<It is My Work, My Story.>
<It is My Work, My Story.>
메모리 게임도, 행잉도 하지 않기로 했다. 결국 새로운 방식으로 이미지를 보여주지 않는 거로 결정한 데는 이전의 크리틱도 있었지만, 무엇보다 나는 텍스트의 역할과 의미에 대해 재고해보았는데, 이 텍스트야말로 내게만 의미있는 무언가라고 생각했기 때문이다. 또한, 내가 보여주고 싶은 '이미지'에 텍스트는 방해가 된다고 생각했다. 왜냐하면, 텍스트라는 건 강력하며 이미지보다도 선행돼서 사람들에게 전달되기 때문이다. 이러한 점에서 내가 사람들에게 얻은 텍스트를 생각해봤을 때 아주 진지하고 시적인 것도 있었지만 주로 시답잖은 말이나 그날 먹은 음식에 대한 가벼운 단상이었기 때문이다. 물론 누군가에게 공감을 주는 역할을 할 수도 있지만 나는 그보다는 내가 촬영한 이미지를 전달하고 싶었다. 그래서 텍스트를 작은 크기로 변환시켜서, 잘 보이지 않게 만든 후 다른 이미지들과 배치하기로 했다.
결국 모든 건 나에 대한 이야기다. 학기 초부터 고민해왔던 의미에 대해서는 여전히 알 수 없다. 하지만 나를 통해 누군가는 자신을 반영할 수 있지 않을까, 그런 희망 아닌 희망을 갖고 작업을 마무리 지어보려 한다.
I decided not to play memory games or hanging. There was a previous criticism in deciding not to do an installation in a new way, but first of all I reconsidered the role and meaning of the text, because I thought it was really something meaningful just to me. Also, I thought that the text would interfere with the 'image' that I wanted to show. Because texts are powerful, they are more advanced than images and are passed on to people. When I think about the text I got from people in this respect, I was very sincere and poetic, mainly just small thing like food that we ate. Of course, It might be able to empathize with someone, but I wanted to convey the images I took more. So I decided to convert the text to a smaller size, make it invisible, and place them with other images.
After all, everything is about me. I still do not know the meaning that I have been worried about since the beginning of the semester. But I want to finish my work with kind of hope whether or not someone can reflect on myself through me.
How to develop the final installation.
Until that time,
I did not know how to present the photos and organize it.
I tried to do many ways, like Wolfgang tillmans or Jurgen teller (I wanted to make some story with photographs)
But It was too stressful and hard to do like that.
Because my pictures don't have much common point. (film-digital, portrait-food and so on)
When I was super stressful, My friend told me.
Hey, you are going to graduate. it will be your last exhibition in the school.
What do you really want to do and way? I think it will be awesome if you do what you want to do.
More, resolutely, Be brave.
I thought at the moment.
Yes, You are true. I wanted to actually tell about 'myself.'
Maybe the whole installation could be 'ME.'
Why I try to follow tillmans's way to install?
That is just me. My work.
Then, Many things come to me so clearly. I decided to just do it to the top of my bent.
I was thinking I choose too many sizes and photos.
I thought, If i want to make some story I need to make it clear.
So I select 24 photos which is the same as my age.
I select 3 crucial and simple photographs, make them bigger size than other.
Than, I think, It would be much easier to read this story.
I put the text between the photos, Regarding this. I wanted to show text like an image.
So I make the size of text really small.