Laura Chat ~ August 2011 ~ Part 4
August 21, 2011
8/21, 11:59amHernandez Laura
for two weeks i had no headache
before the accident
i had already fixed the headaches
actually i had fixed pretty much everything
when i moved back to san antonio from harker heights tx....
i had six docs
dad's friends
they had me for four years
until i learned kinesiology and pendulum reading and herbology and homeopathy
8/21, 12:01pmBarry Kort
8/21, 12:01pmHernandez Laura
and accomplished in four moths what 72 years or so of medical school had not accomplished in four years....from 1990 to 1994....
it says that mirror neurons may be responsible for autism
in the wikipedia info
although when it was first describing how it works in the brain
it is similar to my description of
being like a pitching fork
8/21, 12:06pmBarry Kort
The absence of a fully functioning Mirror Neuron Circuit may be a feature of Autism.
8/21, 12:07pmHernandez Laura
when you put it near another pitching fork and then they both start vibrating at the same resonance from proximity
as a result of proximity
8/21, 12:07pmBarry Kort
My opposite number would be a Betazoid.
8/21, 12:07pmHernandez Laura
oh that's not what that said....at least that's not what i walked away with it saying
what
8/21, 12:07pmBarry Kort
Tuning Fork. Not to be confused with a Pitch Fork.
8/21, 12:08pmHernandez Laura
?
opposite number?
no
those things in the docs office
8/21, 12:08pmBarry Kort
Have I confused you?
8/21, 12:08pmHernandez Laura
that is an instrument
oh yes
it is a tuning fork?
not a pitching fork
sorry
8/21, 12:08pmBarry Kort
Yes. Tuning Fork in English.
8/21, 12:09pmHernandez Laura
8/21, 12:09pmBarry Kort
Because a Pitch Fork is an entirely different thing, altogether.
This is a pitch fork ...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Grant_DeVolson_Wood_-_American_Gothic.jpg
8/21, 12:11pmHernandez Laura
is a pitch fork what you sweep with
yes
like the devil
has a pitchfork
8/21, 12:12pmBarry Kort
Angry mobs carry pitch forks.
8/21, 12:12pmHernandez Laura
at least in pictures
i've never had the pleasure or displeasure of meeting this thing.....if it acctually exists
8/21, 12:14pmBarry Kort
They are used by farmers to pitch bales of hay.
8/21, 12:15pmHernandez Laura
yes
8/21, 12:15pmBarry Kort
Of course it resembles the Devil's Trident.
8/21, 12:15pmHernandez Laura
i was pitching hay yesterday
8/21, 12:15pmBarry Kort
Did you use a Pitch Fork?
8/21, 12:15pmHernandez Laura
no
my hands
and feet
not that big of a deal
8/21, 12:16pmBarry Kort
See, a pitch fork is a useful too for pitching hay.
8/21, 12:16pmHernandez Laura
took Valentine out of her stall to brush her
8/21, 12:17pmBarry Kort
She must be a Sweetheart.
8/21, 12:17pmHernandez Laura
and ( i forget what it's called) the bag you put hay in
so Valentine can be munching
8/21, 12:17pmBarry Kort
Feed bag.
8/21, 12:17pmHernandez Laura
while we were brushing and cleaning her hoofs....is it?
she is a Mustang so she has no horse shoes
she is a sweetheart
8/21, 12:18pmBarry Kort
Rarely, Haversack.
8/21, 12:18pmHernandez Laura
i went to do some Yuen and Reiki
because both Sunfire...Harry's horse ( my girlfriends empath red headed son)
and Valentine threw Kathleen off
8/21, 12:19pmBarry Kort
Yipes. Not compatico, not sympatico?
8/21, 12:19pmHernandez Laura
well.......
they didn't throw Harry off
they only threw Kathleen off
she is angry
so
it was their way of saying
get off me
8/21, 12:20pmBarry Kort
Oh, they didn't like her vibes or her smell.
8/21, 12:20pmHernandez Laura
you're angry and i don't want to be around it
Harry knew this instinctively
so did i
but how you say things
diplomacy
so you don't shoot them right in the face with some truth they can't handle
and when it came from Harry
it was easier
then Harry left to France for his summer visit with his dad's part of the family
and she noticed it more
8/21, 12:22pmBarry Kort
Harry is the more diplomatic one.
8/21, 12:22pmHernandez Laura
yes
he is
and a genious
and will be a diplomat one day
i do believe
genius
8/21, 12:23pmBarry Kort
Kathleen has issues with unprocessed injustice.
8/21, 12:23pmHernandez Laura
yes
she does
that's why she is a lawyer
8/21, 12:23pmBarry Kort
The world is not a Just Place. It's just a place.
8/21, 12:23pmHernandez Laura
she is also a June 3rd
and my Janelle is June 12
8/21, 12:24pmBarry Kort
Being a lawyer only exacerbates the problem of dealing with systemic injustice.
8/21, 12:24pmHernandez Laura
1+2=3
Hence in the day you were born book they have the same day
and i've been around Kat since 6th grade
8/21, 12:24pmBarry Kort
Oh, you add the digits until you get a single digit.
8/21, 12:25pmHernandez Laura
yes
in some cases
8/21, 12:25pmBarry Kort
So there are ten types in the book.
8/21, 12:25pmHernandez Laura
although Dan Millman in the life you were born to live goes up to 12
no
1 to 9
10 is 1
12 is 3
8/21, 12:25pmBarry Kort
Basically the same idea as the Zodiac.
8/21, 12:26pmHernandez Laura
13 is 3 etc....
oh 13 is 4
Mmmm......i had never made that corralation
8/21, 12:27pmBarry Kort
Nine or a dozen basic character types.
8/21, 12:29pmHernandez Laura
i though the zodiac has 12 character types
8/21, 12:30pmBarry Kort
It does. Then there are Enneograms and Myers Briggs, and other systems for classifying personality types.
8/21, 12:30pmHernandez Laura
this Enneograms
8/21, 12:30pmBarry Kort
The modern stuff descends from Carl Jung.
8/21, 12:30pmHernandez Laura
a friend told me about a book
what type of modern stuff
8/21, 12:31pmBarry Kort
Myers Briggs and related models of personality types.
Carl Jung began with models of Storybook Archetypes.
8/21, 12:33pmHernandez Laura
Mmm, this is so interesting because
in the times of Nostradamus, probably even before
8/21, 12:33pmBarry Kort
I am INTP in the Myers Briggs system.
8/21, 12:33pmHernandez Laura
books pertaining to times of birth and where the stars where
8/21, 12:34pmBarry Kort
You are probably NF or SF in that system.
8/21, 12:34pmHernandez Laura
were used a lot
to define someone....their path
NF? SF?
Carolyn Myss came of with the Archetypal Wheel or Origin
came up with
i meant to say
8/21, 12:35pmBarry Kort
The NS Axis is how we acquire information. N = iNtuitive, S = Sensory.
The TF axis is how we form judgments or make choices. T = Thinking Judgment. F = Feeling Judgment.
I am guessing you are ENFP.
8/21, 12:38pmHernandez Laura
i have no thinking judgement?
okay Barry.....no name calling now!!
lol
8/21, 12:38pmBarry Kort
You rely on your intuitive feelings more thaan rational thought to make decisions.
8/21, 12:38pmHernandez Laura
wrong
i need to let go
and let my gut do more of the leading
8/21, 12:39pmBarry Kort
Let go of what aspect?
8/21, 12:39pmHernandez Laura
rational
let's face it
8/21, 12:39pmBarry Kort
Gut feeling is another word for Intuition.
8/21, 12:39pmHernandez Laura
if there is one reality about the world i live in
is that it is not rational
8/21, 12:40pmBarry Kort
Actually, it is, but in a peculiar kind of way.
8/21, 12:40pmHernandez Laura
I am attempting to make a rational decision about something i know nothing about
and you know why
8/21, 12:41pmBarry Kort
It is rational if you model the politicians as idiots who have not yet learned the lessons of history or scientific methods of thinking.
8/21, 12:41pmHernandez Laura
because i spent ten years having totally irrational things happen, they made no common sense to me
i still always say ......the test is in the pudding.....
8/21, 12:42pmBarry Kort
It's nigh impossible to make a rational decision about something if you lack a reliable scientific model with which to think rationally.
8/21, 12:44pmHernandez Laura
nigh...meant not
i have seen the word in the book the prophet by Kahlil Gibran......
but my dictionary didn't have it
that word
i think i should buy me a something like a translator
sometimes more now
8/21, 12:45pmBarry Kort
I have spent my professional career researching and developing reliable scientific models to support rational decision making in areas where we had no good insights into best practices.
8/21, 12:45pmHernandez Laura
that i am writing
and translating more
because of FB
and my family in Mexico
8/21, 12:46pmBarry Kort
"nigh" means "nearly"
8/21, 12:46pmHernandez Laura
i am forgetting more how to spell in English
oh
thank you
so much
i have to find the page now
it is my most loved book
today i will be able to see what it is trying to say
thanks so much
8/21, 12:47pmBarry Kort
Don't confuse "nigh" with "nay".
8/21, 12:49pmHernandez Laura
no
it was nigh i am sure of it
i have been looking and can't find yet
but i will search for it
8/21, 12:49pmBarry Kort
Shakespeare uses "nigh" a lot (as well as "nay").
8/21, 12:51pmHernandez Laura
i had thought at first that Gibran was with it and loving........then years went by....and now....what he says about love though i see some truth, it is a victim position of looking at it.
but only in some of his work
there is a lot of what he wrote
that i read when things are heavy.....
it lifts me
have you read it
?
8/21, 12:52pmBarry Kort
"A smile to draw me nigh to the sons of my kind ..." --Kahlil Gibran
The smile (positively) draws him near.
Opposite meaning if you read it (incorrectly as "A smile to draw me not to the sons of my kind..."
8/21, 12:54pmHernandez Laura
naught
8/21, 12:55pmBarry Kort
I did read it once, some time ago.
8/21, 12:55pmHernandez Laura
still can't find the word
but naught is not
right
8/21, 12:56pmBarry Kort
"Nigh"?
http://www.romanticlovesecrets.com/Tear-Smile-Gibran-Poems.html
A tear to purify my heart and give me understanding of life's secrets and hidden things. A smile to draw me nigh to the sons of my kind and to be a symbol of my glorification of the gods.
8/21, 12:59pmHernandez Laura
i don't think i had read that one before
once i found The Prophet, then i was curious about Kahlil
He was not an emotionally stable type of fellow
when i read a book
i like to see who is the author
where did they come from
what do they know
for example
the other day
...someone mentioned
seeing an angel
named it
and said what it did
well
not so according to most of the books i have
but who is to say......what in reality this guy saw
or if he is a charlatan and wonder if he saw anything at all
or
is like a child and just going by sense
about what he saw
although he had a name
but that's easy piece of info to pick up
8/21, 1:07pmBarry Kort
Well, that's the thing about poetic writing. It can mean anything at all, including things the author never had in mind.
8/21, 1:08pmHernandez Laura
in Mexico we call that
cada loco con su tema
every "loco" with their own theme
or crazy mind
8/21, 1:10pmBarry Kort
Or at least undecipherable to the casual observer.
Scientific writings can also be unfathomable to people outside the field, but at least you expect the writing to make sense to those who speak the scientific lingo in which the papers are written.
8/21, 1:15pmHernandez Laura
I once wrote....Edison, Einstein, Galileo, Coppernicus saw a truth instinctively then had to make sense of it in order to understand it.
that is not a Eureka moment exactly
8/21, 1:16pmBarry Kort
And they reduced their insights to scientific models and theories, many of which could only be expressed in the technical language of mathematics.
8/21, 1:16pmHernandez Laura
it is more a MMmmm.....that's possibly most likely the truth moment
yes
what else did poor Newton have to do on the farm......nothing.......no MTV.....so he looked at the stars
i'm going to go eat now........it has been a pleasure talking to you
you feel fun
but i must go eat now
and look into going into the pool
and start taking gravity out of the equation
because.....angels or not
someone or something is making me walk the plank
probably some contract in some Akashik Record
8/21, 1:19pmBarry Kort
Recall how I mentioned that Archimedes was concentrating on his work when some kid soldier killed him. Archimedes was working on a new kind of mathematics that we now call the Calculus. But the work of Archimedes was lost. Newton was unaware that he was rediscovering from scratch the mathematical insights that Archimedes had come up with a thousand years earlier.
8/21, 1:20pmHernandez Laura
wow
ill be right back
i am suddenly very hungry
8/21, 1:20pmBarry Kort
That idiot kid soldier held the Advance of Civilization back a thousand years by killing Archimedes.
I just fired up my BBQ to cook some chicken, too.
8/21, 1:27pmHernandez Laura
i first remembered to take my diatomaceous earth
now i have to wait
for 20 minutes
before i can eat
it will kill anything foreign....i've got mom almost out of pain....
she's a hard nut to crack
but when she saw my doctor asking me how to lower cholesterol.....after he'd seeen me heal a breast tumor and saw the zoomig mess up my heart....and me fix it
8/21, 1:29pmBarry Kort
All unsolved problems are (by definition) hard nuts to crack.
8/21, 1:29pmHernandez Laura
now she's not so what would you call it,
oppositional
and once she leaves and goes home
to Mexico
oh boy.......all the numbers in the check book are all backwards
how do you call that
dislexia
in spanish
do u believe in destiny?
or fate?
or an unseen hand.......being in charge of things?
i mean
who and what....why
did that idiot soldier even want to kill Archimedes?
who controls what happens
anything can happen
your world can change in 30 seconds
and why
when you pray
things change
or people get better
or like the experiment they did with the plants that were prayed for
and the ones that were not
and why haven't we figured that out yet
where is this system?
it has to exist somewhere
i can feel that it does
proving that would be the find of the century
do it do it do it
8/21, 1:43pmBarry Kort
Fado (fate, destiny, kismet) is what happens to storybook characters who don't have any insight into the dynamics of their own storied lives.
There are system models, some of which ahve been around for decades or centuries, that the average person is unaware of.
Such people are ensnared in lives governed by those models, oblivious of their opportunity to understand the system dynamics and use their God-given intelligence to climb out of their tragic destinies.
8/21, 1:49pmHernandez Laura
Some can't see the forest for the trees.
is that what you mean?
8/21, 2:00pmBarry Kort
Yes, that's one way of putting it.
8/21, 2:03pmHernandez Laura
sometimes i feel that i can't see the forest from the trees and then other times
(and nothing on the outside changes) everything looks so clear
i just talk to my son
it is his bday today
8/21, 2:05pmBarry Kort
Is he worried we will pull out of Afghanistan before we are done kicking the Taliban's butts?
8/21, 2:05pmHernandez Laura
we just talked about his leaving to Germany
in October
then Afghanistan....after 6 months in Germany, he is the one that had my last grandchild
so ....is he worried
no he is excited
he jokes sometimes
by taking off his t shirt
and wrapping it around his head
and saying funny things with an arab accent
like......to his first wife....
he said.......after he wrapped his head
go woman get off our bed and make it
laughing
he got married when he was 22
and i knew he would only be married two years
or at least i read that
but i didn't say a thing
no one is 100% accurate
although i've gotten very good
because i'm constantly doing idiot test
like asking questions that the answer will have to come up within a certain amount of time
like where is mom.....or who is so and so with or what color is so and so wearing today
stupif nothing no matter idiot questions
to prove accuracy
and i told him
Honey please.....we are pendulum readers
don't go by me
i don't aske you to let me read
because i am too close to the situationn
but before you take this step, please
consult with a couple of readers
and see what they say
he said.....NO....i've been with Liz for six years and this is what i want to do now, i'm not going to make my descision by some stupid stone on a string........and guess what
he was wrong ......and my silver chain with my platinum pendulum was right
it lasted two years
now he is married to a girl he only knew three months who is a gemini....like my red head
except this one married because...yes she is very attracted to him and loves him
but a big part of it is the fact that she doesn't have to work and he can provide for her and her child.
After Bailey Ann was born, i had to accept her
and like it or not
the universe is giving me another daugher
and i have to accept that
and treat her as such
but God is she hard to deal with.
and she is rude and totally our of the realm of what i was brought up is a good girl.
out not our
So, even after putting up with her having broken into my room one time she was here and we (Marc, Mom and I) left and Rece and her were left alone in the house. When i came back, my door was open.
I was going to say something and then i walked into the livingroom about to start to say something about it
and when i saw how she was sitting in the opposite couch as Marc was obliviously playing a game on his computer
i realized she was waiting for me
so i walked away and said nothing
i realized she was trying to instigate a fight
between me and my son so that Marc would leave for Iraq and not talk to me
She has been trying for a while to make Marc and I not talk. She feels very intimidated by my gift
and thinks i can desmantle her sort of speak
now that she has had Bailey......she is bonded to me forever
she is the mother of my grandchild
and my daughter through Bailey
i will do my best to support her and love and accept her
God help me with the wisdom i need to effectively deal with that one
but Rece....my new grandson is absolutely
delightful
he is 7, before he said good bye when they came he made me a drawing of a table and two chairs and two cups of tea....like come have tea time with me
it is soooo precious
8/21, 2:21pmBarry Kort
I am out of breath.
8/21, 2:21pmHernandez Laura
why
8/21, 2:22pmBarry Kort
There isn't enough oxygen in the whole state of Massachusetts for me to be able to digest that soliloquy.
8/21, 2:23pmHernandez Laura
lol
8/21, 2:23pmBarry Kort
I think I will wait for Steven Spielberg to make it into a movie.
8/21, 2:24pmHernandez Laura
Barry, wrong director and producer
he is SciFi
well..not only
i would think more Ron Howard
or What's her name the girl
Tina Fey
yes
i'd love to move to a mountain.....no phone
8/21, 2:26pmBarry Kort
Well, someone. Hitchcock or Luis Bunuel or someone.
8/21, 2:26pmHernandez Laura
Hitchock
the bird movie
God i hear he was awful to work with
8/21, 2:26pmBarry Kort
Psychodrama.
8/21, 2:26pmHernandez Laura
NAHHH
psychodrama is right
but young boys do that
and mothers kringe
some dont not all
on the edge....Indiana Jones types.....yes
psychodrama
Although this last time with the baby
we were all much more at peace
and accepting
Bailey Ann is putting out a big ball of LOVE
my Family Constellation Healer's name is Barry
so is one of my best friends here
who is also a brainiac
Barry Touch and Barry Krost
yup Barry Krost is the name of my Family Constellation Healer
isen't that funny
you've have you been married?
8/21, 2:32pmBarry Kort
I was briefly married to a divorcee who turned out to be afflicted with an untreatable case of Borderline Personality Disorder. The marriage lasted less than a year, and the divorce proceedings lasted three times longer than the marriage itself.
8/21, 2:33pmHernandez Laura
Oh, i'm so sorry
and that's it
8/21, 2:33pmBarry Kort
That was a quarter century ago.
8/21, 2:33pmHernandez Laura
never tried again
?
25 years ago
8/21, 2:33pmBarry Kort
No.
Married in the fall of '84. Separated in the spring of '85. The divorce took until '87 to finalize.
8/21, 2:35pmHernandez Laura
you and i divorced on the same year
ahhh....just not to each other....lol
8/21, 2:35pmBarry Kort
Anyway, I lost faith in a lot of systems on that occasion.
8/21, 2:36pmHernandez Laura
i married fall of 81 after having lived with him for two years.......no one in my family has ever done that
and my parents hid it
it is another psychodrama
you lost faith in the insitution of marriage
or in love
or in commitment
or in endurance
or all
?
8/21, 2:37pmBarry Kort
She had two daughters from her first marriage, and they desperately wanted a daddy.
8/21, 2:37pmHernandez Laura
Singer
your great grandfather last name was Singer
?
8/21, 2:38pmBarry Kort
I lost faith in the institution of marriage as defined and regulated by the state. And I lost faith in the system of law.
Abraham "Avrum" Singer came to the US from the Ukraine and adopted the surname Singer after he arrived here.
I don't know if there was a family name back in the Ukraine. If so, there is no known record of it.
He was Avrum ben Ze'ev Dov (Abraham, son of Wolf Bear).
8/21, 2:41pmHernandez Laura
i didn't know you are Jewish
Singer is an unusual name
8/21, 2:41pmBarry Kort
Wolf Bear used the surname Patlashenko, but that was a gentile surname purchased from a Ukrainian family to deceive the bureaucrats in the Pale of Settlement in Czarist Russia.
8/21, 2:41pmHernandez Laura
do you happen to know a Vince Singer
8/21, 2:42pmBarry Kort
No. Avrum Singer reportedly picked the surname in NY City when he saw a sign for Singer Sewing Machines in the Garment District.
8/21, 2:43pmHernandez Laura
oh how funny
like in the movies
8/21, 2:43pmBarry Kort
Like Mrs. Doubtfire.
8/21, 2:44pmHernandez Laura
yeah.....or Madison the name of the mermaid in...what's it called
8/21, 2:44pmBarry Kort
Ariel?
8/21, 2:44pmHernandez Laura
with Tom Hanks and
what's her name
John Kennedy Jr.'s ex girlfriend
was it Mermaid
where he meets her as a little boy
when he was drowning
8/21, 2:46pmBarry Kort
Daryl Hannah
8/21, 2:46pmHernandez Laura
yues
yes
Daryl Hannah
she's the mermaid
8/21, 2:46pmBarry Kort
Splash.
8/21, 2:46pmHernandez Laura
yes
Splash
i love that move
movie
and goonies
have you seen either
Goonies was shot in Astoria
where my daughter lives
and Marc at the moment is in Dixon MO
Barry, i have to go......must take a nap
i ate and now i'm falling asleep
talk to you soon i hope ,3
8/21, 2:53pmBarry Kort
Have a nice day.
8/21, 2:53pmHernandez Laura
did you read the celestine prophecy
?
where there are no coincidence
but you're a scientist you probably don't believe in any of that
anyway.....tell me later
gonna put my meditation tape on and rest...turn my mind off
thanks for the Chat
it was a pleasure getting to know you
bye
8/21, 2:57pmBarry Kort
I have not read the Celestine Prophecy, no.
I don't read very much new age stuff like that.