: some people like :
as my
... Rothoko is an abstract expressionistic - action - color field super painting bonobo ...
I
: am so frivolously proud to present you a placebo by the hand of my Rothoko :
! "Miss Cupcake's Cupcakes" !
...
? Harvard Mural ?
!?! splendidly !?!
(;- (;- !!! Mrs. Capcakes's Cupcakeria's Mural !!! ;-) ;-)
or no
"murals" but "florals"
...
see my
'Hallway Rothoko'
a
mural - floral - hybrid
(to "fill" a three-dimensional space outside a Fake-Rothko-Chapel of Fame)
you know, inovative so - so inovative, you know
... well ...
some people - some people like cupcakes - exclusively
while I myself I say
there is naught
nor ought there be
nothing so exalted
on the
Face of God's Motherfucking Grey Earth
>> heavy depressions are searching my soul <<
(Jimi Hendrix)
as
that
Prince of Foods
Crown of Creation
the
Muffin
!! Lucy !!
('Lucy gazing at murals in the Rothko 'Chapel' visibly impressed by forms and colours)
. .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ DEAR VSITOR ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .
... what you experienced as a project in pioneering web art ...
is what you thought it was
aKind of Genuine Art
MAN
but it only was
aBunch of Kitsch - Rhotoko Puffin
MUFFIN
...
Oh, do you know the muffin man,
The muffin man, the muffin man.
Do you know the muffin man,
Who lives on Drury Lane?
Oh, yes, I know the muffin man,
The muffin man, the muffin man,
Yes, I know the muffin man,
Who lives on Drury Lane
! a very good night from Austin-Texas nowhere to anywhere !
!! thank you very much for watching !!
!!! looking - wondering - hearing !!!
!? hope you enjoyed it ?!
wish you a good time wherever you are
! you can see this !
? can't you ?
: one last time :
- almost -
... remember the dialectic approach of my project ...
! a gift of deep self-reflection- critical introspection and - everything that comes out of it is the thing the only thing - in distinct between us as humans and our cousin the ape !
apes
can paint abstractly - very well - but cannot reflect
(very much like Arshile Gorky - a kind of Armenian "Picasso")
(also very much like the early Rothko)
: in other words :
! abstraction does not allow the ape to see with his mind any other than what he sees with his eyes !
living in America 150 years ago
... ... ...
(-: slightly fallen out of time ;-)
(;- living something about 40,000 years ago in South-Eastern Europe ;-)
(;- living something about 25,000 years ago in Britain ;-)
Sometimes I dream about being a good father and a good husband.
And sometimes it feels really close.
But then other times it seems silly like it would ruin my whole life.
And it's not just a fear of commitment or that I'm incapable of caring or loving
because ... I can.
It's just that, if I'm totally honest with myself I think I'd rather die knowing that I was really good at something.
That I had excelled in some way than that I'd just been in a nice, caring relationship.
living in Saharan Africa 500,000 years ago
living in South Germany 300,000 years ago
...
↑ ↑ ↑
"Oberes Bottwartal"
↑ ↑ ↑
...
↓ ↓ ↓
...
...
You know, I believe if there's any kind of God it wouldn't be in any of us, not you or me but just this little space in between.
If there's any kind of magic in this world it must be in the attempt of understanding someone sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed but who cares really?
... ... ...
!!! The answer must be in the attempt !!!