How my faith has wavered. I do my best to sustain the connection between me and my God. To hold fast to a belief that strength in believing is the ultimate in faith. Let it happen is the ease of my thoughts. Do not "do" for God and fret by taking back what God will handle for you. Give to Him over and over each tear of your life and each level that you are at. Relationships will improve with each Forgive-Let Go-Move On situation. In God's Care of faith and trust.
To reorganize your usefulness to no longer dwell on your listlessness while handing it over to God - pray your favorite prayer over and over {Our Father} Keep busy - volunteer yourself, and administer to do-able ideas. Allowing God to lead while you follow. Simple and easy faithfulness.