The Pillaging of Personalities: Our Lost Kids are Being Highjacked by Spirochetes
by Virginia T. Sherr, MD
From Lyme Times #32, Winter 2001/Spring 2002, pp.14-16
Opening the door of my office one day in May 2001, I stepped back in surprise. The teenager standing
there wore a brilliant orange, neck-to-foot jumpsuit. There were shackles with chains between her
wrists and she was hobbled by more chains between her ankles. Surrounding her were two rather
determined-looking women, looking at me doubtfully. I had known that 17- year-old Vicki was coming
from a juvenile detention unit, but I hadn’t expected matrons, manacles, and chains.
Vicki was brought to see me for a psychiatric opinion as to possible causes of behavior that led to her
arrest and of her episodic rages. Apparently, in the prison, she was noted for being pleasant and
compliant one moment, but suddenly, especially perhaps when there was a clang or scraping noise,
flying into bizarre rages, wherein she had to be physically subdued and taken back to her cell by force.
The matrons were decisive but generally friendly to her, she said.
Vicki’s history, from her mother and herself, was of great interest. At age 7, she had a number of bull’s
eye rashes that were misdiagnosed as “ringworm.” She suddenly became drastically ill and fell
comatose. “Paralyzed all over,” she was hospitalized. The specialist astutely diagnosed her as having
Lyme encephalitis. Unfortunately, this serious condition was treated with only a 10-day course of IV
antibiotics. She awoke from the coma looking good as new, and went home to a relieved family. Vicki,
herself, could only recall “having trouble walking while in the hospital.”
Her mother reminisced that Vicki seemed different somehow after that, although she had never
thought of a connection between these things before. Certainly, the child had undergone a personality
change. Vicki had been agreeable as a young girl, but she gradually became antagonistic and had a loss
of interest in grade school subjects. By age 11 she was downright oppositional. She used increasingly
poor judgement and had inadequate control over her emotions. Schools classified her as “Emotionally
detached/Learning disabled.” At about this time, Vicki’s parents divorced, and her mother assumed
that the coincidental turmoil accounted for her daughter’s escalating personality change and worsening
school performance. Vicki’s mother said, “The change in her personality was such that I thought of
finding an exorcist.” Then came Vicki’s defiant, delinquent behavior and brushes with the law. She
pushed that aside entirely with the notion that her trouble only related to her friends’ bad influence on
her and their setting her up to take their raps.
Vicki’s antibody blood tests came back with five positive Western Blot bands diagnostic for chronic
Lyme disease. We were able to enlist the help of other skilled Lyme literate professionals to evaluate
her further. They prescribed doxycyline and gabapentin for her persistent Lyme disease and its
behavioral and cognitive consequences. At her court hearing in December 2001, their written
testimony was offered regarding facts of her general and cerebral spirochete bacterial infection. A
successful plea was entered on behalf of her release on electronic probation from what amounted to
jail.
No one noticed much change in Vicki when she was on the doxycycline, she and her mother said.
However, upon my phone follow-up questioning in January 2002, Vicki described herself as having a
“different state of mind - I’m calmer than I used to be. I can handle myself. I am not so tired all the
time, and I am happier.” Taking modafinil and gabapentin as prescribed, she also appeared to be more
and more psychologically stable. In addition, she is not as physically symptomatic as she was before she
took the recent oral doxycyline. The chronic Lyme disease symptoms that, while she was in jail, felt to
her just like her own personal peculiarities - chills, sweats, fatigue, multiple joint pains, headaches,
rashes, difficulty thinking and concentrating, and trouble reading-all began to fade. Due to her
mother’s wise persistence, Vicki is undergoing medical evaluation for further antibiotic treatment.
However, it is hard for Vicki to conceptualize that a brain infection might have been behind her
serious troubles with the law - “I was just immature,” she says. “Now I want to get an education - I
want my life back.”
Vicki is at home under house arrest now, wearing an electronic “bracelet” (monitor). She hasn’t
experienced life in the crucible of the outside world since she was treated with the recent antibiotics.
The greatest challenge she faces is the general one facing Chad, an 18-year-old youth whom she has
never met, but whose saga is so similar to hers, that they seemed to have been cloned.
Chad was described by his mother as being “the most agreeable child I have ever known. Good
humored, intelligent, he was a big favorite of all who knew him as a little boy.” Bitten by a deer tick at
age 13 with resultant bull’s eye rash, he was treated, as per medical convention then, for 30 days of only
twice daily oral doxycycline. He, too, underwent a personality change and gradually became defiant,
delinquent and seriously depressed. He demonstrated extremely poor judgement. His mother often
said that due to the extreme change in his personality, it seemed as if he were “possessed.” Chad
turned to drugs and alcohol in part for pleasure, but also because they quelled a strange inner
restlessness which kept him urgent-pacing and racing. Because of his poor judgement, Chad had
totaled several cars when he came of age to drive. His anxious parents sent him to private military and
juvenile training centers that he now thinks were of little help.
I first learned of Chad’s situation when his mother asked if I would agree to see him. He had spent
some time in jail with 5 charges pending against him, was due to see the judge in the morning, and she
hoped it would help if a future psychiatric evaluation could be arranged. Apparently, a wary judge
reluctantly approved Chad’s transfer to house arrest.
At first it was touch and go at home-Chad’s rages continued-in part because he still felt driven and
restless. He craved release from house confinement. During the day, he continuously paced and at
night he had dreams of alcohol and drugs - he was desperate for anything that would provide surcease
from his near-explosive agitation and wish to be rid of his ankle monitor. Only the fear of the greater
confinement of a return to jail helped to keep him in the house and then barely so. He managed my
prescriptions irresponsibly (At that time, his medications included risperidone, benztropine mesylate
and an occasional alprazolam when he experienced panic attacks.), necessitating that his mother
administer even the mildest medications. Testing was positive both for the presence of DNA of the
causative spirochetes and the presence of his antibodies to them. There were 6 positive bands on his
Western Blot blood test for chronic Lyme disease. His SPECT scan showed diffuse hypoperfusion
(lowered blood supply compatible with Lyme disease) of his brain.
Currently, Chad is more responsible with his medications. They now consist in part of gabapentin,
mirtazapine and olanzapine. The risperidone is being phased out. He says that he could feel the
clarithromycin antibiotic working to help him the day he started it. He is calmer now, but like Vicki, he
is not yet ready to be fully tested in our complex world. And, like Vicki, Chad is reluctant to believe
that his floridly positive tests for chronic Lyme disease and his clinical diagnosis of neuroborreliosis
could have anything to do with his behavior. Teens are no exception to the fact that people like to
believe they are fully in charge of themselves, even if they are making major mistakes. Seeming to cop
out with the excuse of having a chronic brain infection appeared totally unacceptable to him.
Both of these young people have lost any idea of what they really are like, what they are capable of, or
who they could be. They do not remember and have lost track of the person they started out to be.
Their childhoods were distorted by ticks laden with spirochetes, long-lasting agents that are toxic to
personality maturation. Each had dramatic personality changes over which they had no control and
which were explained away as coincidental to some current event unrelated to the tick bite. Each
mother had the feeling that her child must have been “possessed,” although they did not really believe
in that possibility. In truth, these two young people were possessed-they were taken over by an
unrecognized, nervous system infection that pillaged their normal development.
The challenge now for each young person is to undertake the missed steps of lost maturation, recover
a healthy sense of self and to use it to adapt to the real adult world in ways that work for them and for
society. This may prove to be a Herculean task. It is an on-going experiment as to whether Vicki and
Chad can surmount the loss of 5-10 formative years and, in Chad’s case, the coincident abuse of the
street drugs and alcohol that falsely promised relief from the symptoms of tick-borne disease.
Gradually, these two young people are beginning to understand the importance of dealing with the
minute terrorists that hijacked their childhoods. Their own government once destroyed perpetrators of
piracy on the high seas and lately it has not been reluctant to seek out and destroy human terrorists.
One wonders when the same aggressive attention will be given by our government to tick and
spirochetal plunderers of this generation of America’s pirated children. Make no mistake – it then
could be possible that the need for aggressive attention to the lost children themselves would become
unnecessary.
Dr Sherr practices medicine in Holland, Pennsylvania. You can read this and other stories on her website,http://www.thehumansideoflyme.net