Not a love poem

How am I to forget you.

You never leave my mind.

You waltz through my head,

in and out of my dreams.

I don’t want to care

But I can’t help it

Memories

The memories are too strong

Isn’t it ridiculous

I’m sat here crying

whilst you’re laughing with him

Isn’t it queer I feel sorrow

when its all I expect.

Just give me a chance

to say sorry again

I messed up the last time

I won’t do it again.

You don’t know how much this fucked me up

You just think that I was

being one dimensional

You didn’t know I’ve been crying night

and every time I see you

my eyes blur

like how I blurred all the lines

I yearn for you to lie

Tell me you’ve forgiven me

so I can pretend you have,

so I can forget.

--16/3/2022

Theme : Love, Self