To Whom it May Concern
Why I choose to give up, on those who don't learn
It's been said once and often repeated, the purpose of life should be to live a life of purpose. While some of you are misguided or misdirected with that purpose, time should be on your side to protect and nurture you. However within that thought is an observation of our lil niche of a societal norm called www.ls2.com. Or as I refer it in my head in the form of an acronym, "Learning Slow². While some of you are out there living a life to envy within your own head, there is a certain small majority within our lil club here that does nothing but distract when they feel they are not privy to the discussion or if they feel they are above it, or generally feel some sort of discord towards me or the topic. As if discussion on a text based Internet form is offensive in the nature of the idea, some feel it necessary to infect discussion with their own brand of simplistic repeated humor in the vain attempt to use an attack as leverage for their own personal gain. This should be offensive towards humanity, as that act is not allowed in any society context other then this Internet board. I say this Internet board, because like a thread earlier this week has proven, those that derail don't even out their perception by going to other boards of a different nature. While there may be some discord with this thought, our actions on here ARE NOT TYPICAL. No other discussion board I visit offers such instant negative thought on anything that is posted. Some of you aren't stepping outside this lil board to realize that repeated assaults on others can and will lead to personality changes inherent within you, that will reflect in your real life. Just as we've all thought in context of LS2 in real life as per discussions to peers, (fail threads, lolz cats, FTW, FalconPunch etc) we also have our own unique dialect indigenous to only LS2 (P.I.T.S, perfect 10, seacow etc).
However, what's going on is none of you are realizing the real changes within you by participating in this context. Association, creation, reflection and enjoyment should all be linked together when people are participating in the creation of a decent, mature thread. Remove that annoying desire to always put some funny comment in for the sheer hope to be that one black sheep in a crowd of 200 white sheep to try and be different. When it works, it's an amazing creation and something to look back upon and be proud of. The same cannot be said for the disposable nature of shallow hollow humor threads, that offer nothing but low-blows of weak, obvious personal attacks against each other, in the form of a weak new-aged form of male social bonding that is out of place in the real world. There is no challenge within these shallow threads, as if pushing buttons on a keyboard is the effort, while ignoring the real effort that comes in the form of creation, thinking, and discipline.
That's true humor IMO, when a story has to be told and the person has to be brought to a certain level of understanding before the redundant punchline causes that hiccup in our train of thoughts to make us unconsciously laugh. Not when it's always trying to be obvious Monkey humor. Monkey are no longer funny or applicable to humor because everything they've ever done to be funny, has already been done. How many times can you now watch a Monkey scratch it's butt and sniff it and still find that funny? if the answer is always, then this dissertation more then likely includes you. And understand me, I don't speak of all threads or posters. Some of you offer unique insight and decent context to this board. I'm not generalizing to the masses here, it's a small minority whom know who they are, if you feel you don't belong to this 'clique' have the confidence to take yourself outside this. Those that apply themselves here are often recognized by me in the form of respect, personal communique, or some form of male ritualistic bonding other then Monkey Humor.
So now let's return to this "To whom it may Concern". These few individuals i've offered time and patience to. Attempts at PM's, apologizing for my actions privately, and making an attempt to understand their side to things that bother them. Shit you, the readers never see from me. I had a stun last week and it helped realign me and my desire in here, for during that time I let my dark side go as far as it wanted to, more then likely just to see the outcome. And like expected, a MOD stepped up and called me out on it. While the explanation was never there besides a PM, again I took it upon myself to inquire and discuss, and a lot of good came out of that. Where over the years, nobody... NOBODY has ever done that to me. Why? Because the art of conversation is dying within us. We're all too busy distracting our lives of nothing, that we now have to shrink such an easy context as conversing and writing to new-aged short hand all to give us more time to do what? Monkey Humor? Weak....
So to those who now know who you are, I won't be including you in the context of my verbose conversations anymore. You distract the mind, making yourself blind while being lost without an answer. For those that would like to step it up, I offer a newer direction on here. A direction of conversation and maturity. For I will call myself out on it and admit I need to be more mature myself. Doing this forces me to live up to what I preach, for I believe people should do as they say, and not do as they see. Nobody else will offer this effort to posters here. We have lurkers, posters, male and females here. A small minority of racial diversion, which we should try to increase. The keyboard leverages out the playing field, we're all using the same equipment and have the same ability to communicate. It's your past and your current self now which limit that ability, and conversing like this will only help improve which should be a natural inclination to want to.
Sorry for giving up on those few individuals. I of course expect fall out in the form of that simplistic humor to try and turn this dissertation against itself (minutia spelling errors, mockery, disdain, etc). Or the thread will be deleted, but it'll be mirrored here on my personal site where I collect all my writings. But what you don't realize is when you are doing this, you aren't creating. You're only destroying. You're not trying to help bring me or others to another level of understanding, you're simply here to destroy with your current attitudes, I can see that thus it makes it hard for me to take anything you say with merit. I simply will not tolerate people who don't try and are negative in my life anymore. I've made the changes towards that in my real life, and I'm making it towards all aspects in my e-life.
Good day and Kiehl Blesses you.
-=K
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