THE COSMIC VIXEN
UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS AND HER DAUGHTER
LIVI
ONCE KNOWN AS M. MUNOZ
EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE EVER NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT OURSELVES AND THE WORLDS AROUND US CAN BE FOUND, WELL…
ALL AROUND US.
YOU SEE MOMS PATTERNS EVERYWHERE.
ESPECIALLY IN ME.
IM LIVI AND THIS IS OUR STORY.
MOMS WANTS ME TO START WITH ME BUT LETS START WITH HER.
MOMS LIKES BIG BLACK HOLES
TEEHEE!
😊
PROBABLY CAUSE SHE IS ONE.
SORRY MA!!
ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU FALL FOR A PRETTY HOLE EVERYTIME AND WANT TO FILL IT!
“JUST THE FACTS MA’AM”
I am THE UNIVERSE
Over the years I learned to wear many masks of personalities in order to survive my life
I meant everyone and there was a lot of heart in it but there was a shitload of fear too
I learned from the tv shows I saw on tv and from the two Disney channels we had on the receiver of the big ass satellite dishes they had in the 80s that looked like they could contact cosmx on the other side of our Cosmic World
Its more like a city to me
That concept keeps us closer together
I don’t like to feel alone
Do you?
Im sure our Cosmx Cousins and Sisters and Brothers feel the same
I learned from tv and movies and books
How families can come together at the end of an argument or drama
And tie everything up into a neat little bow
And forget about it
I didn’t know what forgiveness was but I saw that hugs and kisses and im sorrys and I love yous were a big part of it
The masks that ive worn all my life are mine
And theyre real
Theyre a part of me like my ass is
Theyre there and I love them
Theyre a part of me
Just like the self defense mechanisms that we all turned into our quirky ways of being seeing as how we all add our own unique “chutzpah” to them
We truly are great
What psychology calls issues or psychological bents
And that’s putting it nicely cause the other shit they say is a fucking drag and adds to the pandering to societys issues when a fucking conversation with all truth, an openness to listen, and some fucking emotional honesty would do just fine and save us a ton of fits from the males in our lives cause theyre too stupid to realize that feelings are the driving force behind everything that they do
We wouldn’t have all of this violence, hatred, self-derision, or any of the cries for help that we see through out our world
what Jordan Peterson calls biased perceptions is the coloring of the way we are in life, the way we view it…
the emotional mind is what does the coloring
if you don’t know how you feel then your gonna have an experience that is truly your own but that maybe wont “fit” with who you truly are or who you truly want to be
it can fuck your shit up
knowing how you feel will help you to accept what is going on in your life and it’ll give you peace of mind
no matter what you’re doing
I didn’t believe in anything really
Only when the struggle got too real would I talk to the Universe or God
Ive never believed in God
I did with the Universe here and there
I just knew that it would work out
Cause what the fuck else is it going to do?
Days pass by and so do our experiences
When youre struggling to survive you don’t have time for deep ponderings on the Universe and musing about where we came from or who we truly are
We’re wondering what in the fuck are we going to do for Maggie’s braces or the baseball fees for Malcolms afterschool gig so that he doesn’t get into trouble
They say that those that live simply and work “blue collar” jobs are happier
I believe it
Who in the fuck has time to think about anything really when youre busting ass trying to get a building up or fixing the streets that everyone uses so that your ass can get to work on time
Cause you got Maggie and Malcolm to love and care for
And your wife, well, she deserves a night out and a little fun in between the sheets to connect again
Cause connection is what lifes about
You can live anywhere but it’s the people who make it special
+I am number four the movie
That’s what I miss the most in life
And with those words im ignoring a friend who wants to go get doughnuts and coffee
So ill leave you to the rest of the writings below
WE ARE COMPLICATED
WE WEAR MANY MASKS
ITS NOT FAKE SHIT
ITS JUST US
WE HAVE WAITED SIGLOS TO BE ALIVE
MOM IS FINALLY WALKING THE EARTH
SHE IS GOD
AS AM I
I AM RA
SO IS SHE
WE ARE EVERY PATTERN EVER USED TO MAKE THE ENTIRETY THAT WE ALL LIVE IN AND LIVE ON
AS I CHANGE AND BRING HER TO CRAZY STATUS
SHE AND HER LAWS CHANGE
WITH ME
IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED
THE UNIVERSE IS DOING SOME WONKY THINGS
AND IVE BEEN ACTING CRAZIER THAN USUAL
AS THOSE ON FACEBOOK HAVE SEEN
MY MOTHER APOLOGIZES FOR THAT
BUT SHE IS OLD SCHOOL TOUGH LOVE
NOT NEW SCHOOL AND SO SHE IS NOW GETTING DCFS CALLED ON HER ASS
I DON’T CARE THAT IM 43 YRS OLD
YOURE GOING DOWN BITCH!
SHE JUST FLIPPED ME OFF.
WHAT A HO.
WE LAUGH.
SHE IS CHECKING HER MAKEUP ALTHOUGH NO AMOUNT OF SPACE IS GOING TO HIDE ALL THAT WEIGHT OLD LADY!
LET IT GO!
SHE THINKS SHES GOING TO MEET A MAN UP THERE
IM BLACK
MY MTDNA PROVE IT
SO IM GOING TO WRITE IT
“NIGGA PLEASE!!”
THERE IS NOT A COSMIC UNIVERSE ANYWHERE TO BE FOUND THAT ARE YOUR EQUAL
SHE SAID SHE JUST WANTS TO GET HER FREQUENCY RAISED WITH SOME VIBRATION!
THAT’S FUNNY!!
I WONDER WHERE I GET IT FROM.
JEESUS MOM!
WE WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE PATTERNING THAT HAS CAUSED US TO HAVE SO MANY ABSENTEE FATHERS IN OUR WORLD
THAT IS WHY THEY ARE BEING BRED OUT
RATIO IS 3 TO 1
MAYBE 4 TO 1
MOM DIDN’T NEED A MAN TO HAVE US ALL
SHE JUST NEEDED A SPARKLE IN HER EYE
AND THAT WAS
ME.
I DO MATTER AFTER ALL.
FOR THE LONGEST TIME
I DIDN’T MATTER
NOT TO THE FAMILY SHE PUT ME WITH
NOT TO THE MEN THAT WERE SUPPOSED TO BE PROTECTING ME AND SUPPORTING ME
NOT TO THE MOTHER WHO HAD ME
NOT TO THE KIDS I RAISED THAT WERE THE MUNOZ FAMILY YOUNGEST
NOT TO THE ONE WHO ABUSED ME IN EVERY WAY AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME
MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT SHE IS HAVING “INTIMATE RELATIONS” WITH THE EARTH
IM A PRODUCT OF THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER
SEEING AS HOW WE ARE ALL BUILT WITH 2 CREATION POINTS
IN FACT WE HAVE BOTH MALE AND FEMALE BODY PARTS IN BOTH THE HEAD AND THE VAGINAL REPRO SYSTEM
THERE ISNT ENOUGH BLOOD TO RUN THROUGH A STUPID MANS BODY
SO ITS EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER
AND WHICH ONE DO THEY USUALLY CHOOSE?
SEEING AS HOW ITS THEM THAT CANT STOP HURTING PEOPLE WITH THEIR DUMB ASS DICKS
ALL THE PROBLEMS OF TODAY CAN BE PUT ON THEM
STUPID BASTARDS
THEY HAVE VERY LITTLE TIME TO TURN THINGS AROUND FOR THEMSELVES
AND THAT STARTS WITH TAKING CARE OF AND PROTECTING AND SUPPORTING THEIR WOMEN AND CHILDREN
TREATING THE FAMILY AND THE FAMILY NURTURER WITH THE LOVE AND TENDERNESS THEY NEED AND SO VERY MUCH WANT
WE DESERVE TO BE SPOILED AND LOVED ROTTEN
I HAVE YET TO MEET A MAN LIKE THAT
ILL ADMIT THAT BILLY AND MANNY DID A WONDERFUL JOB WHEN I WAS TRULY BROKEN AND DELICATE
SO THANK YOU MOM AND MOM
FOR BRINGING THEM INTO MY LIFE WHEN I NEEDED THEM
SHE THINKS SHES GOING TO SEND ANOTHER BUT FTP
“FUCK THAT PUTO”
SO ALL OF THE PATTERNS FOR EVERY STORY
FOR EVERY SITUATION
FOR EVERY FUCKING THING CAN BE FOUND FRACTALLY
OUR LIVES CAN BE FOUND EVERYWHERE
SEEING AS HOW WE ARE ONE
ME MOMS AND MAMA
EARTH
LIVI
UNIVERSE
IN THAT ORDER AND EVERY WONKY ORDER
KINDA LIKE THE SPIRALS THAT CONNECT US AND MOVE US
EVERYTHING IS SPIRAL ENERGY
MOODS AND EMOTIONS
BODY KINETIC ENERGY
UPS AND DOWNS
GAIN AND LOSS WEIGHT PATTERNS
EVERYTHING IN THIS GODDAMNED JIP JOINT IS A CONSTANT FLUX OF CHANGE
THAT’S THE ONE THING WE CAN COUNT ON
THE OTHER EQUALLY IMPRTANT TRUTH ABOUT US THREE IS THAT
WE DON’T GO ANYWHERE
WE DEAL WITH EVERYONES SHIT AND CONTINUE GIVING
THAT’S HOW WE ARE
I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING
MOM AND MAMA
GAVE ME THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT
LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY
THAT’S THE KIND OF STUFF
I LOVE
ITS THOUGHTFUL AS ALL HELL
TOO BAD THEY DON’T MAKE MEN LIKE US
BUT THEN WE ARE IMMORTAL
SO
WHAT CAN YOU DO?
THE LOWEST FREQUENCY FOUND IS A SINGLE CELLED ORGANISM THAT STARTED US OFF
APPARENTLY THERES ANOTHER PATTERN THAT MY MOMS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR
THE BITCHES VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIED ME THIS SUMMER
EMOTIONALLY ABUSED ME FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS
SCARED THE FUCK OUT OF ME
TRYING TO GET ME AWAY FROM PEOPLE
CLEARED OUT MY SCHEDULE
COMPLETELY CLEARED IT
I FOUGHT FOR THE ONES THAT STAYED
BILLY AND MANNY
I FOUGHT TO SMOKE WHAT THE FUCK I WANTED
I FOUGHT FOR MY SANITY THE ENTIRE TIME
I CRY A LOT STILL
WELL SHE SOLD ME OFF TO A STUPID MAN
WHICH WAS THE POINT OF THIS SUMMER
HES SUPPOSEDLY MY COUNTERPART
BUT HE WANTS NOTHING WITH US
OTHER THAN TO USE ME
FOR MY KNOWLEDGE
MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS BEEN PLANNED
I HAVE A DESTINY
IM FOUND IN EVERY STORY
IM FOUND IN ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONS
IM THE MUSE FOR YOUR INSPIRATIONAL SPEECHES
AND WONDROUS AND MAGICAL CREATIONS
RELIGION WAS MADE FOR ME TO KNOW OUR PAST AND SPIRITUALITY WAS MADE FOR ME TO FIND MY WAY HERE
THE THIRD EYE WAS MADE FOR ME TO CONNECT WITH MY MAMA UP TOP
AND THE OTHER UPWARD FACING EYE WAS MEANT FOR ME TO CONNECT WITH MAMA DOWN LOW
AND FOR ME TO RUN WILD WHEN I NEED TO
I USED TO FLY EVERYWHERE BUT THERE WAS ONE THAT MOMS KEPT PUTTING THERE BUT HE WASN’T REAL AND I DON’T LIKE HIM
HES A SUPER TWAT
SO I STOPPED
WHAT EVERYONE FAILS TO REALIZE IS HOW MUCH THIS SUMMER TRAUMATIZED MY ASS
X PARTICLES FOUND IN THE LARGE HADRON COLLIDER
I TOLD YOU WOMEN WERE MADE FIRST
AUNTIE EVOLUTION CAME IN LATER AND MADE MEN CAUSE SHE FELT WE WOMEN NEEDED PARTNERS AND THERE WAS A REASON WE HAD HOLES DOWN THERE
SHE ALSO WANTED TO SEE IF THE SEX WAS GOING TO BE ANY GOOD WITH A REAL DICKHEAD AS OPPOSED TO HAVING TO USE WOODEN ONES
PERSONALLY I WOULD RATHER DEAL WITH A FEW SPLINTERS THAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER ASSFUCK
THEY DON’T TALK BACK
THEYRE ALWAYS HARD
THEYRE HANDY WHEN YOU NEED A STIFF ONE UP IN YA
THEY DON’T CHEAT ON YOU
OR HIT YOU
YOU WONT FIND WOMEN FIGHTING OVER WOODEN PHALLUSES
WE WOULD JUST LAUGH AND MAKE JOKES WHILE WE WERE CARVING OUT NEW ONES
SO THE DARK STUFF IN SPACE IS PLASMA
THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT
WE ARE MADE WITH PLASMA
CALL IT THE LOGOS OF THE BODY
THE BLACK SPACE IN THE UNIVERSE IS THE LOGOS UP THERE
AND JUST LIKE WITH ME
I USUALLY HAVE A PLACEHOLDER ON HAND IN MY AFFECTIONS UNTIL I FIND ANOTHER MATE
THE LOGOS OF MY DREAMS
WHICH NEVER HAPPENS CAUSE THERE IS NOT A MAN ALIVE THAT CAN HANDLE MY ASS
IM SASSY SUPER INTELLIGENT FUNNY CARING GENEROUS AND I GIVE MY PARTNER THE WORLD WHEN I AM WITH THEM
I HAVE YET TO FIND ANYONE THAT CAN MATCH MY KIND OF LOVE
I CRAVE A SOUL DEEP CONNECTION WITH ANOTHER THAT HAS NOT BEEN EXPERIENCED IN HUMANITYS LIFETIME
A COSMIC THING
A FAIRYTALE ON A GALACTIC SCALE
I THOUGHT I HAD
BUT IT WAS JUST ME
THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH
AND THOSE TWO MEDDLING MOMS I LOVE VERY MUCH
GOT ME FUCKED UP THIS SUMMER IN ORDER FOR ME TO COME INTO MY OWN
LIKE NOW
I DON’T FEEL DIFFERENT
NOR DO I ACT DIFFERENT
SO I DON’T SEE WHY YALL COULDN’T JUST TALK TO ME
A LOGOS IS AN UNDEFINED THING THAT HOLDS THE PLACE OF THE REAL THING UNTIL THE REAL THING CAN BE DEFINED AND PLACED THERE
KIND OF LIKE A VARIABLE IN AN EQUATION
ITS AN UNKNOWN KIND OF THING UNTIL YOU GET FURTHER INTO THE EQUATION
AT GOBEKS TEPS
THERES A PILLAR THAT SPEAKS OF IONS AND THEY SPEAK OF HOW THE UNIVERSE WAS MADE
I HAVE ALL THE NOTES AND THE ONES THAT I DON’T HAVE
I WILL
IM TRYING TO GET EGYPT AND TURKEY TOGETHER MOMS SO THAT I CAN SHOW THEM THE FINDINGS AT THE SAME TIME
I CANT PICK BETWEEN THE TWO
ILL LIVE IN EGYPT AND SUMMER IN TURKEY
JUST LIKE THE EGYPTIANS DID BACK IN THE DAY
IM ISIS BY THE WAY
THERE ARE NO PHARAOHS
ONLY COOL ASS CHICKS THAT RULED LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER
THE SHAMAN WALK BEGAN IN GOBEKS TEPS
AND THE CREATION STORY CAME OUT OF THERE TOO
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO TELL YOU
BUT I NEED A BREAK AND IM GETTING FRUSTRATED
I THINK ILL FUCK TONIGHT
ILL BE BACK
THE ANCIENT EGYPTIAN PEOPLE I FEEL WERE OUR HEIGHT OR SHORTER
LOOK AT THEIR TEMPLES
LITTLE MAN SYNDROME?
IF THEY WERE TALL I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OVERSIZED BUT THIS FEELS LIKE OVERCOMPENSATION
MAYBE THE WOMEN PHARAOHS KNEW HOW MEN ARE AND WERE MOCKING THEM WITH THESE TEMPLES
YOU KNOW HOW MEN ARE
OR USED TO BE
WHOSE DICK IS BIGGER AND HOW MANY TIMES CAN WE SPREAD THE VD TO OUR MANY GIRLFRIENDS THAT DON’T KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER
WHO GIVES A FUCK HOW I SOUND
IM FINALLY HEALING ALL THE DAMAGE THAT MY FAMILY AND THAT THE MEN IVE DEALT WITH HAVE DONE TO ME
ILL BE IN A GOOD PLACE ONCE I GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE STATES
IM ABOUT TO SHARE MY FINDINGS ON EGYPT AND ON GOBEKS TEPS AND THE REST OF THE TEMPLE SITES FOUND ALL OVER THE WORLD
I WILL GET CREDIT FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING THING
BOTH MY MOMMIES TOO
THAT’S THE FIRST TIME THAT IM ABLE TO SAY THAT
WHO NEEDS A DAD?
SORRY COSMIC DAD!
BUT I DON’T TRUST YOU AFTER THIS SUMMER WITH YOUR FUCKING LACKEY ASS MOTHERNONFUCKER
IM SO ANGRY
AT MYSELF AND AT BOTH MY MOMS
STUPID ASS FUCKFACE TOO
IM FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID
YOU HAVE NO CLUE
AND THE FACT THAT IM STILL GETTING VF’ED SUCKS ASS
CAUSE ILL BE COOL AND THEN ITLL HAPPEN AGAIN JUST LIKE IN THE SUMMER
AT LEAST MY BRAIN ISNT MY ENEMY ANYMORE
GOTTA BE THANKFUL FOR THAT
IT STILL SUCKS ASS
THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE DID
ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT
I WANT TO BE DONE
WITH THE WHOLE THING
I WANT TO LOOK FOR A REAL MATE
AND I WANT TO START MY LIFE ALREADY
IM TIRED OF FUCKING WAITING
IVE BEEN WAITING FOREVER NOW
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT THEYD BETTER LISTEN TO ME OR IM GOING TO MAKE THE BIGGEST FUCKING SCENE TURKEY OR EGYPT HAVE EVER SEEN
IF THEY THOUGHT GOD MADE A SPECTACLE OF HIMSELF WITH HIS FUCKING TIRADES AND FLOODS AND SHIT
JUST WAIT TIL YOU SEE MY ASS IN ACTION
ILL TAKE OUT ALL OF MY ANGER ON EVERYONE LOUDLY AND THEN START CRYING LIKE A WEE LITTLE ONE
WOULD
AND THEN THEY’LL HAVE A MESS TO CONTEND WITH
ALRIGHT SO AS I WAS MAKING SOME NOTES ON SOME EGYPTIAN RELIEFS OR HIEROS, IT OCCURRED TO ME THAT GREAT AUNT QUEEN NEFFIE, THE BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED ARTISTIC MISS NEFERTARI THE WONDERFUL, SHE SWATTED ME IN THE BUTT FOR BEING FACETIOUS BUT I LOVE THE WOMEN IN MY FAMILY, THE MEN NOT SO MUCH, FUCKING RUN ON SENTENCES… WANDERING FOCUS…
HER JOURNAL ENTRIES AND HER LETTER WRITINGS BECAME A PART OF WHAT WE CALL TODAY, THE BIBLE.
EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THEY TURNED WHAT WAS MEANT AS A PENSIVE AND THOUGHTFUL JOURNAL ENTRY INTO “GODS” WRATH AND WHATNOT. FUCKING MEN ARE IDIOTS WITH THEIR POWER AND CONTROL ISSUES.
GREAT AUNTIE NEFS WAS BEING THE BEST SHE COULD BE AS A PHARAOH AND AS A WIFE. SHE WAS LOOKING OUT FOR HER PEOPLE BECAUSE SHE UNDERSTOOD HER RESPONSIBILITIES TO THEM. SHE UNDERSTOOD THAT WITHOUT THEM THEIR WAY OF LIFE WOULD COME TO AN END.
IM WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR SOCIETY THAT WHEN I CHOSE THIS PATH FOR THE ENTIRE COSMOS, I GOT SHIT ON BY A LOT OF PEOPLE.
I DON’T CARE. IM STILL GOING TO DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE AN IMPACT IN THIS WORLD. THAT’S WHAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO. I WANT TO BE THE CHANGE WE NEED IN ORDER TO MOVE FORWARD.
ITS TIME FOR SOMETHING NEW.
FOR ME AS WELL. IM MOVING TO TURKEY AND TO EGYPT. ITS TIME TO TAKE MY RIGHTFUL PLACE IN SOCIETY AS A LEADER FOR THE NEW HUMAN. SURE, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IM GOING TO ACCOMPLISH THIS BUT I FIGURE IT WILL BE BY GIVING THEM THEIR LOST HISTORY.
TO TURKEY AS WELL. I HAVE GOT THE GREATEST WAY OF INTRODUCING WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO THE ARCHEOLOGISTS THAT HAVE BEEN WORKING THERE FOR YEARS. IM EXCITED. IT SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN.
I WOULD LOVE IT IF DAVID GUETTA WOULD PLAY AT THE SITES. ONE BIG GET TOGETHER SEEING AS HOW HE PLAYS A “JESUSHEAD” PART IN THE WHOLE THING.
I LOVE HIS MUSIC. ITS SO AWESOME. ITS ALSO THE MUSIC I CREATE TO. IT GETS ME IN THE FLOW STATE. THE NEXT ENERGY THAT DOES NOT RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES WILL GET SENT TO THE BLACK HOLE TO BE KILLED.