Insectduel's Hatred Family

Post date: Jan 5, 2010 3:33:54 PM

When it comes to blogs that can express my feelings. Well, that's one of them.

Every day, I felt depressed and have thoughts of suicide because my family is not in communication or just fucking stupid. Like my Mother. Over the past months or even years, she borrowed from me and sometimes never paid me back. Anyway that's not the point about between me and my mother. She does show some signs of respect to me. It's between my Mother and her misbehaving ways.

As a depressed, heartless, or a suicidal person, I don't think my mother is like all of the others. I am tired of her attitude, her yelling towards her own mother (As in my grandmother), her druggings every late night. Most of all, she made a LOT of men over the past 24 years of my age. To me, I want all of her men to go away and stay the fuck away from my life.

My mother also does not appreciate with my hobbies (Especailly ROM-Remodeling) or the way who I am. And she doesn't even know if ROM-Remodeling is legal. Actaully, she think that playing illegal ROMS on my computer is a joke. IT's NOT. ROM-Remodeling is illegal and breaks developers but I do it only for personal hobby purposes only.

This is why I make friends in some ROM-Hacking accounts.

Worst of all, before my mom got pregnant with the new born of my sister, I felt something dark it's going to happen. After 13 years of my sister being born I felt like if she wasn't my sister at all. As of right now, my fucking sister always mess everything up, annoys me and sometimes ruin me too. But with 3 of them at the same time (Mother, Sister, Mom's Boyfriend), that's even worse.

Back in March 2009, I told Phet Vong that I don't communicate with my mother. Guess what, Phet is a moron and does NOT understand me at all.

That is why I left because of Phet's embarassment towards me and she tries to take down Insectduel's Domain after Vincent Rouge illegally hacked and post some of my blog videos without permission. Keep in mind that Insectduel's Domain is linked to my YouTube page.

Anyway back on topic, the point is that I wasn't even happy. Sometimes being alone makes me happy and have 2nd thoughts of my life. But having sexual intercourse with Shizuko is a huge mistake after new year of 2010. I'm still wasn't that happy.

It would be better if my sister wouldn't exist at all. Only then, my own life would be better.