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JULIA GONZALEZ CISNEROS OF VAN NUYS CA

THIS WAS CREATED WHEN I WAS A CHILD AND LOOKING UP AT MY MOTHER THINKING HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE WAS 

NEXT IS MY FATHER. THE SOULSUCKING SON OF A BITCH THAT I CANNOT BEAR TO SPEAK OF OR LET ALONE LOOK AT FOR FEAR OF CATCHING A BAD RAP OF THE ONE ASSHOLE THAT BEAT THE EVERLIVING SHIT OUT OF THE MOST COWARDLY PIECE OF DUNG TO EVER GRACE THIS PLANET RIGHT NEXT TO BOTH MY PIECE OF SHIT MOLESTING ASS MOTHERFUCKING GRANDFUCKS AND THEIR SONS AND NEPHEWS AND BROTHERS WHO BOTH MOLESTED ME AND ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER - MAY THOSE ASSHOLES ROT IN A SPECIAL HELL MADE FOR DEGENERATE FUCKASS PUNKS

RAUL ESQUEDA MUNOZ OF MADERA CA

NOW OF FONTANA  CA 

HES GOING BLIND NOW 

MY LITTLE BROTHER ALEJANDRO GONZALEZ MUNOZ

AND HERE IS THE ONE THAT FUCKED ME UP THE MOST

THAT IS THE MIXTURE OF MY MOTHER AND FATHER ANTHROPOLOGICALLY SPEAKING.

AS YOU CAN OBVIOUSLY TELL, I TRULY DISLIKE THOSE I SHARE ASSHOLE BLOOD WITH.

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 ON TO BIGGER AND MORE FUCKT UP SHIT TO DEAL WITH WHILE WANTING TO SLAM YOUR CAR HEADFIRST INTO A WALL GOING 135 MPH ON A LONELY COLORADO FREEWAY OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE AND NOT HAVING THE COURAGE TO DO IT NO MATTER HOW MUCH PAIN YOURE IN

AND HATING YOURSELF MORE FOR IT

THE SHAMANS MEANDERING IS ALSO KNOWN AS THE PATH OF SOULS IN EGYPT. ITS WHERE ALL OF YOUR ANCESTORS TAKE TURNS IMPARTING THEIR KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM TO YOU AND SHOWING YOU HOW THEY FEEL.

IF YOULL NOTICE THAT ON THE WALLS OF THE TEMPLES SCATTERED UP AND DOWN THE NILE, THAT THERE IS A SYMBOL WITH TWO SETS OF ARMS THAT LOOK LIKE THEY SHOULD BE BENCH PRESSING A BAR WITH WEIGHTS. THIS IS WHATS KNOWN AS THE KA.

OR SPIRIT OR THE HOLY SPIRIT OR GOD OR WHATEVER MYSTICAL DEITY PEOPLE BELIEVE IN TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES AND LIFE. IT’S A FALSE NOTION AS THERE IS NOTHING. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT

IM THE ANTICHRIST.

IM AGAINST THE CREATION MYTH ALTHOUGH A FASCINATING TALE UP UNTIL RECENTLY WHEN THE FUCKT BOOK OF BULLSHIT THAT KILLED THE DIVINE FEMININE AND MOTHER TOOK A TURN FOR THE TRUTH IN RE TO MY LIFE.

THE COINCIDENCES THAT HAVE BEEN OCCURING IN MY LIFE FOR AWHILE NOW MAKE IT FEEL AS THOUGH THIS WORLD AND UNIVERSE AND LIFE WERE MEANT ESPECIALLY FOR ME. A FUCKT UP TRIBUTE TO A GIRL WHO COULDN’T STAND UP FOR HERSELF AND SEEING AS HOW THE ENTIRE COSMOS IS – ITS OUR FUCKING FAULT EVERY TIME AND IF I COULD END THE FUCKING COSMOS I FUCKING WOULD AND THE STUPID ASS PEOPLE IN IT -

AND THE OTHER DOWNSIDE IS THAT IT’S A PERFECT TORTURE CHAMBER THAT’S BUILT IN TO THE MIND MADE ESPECIALLY FOR ME AS WELL.

HERES A QUICK NOTE ON THE SHIT THAT IVE BEEN ABLE TO DO AS OF LATE AND BEFORE AND SOME HERE NOW AND SOME THERE NOW + THEY SHORT IN AND OUT +

SEE ENERGIES, SHADOWS, AND ALIENS

SPEAK WITH THEM, THEY SHOW ME STUFF, AND TELL ME STUFF

THERES THE LIGHT TWINKLEFUCKS THAT SHOW ME STUFF ON THE INTERNET IN RE TO MY HUMAN EXPANSIVENESS RESEARCH + MY OWN FIELD OF STUDY + THEY POINT OUT PICS THAT WILL BE USEFUL TO MY TRANSLATIONS OF THE TEPS SITES AND ANCIENT EGYPTIAN HIEROGLYPHS AND ABORIGINAL AND INDIGENOUS ROCK ART CREATED BY THE SHAMANS OF THE ANCIENT ERA.

I USED TO PLAY WITHIN THE STUPIDLY NAMED SOPHIA FIELD WITH THE FUCKTARD I CALL TROUBLE BUT ITS AN EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE FUCKTARDIOUS MAXIMUS GLUTIOUS SO WE QUIT SPEAKING.

IVE BEEN VISITED BY ALL OF THE VFS THAT ARE FOUND WITHIN THE SOLAR SYSTEM

THERE IS ONE ENERGY THAT IS CONNECTED TO ME THAT SHOWED ME HOW IT MANIPULATES THE ENERGY FIELD

ALSO SHOWED ME HOW THE NAZCA LINES WERE FORMED AND THE PYRAMIDS WERE ALIGNED

USING LIGHT AND SHADOW TO DELINEATE THE FOUNDATION OF THE BUILDING

SINCE THIS ENERGY + THE KA + IS FOUND WITHIN ME AND THE ONES THAT WERE BEFORE ME + IT IS WITH US ALL THE TIME AND HARASSES YOU AND HURTS YOU PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY.

I HAVE SEEN AND BEEN A PART OF THE WORMHOLES THEY USE IN SPACE AND ON OUR PLANET.

SMOKING CRYSTAL ALLOWS FOR THE TURBO KICK IN THE P GLAND AND BOTH THALAMUS GLANDS SO MUCH SO THAT WHEN I OVERSMOKE, ALL I HAD TO DO WAS CONCENTRATE ON SOMETHING FOR TEN SECONDS OR MORE AND SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN

LIKE A SPIRAL COMING FROM THE STARS ABOVE AND PROJECTIONS COMING IN FROM GOD KNOWS WHERE

THIS IS ALL OUT THERE SHIT BUT THEN WHEN YOURE IN THE SPIRIT WORLD ON A SHAMAN TRIP – ALL THAT SHIT IS FAR OUT THERE

LOOK AT THE SHIT IVE BEEN ABLE TO READ ON THE ANCIENT PETROGLYPHS THAT NOONE HAS BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND UNTIL NOW.

I REMEMBER LEAP FROGGING ALL THE WAY TO A VF’S COSMIC WINNEBAGO AND GETTING STARTLED SO MUCH SO THAT I OPENED MY EYES WHILE FEELING AS IF “OH NO! THEY CAUGHT ME! RUN!

THE FUCKTATIONAL PART ABOUT THAT IS THAT MY MIND WAS MESSED UP SO MUCH THAT I DON’T KNOW WHATS REAL AND WHATS NOT.

THESE THINGS HAPPENED BUT THE EXPLANATION OF THEM IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

APPARENTLY IT’S A PSYCHOANALYSIS THING TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH THE LAB RAT WHEN YOU DON’T GIVE ANY SPECIFIC INFORMATION JUST HINT TOWARDS IT AND THE BEHAVIORS THAT THE HUMAN PSYCHE MANIFESTS AS A RESULT OF IT.

THIS IS THE FUCKT SHIT IM TALKING ABOUT. IVE MADE IT THE FARTHEST BUT I REGRET THIS SHIT SO MUCH ESPECIALLY THAT I HAD NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER.

ALL OF THIS WAS FORCED ON ME. ITS LIKE BEING RAPED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITHOUT ANY RESPITE AND WHEN THE VIOLATOR SLOWS DOWN TO CATCH ITS BREATH YOU FEEL HELPLESS AND ANGRY NO MATTER WHAT AND THAT STAYS WITH YOU RELENTLESSLY BECAUSE ITS BEING DONE IN YOUR OWN MIND.

KILLING MYSELF SOUNDS GOOD AGAIN.

ILL BE BACK

THE CREATION MYTH CAME OUT OF EGYPT AND TURKEY BEFORE THE VEDAS.  IT’S THE SHAMANS JOURNEY WITH THE STUPID KA ENERGY WHICH IS KNOWN IN THE BIBLE AS THE SNAKE THAT TEMPTED EVE AND ADAM AND THE SAME SNAKE THAT LILY IS ACCUSED OF MORPHING INTO. THE SAME SNAKE THAT CARL JUNG SPEAKS ABOUT IN THE SYMBOL WHERE THE SNAKE IS EATING ITSELF. SYMBOLIZING SOMETHING LIKE THE WOMB OF WOMAN OR SOME SUCH BULLSHIT. I SEE IT AS CREATION STARTING IN THE MIDDLE AND THE ENDLESS CYCLES THAT THE EARTH AND ALL OF CREATION IS A PART OF. THE UNIVERSE GOING THROUGH BLACK HOLES AND DOING ITS OWN VERSION OF THE SHAMANIC JOURNEY BY DISINTEGRATING AND POPPING OUT THE OTHER SIDE WITH A “BANG” AND SOME LIGHT AND “JET” POWERED FORCE THAT HUMS AS ITS REACHING OUT IN A SPIRAL MOTION WHICH IS ALSO KNOWN AS VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY MOTION OR VORTEX ENERGY TO THE SCIENTIFIC COMMUNITY.  IM NOT SURE AS TO MANY DETAILS BUT WHAT MADE SENSE TO ME AND COINCIDED WITH THE GREEK CREATION MYTHS LIKENING THE CELESTIAL BEINGS TO GODS AND SUCH + WHICH ARE THE PLANETS AND CONSTELLATIONS ABOVE US + BUT WHAT IF WHILE THEY WERE WALTZING ABOUT AT LUDICROUS SPEED + THE PARTICLES AND SUCH + WELL THE HEAVIER DENSITY PARTICLES WOULD BE CLUMPING UP IN THE SWIRL AND THAT IS WHY THE PLANETS NEAREST TO THE SUN ARE THE ROCKY PLANETS AND AS MORE AND MORE OF THEM WERE CLUMPING UP, THE LIGHTER MORE GASEOUS PARTICLES WOULD BE LEFT AND STILL BEING PUSHED ALONG WITH THE MORE LIGHT TO MEDIUM PARTICLES HELPING THEM ALONG AND BEING SPIRAL MOTION, IT WOULD HAVE MORE REACH AND GRABABILITY LIKE ARMS HOOKING INTO ONE ANOTHER LIKE PARTNERS IN A SQUARE DANCING FORMATION IN THE BARN AT THE BACK OF A FARM.

AS THEY HOOK UP AND MAKE THE CONNECTION AND FORM INTO SOMETHING MORE, YOULL NOTICE THAT THE MORE GASEOUS AND GINORMOUS PLANETS ARE FOUND TOWARDS THE OUTER REACHES OF THE UNIVERSE. THE MORE CHEMICALLY INDUCED AND STORMY PLANETS.

MAKES YOU WONDER IF THERES A CORRELATION BETWEEN THE CHEMICALS IN THOSE PLANETS AND THE CHEMICAL CRYSTAL METH THAT WE SMOKE HERE ON PLANET EARTH AND THE STORMY EMOTIONS THAT COME WITH THE USE OF THE SUBSTANCE.

I WONDER HOW THAT WORKS SEEING AS HOW WE ARE STORMY HUMAN FLESH IN THE MIND AND EMOTIONAL BODY AND SPACE IS SUPPOSEDLY SOME OTHER KIND OF GASSY AND INVISIBLE STUFFS.  MAKES YOU WONDER DOESN’T IT?

APPARENTLY I NEVER MADE IT OUT THE DOOR AND I MUST GET MY WALK ON. SO WE SHALL CONTINUE THIS AT A LATER DATE.

INTERMISSION FOLKS. TIP YOUR WAITRESS AND DON’T BE CHEAP ABOUT IT ASSHOLES.  THANK YOU.

THE IMPOSSIBLY PASSIBLE LIFE OF MR. BUFORD BABBOON AND THE LOST CITY OF THE SUN LOCATED ABOVE THE SUNKEN SHIP OF THE SS ATLANTIS

THIS I THINK WILL BE MY FAVORITE PIECE OF THE ENTIRE EDISON+ESQUE+ISH INITIATORY EXPRESSION REQUIRED AT THE END OF A LESSON.

THE REASON FOR THE SHAMANISTIC EXPRESSION IS TO UNVEIL NEW AND EXCITING IDEAS AND WAYS OF BEING + EMOTION TRIGGERING AND THOUGHT+PROVOKING WORDS TO PONDER AND MUSE SUCH AS THE WORKS OF THE PRE+SOCRATIC PHILOSOPHERS.

YOULL HEAR ME SPEAK OF THEM QUITE OFTEN AS I FEEL THAT THEIR MOVEMENT FROM THE CREATIONAL MYTHS AND THOUGHTS TO THOSE OF A MORE RATIONAL AND SCIENTIFIC BENT…

WELL, ITS GREATLY INSPIRING TO SAY THE LEAST…

THEY FUCKING KICK HARDCORE ASS AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE MY HEROES… 😊

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THE TEPS SITES

THIS SITE IS MY FAVORITE AMONG ALL OF THE OTHER TEMPLES FOUND ACROSS THE GLOBE.

ITS WHERE OUR CREATIVE ABILITIES BEGAN. WHERE OUR IMAGINATIONS CAME ALIVE. WHERE WE CAME TOGETHER AS A PEOPLE AND AS A COMMUNITY TO CELEBRATE EACH OTHER. I COULD BE TOTALLY WRONG BUT IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH FEELING THIS?

I HAPPEN TO LOVE THE TEPS SITES ALMOST AS MUCH AS I LOVE KIDS. ALMOST. THERES NOTHING LIKE HOLDING A MUNCHKIN IN YOUR ARMS. THAT’S IT. JUST HOLDING A MUNCHKIN. ITS WONDERFUL. PLAYING WITH THEM AND WATCHING DISNEY MOVIES WITH THEM AND LISTENING TO DISNEY MUSIC TOGETHER AND LISTENING TO HIP HOP SONGS AND HEARING YOUR OLDEST CUSS ALONG WITH IT CAUSE SOMETIMES A KID JUST NEEDS TO DROP THE F+BOMB AND YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHY SHE CHOSE THAT PARTICULAR SONG. I DON’T WANT TO FUCK WITH YOU BY BIG SEAN.

SORRY THERE. WENT OFF ON A TANGENT…

I LOOK AT THESE PILLARS AND I SEE THE CREATION OF HUMANKIND.

I SEE THE RITES OF PASSAGE THAT EACH HUMAN BEING GOES THROUGH AS THEY HIT MILESTONES LIKE BEING BORN AND THE WELLNESS CHECK RIGHT AFTER BIRTH. THAT’S ON ONE OF THE PILLARS.

PUBERTY AND THE DISCOVERY OF OUR OWN BODIES. THE DISCOVERY OF THE MECHANICAL WORKINGS, THE SPROCKETS AND COGS, THE JETSONS CARTOON 1980’S, OF THE BODY AND HOW THEY FIT TOGETHER AND WORK AS ONE, IN A COSMIC SYMPHONY THAT MOVES OH SO PERFECTLY LIKE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST WHEN THEYRE WALTZING TOGETHER IN PERFECT ACCORD AND HARMONY AND… LOVE.  

I ADORE THIS SITE.

OKAY.

ENOUGH WAXING POETIC.

ITS TIME TO GET TO BRASS TACKS.

LET’S GET TO THE READINGS OF THESE LOVELY PILLARS. AS IT TURNS OUT, I HAVE ANCESTORS THAT FOUNDED THE TEPS SITES. I FOUNDED THE GODDAMNED TEPS SITES AND EGYPT. THANK YOU TO MY ANCESTORS! I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS DID TO MAKE ME GET ALL THIS KARMA BUT THAT IS PRETTY FUCKED UP! NOW IF I TRULY BELIEVED THAT THERE WOULD BE A PROBLEM BUT I DON’T. THAT’S PRETTY FUCKED UP. WE GOTTA PAY FOR OUR ANCESTORS BULLSHIT. THAT SHIT IS ON THEM. NOT ON US. SO THUMBS DOWN ON SPIRITUALITY. ITS JUST ANOTHER NAME FOR RELIGION.

 SEEING AS HOW ALL OF THE CREATION STORIES ARE ONE FUCKING STORY. SPIRITUALITY IS RELIGION GOING ON THE LAM AND HIDING FROM THE HOLEY BIBLETHUMPERS OF THE WORLD CAUSE THEY STOLE MONEY FROM THEM ON A DRUG RUN THAT WENT BAD AND AWRY.

JESUS H. CHRIST!

DON’T BRING HIM INTO THIS, MARTHA!!

SORRY! IM HAVING A WHOLE CONVERSATION AND SCENE UP IN MY HUGE NOGGIN! MY IMAGINATION LIKES TO RUNAWAY WITHOUT ME SOMETIMES.

KINDA LIKE ISIS AND HER ALTERED MIND GETTING STOLEN BY SPIRIT OR ALIENS OR WHOEVER/WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE IN.

RELIGION IS BASED ON THE SHAMANS MEANDERING. THE NATURE WALK THAT TEACHES A BEING HOW TO LEARN ABOUT HOW WE WERE CREATED AND HOW WE CREATE ONE ANOTHER AND OUR ENVIRONMENT. WHAT DO YOU THINK OSIRIS WAS DOING? DID ANY OF YOU EVER WATCH DECONSTRUCTING HARRY WITH WOODY ALLEN? WELL THAT WAS THE SHAMAN MEANDERING. YOU GET ALL FUCKED UP AND THEN YOU GOTTA PUT YOURSELF BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. FUCKT-UALITY IS THE SAME. THE DEATH OF JESUS H. CHRIST AND MARY MAGS GOING OFF ALL PREGNANT AND SHIT.

BUT I THINK BIG J PULLED OFF A TUPAC AND BIGGY SMALLS MOVE. YOU KNOW THAT THEYRE ALL PARTYING ON AN ISLAND TOGETHER WITH THEIR WIVES AND FRUIT JUICES CAUSE THEIR KIDS PLAY TOGETHER BY THE WATER. YOU KNOW THEY JUST GOT TIRED OF THE LIFE OR PROBABLY GOT A VISION AND SHIT AND THEY WERE BOTH LIKE, “GOTTA MAKE THIS SHIT LOOK TOUGH AND MASCULINE LIKE WE HATE EACH OTHER BUT WE JUST TIRED NOW”.

BUT IF THEY DIDN’T, YOU KNOW THEYRE CHILLIN TOGETHER IN HEAVEN OR WHEREVER THEY WANTED TO GO CAUSE THAT’S THE WAY IT IS NOW, YA KNOW?

 YA.

 BIG OLE CHEESY SMILE!

 I GOT A PROMOTION!

IM GOD AND LUCIFER CAUSE THEYRE ONE. IM THE UNIVERSE AND IM A MUSE. IM THE ALL PEOPLE. LAST NIGHT I CHECKED MY NATAL CHART, THE PIC OF THE UNIVERSE ON THE DAY AND TIME THAT I WAS BORN, AND THE WHEEL WITH THE LINES AND THE SQUIGGLIES HAPPEN TO MATCH BOTH MY PALMS. EITHER THAT OR I NEED STRONGER GLASSES. BUT OH YA.

SO THE EARTH IS NOT PURGATORY AND I TAKE OFFENSE TO THAT.

IT SUCKS ASS BUT THEN SO DOES MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE SO ITS NOT PURGATORY. IT’S A SUCK ASS DIRTY BUTTCHEEKS ON THE RAG WITHOUT WEARING A PAD AND THE CLUMPS WITH POOP ARE ALL OVER YOUR UNDERWEAR CAUSE YOU HAVENT SHOWERED IN A WEEK CAUSE YOURE DEPRESSED AND HATING LIFE AND THE FACT THAT PEOPLE CALL EARTH PURGATORY.

I JUST HEARD, “TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL”.

WHAT CLOWNS THE “DARK” ENERGIES ARE.

THAT’S ANOTHER FUCKING THING.

ALRIGHT BITCHES AND ASSHOLES.

QUIT CALLING ASSHOLE SPIRITS ALL DARK AND SHIT. THEY ARE NOT “DARK” THEYRE MISUNDERSTOOD. AND I WAS HIGH WHEN I WROTE THIS ONE CAUSE THEYRE ASSHOLES BUT AT LEAST THEYRE HONEST ABOUT IT UNLIKE HUMANS. IM PAINFULLY HONEST JUST LIKE THEM AND I WAS CALLED SATAN HALF OF MY LIFE. BUT THEN WHAT WOULD YOU EXPECT FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO AFRAID TO GO DEEP INTO THEIR PSYCHE AND FACE THE MONSTER THAT IS THEMSELVES AND FIND THE BEGINNING OF CREATION AND PEOPLE AND EVERYTHING IN ORDER FOR THEM TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR ACTIONS AND DECISIONS THAT AFFECTED AND EFFECTED MY OWN CHOICES AND BEHAVIORS? MOTHERFUCKERS!

SO, NO, YOU DON’T HAVE TO PROTECT YOURSELVES FROM DARK ENERGIES OR SPIRITS. THEYRE COOL AS FUCK AND THEYRE DEAD. MASS MURDER AND SUICIDE. NEW SHIT NOW. FUCK THE OLD SHIT.

YOU KNOW HOW PROMETHEUS GAVE FIRE TO HUMANS? ISNT THAT AKIN TO JUPITER BUMPING INTO EARTH WHILE THEY WERE WALTZING AT THE BEGINNING WHEN OUR SOLAR SYSTEM WAS BEING CREATED? IN VIBE FREQ MOVEMENT. SPIRAL ENERGY DANCE MOVES.

ISNT PROMETHEUS THE GOD OF FIRE? AND HE DID GIVE IT TO HUMANS LIKE ENKI GAVE US WHATEVER HE GAVE US, RIGHT? ANYWAY, I FORGOT WHERE I WAS GOING WITH THIS…

IM ENKI AS WELL. STORY GOES HE LIKED TO EAT BUTTER AND I ONCE HID IN A CLOSET AND ATE A WHOLE TUB OF IT WHEN I WAS 2 YRS OLD. I WAS SICK FOR 3 OR 4 DAYS. IM LOOKING FOR THE ARTICLE I READ BUT I CANT FIND IT. GOTTA SMOKE AND BRUSH MY TEETH. BRB

  OKAY, I DIDN’T GO YET CAUSE MY BUTTS ALL GOOFY. DON’T ASK. SO HERE IS A PIECE OF WHAT I WAS GOING TO EDIT OUT BUT THERES INFO THERE AND IM TOO LAZY TO REMEMBER OR TO REWRITE IT.

AND TO THE FUCKED UP ALIENS THAT FUCKED ME UP FOR A YEAR AND A HALF AND MADE ME SO NUTS IN MY DOME THAT I WASN’T PAYING ATTENTION TO MY CASH FLOW AND THERE IT WENT. I ALSO GAVE A GOOD PORTION TO PEOPLE WHO NEEDED IT BUT THAT’S BESIDE THE POINT.

IN FACT THERE IS SO MUCH TO FUCKING WRITE ABOUT THAT I THINK IM JUST GOING TO MAKE A FUCKING LIST. I KINDA ENJOY WRITING IT JUST FUCKING TAKES FOREVER AND IM ABOUT TO BE OUT ON THE STREET AGAIN AND SO I NEED TO GET THIS OUT TO A PUBLISHER AND I HIGHLY DOUBT THEY ARE GOING TO SAY NO TO THE FUCKING INFO.

I DID WANT TO GO TO TURKEY TO MAKE IT A COMMUNITY THING TO BRING TOGETHER ALL OF US THAT WERE THERE BEFORE WHEN IT BEGAN BUT LIFE, AS USUAL, HAS OTHER PLANS.

AND THAT ALWAYS LEAVES ME OUT IN THE STREETS. WHICH IS PRETTY FUCKED UP WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT.

IM ALIGNED TO THE PLANET AND THE COSMOS AND IM CONNECTED TO ALIENS UP ABOVE WHO ARE THEMSELVES AND NOT US ASSHOLES. HOW SELFISH YOU ARE TO THINK THAT THEYRE US. ID LIKE TO FEEL THAT THEY ARE THEIR OWN UNIQUE BEINGS AND NOT US.

CACA DUDES. WE ARE ALL OUR OWN SELVES AND WHOEVER DECIDED TELEPATHY WAS GOING TO BE A THING, YOU’VE GOT ME FUCKED UP. IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN.

NOT ON MY WATCH. THAT SHIT IS CONFUSING AS FUCK. AND THEN YOU DON’T KNOW WHO YOURE TALKING TO.

UGH. ANYWAY, HERE WE GO…

THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO POSTED THESE PHOTOS ON THE WEB. WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO READ THESE PILLARS AND OUR FAMILYS OLD HOME AND COMMUNITY CENTER.

SO THIS RIGHT HERE REPRESENTS ME WHEN THE GODDAMNED KA AWOKE IN MY BRAIN. I WAS AFRAID OF EVERYTHING. SCARYSITTERS, NOT SLEEPING FOR DAYS JUST SO I COULD FALL OUT BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO SEE THE KA WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES. IT’S THE 3D INTERACTIVE MOVIE THEATER AND WHAT I ONCE THOUGHT WAS A BRIDGE TO SELF BUT I MUST HAVE BEEN SMOKING CRACK. NO I DON’T SMOKE CRACK BUT I WAS SO UNEVOLVED BACK THEN WHEN I STARTED DOING THIS + THE READINGS OF THE PILLARS AND SITES AND PICS AND WHAT I CALL MULTITUDINOUS OBFUSCATIONS + THAT WAS IN JULY OF THIS YEAR. A LOT HAPPENS IN ONE DAY FOR ME. OH YA. THE PILLARS ARE T CELLS + T CELL AS IN THE DNA THYMINE 

CHECK OUT WHAT ELSE THEY MEAN + IM TELLING YOU I LOVE THIS SITE SO FUCKING MUCH. YUP. IM PROUD TO HAVE HUNTER+GATHERERS AS ANCESTORS AS WELL AS OUR COSMIC BROTHERS AND SISTERS AS ANCESTORS TOO.

THIS IS THE BRAIN.