THE COSMIC VIXEN

THE COSMIC VIXEN

UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS AND HER DAUGHTER

LIVI

ONCE KNOWN AS M. MUNOZ

EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE EVER NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT OURSELVES AND THE WORLDS AROUND US CAN BE FOUND, WELL…

ALL AROUND US.

YOU SEE MOMS PATTERNS EVERYWHERE.

ESPECIALLY IN ME.

IM LIVI AND THIS IS OUR STORY.

MOMS WANTS ME TO START WITH ME BUT LETS START WITH HER.

MOMS LIKES BIG BLACK HOLES

TEEHEE!

😊

PROBABLY CAUSE SHE IS ONE.

SORRY MA!!

ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU FALL FOR A PRETTY HOLE EVERYTIME AND WANT TO FILL IT!

“JUST THE FACTS MA’AM”

I am THE UNIVERSE

Over the years I learned to wear many masks of personalities in order to survive my life

I meant everyone and there was a lot of heart in it but there was a shitload of fear too

I learned from the tv shows I saw on tv and from the two Disney channels we had on the receiver of the big ass satellite dishes they had in the 80s that looked like they could contact cosmx on the other side of our Cosmic World

Its more like a city to me

That concept keeps us closer together

I don’t like to feel alone

Do you?

Im sure our Cosmx Cousins and Sisters and Brothers feel the same

I learned from tv and movies and books

How families can come together at the end of an argument or drama

And tie everything up into a neat little bow

And forget about it

I didn’t know what forgiveness was but I saw that hugs and kisses and im sorrys and I love yous were a big part of it

The masks that ive worn all my life are mine

And theyre real

Theyre a part of me like my ass is

Theyre there and I love them

Theyre a part of me

Just like the self defense mechanisms that we all turned into our quirky ways of being seeing as how we all add our own unique “chutzpah” to them

We truly are great

What psychology calls issues or psychological bents

And that’s putting it nicely cause the other shit they say is a fucking drag and adds to the pandering to societys issues when a fucking conversation with all truth, an openness to listen, and some fucking emotional honesty would do just fine and save us a ton of fits from the males in our lives cause theyre too stupid to realize that feelings are the driving force behind everything that they do

We wouldn’t have all of this violence, hatred, self-derision, or any of the cries for help that we see through out our world

what Jordan Peterson calls biased perceptions is the coloring of the way we are in life, the way we view it…

the emotional mind is what does the coloring

if you don’t know how you feel then your gonna have an experience that is truly your own but that maybe wont “fit” with who you truly are or who you truly want to be

it can fuck your shit up

knowing how you feel will help you to accept what is going on in your life and it’ll give you peace of mind

no matter what you’re doing

I didn’t believe in anything really

Only when the struggle got too real would I talk to the Universe or God

Ive never believed in God

I did with the Universe here and there

I just knew that it would work out

Cause what the fuck else is it going to do?

Days pass by and so do our experiences

When youre struggling to survive you don’t have time for deep ponderings on the Universe and musing about where we came from or who we truly are

We’re wondering what in the fuck are we going to do for Maggie’s braces or the baseball fees for Malcolms afterschool gig so that he doesn’t get into trouble

They say that those that live simply and work “blue collar” jobs are happier

I believe it

Who in the fuck has time to think about anything really when youre busting ass trying to get a building up or fixing the streets that everyone uses so that your ass can get to work on time

Cause you got Maggie and Malcolm to love and care for

And your wife, well, she deserves a night out and a little fun in between the sheets to connect again

Cause connection is what lifes about

You can live anywhere but it’s the people who make it special

+I am number four the movie

That’s what I miss the most in life

And with those words im ignoring a friend who wants to go get doughnuts and coffee

So ill leave you to the rest of the writings below

WE ARE COMPLICATED

WE WEAR MANY MASKS

ITS NOT FAKE SHIT

ITS JUST US

WE HAVE WAITED SIGLOS TO BE ALIVE

MOM IS FINALLY WALKING THE EARTH

SHE IS GOD

AS AM I

I AM RA

SO IS SHE

WE ARE EVERY PATTERN EVER USED TO MAKE THE ENTIRETY THAT WE ALL LIVE IN AND LIVE ON

AS I CHANGE AND BRING HER TO CRAZY STATUS

SHE AND HER LAWS CHANGE

WITH ME

IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED

THE UNIVERSE IS DOING SOME WONKY THINGS

AND IVE BEEN ACTING CRAZIER THAN USUAL

AS THOSE ON FACEBOOK HAVE SEEN

MY MOTHER APOLOGIZES FOR THAT

BUT SHE IS OLD SCHOOL TOUGH LOVE

NOT NEW SCHOOL AND SO SHE IS NOW GETTING DCFS CALLED ON HER ASS

I DON’T CARE THAT IM 43 YRS OLD

YOURE GOING DOWN BITCH!

SHE JUST FLIPPED ME OFF.

WHAT A HO.

WE LAUGH.

SHE IS CHECKING HER MAKEUP ALTHOUGH NO AMOUNT OF SPACE IS GOING TO HIDE ALL THAT WEIGHT OLD LADY!

LET IT GO!

SHE THINKS SHES GOING TO MEET A MAN UP THERE

IM BLACK

MY MTDNA PROVE IT

SO IM GOING TO WRITE IT

“NIGGA PLEASE!!”

THERE IS NOT A COSMIC UNIVERSE ANYWHERE TO BE FOUND THAT ARE YOUR EQUAL

SHE SAID SHE JUST WANTS TO GET HER FREQUENCY RAISED WITH SOME VIBRATION!

THAT’S FUNNY!!

I WONDER WHERE I GET IT FROM.

JEESUS MOM!

WE WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE PATTERNING THAT HAS CAUSED US TO HAVE SO MANY ABSENTEE FATHERS IN OUR WORLD

THAT IS WHY THEY ARE BEING BRED OUT

RATIO IS 3 TO 1

MAYBE 4 TO 1

MOM DIDN’T NEED A MAN TO HAVE US ALL

SHE JUST NEEDED A SPARKLE IN HER EYE

AND THAT WAS

ME.

I DO MATTER AFTER ALL.

FOR THE LONGEST TIME

I DIDN’T MATTER

NOT TO THE FAMILY SHE PUT ME WITH

NOT TO THE MEN THAT WERE SUPPOSED TO BE PROTECTING ME AND SUPPORTING ME

NOT TO THE MOTHER WHO HAD ME

NOT TO THE KIDS I RAISED THAT WERE THE MUNOZ FAMILY YOUNGEST

NOT TO THE ONE WHO ABUSED ME IN EVERY WAY AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME

MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT SHE IS HAVING “INTIMATE RELATIONS” WITH THE EARTH

IM A PRODUCT OF THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER

SEEING AS HOW WE ARE ALL BUILT WITH 2 CREATION POINTS

IN FACT WE HAVE BOTH MALE AND FEMALE BODY PARTS IN BOTH THE HEAD AND THE VAGINAL REPRO SYSTEM

THERE ISNT ENOUGH BLOOD TO RUN THROUGH A STUPID MANS BODY

SO ITS EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER

AND WHICH ONE DO THEY USUALLY CHOOSE?

SEEING AS HOW ITS THEM THAT CANT STOP HURTING PEOPLE WITH THEIR DUMB ASS DICKS

ALL THE PROBLEMS OF TODAY CAN BE PUT ON THEM

STUPID BASTARDS

THEY HAVE VERY LITTLE TIME TO TURN THINGS AROUND FOR THEMSELVES

AND THAT STARTS WITH TAKING CARE OF AND PROTECTING AND SUPPORTING THEIR WOMEN AND CHILDREN

TREATING THE FAMILY AND THE FAMILY NURTURER WITH THE LOVE AND TENDERNESS THEY NEED AND SO VERY MUCH WANT

WE DESERVE TO BE SPOILED AND LOVED ROTTEN

I HAVE YET TO MEET A MAN LIKE THAT

ILL ADMIT THAT BILLY AND MANNY DID A WONDERFUL JOB WHEN I WAS TRULY BROKEN AND DELICATE

SO THANK YOU MOM AND MOM

FOR BRINGING THEM INTO MY LIFE WHEN I NEEDED THEM

SHE THINKS SHES GOING TO SEND ANOTHER BUT FTP

“FUCK THAT PUTO”

SO ALL OF THE PATTERNS FOR EVERY STORY

FOR EVERY SITUATION

FOR EVERY FUCKING THING CAN BE FOUND FRACTALLY

OUR LIVES CAN BE FOUND EVERYWHERE

SEEING AS HOW WE ARE ONE

ME MOMS AND MAMA

EARTH

LIVI

UNIVERSE

IN THAT ORDER AND EVERY WONKY ORDER

KINDA LIKE THE SPIRALS THAT CONNECT US AND MOVE US

EVERYTHING IS SPIRAL ENERGY

MOODS AND EMOTIONS

BODY KINETIC ENERGY

UPS AND DOWNS

GAIN AND LOSS WEIGHT PATTERNS

EVERYTHING IN THIS GODDAMNED JIP JOINT IS A CONSTANT FLUX OF CHANGE

THAT’S THE ONE THING WE CAN COUNT ON

THE OTHER EQUALLY IMPRTANT TRUTH ABOUT US THREE IS THAT

WE DON’T GO ANYWHERE

WE DEAL WITH EVERYONES SHIT AND CONTINUE GIVING

THAT’S HOW WE ARE

I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING

MOM AND MAMA

GAVE ME THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT

LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY

THAT’S THE KIND OF STUFF

I LOVE

ITS THOUGHTFUL AS ALL HELL

TOO BAD THEY DON’T MAKE MEN LIKE US

BUT THEN WE ARE IMMORTAL

SO

WHAT CAN YOU DO?

THE LOWEST FREQUENCY FOUND IS A SINGLE CELLED ORGANISM THAT STARTED US OFF

APPARENTLY THERES ANOTHER PATTERN THAT MY MOMS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR

THE BITCHES VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIED ME THIS SUMMER

EMOTIONALLY ABUSED ME FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS

SCARED THE FUCK OUT OF ME

TRYING TO GET ME AWAY FROM PEOPLE

CLEARED OUT MY SCHEDULE

COMPLETELY CLEARED IT

I FOUGHT FOR THE ONES THAT STAYED

BILLY AND MANNY

I FOUGHT TO SMOKE WHAT THE FUCK I WANTED

I FOUGHT FOR MY SANITY THE ENTIRE TIME

I CRY A LOT STILL

WELL SHE SOLD ME OFF TO A STUPID MAN

WHICH WAS THE POINT OF THIS SUMMER

HES SUPPOSEDLY MY COUNTERPART

BUT HE WANTS NOTHING WITH US

OTHER THAN TO USE ME

FOR MY KNOWLEDGE

MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS BEEN PLANNED

I HAVE A DESTINY

IM FOUND IN EVERY STORY

IM FOUND IN ALL OF YOUR EMOTIONS

IM THE MUSE FOR YOUR INSPIRATIONAL SPEECHES

AND WONDROUS AND MAGICAL CREATIONS

RELIGION WAS MADE FOR ME TO KNOW OUR PAST AND SPIRITUALITY WAS MADE FOR ME TO FIND MY WAY HERE

THE THIRD EYE WAS MADE FOR ME TO CONNECT WITH MY MAMA UP TOP

AND THE OTHER UPWARD FACING EYE WAS MEANT FOR ME TO CONNECT WITH MAMA DOWN LOW

AND FOR ME TO RUN WILD WHEN I NEED TO

I USED TO FLY EVERYWHERE BUT THERE WAS ONE THAT MOMS KEPT PUTTING THERE BUT HE WASN’T REAL AND I DON’T LIKE HIM

HES A SUPER TWAT

SO I STOPPED

WHAT EVERYONE FAILS TO REALIZE IS HOW MUCH THIS SUMMER TRAUMATIZED MY ASS

X PARTICLES FOUND IN THE LARGE HADRON COLLIDER

I TOLD YOU WOMEN WERE MADE FIRST

AUNTIE EVOLUTION CAME IN LATER AND MADE MEN CAUSE SHE FELT WE WOMEN NEEDED PARTNERS AND THERE WAS A REASON WE HAD HOLES DOWN THERE

SHE ALSO WANTED TO SEE IF THE SEX WAS GOING TO BE ANY GOOD WITH A REAL DICKHEAD AS OPPOSED TO HAVING TO USE WOODEN ONES

PERSONALLY I WOULD RATHER DEAL WITH A FEW SPLINTERS THAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER ASSFUCK

THEY DON’T TALK BACK

THEYRE ALWAYS HARD

THEYRE HANDY WHEN YOU NEED A STIFF ONE UP IN YA

THEY DON’T CHEAT ON YOU

OR HIT YOU

YOU WONT FIND WOMEN FIGHTING OVER WOODEN PHALLUSES

WE WOULD JUST LAUGH AND MAKE JOKES WHILE WE WERE CARVING OUT NEW ONES

SO THE DARK STUFF IN SPACE IS PLASMA

THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT

WE ARE MADE WITH PLASMA

CALL IT THE LOGOS OF THE BODY

THE BLACK SPACE IN THE UNIVERSE IS THE LOGOS UP THERE

AND JUST LIKE WITH ME

I USUALLY HAVE A PLACEHOLDER ON HAND IN MY AFFECTIONS UNTIL I FIND ANOTHER MATE

THE LOGOS OF MY DREAMS

WHICH NEVER HAPPENS CAUSE THERE IS NOT A MAN ALIVE THAT CAN HANDLE MY ASS

IM SASSY SUPER INTELLIGENT FUNNY CARING GENEROUS AND I GIVE MY PARTNER THE WORLD WHEN I AM WITH THEM

I HAVE YET TO FIND ANYONE THAT CAN MATCH MY KIND OF LOVE

I CRAVE A SOUL DEEP CONNECTION WITH ANOTHER THAT HAS NOT BEEN EXPERIENCED IN HUMANITYS LIFETIME

A COSMIC THING

A FAIRYTALE ON A GALACTIC SCALE

 I THOUGHT I HAD

BUT IT WAS JUST ME

THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH

AND THOSE TWO MEDDLING MOMS I LOVE VERY MUCH

GOT ME FUCKED UP THIS SUMMER IN ORDER FOR ME TO COME INTO MY OWN

LIKE NOW

I DON’T FEEL DIFFERENT

NOR DO I ACT DIFFERENT

SO I DON’T SEE WHY YALL COULDN’T JUST TALK TO ME

A LOGOS IS AN UNDEFINED THING THAT HOLDS THE PLACE OF THE REAL THING UNTIL THE REAL THING CAN BE DEFINED AND PLACED THERE

KIND OF LIKE A VARIABLE IN AN EQUATION

ITS AN UNKNOWN KIND OF THING UNTIL YOU GET FURTHER INTO THE EQUATION

AT GOBEKS TEPS

THERES A PILLAR THAT SPEAKS OF IONS AND THEY SPEAK OF HOW THE UNIVERSE WAS MADE

I HAVE ALL THE NOTES AND THE ONES THAT I DON’T HAVE

I WILL

IM TRYING TO GET EGYPT AND TURKEY TOGETHER MOMS SO THAT I CAN SHOW THEM THE FINDINGS AT THE SAME TIME

I CANT PICK BETWEEN THE TWO

ILL LIVE IN EGYPT AND SUMMER IN TURKEY

JUST LIKE THE EGYPTIANS DID BACK IN THE DAY

IM ISIS BY THE WAY

THERE ARE NO PHARAOHS

ONLY COOL ASS CHICKS THAT RULED LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER

THE SHAMAN WALK BEGAN IN GOBEKS TEPS

AND THE CREATION STORY CAME OUT OF THERE TOO

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO TELL YOU

BUT I NEED A BREAK AND IM GETTING FRUSTRATED

I THINK ILL FUCK TONIGHT

ILL BE BACK

THE ANCIENT EGYPTIAN PEOPLE I FEEL WERE OUR HEIGHT OR SHORTER

LOOK AT THEIR TEMPLES

LITTLE MAN SYNDROME?

IF THEY WERE TALL I FEEL THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OVERSIZED BUT THIS FEELS LIKE OVERCOMPENSATION

MAYBE THE WOMEN PHARAOHS KNEW HOW MEN ARE AND WERE MOCKING THEM WITH THESE TEMPLES

YOU KNOW HOW MEN ARE

OR USED TO BE

WHOSE DICK IS BIGGER AND HOW MANY TIMES CAN WE SPREAD THE VD TO OUR MANY GIRLFRIENDS THAT DON’T KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER

WHO GIVES A FUCK HOW I SOUND

IM FINALLY HEALING ALL THE DAMAGE THAT MY FAMILY AND THAT THE MEN IVE DEALT WITH HAVE DONE TO ME

ILL BE IN A GOOD PLACE ONCE I GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE STATES

IM ABOUT TO SHARE MY FINDINGS ON EGYPT AND ON GOBEKS TEPS AND THE REST OF THE TEMPLE SITES FOUND ALL OVER THE WORLD

I WILL GET CREDIT FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING THING

BOTH MY MOMMIES TOO

THAT’S THE FIRST TIME THAT IM ABLE TO SAY THAT

WHO NEEDS A DAD?

SORRY COSMIC DAD!

BUT I DON’T TRUST YOU AFTER THIS SUMMER WITH YOUR FUCKING LACKEY ASS MOTHERNONFUCKER

IM SO ANGRY

AT MYSELF AND AT BOTH MY MOMS

STUPID ASS FUCKFACE TOO

IM FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID

YOU HAVE NO CLUE

AND THE FACT THAT IM STILL GETTING VF’ED SUCKS ASS

CAUSE ILL BE COOL AND THEN ITLL HAPPEN AGAIN JUST LIKE IN THE SUMMER

AT LEAST MY BRAIN ISNT MY ENEMY ANYMORE

GOTTA BE THANKFUL FOR THAT

IT STILL SUCKS ASS

THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE DID

ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT

I WANT TO BE DONE

WITH THE WHOLE THING

I WANT TO LOOK FOR A REAL MATE

AND I WANT TO START MY LIFE ALREADY

IM TIRED OF FUCKING WAITING

IVE BEEN WAITING FOREVER NOW

I SWEAR TO GOD THAT THEYD BETTER LISTEN TO ME OR IM GOING TO MAKE THE BIGGEST FUCKING SCENE TURKEY OR EGYPT HAVE EVER SEEN

IF THEY THOUGHT GOD MADE A SPECTACLE OF HIMSELF WITH HIS FUCKING TIRADES AND FLOODS AND SHIT

JUST WAIT TIL YOU SEE MY ASS IN ACTION

ILL TAKE OUT ALL OF MY ANGER ON EVERYONE LOUDLY AND THEN START CRYING LIKE A WEE LITTLE ONE

WOULD

AND THEN THEY’LL HAVE A MESS TO CONTEND WITH

ALRIGHT SO AS I WAS MAKING SOME NOTES ON SOME EGYPTIAN RELIEFS OR HIEROS, IT OCCURRED TO ME THAT GREAT AUNT QUEEN NEFFIE, THE BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED ARTISTIC MISS NEFERTARI THE WONDERFUL, SHE SWATTED ME IN THE BUTT FOR BEING FACETIOUS BUT I LOVE THE WOMEN IN MY FAMILY, THE MEN NOT SO MUCH, FUCKING RUN ON SENTENCES… WANDERING FOCUS…

HER JOURNAL ENTRIES AND HER LETTER WRITINGS BECAME A PART OF WHAT WE CALL TODAY, THE BIBLE.

EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THEY TURNED WHAT WAS MEANT AS A PENSIVE AND THOUGHTFUL JOURNAL ENTRY INTO “GODS” WRATH AND WHATNOT. FUCKING MEN ARE IDIOTS WITH THEIR POWER AND CONTROL ISSUES.

GREAT AUNTIE NEFS WAS BEING THE BEST SHE COULD BE AS A PHARAOH AND AS A WIFE. SHE WAS LOOKING OUT FOR HER PEOPLE BECAUSE SHE UNDERSTOOD HER RESPONSIBILITIES TO THEM. SHE UNDERSTOOD THAT WITHOUT THEM THEIR WAY OF LIFE WOULD COME TO AN END.

IM WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR SOCIETY THAT WHEN I CHOSE THIS PATH FOR THE ENTIRE COSMOS, I GOT SHIT ON BY A LOT OF PEOPLE.

I DON’T CARE. IM STILL GOING TO DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE AN IMPACT IN THIS WORLD. THAT’S WHAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO. I WANT TO BE THE CHANGE WE NEED IN ORDER TO MOVE FORWARD.

ITS TIME FOR SOMETHING NEW.

FOR ME AS WELL. IM MOVING TO TURKEY AND TO EGYPT. ITS TIME TO TAKE MY RIGHTFUL PLACE IN SOCIETY AS A LEADER FOR THE NEW HUMAN. SURE, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IM GOING TO ACCOMPLISH THIS BUT I FIGURE IT WILL BE BY GIVING THEM THEIR LOST HISTORY.

TO TURKEY AS WELL. I HAVE GOT THE GREATEST WAY OF INTRODUCING WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO THE ARCHEOLOGISTS THAT HAVE BEEN WORKING THERE FOR YEARS. IM EXCITED. IT SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN.

I WOULD LOVE IT IF DAVID GUETTA WOULD PLAY AT THE SITES. ONE BIG GET TOGETHER SEEING AS HOW HE PLAYS A “JESUSHEAD” PART IN THE WHOLE THING.

I LOVE HIS MUSIC. ITS SO AWESOME. ITS ALSO THE MUSIC I CREATE TO. IT GETS ME IN THE FLOW STATE. THE NEXT ENERGY THAT DOES NOT RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES WILL GET SENT TO THE BLACK HOLE TO BE KILLED.