I'm such a bad friend

Post date: Jan 25, 2010 6:58:28 PM

I've been trying to search for Japanese women and I failed to have Eri as a friend. I have her but I messed up. I wanted her so bad, even though she is 31 years old. I couldn't E-mail again, I couldn't call her (I still have her phone number), and I am still afraid that she may not be interested in me anymore. I've just wanted to be friends.

I've been miserable by all these J-Women so far.

1] Sakurako plans to go to Australlia. Was told via MySpace.

2] I was having sex with Shizuko on New Years and didn't feel a thing.

3] And Eri's date failed due to me bugging her on her cellphone that Saturday night.

The next one better not be Bitchslapping by one of the J-Women that Jeffrey Yeager warned me about. I mean, Erika Takagawa (Yornosuku) bitchslap my Acmlm's Board posts so I guess I should ask her on a date when I get to Shibuya, Tokyo Japan.

I'm going to keep trying, unless Eri decides to talk to me again but I won't though. Since I don't want Eri think that I'm suicidal and a weird person.

Last night, I visit Shizuko and apologize to her. Shizuko said that she was OK with it and wanted to be friends with me.

And I did.