the
experiencing. It (under the illusion) becomes busy in accepting or rejecting or
conceptualizing, what is experienced.
The ‘impetus to do and the movement’ is separate
from the description. ‘The impetus to do and the movement’ comes from the
energy, from the source itself. The boost created by thought for any action is
self defeating. The boost can not stay. When thought sees its limit, the
passion in the movement of energy itself is endless, restless.
Everything that is discovered or innovated is for some use. It can not be the source, the Original. To touch the Original, the source-the discoverer, the innovator is also to be included. The discoverer, the observer and the discovered, the observed is a singular process.
To touch the Original you have to take one
step- ‘to quieten the clamouring mind which says, ‘why this is so’, ‘why this
is not so’. The quietening has to happen without the support of any idea,
explanation. You and the world is bound as a singular process,
enclosed process, the complete, self-sustained process-including what you
dislike and like, fear and cherish. Mind comes under the illusion as if
something does not belong to it and is to be thrown out. It escapes pain (any
uneasiness) and uncertainty as if the friction of pain and uncertainty will be
undone. Here one can see that all pain and uncertainty is psychological
discomfort, if it is not immediate physical danger. You can not throw the
discomfort out of your mind; there is no place to throw it out. When you see
this, you are supremely relaxed-as you have seen yourself as a complete
process.Brain can not recognize anything without contrast.
We are conscious against being not-conscious.
Everything is bound by the resistance of it. This is the totality. The illusion overlooks the resistance. Hence accumulates pain, misses automation.
Seeking ends and authentic
living starts when you do not postpone, when you stop all questions ‘about
existence’ not because of your inability to find the answer but because the
questioner is not separate from existence, from ‘what is happening’. ‘You’ is
the total field of Existence. Who will question whom?
Y V Chawla
concept of non-duality is to let the brain bear the paradox that seeming
imperfection is a play of perfection. All movement is from order to order,
instead of from disorder to order.
Q. But thermodynamics’ laws of physics say that the universe is moving from
disorder to more disorder !
Ans. But the Scientist saying this is
Order, that is why the statement is valid. Otherwise the statement coming from
disorder will itself be invalid. To see yourSelf as Order itself closes the
issue. Now the outer disorder is like an unending game, not to reach at Order but
to rejoice through movements. Can you see that 'you and the outer is a singular
process'. The Existence can not be validated without your being conscious of
it. Instantly seeing this takes you to another dimension.
We see disorder outside.
We can take action. Mind is enamoured as if by dealing with outside disorder,
order within will be established-one will be happy. But within you there can be
no disorder. Even if you perceive disturbance within, it is ‘you’- it is in the
field accessible to you only. The disturbance within is in the format, which
can not be acted upon. If you see this, supreme relaxation takes over. Now you
can take action in respect of the outer disorder.
has to bear the jerk of the fact that the System is Order, which means no
comfort is sought through complaining, blaming, feeling guilty when it seems
disorder to the mind. This jerk is the concentration of total energy.
Action becomes relaxed and conscious.
'Life energy is the God Particle'
The relationship between the field of
consciousness (including memory and imagination) and Existence (the
field of senses) holds the key to fundamental understanding. Within
memory and imagination, everything is oneness; simply we are conscious
of those things. Whatever is reflected as outer is Existence in the
field of senses. Consciousness as consciousness does not exist.
Existence is manifested as two-the observer and the observed. To see
this whole paradigm is the end of all questions.
field is not recognized because one is enamoured by pain-pleasure,
like-dislike, winning-losing as if pleasure, winning, like are true,
real and pain, dislike, losing are alien, false. Ending this treatment
lets one instantly realize the field of consciousness.
Existence can not be validated without your being conscious of it. So, your being conscious is the Original.
you are hungry, only one thought that of food is there. When food goes
inside the body and the processing starts, brain becomes ready for its
function, that is, thoughts start generating. Including the thought of
'you', God, soul, creation and so on. Thoughts arise because of life
energy. Thought is entrapped in likes and dislikes. It loses contact
with the energy from where it draws its sustenance. The secret, the
origin is in this energy and not what thoughts depict.
The Original can not be found as an object. 'You' and 'what you observe' is one as Original.
Y V Chawla
By its default setting, mind seeks complacency
through possessions, relations, situations, ideas. It seeks comfort of
warding off uncertainty, contradictions, pain of unfavourables. It
treats them as alien
It goes by history, experiences, collected data.
It is only when awareness dawns that it begins to see the
non-conformist way- break from history, past, collected data. One
becomes the creative impulse of the Universe. And awareness dawns at the
moment of intense pain or intense pleasure or when one encounters a
Master or his words.
In any negative (-) situation, if you give your inner assent (+), you are charged.
In any positive (+) situation, if there is inner recession (-), you are charged.
This charging gives the brain a touch of the unknown.
Y V Chawla
Mind can not define the last point, the last movement of any thing-it has to give in. Because there seer and the seen are one.
Science is investigating the outer phenomenon.
The investigating thought does not see its own origination.
The investigating thought and the outer is a unitary movement.You can not find the Original as an object. As the investigation will always require a subject-object format. To see that the bondage of subject-object is to realise the timeless, splaceless ground.
We are conscious against being non-conscious. This is the totality. The junction point is awareness.
You and the world is a singular process. The world can not be vouchsafed
without 'you'. and 'you' is all the time subject to death(not-being).
We are conscious against being non-conscious. It is known against the
unknown. Known plus unknown is the totality. When brain has a touch with
the unknown, one sees continuous destruction and renewal. When the
totality is seen (known and unknown), one sees the whole game as 'live'
and not with a sense of fear or aloofness. One is not separate from the
process (destruction and renewal).By talking about the end of the world,
one is simply trying to ward off the stress of 'not-being', which is
all the time with you.
Now one sees oneself as not different from the 'whole', which includes destruction and renewal and so on.
Y V Chawla